Absurd Comedy ABO

9. Surgery

After that, their relationship seemed to enter a new dimension.He'd like to think of it as a relationship, even though neither of them mentioned it.But they will hug each other, share food, and even secretly kiss in the corner. If this is not love, then what is?Of course he hoped that the relationship could be confirmed, and there was no need for any party to announce it to the world, as long as Lin regarded him as a boyfriend, it was enough to call him dear, or other nicknames to make him feel different.But even when they hug and kiss, and even have sex, Lim still calls him the same as before.So this leaves him in a state of confusion, are they intimate after all?What did Lin think of him.

He can take the initiative to ask questions, of course he can.It should have been as simple as a hello: Good morning, how are you today?By the way, what exactly is our relationship.A question like this should be easy to blurt out.But he can't do it all the time. Even if he finds a suitable scene, all the conversations will end with the end of the daily topic.Of course, the reason for his behavior was simpler. He was not sure what Lin was thinking, and he was even more afraid that such a topic would break the balance between the two.He asked, Lin replied.He will only have two endings, get all Lin, or lose all Lin.Looking at it this way, it seems harmless to maintain this relationship unclearly.Although he could only get a part of Lin, but before, he never thought about the possibility of such a thing happening.

You should be satisfied, he told himself secretly, now it's a dream come true.

He has liked Lin for so many years, and he has always looked at each other from afar.But now, these sad looking ups have actually responded, and he should learn to be satisfied.What more could he want?As Lin's boyfriend, what about marrying him and being together forever?That should be the ending in a fairy tale, and the princes and princesses may not be happy, but the story stops at the happiest moment.Isn't he the happiest moment now?Could there be a happier chance than this?Happiness is only in the moment of dreaming in sight, and he has started now, greedy and pathetic, anxiously fantasizing about things that don't belong to him.If everything could stop at the moment when Lin saw him through and hugged him.

In addition to that, there are his own problems, and he also hides many things from Lin.Worst of all, Lin still regards him as an Omega, a somewhat flawed Omega.Looking at it from another angle, Lin Zhen was seriously ill.Lin has a medical problem, and a person with a hormonal disorder cannot be expected to accurately tell his gender.But what about himself, why did he hide it?Of course he had a reason, he couldn't bear to expose Lin.Think about how sad Lin would be if he found out that he couldn't even tell the difference between an Omega and a Beta.Lin is already very pitiful, this is just a harmless little lie.

Of course he can think so, this is a perfect reason, he just needs to convince himself that this "good intentions do bad things" reason is fine.But he also knew that this was not the case. His reason was very simple. He worried that Lin might be one of them, but it was definitely not the core: he just wanted Lin to treat him as an Omega.

Think about it, an Omega!That's not many times better than Beta.Rin would love and take care of him, would feel like he made a serious mistake in heat, would want to be with him, would almost be his boyfriend.But what does a Beta get?A dozen documents, a sum of compensation, and a token that won't last long, that's all.That's why he hid it.Maybe a bit mean, but he didn't hurt anyone after all.

But he could sense that Lin had also been curious for a long time, not about gender, but something else.For example, when did he know himself, Lin Pang asked many times, but he bypassed him.He didn't want Lin to know this, it would reveal all about him, his past, his name, and most importantly his gender.Since there is no future, he can always choose to let the happy time last for a while.

When are you going to tell me, that's when you met me.Lin's question interrupted his contemplation, maybe it was his illusion, Lin felt a little aggressive.

I don't know, let me think again.He said, is it really so important to know my past? I bet you can't even remember what I look like, even if I tell you.

Lin didn't answer.

Well, Lin sighed and said after a long time.I'm just scared, you know what, I can't see now, I'm disabled, I don't even know what you look like.I am afraid that one day you will suddenly disappear.What do I have, I just know your name, and because of my body, I can't even tag you, if you want to leave, you can leave anytime.

No, it's not because of your body, it's because of my body.he added in his mind.

So knowing your past will make me less nervous, Lin said, the more I know, the more real you are in my heart.Lin paused when he said this, and his voice was much lower.I will believe that you will never leave me.

He never thought Lin would have such a cute side in front of him, and he almost surrendered.But what can he tell Lin?He is not completely true, telling Lin Quanquan will only speed up the process of the other party's dream breaking, and of course the process of his own dream breaking.

Sorry... I'll have to think again.He flinched anyway, but where could he go but flinch.

Well... well, I don't blame you.Lin hugged him and whispered.Now it's actually the turn of the cheated to comfort me, he thought, feeling even more guilty.But he only dared to think cowardly in his heart.

Well, it is.Just when he thought the topic was about to end, Lin spoke again, but his tone was much more serious.

What's the matter, he asked.

Anyway, you will know sooner or later, Lin's words are still confusing, he sighed again, as if he had made a great determination.Well, I'm going to have a surgery for my pheromone problem.

Lin's health has actually improved a lot. Thanks to the money, his legs have recovered quite well, and he can even walk on his own.But his eyes and hormones are another story.He has heard of some, but he is not sure. They are all professional rankings like a bible. The only thing he knows is that these problems seem to be related to brain damage.

So you want... brain surgery?He asked this sentence carefully.

Lin nodded, and then added eagerly, I haven't figured it out yet, and I don't know what to do.He pauses for a moment. It doesn't seem like much risk, but it's certainly dangerous.what do I do?Shall I try it, but what if it fails?Maybe it's okay to stay like this, at least it won't get worse, at least I have some money and someone to keep me company.

What should he say, he wants to encourage Lin?Seriously, he couldn't do it.This goes back to the all-or-nothing question.Lim will recover and shine like ever, or the surgery fails and Lim deteriorates and dies.But no matter what the result is, he seems to lose Lin.If Lin's operation fails, he will die.But if it succeeds, it will be even worse, Lin will get better and leave him.

This is not an abandonment, they just want to go back to their original position.Before, it was only because of Lin's bad luck, being disabled in a car accident, etc., that he fell off the altar, and I had the chance to touch the corner of his clothes.Of course he hoped that Lin would not go, and he would always love Lin as he remained disabled.

But because he loves Lin, he hopes that Lin can be like before. He hopes that Lin can be happy, but he obviously won't be happy now.He can only be happy if he goes back to where he came from, there can be no doubt about it.He would rather Lin made a decision first and then notified him. No matter what the decision was or what the result was, he would gladly accept it.Not now.Let him decide, well, maybe it means he's important, and he does have a moment of fun about it.But asking him to answer this question is too cruel.Should he let Lin stay selfishly, or should he let Lin go selflessly.He didn't know, he only knew that no matter what decision he made, he would definitely regret it in the end.

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