Show one's ugliness

"Well... I have something to tell you... Qi Heng and I have been together for more than half a year, and we are just as good as a partner. I thought I'd tell you, so that you don't think it's strange that we are close..."

Qi Heng can still remember clearly what Ji Cen said to the big guys with a glass of wine on the hot pot table last winter.

When they were together, Ji Cen really cared about him.That kind of caring, generous and warm.That's why he couldn't figure it out later, why Ji Cen suddenly didn't want to get along with him anymore.

Because of this, Qi Heng's heart was tied with a dead button, and every time he stroked it casually, he could feel the hard lump.

The pimple made him uncomfortable and caused him internal injuries.

Regarding the meeting with Ji Cen again, he didn't think about that dead button again.Instead, it pays attention to very small things.

If Ji Cen didn't insist on helping him pay for the milk tea because they were unfamiliar with each other, then why didn't he drive when he went to Yangnan for business, and why didn't he choose to take a taxi instead of walking back when the road back to Changqing was so cold?

The down jacket that was missing fur last year didn't seem to keep warm anymore, and Ji Cen is still wearing it this year.

After going back, Qi Heng repeatedly thought about these existences that seemed unnecessary to think about.

But he just noticed.

He guessed that because of Xiao Mingjun's illness, Ji Cen was having a particularly bad time right now.Ji Cen has been able to save to the limit, and even on very small things, he has deepened the habit of saving.

These have nothing to do with him, and he can't control anything.But Qi Heng couldn't stop thinking about the scene where Ji Cen and him parted from the street when they met in front of the milk tea shop.

Realizing that Ji Cen had a bad life, he felt extremely sad.

Before going to bed, he couldn't resist calling Wang Peng.

Hearing Qi Heng say that he was back on the phone, Wang Peng was very surprised: "Really? When did you come back? Why didn't you say it in advance?"

Qi Heng replied: "I arrived last night."

"Come back for the New Year?" Wang Peng asked, "How long can you stay?"

"Well, leave after the fifteenth day of the first lunar month."

"Come play here, I haven't seen you for a long time."

"Okay, I'll see if I can talk to you someday."

"It seems so far away, come if you say it, why are you getting more and more polite."

After a few brief chats, Qi Heng gradually tried to trick Ji Cen from asking about his brother's situation.

Everyone knows about Ji Cen and Qi Heng.After the two separated, they never got closer together.If Qi Heng didn't take the initiative to mention Ji Cen, Wang Peng would never take the initiative to mention it.

Qi Heng said as naturally as possible: "I met Ji Cen on the street today."

"Did you two meet and fight?"

"No."

Wang Peng smiled: "That's right, the matter is over, there is no need to be like an enemy."

Qi Heng said again: "Well, how is Xiao Mingjun doing now?"

When will Xiao Mingjun's situation get better?He is always the worst among patients with uremia.

"It's still the same, the intensive care unit came out several times, and I'm still waiting for the kidney/source in the hospital," Wang Peng said while sighing, "He's sick, but he's made Cen nothing. The car was later loaned out, and now even Wynn has to withdraw it.”

Qi Heng: "He wants to sell Wynn?"

"Why don't you sell it? His uncle is wasting money every day. I have accepted him. If my father had this disease, I wouldn't be able to do this. It's like this before the kidney/source. When it’s time for the surgery, maybe even the Four Seasons Fruit will have to be cashed in,” Wang Peng’s tone seemed to have switched identities with Ji Cen, “It’s not like everything will be fine after a kidney transplant, and you have to insist on taking medicine after the surgery. The cost of preventing and treating rejection is not low. To put it bluntly, as long as Uncle Xiao is still panting, it will be an endless waste of money. Thinking about it, I will worry about it. When will I be the boss. But no one can give up treatment. Can't persuade..."

When Xiao Mingjun was going to have a kidney transplant before, Qi Heng checked it in detail.Another issue that needs attention is that the survival rate of kidney transplantation is generally around a few years, and there is a high probability that a second kidney transplant will be required after a few years.Although this varies from person to person, the success rate of the second transplantation is very difficult.

At that time, Qi Heng only thought about saving Xiao Mingjun's life first, not thinking about the long term.He didn't wait to think about it, and separated from Ji Cen.

Looking at it now, even if he really transplanted Xiao Mingjun's kidney, it doesn't mean that Rajcen was in trouble.

Hearing what Wang Peng said, Qi Heng didn't say anything more.Changed the subject and continued to talk about the other brothers.

Hearing from Wang Peng that his family had already given a gift to Dong Jiahui's family, he asked when Wang Peng and Dong Jiahui would do business.

"Let's see when the time comes. My mother has asked people to choose a date. It will definitely be done next year."

Qi Heng: "Tell me in advance, I will come back after I ask for leave."

"I tell you that's for sure."

On the morning of the 24th of the twelfth lunar month, Qiao Aiqing and Song Yufen were going to the provincial capital to pick up Song Yufen's mother back for the New Year.

They wanted to take Qi Heng for a stroll in the provincial capital, but Qi Heng said he didn't want to make a fuss, so he didn't follow.

Seeing that Song Yufen's puppies were left alone, they didn't insist on taking Qi Heng with them.

Qi Heng didn't plan to go to the provincial capital, but made an appointment with Wang Peng to go and see the new house that Wang Peng's family bought for the sponsor.

Wang Peng said that he would eat hot pot there.Ask Qi Heng to walk from the Yangnan vegetable market when he passes by, and bring some meatballs and vegetables.

Qi Heng, who had just left Yangnan Market after shopping, received a call from Wang Peng.

He picked it up and said, "What's missing, let's talk together, I haven't left the market yet."

"Daheng, why don't we eat hot pot at my place another day," Wang Peng said on the phone, "What, I'm in the hospital now."

Hearing that Wang Peng's tone was not right, Qi Heng worried: "Why did you go to the hospital?"

Wang Peng: "I'm fine, it's Uncle Xiao. Uncle Xiao is gone."

Qi Heng, who was holding the phone, was stunned: "When did it happen?"

"I left at five o'clock in the morning, and I'm dealing with funeral affairs now. I didn't know until now, and I came over quickly after thinking about it to see if I can help you."

"Okay, then I understand, you go to work, first do this," Qi Heng said, "I will contact you later."

When I met Ji Cen a few days ago, Ji Cen was still changing Xiao Mingjun's leather jacket.It seems that the Chinese New Year is coming, no matter what people say, it will be gone.

The gray sky outside Yangnan Market seems to be overwhelmed.It made Qi Heng a little breathless.

He was very clear that Xiao Mingjun's departure would definitely strip Ji Cen of his skin.

Obviously the two of them have nothing to do with each other, but he couldn't help hurting Ji Cen.

He ran home, took out another mobile phone card from the suitcase and put it in the mobile phone, logged back into his previous online account and began to check the group messages in "Changqing Qimei" this morning.

Wanting to find some clues that he wanted to know.

Han Xinyi: Are you here yet?The two of us were on our way from the development zone, and there was a bit of a traffic jam.

Xiaotao: Zhenghao and I arrived not long ago.

Han Xinyi: Ji Cen, is he okay?

Sun Shuyu: It seems that there is nothing wrong, but the reaction is slow, not very good.

Dong Jiahui: I just changed shift in the early morning and came back again.At the entrance of the hospital, which floor is it now?

Xiaotao: The central operating room on the third floor of the outpatient clinic.

Han Xinyi: Isn't it confirmed that she died, why is she still undergoing surgery?

Sun Shuyu: Didn't Uncle Xiao sign up for organ donation? There is a time limit for that.

……

The more Qi Heng scrolled through the chat records, his heart sank.

Last night in the hospital, Ji Cen was with him.

Xiao Mingjun woke up early in the morning, complaining that he was hungry and wanted to eat millet porridge.

Ji Cen quickly got up and took the lunch box to the hospital cafeteria to make millet porridge.

Like so many ordinary mornings, Ji Cen took his lunch box to the cafeteria on the first floor.

Line up, swipe your card, and get a meal.He came back in no time.

When he came back, Xiao Mingjun's bed was gone in the ward.The elder sister of a family member in the same ward told him that Xiao Mingjun had just been pushed away to give first aid.

Even so, Ji Cen didn't feel anything.Xiao Mingjun has too many times like this.He thought that Xiao Mingjun would be pushed out of the emergency room unharmed.

He just sat outside the emergency room and waited as usual.

After waiting for more than 20 minutes, the doctor came out of the emergency room and directly issued a clinical death notice to him.

Ji Cen was so stupid at the time, he didn't even have the strength to question, let alone talk about losing control of his emotions.

Ji Cen calmly listened to the doctor telling him that Xiao Mingjun was completely beyond rescue.

Then I listened to the doctor explain that because Xiao Mingjun signed the organ donation agreement before, he needs to confirm the signature as a family member.As long as he signed, he immediately pushed Xiao Mingjun to the operating room to harvest the corresponding organs.

Time was running fast, and when Ji Cen watched Xiao Mingjun being pushed into the operating room, he really felt a severe heartache.

He stood outside the operating room and waited.Knowing that he couldn't wait until Xiao Mingjun came out to drink the millet porridge he had brought back, he still kept staring at the door of the operating room hoping for something.

After knowing the situation, Nurse Jiang changed shifts but didn't go home directly, but came to see how Ji Cen was doing.

Seeing Ji Cen standing alone foolishly, Nurse Xiao Jiang burst into tears.She repeatedly said "Ji Cen, don't be sad", but she couldn't stifle her sadness.

It took Ji Cen a long time to turn his head to look at Nurse Xiao Jiang who was not wearing a nurse's uniform. He smiled faintly and said weakly: "It's good, he doesn't have to suffer any more."

After being supported by nurse Xiao Jiang to sit on the chair, Ji Cen started calling Jiang Liwen and the others.

He made every call mechanically, and told him that his uncle had left in a very calm tone.

He never hoped that many people would stand by his side to accompany him, and face the situation that Xiao Mingjun was dead with him.

He has gone through so many times like a drill before, he even prepared old clothes, urns and graves for Xiao Mingjun, but it has never been as real as this time.

The difference is that this time Xiao Mingjun really couldn't survive.Those preparations came in handy.

He only went out for ten minutes, and when he came back, he couldn't see Xiao Mingjun alive.He wanted to cry heart-piercingly, he wanted to beat his chest and beat himself up.In the end, the feeling of powerlessness was replaced.

The important people in his life left without any foreshadowing.It was the same when his father fucking left.

It was also when he didn't expect it, everything happened suddenly.

When more and more people gathered in the hospital, most of them were invited to the waiting room.

Xiao Mingjun who chose to donate his organs is highly respected, and the hospital did not disperse his relatives and friends.

When Xiao Mingjun signed the agreement, he promised that after his death, he could donate any usable organs in his body.But in the end, only the cornea and the heart meet the standards of space and time.

The urgently arranged transplant operation made it not long before the matching patient who obtained Xiao Mingjun's heart was pushed into the operating room from another passage.

When Ji Cen and Xiao Mingjun were waiting for the kidney, they longed for such an emergency operation too many times.

He even thought sinfully that if more people had accidents and the rescue failed, Xiao Mingjun would have more chances to obtain kidneys/sources.

Of course, those are his extravagant hopes as a family member of the patient.In the end, Xiao Mingjun still didn't get the life-saving kidney.

Today, Xiao Mingjun will be lost forever.

Near noon, all the operations were over, and all the doctors and nurses in the operating room bowed to Xiao Mingjun's body.

When the door of the operating room opened, everyone who was waiting outside greeted him.Ji Cen stood there without moving.

Liang Guangsheng said to him emotionally: "Ji Cen, you have to cry twice, you send him off!"

Ji Cen didn't make a sound, and when the hospital bed moved to his side, he raised his hand to tidy up a corner of the white cloth that was floating.

He didn't even have the courage to lift the white cloth to look at Xiao Mingjun's face again.

The trembling hands can only be stopped by firmly grasping the edge of the bed.

He wanted to follow him to resettle Xiao Mingjun, but suddenly he fell down when he was walking.

In a burst of exclamation, his chin rested on the horizontal bar under the bed, and his tongue was forced to bite out blood.

He had never felt so tired when he fell to the ground, and he couldn't lift his eyelids.I don't know who came to drag him.

In the midst of the noise, he finally seemed to hear Qi Heng's voice vaguely.