He didn't say anything, and even felt a little run away, and he didn't see Xie Yulin again for several days.To be precise, he unilaterally avoided others, but his actions were a bit big.Even the secretary noticed the problem and came to ask him if he needed another nurse.

In fact, this is the best way. The two don't have to meet every day, but only meet each other during treatment, and Lin Shaoqiong doesn't have to be so embarrassed.But... he was a little unhappy.If I have to say it, I feel that it is too heartless, and I always feel sorry for Xie Yulin.

Intellectually, he also understands that these feelings come out of nowhere.But no matter how inexplicable it was, he couldn't ignore it.And Xie Yulin was as caring as he said, and he really didn't mention it after that.

In the end, Lin Shaoqiong couldn't bear it again, and took the initiative to ask.

"I remember you said you liked me before?" He asked, but unfortunately he couldn't see Xie Yulin's expression.

"Yes."

"Why?" He finally asked the question that had troubled him for a long time, "Did you know me when you were in college?"

"You really don't remember." It took him a long time to hear the answer, accompanied by a sigh.

For some reason, that feeling of guilt came back.He wanted to ask if we knew each other well before?But I am afraid that this sentence will cause deeper harm.

Just when he was struggling with how to continue, Xie Yulin took the initiative to give him a step down.

"It's normal if you don't remember. You were considered a popular male god at that time, and I was a small fan of yours. I have always liked you." He paused and continued, "There should be quite a few people like this."

Lin Shaoqiong choked for a moment, thinking, "There are many such people, but most of them will have new male gods in a short time. A few will have their own lives after everyone goes their separate ways. This is the first time for you See."

But he didn't say it so bluntly, "If you just like it, you won't be able to do this."

"To what extent?" The other party asked back, "This is all part of the job." Lin Shaoqiong could see that the other party was trying to cover up again.

"But we are not just college alumni," Xie Yulin said abruptly, "We also knew each other in high school."

The feeling of being overwhelmed came back again, and he followed the topic and asked again, "Did we know each other in high school?"

"It's not really acquaintance, I've met you a few times, far away, that's all."

"Then which university did you choose because..." He stopped in the middle of the sentence, which was too narcissistic.

"Not really..." The other party understood this time, "I performed exceptionally well in the exam that year, and I did well in my volunteer application, so I guess I missed it... If I have to say it, it should be more like fate. "

Lin Shaoqiong didn't know the truth of this statement, but he suddenly remembered the information he had checked before. Xie Yulin didn't study nursing in the first place, he was a monk halfway through, and he came to the United States for half a year, so he came here specifically to study Nursing.

At first, Lin Shaoqiong deliberately ignored these things, but now that he thinks about it, he feels that there are flaws everywhere. If he thinks about it narcissistically, maybe Xie Yulin came to America for him.

"Why do you want to go abroad?" Lin Shaoqiong asked after thinking about it.

"There's no reason, I just want to come out and take a look. What I have to say is that something happened at home at that time, and I want to change my mood and leave that sad place."

Lin Shaoqiong remembered again that Xie Yulin's family members seemed to be gone, that is, in the past two years, it made sense, and it was indeed a good reason to transfer to medicine.

He didn't know what to ask, so he simply kept silent, and the atmosphere suddenly fell silent.

"You..." Lin Shaoqiong wanted to ask something, but bumped into Xie Yulin. He was polite, "You talk first."

"Actually, it's nothing," I just wanted to ask how your recovery is going. "

"It's not bad, it's considered stable." Lin Shaoqiong had an intuition that what the other party wanted to ask must not be this, but he couldn't get to the bottom of it.

"You..." He waited for a while, seeing that the other party didn't want to say anything, and then opened his mouth slowly. "You said you liked me before?" He subconsciously lowered his voice, but still surprised Xie Yulin, and even knocked something on the table.

"Yes, what's the matter?" Xie Yulin took a deep breath and replied calmly.

"It's nothing..." he said, a little hesitant to continue. "You said you like me, and you see me every day, and you want to keep things as usual, wouldn't you be... sad?"

Lin Shaoqiong couldn't find a suitable word, so he could barely describe it as "sad".In fact, what he wanted to ask was very simple, he just wanted to know if Xie Yulin would be like him, because of these things, he was uneasy.

If you are restless, how can you overcome it?And the more you like it, the more you suffer.It's fine if you don't have any feelings.No matter how much you like it, one day you will not be able to bear this kind of suffering.

"Actually, it's nothing..." He heard Xie Yulin's voice unsteady. "I didn't expect you to care about this."

"What does that feel like?"

"Actually, I don't feel anything, and I can't even talk about being sad... If I have to say it, being happy is better than being sad. The fact that I can see the person I like every day is enough to be happy for a long time."

Lin Shaoqiong was in a complicated mood when he heard these words, and felt even more strange in his heart.

"And..." Xie Yulin spoke again, "I'm used to this kind of thing. I used to be far away from you, but now that I'm closer, the sadness is almost negligible."

"Then don't you want to be with me?" Lin Shaoqiong didn't know why, after hearing those pitiful words, coupled with Xie Yulin's listless tone, he asked this sentence on impulse.

The other party seemed to be stunned and did not respond for a long time.After a long time, I chuckled, "You don't have to do this, whether I like you or not is my business, and you don't need to blame yourself for this."

"I don't blame myself." Lin Shaoqiong replied, "I just...you haven't answered my question yet, don't you want to be with me?"

"I should have thought about it, but I basically never hoped for it, so I can accept the current state well."

"How would you feel if you could be with me?"

"I probably wouldn't think too much about it. If I have to say it, I should be very happy."

"Then you..." Lin Shaoqiong was at a loss for words for a moment, he knew it was time to stop.But he finally figured out the source of his strange moods before, he understood when he heard "very happy."Because what he was thinking at the time was that he hoped that he could make Xie Yulin happier.

Besides, the atmosphere is so good now, it shouldn't be wasted.

"Would you like to try?" he finally said, but the voice was so low that it was almost inaudible.

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