When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

fiancée?

fiancée"? ? ?

Freddy was completely dumbfounded, he never expected to hear the shocking secret that he was his [fiancée] from Captain America.

are you serious! ?

Freddie, who has lost his memory, the world view he has shaped these days suddenly collapsed because of the appearance of the word "fiancee".Obviously he didn't have a heartbeat or breathing, but he felt like his heart was about to jump out of fright, which frightened his dead soul back to life.

At the same time, Freddy developed a kind of self-admiration for himself, "How can I be so capable?"

Compared to Freddy, who was the "heroine", who was shocked, Sam was shocked but not too much.

"Your fiancée? Steve, are you going to get married?" Sam said in surprise. Although the history of Captain America has been spread all over the streets, this is the first time he has heard about his fiancée.That's right, after all, emotional matters are relatively private. Whether as a close friend or a loyal fan, Sam wants to hear more about his fiancée from Steve.

"Her name is Flora Orwell."

Steve could see Sam's curiosity, and he was willing to share his affairs with Sam.

Ghostly Doubt Freddy: "..." Huh?Flora?

In just one second, Freddie had already figured out an inspirational drama in which the young man in women's clothing took advantage of his youthful beauty, deliberately concealed his name and gender, deliberately seduced the benchmark of contemporary heroes, and achieved great success.

Freddie felt a terrible pain in the head.

No matter how beautiful he is, he has everything a man should have.

If only the straight steel captain of the United States knew that he fell in love with a young man with transvestism.

——Even if the mentality is resolute and strong, it will collapse across the board! ?

Oh, God……

Freddie could only pray to God at the moment—

I hope that this honest soldier who has been emotionally deceived will never know the cruel truth.

"We grew up together in Brooklyn," Captain America continued.

Freddie froze, the simple opening sentence of the blond man was very informative.

Sam was also taken aback. Steve said that, which meant that he and this girl were of the same age.But Captain America is able to wake up in the 70st century with a young and strong body even after 21 years because of the super soldier serum and ice.However, there are very few people who can get the love of time. After a century, if the girl has not passed away, she is already old and aging. It is impossible to be the beautiful and flowery girl in Captain America's impression.

Thinking of this, Sam sighed heavily in his heart.

"She's the prettiest and most popular girl," Steve said, still smiling.

The man's gaze was fixed on his own painting, and there was gentleness in his resolute brows and eyes.

Thoughtful Freddie: ...so I've been a dressmaker since I was a kid?

"Flora's mother, Mrs. Orwell is a very elegant and dignified woman. After her husband died unexpectedly, she raised Flora alone. Mrs. Orwell's pet name for Flora is[ mysunflower], gradually many people will call Flora like this.” Steve continued, “She is like a sunflower, always beautiful and energetic, full of eye-catching light.”

Freddie watched the different light in Steve's eyes at this moment.

He clearly understood what irreplaceable beauty [Flora] represented in the life of Steve Rogers.And he is clearly the person the man said, but [Flora]'s life is so strange to him.

"It's completely different from her. I'm a child who doesn't get much attention, even thinner than Flora." Steve didn't know what he recalled, and the smile in his blue eyes deepened, "In At that time, Flora would often stand in for me, protecting me from the bullying of those strong kids."

Captain America turned to look at Sam and spoke.

He couldn't see that there was another ghost standing between them in this two-person conversation.

When the blond man looked directly at Sam, it almost gave Freddy the illusion that [Steve's eyes are looking at me].The blue eyes of the blond man were so charming when he looked at them carefully, Freddie vaguely felt that something was beating and burning in the depths of his soul.

He heard the man say so softly——

"I liked her, from a very young age."

Freddy suddenly felt an indescribable suffocation.

There is no heartbeat in the chest, it becomes hot, and there is a kind of dull pain spreading.

Captain America remembers the girl he loves, who has grown from a little girl as delicate as a snow princess to a bright and charming young girl, and he has been watching her all the time.

Although Flora's merchant father died early, he left a rich legacy.Flora's mother poured all her love into Flora's body, and would always dress up her precious daughter like a little princess in a fairy tale.At that time, Flora was the most beautiful girl in the hearts of all the boys in Brooklyn.

But all the adults said that Mrs. Orwell worked so hard to raise Flora in order to marry her daughter into a wealthy family in the future.But this does not hinder the young boys' passionate pursuit of Flora when Flora blooms like a flower and becomes more and more beautiful.

But in fact, Steve Rogers is not one of these suitors.

Because he clearly knew that whether it was his thin body or his not-so-rich background, his qualifications were far inferior to those of Flora's suitors.Moreover, Mrs. Orwell especially disliked him.

"Later, she became your fiancée," said Sam.

Sam's words seemed to suddenly pull back the blond man's divergent thoughts.

"Yes." Steve nodded with a smile and said slowly, "She became...my fiancée."

The blond man spoke slowly with a feeling of luck and happiness.

Freddy stared blankly at Steve.

His fingers were stiff, and he slowly raised his fingers, using the transparent fingertips to trace the face of the blond man.It was as if some very familiar outline deep in his heart emerged naturally.

"But in fact, it was all due to Bucky's deliberate design, and I finally expressed my love to Flora." Steve looked at Sam and said, "Totally unexpected, Flora accepted my proposal." Confession."

"...she likes you too, Steve." Sam said, this is indeed a beautiful memory of youthful love, but recalling this beautiful past now will inevitably only make people feel Pity.

"Everyone knows what happened later. After the war broke out, I joined the army and became Captain America." Steve's expression also dimmed. Uninterrupted, I wrote countless letters to Flora during those years. However, I have always participated in battles in different places, and the fame of Captain America has also caused me to receive a large number of letters from the people, and finally I received Only a few letters from Flora have arrived."

"I know, she has been waiting for me." The blond man's eyes looked at the girl on the picture frame lonely, that was the girl he loved in his memory, but after all, it was just [in memory], "but , I didn’t go back in the end, and I couldn’t fulfill my promise to marry her.”

Sam was dumbfounded.

70 years of ice, the most beautiful young girl in memory, has also passed away under the flow of time.

Irreversible time represents their unsatisfactory ending.

"Have you tried to find her?" Sam asked.

"Of course." Steve nodded affirmatively, "I want to see her, even if I can't see her again, I still want to know what kind of life she has lived."

"However, that was a long time ago, and there is not much information that can be investigated." Steve continued, "Two years after I became a soldier, Mrs. Orwell died suddenly of a heart attack. Someone I saw Flora walking towards the south alone, and then found Flora's hairband in the lake in the southern forest."

Both Sam and Freddy looked at Steve in shock.

"What does that mean?" Sam asked hastily, "Flora..."

— Could it be that he committed suicide by jumping into the lake?

"I don't know if these are real things, and I don't know what happened." Steve shook his head seriously, "However, I don't believe Flora would choose to give up her life."

"I will investigate all of this clearly." The man's expression was firm. Even though this was an unchangeable past, he still wanted to know what kind of life Flora Orwell had spent.

Freddy's expression was complicated at this time.

On the premise that he has become a ghost, no matter whether he gave up his life on his own initiative or not.

It doesn't seem to make any sense anymore.

"Steve..." Freddy called out the name of the man in front of him softly.

At the moment when he called out this name, it seemed that countless images flashed before his eyes, but they disappeared extremely blurry and quickly, making him unable to grasp any important fragments, but he felt that the place in his chest became inexplicably changed. When it became heavy, it was as if the name with great weight was once again entrenched in his heart.

From a very far away place, Freddy seemed to hear his ethereal voice——

[Steve, I'll wait for your return. ]

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