love first

A few people walked to the door of the ward, the leading nurse knocked on the door, opened the door and took a look, then pushed them to signal Gu Xin and Yang Mei to go in.

Gu Xin supported the money, her face was extremely ugly, her whole body was pale even her lips.He glanced at Yangmei and told her to go ahead.

When Yang Mei entered, Gu Xin heard Jiang Shiyan coughing and asked hoarsely, "Why are you here?"

"The hospital has contacted me." Yang Mei replied softly, "Gu Xin... Gu Xin is also here."

Jiang Shiyan was surprised, "Xin Xin is here too? Why is he here?"

"I told him..." Yang Mei sounded like she was about to cry, "Boss, I'm sorry."

"Where are the others?" Jiang Shiyan became excited, his voice sounded like blood had been rubbed by sandpaper, and he coughed non-stop after saying a word, "Where is the other?"

"He's at the door." Yang Mei turned around and wanted to pull Gu Xin over, but when she went out, she only saw Gu Xin running towards the corridor.The whole person is very thin, wearing short sleeves that do not match the local temperature, raising his slender arms, and rubbing his eyes while running.

"Gu Xin!" Yang Mei yelled anxiously, "Gu Xin ran away!"

Jiang Shiyan barely sat up with his arms, and the veins on his temples bulged from the exertion.Before he came to speak, he was suffocated by a violent cough.The nurse next to him quickly supported his back, made him lie down halfway, and then put on an oxygen mask to help him breathe.

The needle in his hand also returned blood, so he had to pierce it again.

Jiang Shiyan panted with difficulty, waved to Yangmei, and then breathed behind the oxygen mask, "Get him back... don't get lost..."

Yang Mei chased it out, Gu Xin was easy to find.He sat alone on the flower bed at the entrance of the hospital, covering his face and bowing his head.

Yang Mei thought he was crying, but when he raised his face, he realized that there were no tears.

"Did you know that he installed a chip in his body?" Gu Xin asked, his whole body was like a screw that had been exhausted, showing weakness.

"I probably know." Yang Mei sat down beside him, "His private investment is managed by others, but I probably have heard of it."

Gu Xin pointed back at his back, "Here, cut it open, and install a chip. He said he could stand up with this. I came to this hospital about a year ago, and he was in pain and struggling at that time. But He didn't get up, it was of no use."

Gu Xin's tears flowed down the inner corner of his eyes, he forced a smile, and asked Yang Mei, "Why do you think he came again?"

Yang Mei took out a tissue from her bag and handed it to Gu Xin, "Go upstairs and ask him, okay?"

Gu Xin calmed down for a while, and the two took the elevator upstairs.In the elevator, Gu Xin wiped her face with a wet towel and asked Yang Mei, "Are your eyes still red?"

Yang Mei obviously won't be popular anymore.But when Gu Xin stood beside Jiang Shiyan's bed, Jiang Shiyan immediately saw that this man had cried just now.

They were the only two left in the ward.Gu Xin held Jiang Shiyan's palm, which was still bruised and bruised from the needle run just now, and his palm and fingers were icy cold.

"Why is it so cold..." Gu Xin blinked her eyes before holding back her tears.

"It means the fever is gone." Jiang Shiyan's eyes were heavy, and they fell on Gu Xin's face deeply, "The recovery is very fast, and the inflammation has been controlled. Don't worry..."

Before Jiang Shiyan finished speaking, he coughed again.

Gu Xin hugged his back and gently patted him on the back.

"Get well soon."

The two hugged in silence for a while, the sun was setting, and the lights in the room were not turned on.Everywhere sank in black shadows.

"Have you had surgery again?" Gu Xin's slender fingers stroked Jiang Shiyan's back, touching the gauze wrapped around his waist.The gauze was tightly wrapped, and Jiang Shiyan's original narrowness was about to be thickened.

"Well, I took out the original one and put in a new chip." Jiang Shiyan said softly, "The operation went well, but there were some infections. It's nothing serious."

Gu Xin nodded, "Then this time, will it be all right?"

"What's the matter?" Jiang Shiyan asked, "You mean my legs will get better? No, not so fast."

"Then what's the point of doing all this?" Gu Xin met Jiang Shiyan's eyes in the dark. Jiang Shiyan lost weight, but his eyes were still bright.Gu Xin looked at his lover, full of puzzlement, "Try again and again, fail again and again. And...and you will hurt..."

Gu Xin's nose was so sore that he couldn't continue, he paused and said, "Jiang Shiyan, I don't understand. You say it well, it's obsession, but it doesn't sound good, it's just something wrong."

Jiang Shiyan listened and smiled, "Xin Xin, if I ask you, a cancer patient is actively trying new drugs and looking for a way to survive. Can you understand him?"

Gu Xin replied, "Yes, but this is different. You just can't walk anymore, it's not..."

Jiang Shiyan looked at him, "It's all the same, Gu Xin. The treatment of every disease requires another group of people to try and do experiments. If there is no such process, then the disease will never be cured. "

Gu Xin was silent for a moment, then said, "But I don't want you to be a test subject."

"But I want to be the first person to be cured." Jiang Shiyan replied.

Gu Xin let go of Jiang Shiyan's arm, sat up straight, and turned on the bedside lamp.

He looked tired and calm, "I seem to understand why you don't want to tell me. You didn't tell me about the operation, and you didn't tell me about the treatment."

"Sorry." Jiang Shiyan looked calm, saying sorry, but he was not willing to bow his head at all.His stern silhouette was reflected on the wall under the influence of the light, and the line from brow to jaw was naturally stubborn and sharp, "I know your thoughts will influence my decision. And I guessed that you would not agree. "