my zepple

"I'm sorry, I didn't handle it well at that time."

Seeing Tong Yu laughing now, Song Rou felt distressed. He thought he must have made Tong Yu very sad.

In San Francisco in 2019, they sang Aurora during the band's encore, and the atmosphere suddenly became hot in that maniacally noisy and out-of-control electric guitar.

Some people in the crowd began to dive and rushed to pogo in front of the stage.Instrumental music gradually enriched, strings, piano, synthesizer...

At that moment, the dry ice rose, and there was only distorted reverberation in the whole world. Song Rou couldn't help but close her eyes.

Then Mengxuan hooked his shoulder and kissed him.

He said: "We are in the United States, Baccamusicfestival."

Just a kiss, a kiss is nothing here.Don't be too disappointed.

There was a rainbow flag fluttering in the wind in the waves below, and the air was dry and unfamiliar with the cold California current and the soft West Coast sun.

Relatives in the crowd kiss, and friends kiss too.

They are stepping on the world's largest music festival stage, and under the Rhea stand are enthusiastic but casual people from the Western Hemisphere.

It was just a kiss, right?Don't be too disappointed.

Song Rou was kissed by him with her eyes open, and the synthesizer faded out after a few seconds. He calmly distanced himself from Mengyao, and then took a curtain call with the band members amidst the boiling vocals.

And those few seconds of absent-minded hesitation were only taken as a static picture, and then sent back to the country by radio, and then sent to the little fat man.

He must be very sad.

"I clarified on the show."

Song Rou grabbed Tong Yu's hand hanging on the quilt, and put a small one in his hand, it was hot, just had a fever.

He felt Tong Yu's fingertips tremble slightly, so he hooked his lips, and his voice became softer, and asked Tong Yu: "Have you seen it?"

He clarified too many times, after he returned to China from San Francisco, after Tong Yu left, and after the band disbanded, he missed him.He was afraid that the person would not be able to see it, so he clarified it over and over again.

For so many years since his debut, he has only bought two hot searches on his own initiative, one is about clarifying Tong Yu's plagiarism, and the other is about clarifying the kiss at the 2019 music festival.

"No."

Tong Yu withdrew his hand, eyes avoiding Song Rou's sight uncomfortably.

Tong Yu did not read those clarifications.That year Song Rou walked out of Fu Ruibai's house without looking back, and they never met again after that.He never clicked on Weibo again.

Because the next morning he received another notice from the counselor, saying that his father had been notified.

He hung up the phone, opened the ticketing software in a daze, and bought a ticket from Beijing to Urumqi at 5:13 a.m. on May [-], planning to find a way to take a black car to Kanas after arriving in Urumqi.

At that time, he didn't fall asleep for more than two days, and he didn't touch the medicine again.He only hopes to reach Kanas before he dies suddenly, even if he dies in the morning mist in the valley of the Altai Mountains.

Kanas is a place I saw on the National Geographic website before. The melted ice and snow in the northern Xinjiang flowed through the birch forests, and the indigo blue river washed stones along the waves, and then turned up the bright sand waves.

It's really beautiful.

He sent that picture to Song Rou in the geography class before the college entrance examination, and told him that the river actually flows into the Arctic Ocean. Is it really amazing that the Arctic Ocean can be seen in China?

Song Rou was laughing with her mobile phone next to her, with the Tianfu Coke she just drank in her mouth, and then asked him if there was anything special about the Arctic Ocean.

Tong Yu thought for a while and said, because the Arctic Ocean sounds good, reminiscent of snow-white floes and pure water, so the water there must be delicious.

Song Rou laughed so hard that she wanted to die, and pinched Tong Yu's face again. Before Tong Yu knocked his hand off, he said that he would bring a ladle to scoop water from the Arctic Ocean with him in the future.

As a result, they went to Beijing and drank countless bottles of Arctic Ocean soda, but they hadn't seen the real Arctic Ocean yet.

So at that time, Tong Yu thought that he must visit the Arctic Ocean before he died.The Irtysh River will definitely take him to the real Arctic Ocean. Even if he decomposes in the mountains and meadows of Novosibirsk, there will always be a grain of water flowing into the cold and clear waters. Under the deep blue sea ice.

He was going to die, and he couldn't tell anyone.

After booking the plane ticket, he went to buy a case of Arctic Ocean orange soda. There were twelve bottles in total but he could only drink four bottles. He endured the stomach pain and drank the fifth bottle. Then he carefully put the remaining seven bottles at Fu Ruibai's house. In the drinks section of the refrigerator.

Seven bottles is good, Fu Ruibai also said that her lucky number is seven.

There are seven colors of sunlight, seven beads in the abacus, seven notes in the numbered musical notation, seven stars in the Big Dipper, seven continents in the land of the earth...the neutral value of water is also seven.

Would this make her happier?

In the early morning, Tong Yu took a taxi to the Capital Airport, and received a call from Tong Mian in the taxi.

Tong Mian sounded tired, but his tone seemed to be deliberately brisk.

Tong Mian said to him: "Happy birthday to 22-year-old Xiaoyu... Dad is very busy today. He just came out of the delivery room and forgot the time difference, but luckily China is not twelve o'clock yet..."

Tong Yu felt his nose was a little sore.He pinched his thigh, his throat slipped and slipped, and then he looked down into the receiver and said, "Thank you, Dad."

"Brother also... happy birthday."

Tong Mian added: "Come to Florence to see my younger brother. He looks very similar to you when you were young... You both weighed the same when you were born, both 3.6 kilograms."

Tong Yu covered his eyes and smiled. How can a child of mixed Chinese and Italian blood look like him?

Tong Mian paused, and then said: "Let's come and see Dad too... I haven't seen you for more than a year, and Dad misses you very much."

Then Tong Yu thought, before going to the Arctic Ocean, let's go to Italy again.

In the end, Tong Yu didn't expect that he would stay there.

Probably because of Celio.The little guy is really similar to him, Celio has a pair of round and big eyes, slightly drooping corners of the mouth, and looks unhappy just like him.

When the baby was born, he slept all day and slept soundly in the crib.And Tong Yu happened to be unable to sleep all night at that time, listening to the sound of the child's breathing while sleeping was more effective than using stabilizers.

He was lying on the side of the cradle, holding Celio's little hand, and Celio also squeezed his fingers with a child's unique, silky, immature little hand.

At that moment, he seemed to feel that he also possessed the ability of stability and deep sleep, which was passed on to him by the child who was connected by blood.

Then Tong Mian also told him, look, Celio also likes you very much, there are always many sunny days in Florence, please stay here with us.

And then he literally stayed there for so many years.

The lost phone card, uninstalled Weibo and canceled WeChat, which made him unable to know many things later.Even if the public opinion reversed back then, he knew about it from the email Fu Ruibai sent him.

He accidentally found her email in the mailbox that he hadn't used for a long time, which briefly recounted the incident without mentioning anyone else.

Tong Yu still remembers what she wrote in the final signature, if one day you return to China, please let me know.