Absurd Comedy ABO

My mind was in a mess, and my thoughts were jumping a lot.For a while, I cursed him viciously, thinking about how to cheat him again; for a while, I was thinking about how to sue my mother for the good marriage she brought me, which made me abandoned from beginning to end.Also wasted a year.Forget it, it’s not wasteful, it’s as if I can get out of the singles without falling in love with Lu Jingshu.

My wild thoughts were quickly interrupted by the actions of the person opposite. I looked at the tissue that Lu Jingshu handed over, and I didn't react for a while until he spoke.

"Wipe it first, don't be sad." He looked very at a loss again, but I didn't understand, what's sad, I'm not sad, I'm just angry.

He saw that I didn't pick it up, so he handed over some more and wiped it off for me, only then did I realize that there was something on my face.I took a tissue and wiped it off, only to find that there was something on my face.I can't believe it, did I cry.I wiped it two more times before I was sure I was really crying.

Now that bit of sadness was overwhelmed by embarrassment and anger, it was really useless, even if I cried at home, how could I be short of breath in front of the enemy.I wiped my face viciously and said I was not sad.

He didn't know what to do, he just looked at me timidly, as if I was going to dump him.I took a deep breath, trying to stabilize my emotions, but in the end I was still twitching, unable to speak for a long time.

"Actually, it's not that I want to break up, I just want to ask about your choice." Lu Jingshu guessed that seeing me like this, he really had no choice but to continue.

I don't understand again, why do you still have to ask about my choice, why do you still look good for me.After a while, I calmed down a bit, but I still couldn’t speak for too long, and it would be a waste of time to say it, so I could only make a long story short, “How should I say it?” There was a lot I wanted to say in my heart. It's a routine, I'm the one who delayed you for this and that, earning a lot of tears and then turning around smartly, the deceived still thinks that the other party is really nice.

But after thinking about it, I think what Lu Jingshu is trying to do to me, he is still quite conservative, even now we haven't slept, he can't take advantage of me.

"Why do you say that?" I took a sip of water and finally felt able to speak normally.

"Didn't I talk about work before?" He said, "It's the result of the transfer."

My heart jumped, and I felt that it was finally here.I nodded and asked if it had something to do with this, you said.

He nodded and said so.

I endured and endured, I couldn't bear it anymore, "So what happened?"

"It's hard to say, but there is a problem. I should be transferred, maybe I will change the city, and the distance is still a bit far away."

I didn't ask what I wanted to ask, so I could only continue, "Then this is considered a promotion or a demotion."

Lu Jingshu is hard to say, but there should be hope that he can be transferred back.And although leaving here, the salary of the new position can be doubled, and there is still room for improvement.But I just don't know how many years I will stay in other places.

"So it has nothing to do with whether we break up or not," I asked, trying not to say that you are getting promoted and getting rich so you don't plan to have me?Are you ready to marry Bai Fumei as CEO and reach the pinnacle of your life?

He still hesitated, and said, "In this way, it means going to a different place, and he still has several years to live, instead of gambling on the odds of being in a different place for many years, it is better to let go as soon as possible, besides, it is a blind date itself. "

After hearing this, I became even more angry, not only angry but also a little wronged.What's wrong?So what about a blind date, if it's not free love, it's so inferior.I wanted to cry when I was in a hurry, but it was too embarrassing to cry now. I took a deep breath and blurted out, "What do you mean, what happened to the blind date?"

That distressed expression appeared on his face again, "That's not what I meant..." he said, "It's just... I'm just afraid that you will regret it."

"What are you afraid that I will regret it?" I was in a bad mood, and I couldn't speak my mind.After I finished speaking, I restrained myself and thought about it, as if I could understand a little bit what he meant. It was just that I was afraid that I would not be able to bear the different places, and in the end it would be all in vain.

Lu Jingshu stopped arguing with me about these things. He changed his words and began to reason, "You are not very old, you are only in your third year. Where will you study as a graduate student and where will you work? It has not yet been decided. I guess you are not willing to stay in one place all the time, not to mention you do have a lot of choices. But I am different, what I mainly need now is stability, the needs are different, and there will definitely be many problems in the future."

I completely understood that he said how he didn't want to delay me, but what he thought in his heart was that he didn't want to delay himself, and he was afraid of delaying me for a few years.I'm only in my 20s, but it's even harder for him to find someone.

I thought so in my heart, but I didn't know why I said, "Let me ask you a question, how do you feel about me?"

He didn't seem to expect me to ask, "I think it's fine," he added after a while, "It feels cute."

I continued to ask, "Then if we separate, what do you plan to look for in the future, or when do you plan to get married?"

When I asked this again, he was at a loss, "I haven't thought about it, let it take its course...but I should get married before 35 at the latest."

I don't know what I was thinking, maybe it was just to take a gamble, "Then if I can get married before you are 35 years old, do you still want to break up?"

Lu Jingshu looked as if he was choking, he hesitated for a long time, and finally said, "I didn't mean that either... I don't have to ask you to do anything. Look at what you are saying now, if I really I promised, can you not regret it? I just hope you can think about it. "

"Then if I think about it, are you still willing to fall in love with me?"

He started to be silent again, and when I saw him being silent, I became irritable, and when I was irritable, I wanted to speak harshly. "Anyway, I won't agree to break up. At least I don't accept the reason of long-distance relationship. If you have nothing to do, you have to give up. How can you give me a convincing reason? Thinking about it."

After I finished speaking, I took my clothes and left without caring about him, and took a taxi back by myself.I couldn't help but think wildly on the road, did he cheat?Otherwise, how could you say such high-sounding words?Anyway, there must be other reasons, this time he didn't perform well, so he must ask about it next time.

When I was almost home, I realized belatedly, that guy Lu Jingshu didn't even try to persuade him to stay? !You don't need to be as entangled as in the TV series, but it's okay to pull me.

Now that I think about it, it's as if he didn't even stop me the whole time.Shit, dog man.I cursed bitterly in my heart.

As a result, before I finished cursing, I took out my phone and saw a few messages, which made me feel embarrassed to continue cursing.They were all from Lu Jingshu. He made a call first, but my phone was on silent and I didn't pick up.A few messages follow.

He didn't talk much, and he wasn't as annoying as before.He just apologized to me, and told me not to run around at night, and to send him a message when I got home.

Looking at these text messages, I felt a little complicated, thinking to myself, "I even mentioned breaking up, why are you still pretending like this." Naturally, I didn't plan to reply.But he threw the phone aside, and felt sorry for him after a while, and worried if he couldn't see the reply all the time, would he be anxious.

Although I know I'm probably being passionate, but in the end I replied "I'm home." This time he replied in seconds, saying that it's good to be home. He didn't catch up when he went to check out just now, knowing that I was in a bad mood. But hopefully next time I don't.It's not safe after all this late.

This piece of news made me feel even more complicated. I thought about it, but I still didn't say anything.

The author says:

I'm sorry everyone, I'm busy again, woo woo woo... Recently, I've tried a few more times