fall in love with chaos

I woke up in a state of confusion.

Messy, indulgent, never tasted and hot and humid scenes from last night kept flashing through my mind.

I was only shy for a moment and then felt obsessed.

Although, it is really super comfortable... This time is even more distracting than last time.

No, no, how can you indulge yourself...

I reflected on myself, turned over, and after taking a shower with my eyelids open at night, I was put on my plush pajamas by Luanbu, and the sleeves would cover the whole if I didn't pay attention.

Luanbu slept on all fours, and the posture that he used to hug tightly changed. When he was lying next to me after taking a shower last night, he said seriously: "Don't hug anymore, now hugging peach sauce will make me feel very uncomfortable. .”

My reaction to him was that I closed my eyes and fell asleep completely.

Ranbu: "..."

After turning over, I glanced at the detective with his arms outstretched. His sleeping face was peaceful, his eyelashes were gently attached to his skin obediently, his eyebrows and eyes were harmless, like a milk cat.

"Uh..." I couldn't help touching my face, and unexpectedly recalled that he laughed recklessly at night, with an arrogant smile similar to that in the field of reasoning. Spray.

In contrast, the fingers that cannot be refused, the pair of fingers that did not tremble when holding the gun, prying open my unconsciously confinement and non-breathing lips without being tired or slow, seemed to be just to remind me that I can still breathe with my mouth.

His unrepressed laughter seemed to be still in my ears, and he unabashedly said all the excellent skills he had seen and deduced from his clever brain.

Like a cat asking for credit, asking if he has learned it, and where he finds it most comfortable, his tone is distinctively suppressed and excited.

I couldn't hear his words at all, and when my nerves reached the extreme of numbness, I lost the ability to think, and my ears were automatically blocked.

Enough, again.

Fortunately, there are enough beds for Luanbu, otherwise we would have to fight in our sleep.

I had no way of getting up at all, and looked at the clock, it was only seven o'clock in the morning.

My birth clock woke up...

It seemed that the movement of me just turning over woke him up, and he woke up faintly with a chaotic bang.

His first reaction was to rub against me and hug me, furry and furry pajamas pressed against each other.

"sleepy……"

He acted coquettishly, sticking his breath.

I agree: "I'm sleepy too..."

We both fell asleep together.

In the quiet room, the young man hugged his young man, and the black-haired young man fell asleep peacefully. The detective who had closed his eyes opened with the sound of her slow breathing.

The eyes were clear and bright, and the emerald green eyes were lowered, adding a bit of shadow for no reason.

Edogawa couldn't sleep in disorder.

He was awakened by the nightmare, and he didn't know the reason why Tao turned over.

Beads of sweat suddenly oozed from his forehead.

Can't sleep anymore.

The scene in the dream was so frightening that the detective couldn't help hugging her even tighter to get more warmth.

In the dream, he came late, and the prisoner really killed an innocent passerby in an extremely cruel manner.

After Qingtao was rescued, Yan had a shadow in her heart, and she didn't take a step out of the school.

He couldn't vent his anger, so he killed the prisoner?There is no way to do it in front of her.

After Qingtao returned to her normal life, Luanbu comforted her but was not his area of ​​expertise, so she slapped him away instead.

Those golden, his favorite eyes averted his gaze.

Luanbu was stunned.

Tao Jiang is afraid of him... no... no, afraid of the outside world.

Well, must be afraid of the outside world.How could it be possible to be afraid of him?He didn't... didn't kill anyone.

At least not pro.

"Peach sauce..." Luanbu went to school once, but rarely avoided it. She completely closed herself off and didn't even go to class.

She dropped out of school, of course she will go back to the orphanage.

Then how could he see her.

Besides, "Luan" Bu really couldn't keep an eye on people all over the world. In this unexpected kidnapping, not only did Qingtao suffer from psychological problems, but he also suddenly lost confidence and worried about gains and losses.

Even if he could deduce what she was doing, he still couldn't rest assured.

What if there is an accident?Who would hurt her?

Ranbu began to feel restless and anxious, often worrying, obviously his reasoning ability would not go wrong, but he still fell into panic after learning the conclusion of the reasoning.

Because, Qingtao is a fragile, harmless person who has no supernatural powers and has never even seen a gun.

She was too fragile, and Ranpo was further aware of the vitreousness of her lover.

so fragile...

Therefore, when Ru Qingtao returned to the orphanage that he couldn't reach, she would definitely be broken.

……

Everyone knew that Kiyomi Kino had taken a year off from school. She was too sensitive to the dead.

It's okay to live in a stable city, and live like an ordinary person in a stable life.

But this is Yokohama—Yokohama, where gangsters and supernatural beings are everywhere.

Maybe Miss Kino is not suitable for this city.

On the sunny day when she returned to the orphanage, Chun Fei and Qian Xu specially sent her off.

The black-haired young man still smiled, his golden eyes were slightly curved, and he couldn't see anyone suffering from survivor syndrome.

"I am leaving……"

They had seen her board the train.

The train to the city where Qingtao originally lived.

after a few days……

Luanbu sat lazily in the detective agency and read the newspaper.

Atsushi glanced at him cautiously.

Before Ms. Kino dropped out of school, Mr. Ranpo was in an extremely bad mood. Now that Ms. Kino has really left, he has returned to his original appearance.

It's weird, but it's a good ending.

"Hmph...the potato chips are gone." Luanbu glanced at the eaten snacks on the table, unhappy.

Dao Dun was about to speak when he suddenly said, "I want to go home and get it."

"Go home?" Atsushi Shima blurted out, then realized that he had said the wrong thing, and immediately corrected it, "Ah, that's right! There is no case recently, and Mr. Ranpo is fine, of course you can go back..."

"Goodbye." Luanbu smiled softly, and really went back.

"Mr. Ranpo, I've been home very often lately... Does the matter of Ms. Rankino still affect him?" Atsushi Shima was worried after he left.

"Pfft ha ha ha." Osamu Dazai laughed suddenly, as if laughing while looking at the book inside.

Atsushi Shima gave Mr. Dazai a strange look.

Time passed as usual, and the Armed Detective Agency resumed its previous atmosphere.

Yokohama is pretty much the same as before. Either the port gangsters are causing trouble, or external forces are trying to intervene. In short, it is not safe.

A few months had passed when Atsushi Shima found out that Mr. Ranpo could not be seen at all when he was free.

The detective made no noise, increasing the time he was away.

Atsushi Shima has always believed that Miss Kino's departure made Ranpo-san sad—even if it doesn't show it on the outside.

Mr. Fukuzawa is also very helpless, but his helplessness seems to be different from that of Atsushi Shima, and it is a deeper helplessness towards Detective Ren.

A genius detective who can't understand ordinary people's common sense can't understand everyone. He can even smile and talk about his own choice when Shimatoshi had an accident. If the president asked, Luanpo would not be saved.

People who are not pure and good at first will only follow their own pattern after they have obsessions.

His model is possessive, like a child, but it is manifested in human beings but has a different understanding from ordinary people.

A detective with a chaotic attitude, even if he is in love, is still in chaos, not pure white.

until one day--

The news of Miss Kino's death was sent by the orphanage.

Atsushi Shima almost cried out in shock when he saw it in the newspaper, "Mr. Kunikida..."

The blond man glanced at it, hummed calmly, and continued to do his own thing with his head down.

Atsushi Shima was surprised: "Mr. Kunikida! Ms. Kino!"

"Ah..." Kunikida Doppo raised his head, stared at Atsushi Shima, and reluctantly responded, "What a pity..."

Atsushi Shima: "..." Is this Mr. Kunikida!

But who would have thought that Ms. Yosano would have the same reaction, and Mr. Fukuzawa would... all of them!

What's the matter... Have you forgotten Miss Kino?Atsushi Shima's outlook on life shakes violently.

Heartbroken, he cried and bought a bouquet of white flowers for Miss Kino, but he didn't know where to put it, so he placed it on his desk.

Kunikida saw it, pushed his glasses in surprise, and said seriously, "Atsushi, what are you doing?"

"I'm mourning Miss Kino..."

"Not required."

Osamu Dazai interrupted grinningly: "Ah, ah, ah, Du Dun-kun's kindness, maybe Ms. Kino will be moved beyond measure?"

Kunikida Takuma: "That's right..."

He didn't really care about Atsushi Shima at all. After all, even if Ranpo didn't say anything, the entire detective agency was aware of it and tacitly knew it.

Atsushi Shima: "..." It always feels like they are encrypting the call.

Stroll home.

None of the cheesecakes in the refrigerator had been touched, they had been left there for too long, the detective threw them away, wondering what to buy next time, and closed the refrigerator door.

He then opened the bedroom door.

The young man who had covered the news of the death in the newspaper was huddled in the corner of the bed safe and sound, his black hair was long to his legs, winding densely on the blue sheets, his golden eyes were dull, and he was unmoved when he heard someone coming in.

The originally smiling detective's face changed, and he quickly approached the young man, wrapped in gauze, and a new wound was added to the exposed skin.

"I...I've already done it!" Luanbu said, gradually becoming aggrieved, "I've already done it, haven't I? Why does Taojiang still do this? Don't do this...please..."

Qingtao broke free, but stayed in one room for too long, didn't eat well, was pale and weak, and didn't have much strength at all.

She looked straight at him and said, "I said, I don't stay in this world anymore, how can you do well?"

Since she was brought back by the detective, she was hidden in the room like a treasure. Qing Tao did not talk to anyone anymore, so she had no objection and acquiesced.

The reason given by Ranpo is that she is too fragile and needs to be protected.

But the more time passed, the more she couldn't escape.

She was always there, if she hadn't snatched the knife out of her own strength, the innocent person would never have heard the movement, and the prisoner would not have killed him so cruelly.

blame myself...

Ever since the detective locked her in, he never let go of her, holding her tightly almost stubbornly. Fuze taught him for many years, but he didn't teach him how to treat his lover.

He stumbled and only knew to hold on.

He will never separate.

Qingtao hurt herself for the first time, unconsciously.

The detective after get off work that day had a terrible look on his face, and he said, "What should I do?"

He didn't know how to explain it, and he said everything he could say.

Luanbu Momo helped her bandage up, and then put away all the sharp weapons in the room.

The second time, he cried and kissed her.Begged her, but didn't say let her go.

In his heart, Qingtao is even more dangerous outside, and Qingtao doesn't go out... She doesn't walk away when she leaves, but the whole outside world.

For the third time, he was silent. Qing Tao's mind was originally in chaos and she couldn't react to others. When she reacted, the detective had already set a strong hint for her mind.

She couldn't die by herself, her brain would stop it.

At least, don't die.

Qingtao was fed porridge mouthful by mouthful, and she suddenly asked, "Have I been brainwashed?"

With a shake of the bowl, he steadied himself and walked wildly: "No, I didn't do it...just a hint."

He was eager to cover up and kissed her face, hoping that she would not be angry, but in fact, Qingtao had no expression, no emotion could be seen.

The detective's heart sank for a moment.

"I just, don't Taojiang die...don't leave me..." He choked up his grievances, Qingtao was stunned, and wiped away his tears.

"Crying, walking in disorder." She said.

And when she asked him where to do it well, Luanpo said: "I let you die in the world, no one will find out."

It took Qingtao a while to realize: "Did you fake my death?"

"Then missing? Still going abroad? Going to another city?" Luanbu, he was not as flustered as before, he could even touch her face slowly, without changing the expression on her face, "I can do anything. I can do it arrive."

The long-term isolation made her spirit more fragile, but no one noticed it, and she knew it but didn't care.

Qingtao blinked, she only raised her head slightly, and the detective accepted the cue and lowered her head to kiss.

Confused, Luanbu was about to lose consciousness, but he heard her whispering softly in his ear, like a dull hammer smashing his heart:

"Let me go, Edogawa, let me die."

He woke up in a flash, and the familiar young man beside him was looking at him dimly with sleepiness.

He hugged her immediately.

Well, Meng, Taojiang is not like that, at least she will definitely love him, how could she be willing to abandon him and leave.

It won't be so strange, call him Edogawa.

Absolutely not...he couldn't take it.

The dream gradually drifted away, he listened to Shao's powerful heart, and subconsciously did not reveal his flaws: "It's so sleepy..."

Qing Taoran didn't notice, "I'm sleepy too..."

She herself didn't realize that the soft and coquettish voice implied trust, but it made Luanbu's heart fall back to its original position in an instant.

When she fell asleep, Luanbu stared at her sleeping face and kissed her.

He is too satisfied with his current life, and he is even more afraid of losing it.

He kissed her again: "I love you so much."

Never leave me.