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Zhao Siqi went back to the kitchen and put the bucket full of lychee-flavored lollipops into the highest cabinet.

After a few seconds, he opened the cabinet again, and pushed the lollipop in, until the lollipop was completely blocked by other sundries, then he stopped.

Closing the cabinet door, it seems that a memory has also been closed deep in my heart.

In fact, for Zhao Siqi, sometimes what he can't forget is not a specific person, but a certain moment.

It seems that in the past so many years, if he hadn't often looked at graduation photos, Gao Chi's image would have been blurred in his memory.However, certain images, no matter whether Zhao Siqi thinks about them or not, will always remain in his mind, hard to forget.

For example, a cup of hot coffee on a rainy day, a lollipop handed between classes, a can of Coke and a barbecue by the sea.

How should these be forgotten, and how could it be possible to forget them.

After breakfast, Zhao Manman went to participate in club activities, leaving only Zhao Siqi and Gao Chi at home.

This weekend, Gao Chi didn't have to go to work. He was sitting on the sofa, holding an apple in his hand, throwing it up again and again, and asked Zhao Siqi what plans he had for today.

Zhao Siqi said: "I have to be on duty at night and stay at home during the day. I don't have any arrangements."

Gao Chi threw the apple again, and a red vertical line was drawn in the air, about one meter high.

Maybe Gao Chi himself didn't realize that when he got along with Zhao Siqi, there was a middle school aura that didn't match his age in his gestures.

"There's nothing planned..." Gao Chi said thoughtfully, "Then do you want to go for a walk? I'm a little tired, and I want to go out to refresh myself."

Zhao Siqi seldom goes out during the day, especially when he is on duty at night, he will rest at home to accumulate energy.So when Gao Chi asked this question, he was a little hesitant.

But he only hesitated for a moment, his body had already stood up, and said, "Okay, I'll change my clothes."

The two went out and went downstairs, walking slowly.

When passing the small garden downstairs, Zhao Siqi stopped and called out to Gao Chi: "Let's go on the other side." He pointed to another road leading to the gate of the community, and said, "Go over there."

Gao Chi followed his hand and looked, "Isn't this a long detour?"

Zhao Siqi put down her hands, "But there will be stray cats here, don't you know?"

"I'd have forgotten if you didn't tell me." Gao Chi walked towards him and said as he walked, "Actually, I saw you the night I met you, and I usually don't pay attention when I pass by here."

Zhao Siqi said, "Well, because they rarely come out during the day."

Gao Chi said: "Then don't make a detour, let's go through this garden."

Zhao Siqi didn't mind walking a few more steps, so he asked Gao Chi, "Are you not afraid of cats now?"

"It's not that I'm afraid, it's just..." Gao Chi paused for a few seconds, and suddenly looked at him in confusion, "How do you know I'm afraid of cats?"

A gust of wind blows and the leaves rustle.Zhao Siqi opened her mouth and said after a while: "You told me before."

"Is there?" Gao Chi was even more confused.

"Yes." Zhao Siqi raised her foot and walked forward, not letting Gao Chi see his expression at the moment.

"Well, I might have forgotten. I don't have a good memory." Gao Chi caught up with him and walked out of the community with him.

Zhao Siqi thought silently, your memory is indeed not very good.

But that might not be a good thing.Sometimes, being able to selectively forget some people and things is a good way to get rid of troubles and gain a new start.

Zhao Siqi firmly believes that as long as time is long enough, or if he meets a good enough person, the boy who once haunted his dreams and broke his heart will automatically leave the stage.

In order to forget Gao Chi, Zhao Siqi had tried others all these years.

He has delicate facial features, straight eyebrows and eyes. Although he is less than 1.8 meters tall, he has good proportions and looks pleasing to the eye.There are many people who like this kind of boy.

But after a long time, Zhao Siqi realized that it was impossible.

He doesn't like socializing at all, and every time someone throws ambiguous hints, he will have an evasive mentality and resist having more in-depth contacts with the other party.

To put it bluntly, there is no heartbeat.

It's like liking lychee-flavored lollipops, but not orange-flavored, lemon-flavored, or grape-flavored.

26-year-old Zhao Siqi understands that he likes Gao Chi. He can't look like Gao Chi, he can't sound like Gao Chi, he can't have a temper like Gao Chi.

He has no feelings for women, and he has no feelings for other men.He even wondered if he was really gay.From a young boy who had just begun to fall in love to a young man with gradually enriched social experience, Zhao Siqi seemed to have only been attracted to Gao Chi during the eight years.

Only Gao Chi, always only Gao Chi.

"Gao Chi." Zhao Siqi put these two words in his mouth and said softly.

"What's wrong?" Gao Chi turned his head to look at him.

Zhao Siqi suddenly came back to his senses, his eyes were a little dull.

This is a bad habit.Whenever he lost his mind and fell into endless memories, he would unconsciously say the name of the person he was thinking of.

"...It's nothing." He murmured.

Gao Chi felt baffled: "Then why did you call me?"

Zhao Siqi was at a loss for words for a moment, he hadn't pulled away from the memories that both brought him joy and pain.

After holding back for a few seconds, he held back a reason: "I want to ask you, do you still use the mailbox you used in high school?"

"That, I don't need it for a long time, I forgot the password, and I use Gmail abroad..."

In the middle of speaking, Gao Chi suddenly couldn't continue.

He found that Zhao Siqi's eyeballs were very dark, his eye sockets were very wet, and his eyelashes blinked very fast, as if he was about to shed tears in the next second.

The belated sense of guilt surged up overwhelmingly.

"I'm sorry." Gao Chi looked at Zhao Siqi with a serious and apologetic tone.

Zhao Siqi was silent.

I'm sorry, three short words, no specific words, but they all know what they are apologizing for.

"At that time, you know, I didn't lose contact on purpose, I just felt that I..."

Gao Chi is a person who can fight with great pressure in court.But now, he is speechless in front of Zhao Siqi.

After a long silence, Zhao Siqi finally said, "It's okay."

He has always been a magnanimous person, or maybe he is just tolerant of Gao Chi.He twitched the corner of his mouth and smiled flatly: "In the past so many years, it would be nice to meet again, it's okay."

Gao Chi stood in front of Zhao Siqi without saying a word. After standing there for a while, he suddenly opened his arms and hugged Zhao Siqi.

Zhao Siqi was caught off guard in a warm and generous embrace, and her heart beat fast as if stepping down the stairs.

After a few seconds, Gao Chi let go of his hand.

Zhao Siqi took a silent breath, tried to steady her heartbeat, and said, "Actually, I know you don't use that mailbox anymore. When I just graduated, I sent you a lot of emails, but you didn't reply to any of them. At that time, I guessed You don't need it anymore."

Gao Chi said: "What have you posted? It's not too late to tell me now."

Zhao Siqi laughed dryly, pretending to have a bad memory, "How can I remember?"

After speaking, he lowered his head and kicked the stones beside his feet.

Seeing this, Gao Chi also kicked. He has great strength, and he used to be on the football team. He raised his foot and kicked casually, and the stone flew far away.

The round stones rolled on the sidewalk, round and round, as if something hot and hot rolled over the heart of the person.

The desire to win and lose always appears in some strange places.Two adults in their twenties played kicking stones on the side of the road like this, and they kicked farther than anyone else.

Zhao Siqi couldn't beat Gao Chi, so he didn't want to play after two rounds.At this time, a few boys happened to pass by, wanting to PK with Gao Chi, so he sat on a bench by the roadside and rested for a while.

The sunlight passed through the treetops and shone on Zhao Siqi's fair face, as if coated with a soft golden glow.

His eyes always followed Gao Chi, which seemed to be an instinct.He watched Gao Chi's running posture and Gao Chi's hearty laugh. The vague boy in his memory gradually merged with the person in front of him.

For a moment, it was like going back to high school.

The corners of Zhao Siqi's mouth curled up, revealing a sincere smile.

Half an hour later, Gao Chi lifted the hem of his clothes and wiped his sweat.A small piece of abdominal muscle disappeared in a flash, and the contours of bulges and depressions, as well as the healthy color under the sun, could be vaguely seen.

"Let's go. Don't play anymore." Gao Chi waved to the group of boys.

But the group of boys didn't let him go. They grabbed Gao Chi's hand and wanted to continue playing with him.

Gao Chi was outnumbered, so he had to play with them again.As soon as this round was over, Gao Chi immediately walked to Zhao Siqi's side, took Zhao Siqi's hand without saying a word, and left the area.

"These little kids are very difficult to deal with." Gao Chi complained as he walked, and pouted childishly.

Zhao Siqi rolled her eyes and said, "I see you had a good time with them."

Gao Chi wrinkled his nose and said, "It's okay."

He happened to pass by a coffee shop, he glanced inside, turned around and asked Zhao Siqi, "Would you like some coffee?"

Zhao Siqi saw that Gao Chi wanted to drink very much, so he nodded and stepped into the shop with Gao Chi.

This is a newly opened coffee shop, and it is running a promotion, the second cup of the same coffee is half price.Gao Chi glanced at the menu quickly and asked Zhao Siqi, "What do you drink?"

Zhao Siqi hadn't had coffee for a long time, he was a little undecided, he said: "Whatever."

Gao Chi frowned slightly.

Zhao Siqi said again: "Be the same as you, so that the second cup will be half price."

Gao Chi looked up at him: "I drink American style, can you do it?"

Zhao Siqi nodded.

Two glasses of American style were ready quickly, and Gao Chi handed him one of them.Zhao Siqi took it with both hands, and took a sip with her lowered eyes, which was exactly the same as the sour and bitter taste in her memory.

He didn't remember that I was afraid of suffering.Zhao Siqi thought in despair.

But this is the coffee he bought, this is the coffee he drank with him.Zhao Siqi thought about it again, and felt that the cup of dark liquid in his hand, which was worse than traditional Chinese medicine, seemed not so bitter.