love first

Jiang Shiyan took a day off to accompany Gu Xin to the hospital for reexamination.

Although he himself has a medical condition, this is the first time he has come to a public hospital in S city.

Hospitals in the United States are quiet and spacious, and it is difficult to see a single person in a corridor.But the country is different, bustling with people, there are long queues for outpatient examinations, the patients' faces are yellow and the cases are tightly held in the hands of their families.

Standing in the middle, you can deeply feel the exchanges of life.The obstetrics and gynecology department is on the third floor, while the tumor ward is upstairs.

Jiang Shiyan realized that he couldn't help at all.He didn't know what steps were required for the re-examination, and he didn't even know that he needed a hospital card for registration.But Gu Xin was very clear. He was carrying a cross-body bag, which was thickly filled with his own medical records. He went to the outpatient clinic, found a familiar doctor, and then took a blood CT scan and waited for the results.

I don't know how many times he has done such inspections.

Gu Xin came out of the CT room, and Jiang Shiyan was sitting in the corner wearing a black sweater, like a silent beast.He looked up at Gu Xin, his eyes were slightly red.

Gu Xin walked over and sat beside him, leaned her head against the wall, and reached out to hold Jiang Shiyan's cool palm.

"Don't be afraid." Gu Xin comforted, "Mr. Jiang, don't be afraid."

Jiang Shiyan and Gu Xin's fingers clasped tightly, he slowly lowered his head, rested his forehead with the other hand and took a deep breath before calming down.

The two took the test results and went to the outpatient clinic to see the doctor.The result of a patient in front must have been bad. When she came out, she cried so much that she could only walk while leaning on the wall.At this moment, Jiang Shiyan forgot even the most basic etiquette, and stared at that person impolitely.Gu Xin tugged at his hand, and when Jiang Shiyan looked at him, his eyes were full of panic.

Gu Xin's heart was sore, and regardless of the people around him, she leaned over and kissed him, "Don't be afraid."

The result of Gu Xin's re-examination was very good, and the driver picked them up when the two returned.Gu Xin was very happy and radiant.And Jiang Shiyan slumped in the back seat as if he had collapsed, holding Gu Xin's hand, and remained silent the entire time.

"My father died of liver cancer." Jiang Shiyan said suddenly, "I can't remember many things that happened many years ago. But I always remember what my mother said at that time. There's a deadline."

Jiang Shiyan closed his eyes and continued, "She has always been a pessimistic person, but this is the most pessimistic sentence she said in my memory."

Gu Xin smiled, "Even if you don't get sick, your life is limited."

Jiang Shiyan forced a smile, "You're right. I might be able to accept this matter on myself, but I can't stand it on you."

Gu Xin was surprised by his confession, but felt distressed, and comforted her, "You also heard from the doctor today that I am in good condition, and after five years of danger, I am no different from a normal person."

Jiang Shiyan was silent for a while, and Gu Xin saw him move his arms and wiped away the tears on his cheeks.Only then did Gu Xin realize that Jiang Shiyan was crying.

Gu Xin's tears also flowed down instantly, and he whispered, "If I hadn't gone through this, maybe... maybe I would have found another person in a healthy and healthy way. I have to admit that when I was close to death, instead Can really know your own heart."

Jiang Shiyan replied in a low voice, "If you can live your life in peace and stability, it doesn't matter whether I exist or not."

Gu Xin didn't answer him right away, he seemed to have pondered over and over again, and then told Jiang Shiyan before going to bed that night.

"It's very important. It's not important to be safe and sound, but you are more important."

The two of them rested in Jiang Shiyan's apartment that night. The lights were turned off, the curtains were drawn tightly, and the room was dark.Gu Xin could only feel a slight movement around him, and then Jiang Shiyan pressed his whole body on his body, his arms tightly squeezed into the gap between his back and the bed sheet, and hugged him tightly.

"Hey, you are very heavy." Gu Xin said with a smile, but Jiang Shiyan didn't speak. After a while, Gu Xin felt the other party's tears dripping down her neck.

Gu Xin was so distressed that she whispered, "You are already 40 years old, you can't cry all the time."

His tone was gentle and affectionate, as if to say, Hey, you are already four years old, you are a man, you can't cry all the time.

Mr. Jiang told Gu Xin with practical actions that he didn't just know how to cry.Before he wiped away his tears, he kissed Gu Xin so hard that it was almost rough, so that Gu Xin's cheeks were wet.

"Gu Xin, can you..." Jiang Shiyan whispered, "Can you give it to me?"

"Damn it." Gu Xin said angrily, "You ask me in such a deadly nasal voice, can I say no?"

Jiang Shiyan stopped crying, pressed his head into his baby's neck and kissed it, and laughed in a low voice.

"Cat and dog for a while." Gu Xin's cheeks were hot, and she said firmly, "I've convinced you."

The two helped each other peel off the thin pajamas in the dark. When they really touched each other skin to skin, Gu Xin felt that Jiang Shiyan's legs were much stronger than before, especially the thighs and lower back, which were thinner than before. thin muscles.Not to mention the arms and chest, the firmness/gan is a mess.

The two were concerned about Gu Xin's body and did not make it to the last step.But Mr. Jiang is obviously not the person who talked about/sexual inferiority two years ago. He is enthusiastic and active. Gu Xin is trembling in his palm, and his toes are convulsed uncontrollably.

The night is still long, spent slowly in countless moist kisses.