In the end, this happened like this. At first, I felt that there was always something on my mind, but I let it go after a long time. Maybe it was just a misunderstanding.And soon after that it was the end of the semester, and I was very busy for a while, and I didn't even have time to meet each other, so I wasn't in the mood to worry about it.

I thought I could take a break after the exam, but in the end I had to prepare for the internship. I didn't even have time to go home during the holidays. Naturally, I spent the New Year here.But to my surprise, Xie Yulin was also alone.

At that time, I thought that Chinese New Year is always a bit too miserable for a person, so I tried to send him a message. , Ask him when he will go home and what plans he has for the holiday.In the end, he didn't expect that he had no plans at all during the vacation, and he had no home to return to.

Of course, that's not what the original words said, but with such a meaning, it sounds quite miserable anyway.This matter has aroused my interest. I have read so many blogs before, and I have been with Xie Yulin for so long, but when I think about it carefully, I really don’t know anything about his family.

But looking at him now, maybe the family pressure is not too great?At least the control should not be too strict. If it is really strict, maybe all the stories in those blogs will not happen.Not many parents can accept just being a nurse for love, at least I think so.

Lu Jingshu returned home during the Chinese New Year, so naturally, Xie Yulin and I, two people who had nowhere to go, got together, but although we didn't go home, it might be because someone was with us, and it was quite warm.

And it may be because of this relationship, the two of us feel sorry for each other, and some things are easier to ask.For example, I am very concerned, Lin Shaoqiong is entangled in whether to act.He hasn't looked for me since he hemmed and hawed his question last time.The last time I approached me, I still sent a message to arrange an internship with me. The tone and behavior were quite businesslike, anyway, it was not the same as before.

I find it a bit strange, does he not care about these things anymore?I still have to figure it out by myself, I don’t need me anymore, and I plan to rely on myself next.But Xie Yulin didn't seem to be doing much at all, but I'm not too easy to ask. Now that everyone is getting dizzy due to the festive atmosphere, it doesn't seem strange to ask for gossip.

Let me first ask if Xie Yulin has made any progress recently, such as meeting new friends or something.It was strange for me to ask this question, but luckily he didn't pay much attention to it.He answered truthfully, saying no.

It seems that Lin Shaoqiong didn't make any moves, so I really can't count on it, but in order to prevent him from being wrongly blamed, I'd better ask again.

"Do you remember what I told you before?" I tried to be vague, after all, it's been too long, and it's weird to remember clearly. "It seems that someone has asked me about you."

Sure enough, Xie Yulin also had a confused expression, "It seems to be there, I don't remember clearly." He said, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing," I said carefully, "It's just that I felt that person was very persistent before, and he came to me several times later. Of course, I have no comment, and I didn't say anything."

"And then?" Xie Yulin asked, seeming to be a little interested.

"Then I guess he saw no hope, so he gave up." I said, "But I felt very persistent at the time, wondering if he would find another way?" I took a deep breath, and finally got to the point, " So is anyone coming to see you from behind?"

Xie Yulin pondered for a while, then shook his head and said no.

Lin Shaoqiong really couldn't count on it.

I sighed heavily, probably because I was so disappointed that even Xie Yulin came to ask me why I was so depressed. "That's not true," I told the truth, "It's just that the people watching are so persistent, I didn't expect it to be like this."

Xie Yulin nodded, and couldn't help but add after a while, "Maybe he really wanted to find me, but he couldn't find the contact information." After he finished speaking, he smiled, "Although I don't remember what I have An old friend."

He is really gentle, at this time he has to defend a stranger.

"But I'm quite surprised. Are you busy this year, so you don't go home? Or are you usually here." I felt that there was really nothing to say, so I changed the subject.In fact, I am also quite curious about Xie Yulin's life experience, his experience can be regarded as ups and downs.

"Actually, the situation in my family is more complicated," he said after a moment of silence. "It's not too complicated. I guess my parents from college are gone, and I don't have any relatives at home, so I got used to coming here by myself later on."

I was not a bit shocked when I heard it, it was too miserable, my God, I didn't even know what to say for a while, do you want to comfort me?How to comfort me.

Xie Yulin was very considerate, and before I could say anything, he spoke first, "It's okay, it's okay, you don't have to worry too much about it, it's been a long time, and I can accept it."

"So can I ask what's the matter?" I whispered, and then added with trepidation, "It's ok if you don't want to talk about it, I understand."

"Actually, it's nothing serious," Xie Yulin said. "It was just a car accident. My dad died on the spot, and my mom probably couldn't handle it for a while." His tone was quite flat, but I was terrified when I heard it. "Actually, going abroad had something to do with this. I wanted to find something to do for myself, and I had a goal."

"Was my target at the time in the United States?" I thought about it, and then asked.

Xie Yulin nodded and said yes.He sighed again, "Fortunately, I still had something to do at that time, otherwise I would definitely not be able to persist, so... I was lucky to have a goal at that time."

I can probably guess that the target is Lin Shaoqiong.

"So the goal was achieved?" I asked softly.

"It's been realized," he sighed, "at least I don't have any regrets, I think." He laughed again, "Although the ending is not very good, but I tried my best. Before, I always felt that such a thing was unthinkable. I thought about it, and it happened when I didn’t expect it to happen, and I survived.”

I was silent again, I really didn't know what to say.I thought Xie Yulin was a bit miserable before, but I didn't expect him to be so miserable.I even wanted to cry a little bit.Alas, I suddenly don't want to be involved in these things with him at all. It took me so long to know about Xie Yulin's family situation, and I guess Lin Shaoqiong and Lin Shaoqiong were just peeking at me.And looking at Lin Shaoqiong, it is enough to make people speechless, and there has been no movement for so long.

"Don't be sad," I was thinking wildly, when I heard Xie Yulin say again, "It's all over, I have already walked out, and now I have a new goal." I want to cry even more, is it really so miserable gentle.But crying would be too embarrassing, I took a deep breath to adjust my mood, "So there is a new goal."

"Let's graduate successfully as a graduate student. Anyway, I have to revise my thesis after taking a break for the next two days." He said half-jokingly, his tone still very gentle.

"Anyway, you can call me during the holidays, and I'm fine." I choked out this sentence for a long time, don't blame me, I really don't know how to comfort people.Xie Yulin was amused by my words again, nodded and said yes.

Forget it, I feel that Alpha is not very reliable.I also changed my mind a little bit, anyway, Xie Yulin is happy, and I think it is not bad now.

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miserably thank you

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