When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

【5】-【Job work】

Maybe it's time for another job, Freddie thought.

After so many years and countless jobs, Freddie wanted to find some new fun in the long, boring time.It was the first time for Freddie to be a resident singer in a nightclub. Although it was not very challenging, it did have some fun.It's just that there will always be some small troubles following him, thinking that he is some kind of weak and bullying existence who is short of money.

Moreover, Freddy was also a little apprehensive.

Even though he had lost contact with that long-time [former fiancé] for many years, he didn't even know of his existence.

However, this job is always not so decent...

Freddy knew his [ex-fiancé] was looking for him, but Freddy was conflicted.On the one hand, he really wanted to meet Steve, but on the other hand, he didn't dare... The time between them was so long that Freddie even forgot who Flora, who was with Steve, was supposed to be. What kind, it has been so long that even Freddie feels strange when he sees the photos of [Captain America] on TV, in the news, and in the reports. Husband reunion.

Even Freddie doubted that if he passed Steve on the street, Steve wouldn't recognize him so changed.

Freddy thought he was an extremely daring vampire, but when facing Steve, he was so timid.

Cowardly enough to hide in the shadows and observe Captain America's movements, so timid to think which beauty beside Captain America would be more suitable for Captain America, so timid to look at Captain America who has been investigating Flora's whereabouts, But he only dared to quietly send a bouquet of daisies...

Freddie would also ask himself, what is the point of doing this?

It was as if, because he didn't dare to take the first step, he tentatively stretched out a finger cautiously.

Such a ridiculous behavior was ridiculed countless times by Nick, and Freddy laughed at himself in his heart.He has always felt that he has undergone a huge change, but looking at himself now, he is exactly the same as the previous Flora who had countless thoughts in his heart, but was actually timid and afraid to change.However, Freddy looked at his own figure in the elevator... a completely masculine appearance, a vampire who feeds on blood, a shadow hiding in the dark, and artificial limbs with broken legs.

Freddie really couldn't be sure, would he still be the one in Steve's heart?

【6】-【Elevator elevator】

Feeling heavy and blocked, even irritable and gloomy.

Freddie thought of Flora as a delicate flower in the sun, and felt like a weed stuck in a swamp and still indomitable.But Steve hasn't changed, he hasn't changed at all, time seems to stand still on this man.The world that has never forgotten Captain America seems to have been waiting for the man's awakening, and greeted the hero's return with the most enthusiastic cheers, and this man has never failed the public's expectations of him.

Steve Rogers was still shining so brightly that the inferiority complex that Freddie thought he had forgotten had once again bound him like a spell.

Freddy thought of his mother again. Even after decades, he still remembered the vicious cursing sound so deeply that it seemed to shatter his precarious self-esteem right next to his ears.

Even though he didn't need to breathe, Freddy felt a little out of breath.

Freddy raised his eyes and looked at the rising number on the elevator screen, wondering why he hadn't reached the floor yet, and such a confined space still made him feel uncomfortable.However, the elevator door opened, and when Freddy saw a blond man standing in front of the doorway holding a bouquet of daisies, the young man was completely stunned.

While constricting his pupils, he lowered his head abruptly. Freddy subconsciously pressed the button to close the elevator door with trembling fingers, and then wanted to retreat into the confined space as if evading.

However, the quick pace of the man's steps, from far to near, seemed to be just a blink of an eye, and the elevator shook violently because of the man's eagerness to step in.Freddy, who lowered his head, could only feel the shadow of the man standing in front of him instantly covering him. The strong sense of oppression made Freddy feel that there was nowhere to escape, and at the same time, he was anxious and panicked... However At the same time, he saw the bouquet of daisies in the man's hand, but it seemed to caress Freddy's heart, spying on the deepest and most desperate and repressed feelings buried deep in his heart.

The elevator door slowly closed.

【7】-【Blue】

The elevator stopped at this floor.

Freddie still didn't dare lift his eyes to see the face of the man in front of him.

Steve's fingers gently touched the corners of the young man's eyes, then slowly slid down his smooth and fair cheeks, and then landed on the young man's neck.

—he knows!He knows it all!

Freddy's fists were clenched, and the man's tentative behavior made it very clear to him at this moment that Steve not only knew his identity, but also knew that he was a vampire.

"Freddie..."

Freddie could only hear the man's voice coming from his ear, so close, like the most distant affectionate call in the depths of memory, only this time it was [Freddy]'s name instead of [ Flora].

No matter how much he dared not face Steve, he had to raise his head to meet the man's blue eyes at this moment.

It was the most beautiful, deep, forgiving, gentle blue Freddy had ever seen.

Just looking at each other is enough to drop him from another world, and fall into this man's sea-like eyes with no return.

【8】-【Change】

"Why don't you come and see me?"

Steve asked softly.

Obviously at such a close distance, obviously there are so many opportunities to meet again, and obviously the bouquet has already been delivered to his door...

"You know, I've been looking for you."

If he was watching him all the time, Freddy must know that he never gave up looking for [Flora].

Steve saw the young man's back leaning tightly against the elevator wall, as if he was leaning against his body with the last support point as much as possible under unavoidable circumstances.Regarding Freddy's mentality of avoiding him, Steve can understand Fred's thoughts, but he doesn't want Freddy to continue to maintain this mentality.

"I've changed a lot..."

Steve heard the young man whispering, the voice was so muffled that it seemed to be stuck out of his throat with difficulty.

Captain America knows that the person in front of him has changed a lot, from her to him, from Flora to Freddy, from human to vampire, from the high-profile sunflower to the thorny flower in the hail of bullets... However, these changes, Can't change this person is always the only love in his heart.Steve only deeply regrets that he wasn't even a bystander during all the time Freddy spent.

【9】-【Pearl】

Freddie felt the blond's warm hand still caressing his cheek.

"I missed too much."

Immediately afterwards, Freddie heard a man's low voice coming from his ear, the voice was full of bottomless regret, and he sighed deeply about the time lost between them.The blond man's eyes were as gentle as the light in the clear sky when the sun was just rising. He saw his changes, but he chose to accept and embrace everything about him without hesitation, and instantly dispelled the unspeakable feelings that haunted Freddy's heart. Depressed and gloomy.

Freddie just stared dumbly at Steve at the moment.

And Steve's blue eyes seem to be giving a firm determination of "I don't want to miss the future anymore", and Freddie also sees that this man wants to hold on to the "future", he is the only choice .

"Thank you for giving me the little daisy, I like it very much." The blond man said with a smile.

The pure white of the little daisy was reflected in the eyes of the two who were looking at each other.

Brings back memories they have in common.

Freddie remembered saying that after Steve gave him a bouquet of daisies by the lake.In the memory, the young blond boy stood still for a long time with a red face, his face full of embarrassment, and then slowly took out a square box from his pocket with trembling fingers, which contained a beautiful pearl necklace. After taking a deep breath, he Showing an extremely serious, even overly serious expression, he said to him——

"Would you like to accept this gift?"

Freddy looked at the blond man who took out the box in astonishment.

What was placed in the box was the pearl necklace that he had left behind.

At this moment, the past time and this moment seem to overlap.

The countless hours they had missed between them for so many years seemed to be suddenly compressed into a fleeting moment.And their hearts that are always connected, the souls that are always accompanied by each other, and the love that is always engraved in their hearts is eternal.

Freddy felt that his beating heart seemed to find a fresh heat of life at this moment. He wanted to laugh and cry. He felt his body stiffen and his hands trembled.

Slowly reaching out her hand, gently stroking the pearls on the necklace.

Freddy felt like he was constantly floating in the dark, but the man in front of him always looked at him with such firm and cherished eyes, as if telling him that he couldn't hide the light in the dark, In the brilliance, it is more than enough to show the bright pearls.

"Captain America, would you like to spend the rest of your life with a male vampire with no heartbeat, no temperature, and prosthetic legs?" Freddy's hand rested beside the necklace, and he raised his eyes and stared at the vampire in front of him as if asking for the last time. The blond man didn't dare to miss any hesitant or reluctant details in the man's face and eyes.

"Yes, I would." The blond man nodded with a frank smile.

The man's blue eyes stared at Freddy seriously, his tone and expression were like a solemn oath of commitment.

Freddy finally smiled lightly, his eyes shining beautifully, like the picture frozen in the last century in his memory, and he took the pearl necklace in Steve's hand again——

"Then I would too."