Absurd Comedy ABO

He hasn't seen Lin again for a long time, and he can still remember the scene when the two said goodbye.It was an afternoon, the sky was gloomy, it had just rained, and it was a bit cold.He remembered the first time he saw Lin, the first time he came here.It seemed to be late autumn too, but the weather was fine, and he could still remember the glass glistening in the sun. Lin sat behind the window, as if his whole body was covered with a layer of gold.

How long are you going, he said, very quietly.He knew there was no point in asking this, maybe this was the last time, he didn't know why he thought so, but he always had a premonition that Lin might not come back, and he always felt empty in his heart.

When he recovers, he will come back, Lin said.

He didn't know what to say, he was so sad that he almost didn't want to speak.

Come here a little bit.This time it was Lin who broke the silence, he stretched out his hand as if trying to reach for something.He hesitated for a while, then stretched out his arm to grab Lin.As soon as the hand passed by, it was tightly held, Lin squeezed him, and even squeezed him so much that it hurt a little.The empty feeling from before was back, this time with a little unease.For some reason, he felt that Lin might have the same premonition as him, and this farewell was a bit too heavy.

He wanted to say something, but his throat was dry and he couldn't say anything.Lin spoke again, still telling him to come closer, let him bend down, and face him.He didn't know why, but he did it anyway.He held the handle of Lin's wheelchair and squatted in front of him.

Let me touch your face, Lin said, finally letting go.

He hesitated a little, but he still took Lin's wrist and let him touch his chin.Lin's hands were icy, and he shivered as soon as he touched his face.He shrank his neck and wanted to hide, but he still held back.What happened next was a bit weird, Lin supported his shoulder with one hand, and touched his face carefully with the other.But very gentle, very light, but very careful, so gentle that he could even ignore the initial resistance.

You should look good, it took Lin a long time to say such a sentence slowly.

He felt all the blood rushing to the top of his head, and his face was faintly hot.Fortunately, Lin has already taken his hand away, so he shouldn't feel anything.

No, he whispered, raising his eyes to look at Lin cautiously, and for some reason, he added that he should not look as good as you.

Lin was not angry when he heard this, and let him stand up with a smile.

The car had already parked at the door, all he had to do now was to push Lin over.Then say goodbye to him, and then their fate ends here.He pushed Lin out, getting closer and closer to the iron gate.

What's the matter, Lin asked, why did it stop suddenly.

He knew he shouldn't say these things, and there was no need to ask.But he still couldn't help it, and this might be the last time.

will you come backHe heard himself say, the voice is a little ugly, very hoarse.But before Lin could answer, he regretted it. Forget it, he said, speeding up his feet, wanting to throw away Lin as quickly as if he was throwing away a burden.

Ke Lin held the wheel with one hand, and they stopped again very close to the iron gate.

do you want me backThis time it was Lin who asked the question, and he even raised his head to look at him, but unfortunately he couldn't see it with his eyes, so he had to follow the voice to find it.

Lin didn't look like he was blind at all, he suddenly thought inexplicably.

Of course I thought, Lin's question gave him a little more courage, and he finally admitted it.I'm good-looking, and I want you to see me for yourself, and you should see me for yourself.

Lin smiled again, but this time it was much more relaxed.I will come back, he said, I also want to see you with my own eyes, I hope you will give me this opportunity.

His heart was finally filled, and he was no longer always panicking like before, afraid that when he fell asleep, he would find that everything was a dream.

Then I'll wait for you, he said.After speaking, he felt that these were not enough, so he bent down and kissed Lin lightly, and the kiss fell on Lin's side face.

It would be a fairy tale if everything ended here.Audiences who like to watch comedies will think that Lin is back and they live happily together; those who like to watch tragedies will think that he has been waiting, but at least he is still happy in his heart.

Too bad this isn't some fairy tale.

Lin is back, but the ending is not so happy.

He seems to have been waiting for a long time, a month?two months?Even a year.Lin's operation was successful, at least his life was saved, and it seems that the problem of blindness has also been resolved.But at the same time, he could also feel that Lin was getting colder and colder towards him.

It seems that since the operation was over, Lin never took the initiative to say anything to him, and he even asked his former secretary about the result of the operation.The secretary is very kind, so I told him so.In this way, he couldn't help thinking wildly, wondering whether Zero still had some interest in him, and whether he still had some hope.Otherwise, how could he know the news so easily?But if Lin really wanted to come back, why would he let him go and inquire about it?

He wanted to give Lin a call and ask for clarification.No no, the phone call was too direct, and he was afraid that he would be incoherent and make another big joke; or worse, appear aggressive and resentful.

What about writing letters?He knew the address of Lin's Sanatorium Hospital, so he could send it directly to Lin, or the insurance point, and send it to Lin's secretary.He got all the news about Lin from his secretary. Lin hasn't deliberately avoided him yet, so it shouldn't be a problem if he just handed him a letter.

He thought about it, and finally decided to write a letter.His handwriting is not bad, it's pretty, at least he won't embarrass himself.And the letter can give him enough buffer time, he can make changes while thinking, and make a decision slowly.

And he felt that it seemed that he could maintain this state without asking.Lin is only recovering, and it may be because of treatment that he has no time to talk to him.Isn't it good that he can live in fantasy all the time by self-deception?

But reality is not a dream, and things will only get worse as time goes by.At first he was able to meet the secretary and get some news about Lin.But gradually, it was just prevarication, and even the secretary began to avoid him.

This seemed to be his only chance, and he knew he should be smarter and leave consciously.But he couldn't forget the agreement he made with Lin before he left. He remembered that Lin had said that he would come back to see him.

He finally gave the letter out, maybe it was because of the unrealistic expectations he had given him, or maybe he was spoiled, lucky for too long and forgot how miserable he was before.But he always has to give it a try. If he leaves without doing anything, he will regret it for the rest of his life.

The letter is not long, just a thin piece of paper.But the thin piece of paper is the result of his writing for a whole week, deleting, deleting, and subtracting.He even copied it several times to make sure there was no stain, and after every word was neatly folded, he stuffed it into the envelope.

If this is the last thing he can give Lin, he hopes to make a good impression on Lin regardless of the outcome.

He hesitated for a while when he was about to shut his mouth at the end, and he suddenly remembered something more important, but he was just not sure whether to make an unnecessary move.

Alright, alright, he cheered himself up in his heart, since it was the last letter, let's send the ones he wanted to send together.

He put a picture of himself in the envelope along with the letter paper.

The photo is a bit old, it is the kind taken by Polaroid. It was taken at night with the flash on, but he looks very white.This is the best photo of him, but it is some years ago, it was taken when he was 20 years old, compared with now, he is still a bit more alive.

He still didn't forget the agreement with Hui Lin, and he sent the letter just because he was lucky and he didn't want to give up, but he knew that Lin Bacheng would not reply, and that was it.But if Lin can see it now, he still hopes that the other party can see what he looks like.

It's easy to get a photo, it's on his resume from the beginning.But the meaning is different. He hoped that the last agreement was made by himself, not that Lin saw his photos from other places.

He thought that the secretary would shirk it, and even if he didn't, he would definitely have to spend a lot of effort.But he didn't expect that the other party agreed easily and said that it would definitely be delivered.This made him a little uncertain about Lin's intentions, and at the same time sadly gave birth to some hope.

But the hope didn't last long this time. Lin's reply came back very quickly, even faster than he imagined. It only took three days.

It was still submitted through the secretary, and there was nothing on the envelope. It was a clean and slightly yellowed envelope, but it felt thick and seemed to contain a lot of things.

He felt a little strange that it couldn't all be Lin's letters to him.

He opened the envelope and pulled out all the contents inside. There were piles of colorful papers, but he still saw the handwritten white paper at a glance, and pulled out the part he was most looking forward to.

He didn't know if it was Lin's handwriting, but the handwriting was beautiful and pleasing to the eye, but the content of the letter was not pleasing to the eye at all.

The tone was very alienated, just like when he first met Lin, they only knew each other as strangers by name, and the content was also very old-fashioned: just a few words, thank him for his efforts, and compensation.He even paid for a list, printed out, and explained the colorful paper effects for him by category.Very polite, for a carer, while satirizing his wishful thinking.

He flipped through it, and the stack of things turned out to be checks and documents, and the amount was not small.The moment he read the list, he only felt irony in his heart.At the same time, I couldn't help thinking, maybe this wasn't written by Lin, did Lin really receive his letter?

All of this is unknown, and he has no way to verify it. Maybe he can ask the secretary, and he has indeed done that.But the secretary is still tight-lipped and can't ask anything.

He can only hope that Rin gets his letter, or at least the best photo of him.But even if it is received, so what, the result has already been decided.

Even if Lin could see him, he would not fall in love with him.

The dream is over.

But he has always been an unlucky person, and it can be regarded as a fairy tale to have such a few years.If you don't look at the ending, it is indeed very beautiful.

This time he won't bother anymore, he should accept his fate and leave immediately, and he did.

He never saw Lin again

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