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Due to sprained ankle, Zhao Siqi was taken to school by Zhao Yuyan for the next two weeks.

The bicycle at home is of a certain age, and it creaks and makes an overwhelmed sound when riding.

Zhao Siqi was afraid that it would fall apart at any time, so when he got off the bus at the school gate, he said to Zhao Yuyan: "Mom, I can walk home by myself this afternoon."

Zhao Yuyan was noncommittal: "If you want to get better soon, you should walk less."

Zhao Siqi shook Zhao Yuyan's arm, and said, "I'm almost recovered, if I walk slowly, it won't hurt at all, don't worry."

The main reason is that he is so old, and he is still picked up by his mother to go to school, which is really embarrassing.

In order to pick up her son to go to school these days, Zhao Yuyan always sends her to the school first, parks her bicycle at the school gate, and then takes a bus to go to work.After getting off work in the afternoon, she took the bus back from her work unit and brought her bicycle and her back together.

Zhao Siqi analyzed the wasted time and energy, "From the school, you have to walk 700 meters to get to the bus station. There is only bus 66 to your unit. There are very few buses on bus 66.

One car will arrive in 15 minutes. The key is that it still takes a detour and goes around the city, at least half an hour. It will be nine o'clock when you arrive at the unit.In the same way, every night you come to school at 06:30, if I leave by myself, I will be home early. "

Zhao Yuyan flicked his forehead lightly, "Why doesn't Mom know you can speak like that."

Zhao Siqi touched her forehead, "I'm just telling the truth."

"Okay, I won't pick you up from tomorrow, but not today." Zhao Yuyan pointed at the bicycle and said with a smile, "I have to stop this at your school. You can't let your mother take it to work, can you?"

Zhao Siqi lowered her head and stared at the bicycle, as if thinking about where it should go.

After a long time, he couldn't think of a good place to go, so he reluctantly said, "Okay, I'll take you to the parking lot."

The third class in the morning was physical education class. There were a few people sitting in the classroom, except Zhao Siqi and Yuan Hao who were sprained, two girls who were uncomfortable during their period, and Gao Chi.

Gao Chi's mental state is not good today, his eye sockets are bloodshot, and his eye circles are black, as if he hasn't slept all night.

He first made up his homework for a while, then went to the toilet to wash his face, and when he came back, his face was still dripping.He didn't use a paper towel to wipe it either, so he tilted his head and rubbed it on his sleeve, and continued to do his homework.

About 10 minutes later, there was a sudden "dong" sound behind him.Zhao Siqi turned her head and saw that Gao Chi was still holding the pen in his left hand, but his head was resting on his right arm, and he had fallen asleep.

Zhao Siqi looked at it for a few seconds, gently took out the pen from Gao Chi's hand, put the cap on the pen and put it back on the table, then he got up and closed the window next to him a little, leaving only a hand-sized gap for ventilation.

Gao Chi didn't wake up until the get out of class bell rang and the students returned to the classroom one after another.

His other two roommates, Hou Junxin and Zhang Mingyang, came over, patted him on the shoulder, and whispered a few words with their heads bowed.

Zhao Siqi paid attention, and when he heard the words "leave" and "hospital", he couldn't help but turned around and looked at Gao Chi nervously.

"What's the matter with you, are you not feeling well?"

The three people who were talking paused and looked at him together.

Gao Chi was the first to react, and smiled: "No, I just stayed up all night last night and was just sleepy."

Zhao Siqi asked again: "Why stay up all night?"

"Something happened at home." Gao Chi restrained his smile and said slowly, "My grandfather had a heart attack yesterday, and he is still lying in the ICU. I went to the hospital to accompany him in bed last night."

Zhao Siqi opened her eyes slightly: "Is the situation serious?"

Gao Chi shook his head: "I don't know either. Whether I can survive it will depend on the past few days."

"By the way," he changed the subject and asked Zhao Siqi, "Did you do your Chinese homework? Let me copy it."

Zhao Siqi nodded and handed him the Chinese exercise book on the table, but Hou Junxin stopped him halfway.

"Brother Chi, you only scored [-]% in the mid-term Chinese test, how dare you copy your homework?" Hou Junxin said half-jokingly.

A paper with a full score of [-], [-] is equivalent to just passing.Zhao Siqi looked at Gao Chi, then at Hou Junxin, frowning slightly.

"It's okay to copy once in a while. He didn't sleep last night, so he doesn't have the energy to write by himself now."

Hou Junxin let out a "tsk", "It's still going on? Since when did you two have such a good relationship?"

Gao Chi snatched the exercise book from him, "It's none of your business, get lost."

Hou Junxin turned to Zhang Mingyang and complained, "Look at this man, he ordered me to get a leave slip just now, but now he turns his face and refuses to recognize him."

When Li Han came back, seeing them talking, he asked casually, "What are you talking about?"

Gao Chi said first: "It's nothing, I have to make up my homework, you all go back to your seats."

In the next few days, Gao Chi did not live on campus.

Later, Gao Chi directly asked for leave and did not come to class.

Zhao Siqi didn't know the specific situation of his family, and he didn't understand why he asked a boy who was still a sophomore in high school to accompany him in bed.Later, when I asked Li Han, I found out that both his parents were away on business trips, and they had already bought the nearest plane tickets and came back. However, it happened that the room was leaking due to continuous rain and the weather was bad, so the flight was canceled twice.Finally decided to take the train instead, which takes a day to get there.

At noon that day, Zhao Siqi was studying in the classroom.He is a day student and cannot go back to the dormitory for a lunch break like most of his classmates.

There are only three or four people studying in the classroom. Occasionally, there are a few "rustling" sounds, which are the sound of paper and pen rubbing, and the sound of leaves falling.

Suddenly, the door was opened with a "bang".

Zhao Siqi looked up, and his pupils shrank when he saw the person coming.

He hadn't seen Gao Chi for a week, just seven days, but it seemed like a long time.

"You..." Zhao Siqi turned around, watched Gao Chi walk to his seat, threw his schoolbag under the table, and did not speak the whole time.

"Is the family okay?" he asked tentatively.

Gao Chi looked up at him, then lowered his head and said, "My grandpa is gone."

"Ah?" Zhao Siqi's eyes widened and his mouth opened slightly.

He didn't know what to say to comfort Gao Chi for a while, and after thinking for a while, he said, "Don't be too sad."

Gao Chi pulled the corner of his mouth, revealing a forced smile.

Zhao Siqi has seen many smiles of Gao Chi, sunny, hearty, gentle, each kind of smile is contagious, making people want to laugh when they see it.

But now Gao Chi is smiling very far-fetched, even a little fragile.

Zhao Siqi closed the book, looked at Gao Chi, and asked softly, "Do you want to go for a walk?"

Gao Chi was not in the mood to study, so he nodded and said "OK".

After leaving the teaching building, the two walked slowly towards the playground.It's empty, there are few people, and it's a good place to relax.

In the past when they were alone, Gao Chi took the initiative to find something to talk to, but today Gao Chi stopped talking, and Zhao Siqi felt as if a ball of wet and heavy cotton was stuck in his chest, which made him uncomfortable.

He took the initiative to say: "When I was young, I heard adults say that the deceased relatives will become stars in the sky. They did not leave, but accompanied you in another way."

Gao Chi stopped, tilted his head and stared at Zhao Siqi, without speaking.

"What's the matter?" Zhao Siqi didn't understand why, and wondered if he said the wrong thing?

"Do you still believe this?" Gao Chi suddenly smiled, "I thought only children of a certain age would take it seriously."

After speaking, he lay down directly on the playground, folded his hands behind his head, and squinted his eyes to look at the sky.

There are no stars in the sky, only white clouds floating slowly.

Zhao Siqi didn't lie down, he just sat next to Gao Chi, with his arms around his calves, his head resting on his knees, quietly observing Gao Chi's expression.

The entire campus is quiet, only a few cicadas and birds chirping around.

Zhao Siqi said: "I'm not very good at talking, I just want to comfort you and make you feel better."

Gao Chi held a piece of grass in his mouth, and said vaguely: "Well, I know."

Zhao Siqi asked: "Then are you still sad?"

Gao Chi turned his head and spat out the grass, and said, "It must be a lie to say that I am not sad. My parents are busy with work and often travel on business. I was brought up by my grandparents."

Zhao Siqi said: "Then you and your grandfather must have a very good relationship."

Gao Chi nodded: "Yes. I went back to have dinner with my grandfather a week before he had a heart attack. At that time, he was quite normal, with quick hands and feet, steady steps, and made pork belly chicken Give it to me." Speaking of this, Gao Chi raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, "The pork belly chicken made by his old man is delicious, not inferior to restaurants outside."

Zhao Siqi asked curiously, "Is that the same as the one in the restaurant?"

"It's almost the same, but I think my grandpa's cooks better. There is a tradition in our family that men are in charge of cooking, so my grandpa and my dad usually do the cooking. My grandma and my mother rarely go into the kitchen."

Gao Chi watched the clouds drifting in the sky, and said: "Later, my grandfather had a bad heart, and he had been taking medicine for these years. The doctor said that having a heart problem is like having an extra time bomb in the body. You don’t know when it will explode. Originally, my dad wanted to take him to Beijing to see a doctor two years ago, but he refused and always found reasons to refuse.”

Zhao Siqi couldn't help reaching out, and patted Gao Chi's shoulder twice.This is his way of expressing comfort.

Gao Chi smiled slightly: "Before leaving, my grandpa woke up for a few minutes and called me by my name. In fact, I was very happy and not sad, because my grandpa didn't suffer at all when he left. There will be a day of birth, old age, sickness and death, as long as you don’t have any regrets.”

Zhao Siqi is a qualified listener, and she is very serious when listening to Gao Chi's speech.

"Do I talk too much?" Gao Chi rested his head on his arm, leaning slightly towards Zhao Siqi's direction, "When I was young, my grandfather always said I was a talker, and this problem has not been corrected until now."

Zhao Siqi shook her head: "Not many."

"I won't talk anymore." Gao Chi raised his chin at him, "It's your turn, how are your grandparents, are you in good health?"

Zhao Siqi said: "I have never met my grandparents, they died before I was born."

"Where's grandpa and grandma?"

"I don't have much memory, they left when I was three or four years old."

"Is that so?" Gao Chi thought thoughtfully, "Then you and your parents are the only three in your family?"

"No." Zhao Siqi lowered her head and stared at the grass beside her feet, "My parents divorced when I was six years old, and now I live with my mother."

Gao Chi was slightly taken aback, staring at Zhao Siqi's side face, and didn't speak for a long time.

Zhao Siqi was disturbed by his look, and asked in a low voice: "What's the matter, why are you looking at me like that?"

Gao Chi straightened up, with a dignified expression and a solemn tone: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you were a single-parent family."

Zhao Siqi was a little flattered: "It's okay, you don't need to apologize, I've already gotten used to it."

Hearing this, Gao Chi raised his hand and stroked his hair.

This is an action that is only done between people who are very close and familiar.

Zhao Siqi's eyes widened, her heart almost missed a beat.

The class preparation bell rang suddenly at this moment.

Gao Chi withdrew his hand, stood up, and patted the grass clippings on his body.

"Let's go, go back to class." He held out a hand to Zhao Siqi.

Zhao Siqi held his warm and dry hand.Gao Chi only exerted a little force, and easily pulled him up.

The two walked side by side to the teaching building.

The sun shone on them, covering their bodies with a soft yellow light.

Zhao Siqi glanced back secretly, and saw two slanted shadows on the ground, very close to each other.

The afternoon sun, the fresh grass fragrance, and the playground with only two people constitute a part of Zhao Siqi's high school memory.

At this time, Zhao Siqi didn't know that many years later, this memory would haunt and linger in countless midnight dreams.