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Zhao Siqi had a rare insomnia.

He lay on the bed for more than an hour and didn't fall asleep until midnight.It's just that he didn't sleep for a long time, and a sudden weight woke him up again.

The first thing I felt was a faint smell of smoke, which was inhaled into the lungs along the nasal cavity.Zhao Siqi woke up in an instant. He opened his eyes and saw Gao Chi pressing on him, looking at him without saying a word, without speaking.

Zhao Siqi felt a little uncomfortable under the pressure, raised her hand and pushed Gao Chi: "Why are you here?"

"Sorry, I'm here to find you now." Gao Chi said.

This was said inexplicably, Zhao Siqi was puzzled.

Gao Chi bent down, buried his head in Zhao Siqi's neck, and said sullenly: "I'm not angry anymore, because I was also at fault, and it was because I didn't give you enough sense of security that you planned to leave me at any time. "

Gao Chi's voice was extremely hoarse after he smoked, and his tone dragged down, sounding a little aggrieved.

Zhao Siqi's stiff body gradually softened, he raised his arms to wrap around Gao Chi, patted his back lightly twice, and said, "I made mistakes too, I won't say that kind of thing again in the future."

Gao Chi got out of bed, lifted the quilt, and naturally lay down in the same bed with Zhao Siqi.

There was no light in the room, only a beam of slanting moonlight came in from the window, illuminating the two figures next to each other on the bed.

Gao Chi hugged Zhao Siqi's waist, put his chin on Zhao Siqi's head, and said: "If you want to hear me sing in the future, just say so, and stop recording secretly. You can tell me what you want to hear and when you want to listen. As long as I can, I will sing it to you immediately."

With such a large heater beside him, Zhao Siqi felt much warmer physically and mentally. He closed his eyes and said obediently, "Okay."

So the first cold war ended with Gao Chi taking the lead in reconciliation.

The two hugged each other quietly, and after an unknown amount of time, when Zhao Siqi was about to fall asleep, Gao Chi whispered in his ear: "I found my old mailbox back."

Zhao Siqi opened her eyes, and the drowsiness disappeared instantly.

Gao Chi said: "I can't remember the password, so I took a lot of effort and reset a new one before logging in."

"Why did you find it all of a sudden..." Zhao Siqi quietly pulled up the quilt to cover his face, only his eyes were exposed, he asked Gao Chi, "What did you see?"

Gao Chi supported his head and looked at him from an overhead angle: "I have read all the emails you sent me."

Zhao Siqi's pupils dilated a lot, she was frightened.

Gao Chi smiled and brushed away the broken hair on his forehead, and said: "In the last email, you asked me why I didn't come to you. In fact, I don't understand what I was thinking at that time. Two days later, I deleted all the contact information of all my classmates, and my mobile phone number was also canceled later.”

"...Why?" Zhao Siqi's voice trembled a little.

"I was very afraid that you would ask me how I was doing in the exam. When I failed the college entrance examination, I felt like the sky was falling. You can say that I am too strong. It is also right not to lose face and self-esteem. The day before I went abroad, I made up my mind. Determined, if you don't make a name for yourself abroad, you can't go back to China, and you can't contact your former friends."

Gao Chi rubbed his face: "Thinking about it now, when I was young, many ideas were naive and immature."

"Hou Junxin was an accident. He came to my school for an exchange semester in his senior year. The Chinese study abroad circle is so big, so I got in touch with him naturally. I didn't contact him often a few years ago. I slowly came back after returning to China. As familiar as before."

"Also, I studied in Los Angeles at university. Have you ever heard of the 'City of Angels'? It refers to this city. It is in the southwestern part of California, where Hollywood and Silicon Valley are located."

Gao Chi straightened his upper body, stared at Zhao Siqi earnestly and firmly, and said, "Besides these, I will tell you everything else you want to know."

Zhao Siqi stared at Gao Chi in a daze, forgetting to blink.

Gao Chi couldn't help showing a wry smile. He rarely had such a bitter expression, and he looked a little depressed.He rubbed Zhao Siqi's hair, and the soft strands of hair passed between his fingers, like flowing water, like quicksand, like the eight years that have passed for nothing.

"Si Qi, I just now know that you like me. You have always liked me since high school." Gao Chi said.

This is the fact that Zhao Siqi has been avoiding and does not want Gao Chi to know.

In the past, I didn't want Gao Chi to know because I was afraid that they wouldn't be able to be friends; now I don't want Gao Chi to know because I was afraid that Gao Chi would have a psychological burden.

But Gao Chi still knew, and Zhao Siqi looked dull, not knowing how to react.

"Do you have any questions you want to ask me?" Gao Chi straightened his hair, went to shake his hand again, and said softly, "If not, I'll ask you instead."

Zhao Siqi swallowed, a little nervous: "What do you want to ask?"

Gauchi said, "Every time you write me an email, what are you thinking?"

It was already one o'clock in the morning, and the night was very quiet, with no wind at all.Zhao Siqi leaned against Gao Chi's chest, and could hear Gao Chi's heartbeat, calm and powerful.

Zhao Siqi unconsciously moved closer, and said softly, "I'm thinking of you."

Gao Chi's heart was suddenly grabbed.

After Zhao Siqi finished speaking, she was still embarrassed.He lowered his head, not daring to look at Gao Chi's reaction, and said to himself: "In the first year, I missed you so much, I wanted to send you a letter every few days, and I had to work hard to do it once every ten days." seal up."

Zhao Siqi paused, and then said: "It's been a long time, I've learned to be patient, and I can only write one letter in a month."

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." Gao Chi lowered his head and kissed Zhao Siqi's hair, the sadness in his eyes was about to overflow.

Zhao Siqi gripped the quilt tightly, smiled, and shook her head to express that it was okay.

Gao Chi asked again: "Have you ever thought about what if I never return to China?"

Zhao Siqi put away her smile and seriously thought about this question.

It's not that he hasn't thought about this question. As early as a few years ago, he was ready to live alone with memories in his arms.

But Zhao Siqi didn't intend to tell the truth, he raised his face and laughed again: "I will forget you. As long as time is long enough, or if I meet someone better, I will definitely be able to forget you."

Gao Chi stopped breathing.

Zhao Siqi made a joke once in a while, and said playfully: "Really, if you come back two years later, I will definitely not remember you."

Gao Chi stretched out his arms and hugged him into his arms, hugging him very tightly like a treasure.

"Baby, I know I was wrong, so don't be mad at me." Gao Chi said painfully.

That night, they chatted for a long time, as if they wanted to make up for the missing time in the past eight years.

Talking until three o'clock in the morning, Zhao Siqi couldn't hold back the drowsiness, so she lay on Gao Chi's arm and fell asleep in a daze.

As a person who will go back to work at the law firm tomorrow, Gao Chi is not only not sleepy, but even has the urge to stay overnight.

His mood at this moment is completely different from that of four hours ago.

Four hours ago, ever since Zhao Siqi entered the guest room to sleep, Gao Chi was extremely anxious.

After finally going to the old mailbox and reading Zhao Siqi's emails again, his heart calmed down a little.

Seeing zero, Gao Chi turned off the tablet, took the cigarette case and lighter, and went to the balcony to smoke.

Up to now, whenever he thinks of Zhao Siqi eight years ago, Gao Chi's heart feels like a needle prick, and he can only rely on cigarettes to temporarily relieve it.

Zhao Siqi is sensitive, delicate and cautious.

Gao Chi, careless, careless, dull.

Really too dull, completely unaware that there is a person beside him, silently paying attention to him, liking him, writing down his favorite snacks, favorite drinks, favorite songs.

At that time, Gao Chi didn't even realize that among his close friends, he only liked to tease Zhao Siqi; there were so many classmates around him who were good at Chinese, so he only borrowed Zhao Siqi's homework; With so many classmates, he only cheered for Zhao Siqi.

Gao Chi's enlightenment was too late, and he didn't even think about why he had so many "special treatment" for Zhao Siqi.

Perhaps at that time, that person had a different weight in his heart.

The balcony suddenly picked up the wind.

Gao Chi snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, rushed into the guest room like a teenager, and hugged Zhao Siqi.

——Why don't you come to me.

—Sorry, I'm here to find you now.