love first

"It's rare that Mr. Jiang can still care about his mental health in his busy schedule." Shen Niaoyou changed into a white coat and welcomed Jiang Shiyan in.She is Jiang Shiyan's trusted counselor since he returned to China.

Jiang Shiyan shook the wheelchair, he hesitated for a moment, and pointed to the soft bed in the examination room, "Can I lie down like that?"

Shen Niaoyou was very surprised, "Aren't you unhappy? They are all in wheelchairs, as if they are ready to end the conversation at any time."

Jiang Shiyan pulled on the handbrake of the wheelchair, supported his body with his strong arms, and moved onto the wheelchair neatly.Then he had to put his legs one by one, clasped his hands on his lower abdomen, and let out a long breath.

"I'm free all afternoon, I need to have a good chat with you."

Shen Niaoyou walked over and sat on the single sofa beside him, "Okay, tell me how you are doing recently."

When Jiang Shiyan was in college, his father died in an accident. At the age of 28, he was permanently disabled in a car accident.Later, due to the excessive pressure of work, my psychological condition has not improved.After he was injured, he conducted psychological counseling. Until now, he is also used to seeking help from a psychologist when he is emotionally unstable.

Jiang Shiyan is not a person who likes to confide.He clasped his hands, closed his eyes, and told Shen Niaoyou in a light tone that he met someone, he would feel very happy when he met him, and he would miss him when he hadn't seen him for a long time.When he saw that person eating with others, he actually felt angry, although it sounded unreasonable.

"Why is it unreasonable?" Shen Niao curled up her feet and looked at him helplessly, "It sounds like you may have fallen in love with him."

Jiang Shiyan nodded, his expression as usual, "I guess that too."

Shen Niaoyou looked at his poker face and thought it was funny, "Then what's your trouble? Does he not like you?"

"No." Jiang Shiyan frowned at her, "I haven't decided whether I like him or not."

Shen Niaoyou's face was full of question marks, and she even wanted to swear, but she held back, "... I would like to hear more about it."

Jiang Shiyan frowned at this time, like a child who didn't know how to explain and was a little embarrassed.

Shen Nianiao sighed inwardly, "Do you want to use your economics theories to explain again?"

Jiang Shiyan nodded, "If you want to hear..."

"Every time I don't want to hear it, why don't you just say it?" Shen Youyou complained, "Just say it."

"Every time we make an investment, the most important part is risk assessment." Jiang Shiyan sat up slightly, and his words really became fluent when he talked about his professional field. "One of the calculations is value at risk."

"I probably had to do a value-at-risk calculation for my future relationship yesterday. Even though I am confident enough to believe that there is a 98% chance that we will grow old together, what if it is the [-]%. The result will be It’s very troublesome, not only financial disputes, but also emotional damage.”

Jiang Shiyan frowned more and more, repeating that he had foreseen the day of breaking up, "My life may be messed up when the time comes, and the loss caused is immeasurable now."

Immeasurable, to Jiang Shiyan is the most terrifying.

"Wait!" Shen Niaoyao interrupted him a little annoyed, "Jiang Shiyan, I think we are friends. I won't count the next few words in the consultation fee, but I must tell you."

"Don't put a value on a relationship, it's disrespectful to both parties."

"Also, everything you just said is based on the fact that you can get out of your body. But in reality, you feel uncomfortable watching him have a meal with others. Are you ready?" Shen Niaoyou stared at him, "Then you don't need to make any struggles, it's just the two percent!"

One early morning, Gu Xin's first message on his mobile phone was an email from Jiang Shiyan.

"Gu Xin, when are you free? Have dinner together."

Gu Xin's heart was beating vigorously as if he had just woken up. He grabbed the phone and immediately replied, "I'm free anytime."

After he sent it out, he felt a little immodest.But he didn't regret it.

Jiang Shiyan sent another email half a minute later, which was a schedule invitation that came with Outlook.At seven o'clock tonight, an Italian restaurant near the Bund.

The subject of the email was filled in by Jiang Shiyan, which looked romantic and ambiguous.

【The first dinner with Gu Xin】