Seventh Hospital

【Diagnostic record】

Name: Alan Yeager

Age: 17

Hospital No.: NO.0795887

Pathological description: PTSD

【0】

In the third year of our junior year, we had a social practice activity to visit a certain hospital in this city.

The Seventh Hospital, the seventh hospital among the nine central hospitals in the city, is established in a forest reserve away from the city.The day we went was sunny, and many patients were basking in the sun in the hospital garden.

At that time, I met a young man in the hospital. He was sitting alone on a bench due to his disability, and he seemed a bit lonely when he was separated from the crowd. I'm unilaterally saying that his best response was to just look me in the eye quietly, but even that made me feel like a conversation starter.

I said "I wish you a speedy recovery" to him as we left.Although I can see that his body is too severely damaged, it is estimated that there is no possibility of recovery, but perhaps what these patients need most is the soundness of their minds.

I sincerely wish and pray that the child can get rid of the shadow and not waste his youthful life.

【1】

/12th/cloudy to overcast/

The nurse tidied up the room and poured some water into the vase. The fresh flowers that came yesterday were already a little wilted today, and they might have to be thrown away and replaced with new ones in two days.

Allen sat up on the bed after lunch.The weather outside was gloomy, with dark clouds covering the sky, and the light was a little dim. The nurse turned on the light in the room, and Allen was a little sensitive to too stimulating light, so he tightly turned on the wall lamp on the wall.The warm yellow light formed a soft silhouette behind Allen. His face looked normal, with a gentle expression, and he should be in a good mood.

Is there anything you want to do?The nurse took the time to ask him, Allen shook his head, picked up the water glass on the bedside table and sipped.

Then I'll go to throw out the garbage first, and I'll bring you some fruit when I come back.The nurse said with a smile, and walked over with the tied garbage bag.If you want to go out, ring the bell and let the nurse take you there first.

Allen nodded, raised one hand and waved it slightly at him. The sleeves of his hospital gown were a bit long, and the nurse saw a small section of white sleeve flapping twice in mid-air. With a perfunctory look, he closed the door with a smile and went out.

After that, Allen continued to drink water. Some glucose was added to the water, so it was a bit sweet. He prefers sweet things, and he would eat without restraint. The nutritionist strictly controlled his daily diet, but the glucose allowed him to drink more, After all, his stomach function is not very good, and he will become weak without additional glucose intake.

After waiting for a few minutes, the door of the room was gently pushed open. Allen raised his head sensitively while holding the cup. His thin body was wrapped in a loose hospital gown, and his fluffy hair curled up on the bed holding the cup with a look of surprise. Looking at the door of the room, he looked like a cute and pitiful little squirrel.This appearance made Levy, who secretly pushed the door in, couldn't help laughing.

Hey, take it easy, it's me.He waved at Allen.

Allen still held his cup tightly, as if he was just worried that it would be snatched away, and he didn't have any other reaction to someone suddenly breaking into his room.

I brought something nice for you.Levy cat waist flashed into the room, winking at him.Would you like to play with me while Mr. Nagging is away?

Mr. Nagging is the title they give to the nurses, because he is sharper than the most careful nurses in the hospital. If some things are not done well, he will chase after you nagging all day, forcing you to kneel down Beg for mercy and say never again.Every patient under the care of Mr. Nagging is very obedient and is completely read out by him.

However, Allen didn't respond to Mr. Nagging's thoughts. On the contrary, he seemed to like this feeling. Every time the doctor examined him, he would be more docile if Mr. Nagging was around.Therefore, Mr. Nagging also took special care of him, guarding Alan like an old hen protecting food, for fear that he would be bullied by others.So it was really hard to find a time when he wasn't there.

Allen looked at Levi in ​​a daze.He didn't know what good things he brought, but he was not very curious, and he didn't bother to ask if the other party didn't say anything, just watched him walk over and sat on his bed, very close to him.

His butt moved back.

Don't run, don't run, it's really fun.Levi stretched out his hand to grab him, but he withdrew his hand as if thinking of something just before touching him, turned into his clothes and took out a piece of plastic paper and a box.

Allen stared at his swinging hand, the cup fell on the bed and forgot to pick it up.

Levi unfolded the plastic sheet on the bed, then opened the box, and there were all kinds of dice, small pieces of paper, game coupons and other messy things in it, all of which Alan had never seen before.

guess what is this?Levi looked at Allen with a smile.

Allen stared at him silently.

Alas, I lost to you.Levi sighed and poured out the contents of the box.Real estate tycoon, even though there are only two of us, it's okay to let you. If we can't go outside anyway, we can make money in the ward and become rich.

Allen was groping for the scattered pieces of paper with various amounts of money and other things scattered on the bed, as if he didn't listen to what he said at all.

Put it down, let me teach you how to play.Levy fanned him with a "5000 yuan".

Allen just looked up at him, but he seemed curious already.

Levy frowned.Then find a way to beat me.

【2】

/17th/overcast/

It looks like it's going to rain these two days?There are no flowers in the garden that look pleasing to the eye, not as good as this one.After cleaning the window sill, Mr. Nagging, the nurse looked out the window and sighed helplessly.

Alan sat on the bed and licked the lollipop - the nurse bought it for him outside yesterday. He was very serious about everything he did, including eating candy. He was so focused that he ignored what Mr. Nagging was saying.

It's almost time for dinner, and I'll get you a meal. Today I have your favorite lotus leaf porridge...Mr. Nagging came over to discuss lunch with Allen, but Allen focused on eating sugar and ignored him.

Mr. Nagging's expression became serious: It's gone after eating, Alan.

The movement of the protruding tongue stopped for a moment.

Mr. Nagging looks serious: no more.

Allen looked at him silently.

I was stabbed in the heart by his eyes, but for his good Mr. Nagging still made up his mind and continued: The nutritionist forbids me to buy you any more sugar, and if you eat it, you won’t even have to drink glucose.

Allen lowered his eyes in frustration, and hesitantly handed the candy in his hand to the nurse.

The nurse took the candy and made a serious promise: If you perform well tomorrow, I will give it to you.

Allen shook his head slightly, and turned around slowly, leaving him with the back of his head.

Mr. Nagging silently pursed his lips and went out with the candy.I'm going to get lunch.

Then almost a minute after Mr. Nagging went downstairs, the door was pushed open from the outside again. Levi whistled lowly, and seeing Allen looking back, he opened the door with a smile and walked in.

Allen stared at him with a rare, direct look of boredom on his face.

Are you still depressed that you can't beat me?all right.Seeing his expression, Levi laughed twice, and reached out to rub his head.Let's do something simple today, you know I took a lot of effort to bring it in.After speaking, he revealed the backpack that had been kept behind his back all the time. Compared with the game hidden in his clothes for the first time, this time it seemed to be a very important thing.

I hope Mr. Nagging doesn't ask where this thing came from.Levi winked at Allen and lowered his voice: Don't tell him.

Allen's attention was on his bag, regardless of his expression.

well.Levi sighed, then opened the backpack with renewed interest.This is the best way to pass the time.

There seemed to be no room for the bed, so he simply pulled the chair away to make room and dumped the things on the floor.

It's a jigsaw puzzle.

Allen lay on the side of the bed watching him assemble the shelf, reached out and grabbed a handful of tiles to study.He seemed puzzled by the fact that the pieces were all white.

No other colors, all white.Levi turned around and said to him.

Allen let go of his hand, and the puzzle fell to the head of Levi who was busy assembling.

It's getting worse and worse, you.Levi shook his shoulders, took out the piece that fell into his neck with his hand, and poked Allen's face lying next to him.Do you think I'm teasing you?

Allen buried half of his face in the quilt, avoiding his sight.

Levi couldn't help laughing.Now that you know, why were you unhappy just now?It's a specially bought blank puzzle... In fact, it's not right to say that it's blank. If you spell it out, there will be a surprise.

Alan glanced at him secretly, and suddenly reached out and took away the unfallen puzzle piece that fell on top of his head.

Levi's eyes were inclusive and gentle.You have to be brave and try... Alan, I hope you can finish it with me.

Allen's eyes wandered around the room for a while, and finally landed on the pile of blank pieces on the ground. His eyes flickered, and he slowly looked at Levi who was staring at him.

He nodded slightly.

【3】

/24th/light rain

This rain is so annoying.Mr. Nagging sits at the window knitting a sweater bored.Although Mr. Nagging is male, as an excellent nurse in the hospital, he believes that there are no female skills he can't master except childbirth, and it's okay to knit a sweater.And Mr. Nagging has seriously expressed his opinion: Knitting sweaters is really a very suitable thing to pass the boring time, and it can kill two birds with one stone.

Allen is taking a lunch break after eating, and rainy days are suitable for sleeping. Allen is not interested in sunny days, nor is he sunbathing. On cloudy days, he will feel more comfortable.

Mr. Nagging received a message from the service desk after finishing one sleeve. He glanced at Alan, who was about to wake up, put down his sweater and left the ward.

Then one or two minutes later, the door was quietly opened a crack.

A small thing rushed in from the outside quickly, followed by Levi with a nervous face.

Hey, come over here!He stared at the little thing that got under the cabinet and whispered.

no response.

Did you hear... Levi lay on the ground in the gap and stared angrily at the guy who was hiding.come out faster!

It's a ghost to be taken care of.

Allen was awakened after the door was opened, but he was curious about what they were doing, so he lay on the bed obediently and did not move, until he saw Levi lying on the ground and didn't get up for a long time, then turned over and lay beside the bed to watch.

Levi was reaching under the cabinet to grab the little guy.

But Allen wanted to tell him that the little thing had slipped away from behind the cupboard and was running about in the clearing of the room behind his ass.

He looked curiously at the guy running around the room, seemed like a mouse?

Levy groped for a long time and found that there was nothing under the cabinet at all. He got up angrily and had a face-to-face meeting with Allen.

cough.He turned his head away in embarrassment, and said awkwardly: I found a little thing for you to play with...but it ran away accidentally...

Allen pointed to the window sill, and Levi looked over. His target was lying on the edge of the chair, gnawing the wool that fell from the chair.

Levi strode over and grabbed it in his hand.Let you run again!

It's a little hamster.Allen stared at the small animals in the small cage on the bed, and Levi poured a glass of water and said while drinking.If you are bored, you can let him run to you.He pointed to a plastic transparent ball set aside.

Allen is more interested in that ball.Pick it up and shake it, there is a small bell inside, ringing non-stop.

Shove this little thing in.Levi showed him by pulling the hamster out of its cage, opening the ball to put it in, and closing it again.

like this.Levy put the ball on the ground, and the hamster ran away immediately, but the hamster ball was a bit difficult for it to control, and it ran stumblingly, but the bell kept ringing.

Levi looked at the hamster who had run away dizzy with disgust.Didn't I run very well in the running wheel before? It's really embarrassing!

Alan didn't know what a running wheel was, and he had never seen a hamster ball, so he thought it was very interesting.Although it's pitiful to see the little hamster in it staggering all the time, but it seems to be quite fun?

He blinked, narrowed his eyes, and laughed for the first time at something funny.

Levi glanced at his smiling face, was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled slowly.You need to show more expressions like this.He reached out and gently pulled Allen's face.

Allen looked at him blankly, slowly showing some puzzled expressions.

Levi lowered his eyes and touched his forehead lightly with his forehead.Alan, are you happy?

No one answered.

Levi opened his eyes and got up and picked up the hamster ball that was rolling all over the floor, and put the hamster back in the cage.

Let it be with you when I'm not around.He put the cage into Allen's arms and smiled at him.Don't tell Mr. Nagging.

Allen hugged the cage to look at the small animals inside, nodded solemnly, and then stuffed the cage into the quilt.

Levi froze for a moment, then burst out laughing.

Allen looked at him blankly and couldn't stop laughing.

Just kidding.Levi reached out and rubbed his head.Mr. Nagging won't find out, don't hide under the quilt.

Allen realized that this was his prank, and immediately turned his head and gave him a back of the head.

Well, I was wrong, sorry.Come face to face?I apologize.Levi begged for mercy behind his back.

Just ignore him.

It's really my fault, don't be angry, you will be worried if Mr. Nagging sees it.

Humph.

Alas, look, the hamster is eating melon seeds, very similar to you!

……what? !

... No, no, it's not like you at all. Don't be angry anymore!

……

【4】

/31st/rain/

Mr. Nagging came out after cleaning the bathroom and saw Alan eating a lollipop again.

Where did you get the lollipop? !He was startled.Didn't you finish eating last time?

Alan opened the drawer to reveal the lollipop bag to show his innocence.

He actually learned to comfort himself with a candy stick in his mouth?Mr. Nagging expressed his admiration.But that doesn't work, eating too much sugar will affect your body indicators, I have strictly prohibited all the nurses and doctors in this building from bringing you sweets!

Allen stared at him in shock.

Although it was a bit unbearable to be looked at by those injured eyes, Mr. Nagging insisted on his position for the sake of his health.No matter how much you think about it, it’s okay to have a good meal after you recover. At that time, you can eat whatever sweets you like.

Seeing that the negotiation failed, Allen sadly took out the last candy in his mouth and wrapped it up, and then hid the candy under his pillow while staring at the nurse vigilantly.

...Don't worry, this won't be confiscated.Mr. Nagging said helplessly.

Allen's expression was still very disappointed, he put the pillow and then pulled up the quilt and lay down, burying himself in the quilt.

Is this a silent protest... This scene cannot be watched, otherwise it will be shaken.Mr. Nagging covered his eyes and walked out of the ward quickly.

Allen huddled under the quilt, holding the candies he treasured, silently melancholy.But within a few minutes he was annoyed by the man who kept poking him outside the covers.

Throwing off the quilt abruptly, Allen glared at Levi who was standing innocently by the bed.

Levi raised his hands.That, I just thought, called you.

Allen made a puffy face.

It seems that you are not in a good mood.Levi sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at him with his chin resting on his shoulders.What's wrong?

Allen lowered his head and fiddled with the lollipop wrapper.

Seems to be a question about sweets.Levi understood immediately, and laughed.You do have a sweet tooth, Ellen.

Allen stared at him seriously.

Well I know this is a big deal for you.Levi rubbed his face to suppress his smile and put on a serious expression.You really shouldn't eat too much sweet, though.

Allen immediately turned his head away.

Alas, are you angry?Levi shrugged helplessly.Even so, I brought what you want most today, if you are angry, I'd better take it back.

Allen stole a glance at him.

Li Weiquan pretended not to see it, took out two pieces of chocolate from his pocket, faced it and sighed: Oh, it's a pity that I don't eat sweets, and no one wants you, so I have to throw it away... ah.Before he finished speaking, he saw a shadow snatch the chocolate in his hand with lightning speed.

puff.

Allen, who held the chocolate tightly in his arms, stared at him reproachfully.

She made such an expression because of the chocolate.Levi reached out to ruffle Alan's hair, and sighed with a smile.Obviously you should thank me, right?

Allen blinked. Although his eyes were shaken, he still expressed that he could not easily forgive his prank just now.

Na na, I said.Levi poked him in the face.Although the chocolate is for you, I can only give you one today.

why is it like this!Allen glared.

You see, this, is dark chocolate.Levy raised his brows and lowered his head to point to the chocolate in his arms.This one is white chocolate.You can only choose one of the two.

Allen looked puzzled.He didn't know that there was any difference between black and white chocolate besides the color.

Dark chocolate can be bitter.Levy told him.But white chocolate is greasy.

His words made Allen hesitate.But he still wanted to take both.

no.Levi saw through his thoughts and shook his head firmly.You can only choose one, Alan.You can't choose some things, but some things can only be saved one by one.While they are not incompatible, they cannot be tolerated.

Allen looked down at the chocolate.

Pick one, Alan.Levi smiled at him.

Allen hesitantly picked up the white chocolate.

Even if you feel too tired and uncomfortable, you can't change it.Levi immediately took the dark chocolate and told him.

Allen looked after the dark chocolate in his hand again.

You can't choose again, Alan.Levi put the chocolate away and shook his head at him.

Allen struggled while holding the white chocolate.Even Levi told him that white chocolate was delicious and he didn't want to try it.Levi looked distressed at that look, and he couldn't help reaching out and hugging him.

Sorry, Alan.But you have to make a choice.You can choose to stay sick, or you can choose to recover, all of us are waiting for you to make a choice, you can indulge your indecision, but in the end, if you don't do something, let us do it did it for you.

Allen showed a painful expression, pushed him away and began to struggle.

Levi held him firmly in his arms.I know you don't choose dark chocolate because it's too bitter, but if you've tried it you know it's not always so bitter and unacceptable.White chocolate is very sweet, but if it is too sweet, it will be greasy, and you will soon understand that you don't like that feeling at all.If you can bear it, you can get a good experience, why not do it, Alan, why not try it, you can, why let yourself choose the least risky and most meaningless option !

He pressed Allen hard, and met his painfully twisted eyes, his expression was never serious and determined.

It's been three weeks, Alan, I knew from the first moment I saw you that you could recover and now is your time to work on it.Just start talking—I know you haven't lost your voice—

Ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! !A series of hoarse screams suddenly emerged from Allen's silent struggle. He overturned Levi with unprecedented strength, and then covered his face in pain.

For...why...why did you force me...his vocal cords, which had stopped working for a long time, made a hoarse and weak sound, accompanied by his whimpering.

Levi, who fell to the ground, looked at him and sighed softly.

Obviously you want to do this.

【5】

/6th/overcast to cloudy/

The rain finally stopped. Although the weather was still very cloudy, it couldn't change Mr. Nagging's happy mood.

You've been in your room long enough, go out and play today.Mr. Nagging took out his thick clothes and said to Allen.Today is the day when the children in the Children's Hospital come out to sketch. Even if you don't like being with other people, it's okay to play games with the children.Mr. Nagging was a little worried when he talked about this.You mustn't become autistic, Ellen.

knew.Allen grunted unwillingly.The nurse Ren packed him tightly and put him on the wheelchair.

It must have been wet in the garden after a fresh rain, so head to the clearing today.I'm also worried that the soft dirt will make you fall down.Mr. Nagging pushed the wheelchair and led him out of the room while nagging.

Just like what he said, the open space is also very lively today. Many children from the Children's Hospital have come out, and the sound of laughter and laughter fills the usually desolate courtyard. Face tenderly looked at those children.

Mr. Nagging specially took Alan to a flat place with few people, and then stuffed a warm water bottle into his hand.The weather is still a little cold.Not feeling well tell me.

good.Allen responded, and then said in a low voice: I want to drink barley tea...

I'll get it for you, you stay here.Mr. Nagging simply agreed, fixed his wheelchair, put the blanket on it, and walked away with a greeting.

Allen held the hot water bottle against his face, and exhaled lightly.

Game, it feels really good.Levi walked up from behind him and squatted on the steps beside him looking at the children in the open space with a sigh of emotion.

Allen looked at him in surprise.

Huh, what, are you surprised to see me?Levi met his gaze with a sly smile.

Why are you here... Allen looked at him blankly.

Come as soon as you think about it.Levi raised his eyebrows, and before he could continue to ask, he stood up and jumped down the steps.Let's play games too!

Uh... huh?Before Allen could react, he had carried him down the steps with his wheelchair and sent him to the open space, where he happened to be placed among a group of children playing games.

I... I can't... Alan shook his head in panic.

Don't be afraid, it's just a game.Levi smiled at him.Come on, add us!He turned and shouted at the children who were watching them.

oh!Allen!The children cheered and surrounded Allen in the middle.

I... what am I going to do... Allen looked at the children around him helplessly.

Let's play bunny game!A little girl jumped up and said.Allen is a big bunny!

Allen is a big bunny!A group of children cheered and echoed.

Rabbit game... what is it?Allen looked at Levi in ​​confusion.

Well... I don't know about children's games.Levi shrugged helplessly at him.But it shouldn't be too difficult.

Really... Allen looked at the circle of children running around him shaking their heads dizzily.why don't you join...

I am too old to run.Levi calmly looked for a reason.And the kids want to play with you.

Allen: But I didn't run away either.

Levy: So it's enough to have one who doesn't run, and don't I have to run too?

Allen: It seems...it seems so...

Levy: Right, so enjoy yourself.

When Mr. Nagging returned to the open space with barley tea, he looked in surprise at Alan among the group of children. He was smiling shyly, clumsily but earnestly cooperating with the children's games, looking very happy.

Mr. Nagging's eyes turned red with emotion.Ugh... That child hasn't shown such an expression for a long time...

A nurse following him also smiled.

It seems that Allen will recover soon.This is so good...

Levi leaned against a tree on one side and looked at Allen, and smiled slightly when he heard the voices of the two talking.

【6】

/14th/overcast/

I won.Allen picked up all the vouchers on the bed and looked at Levi and said seriously.I'm rich now.

Mmm, congratulations.Levy solemnly congratulated.You have become the richest man in the world, and now this city belongs to you.

Allen let go of his hand and let the voucher fall on the bed, then exhaled softly, and then he looked at Levi as if thinking of something, with suspicion in his eyes.Did you not let me?

How can it be.Levi backs off and professes his innocence.How do I make you, all options are your own.

All right.Allen finally breathed a sigh of relief, and then showed a long-lost complacent expression on his face.I finally beat you.I am also rich now.

Sincere congratulations.Levi couldn't help but laugh.But I already had a hunch that if it was Allen, he would definitely win.

Allen blinked at him.You have great confidence in me.

Well, yes.Levi nodded with a smile.I have full confidence in you.

why?

Levi just smiled.

Say it.

Because you have confidence in yourself.Levi tilted his head.

How do you know I have confidence in myself.Allen kept asking.

Levi stood up and stepped aside and smiled.

No way, I just know.

Hmm... Allen puffed up his face and was very dissatisfied with his answer.

There is nothing to tangle.Levi spread his hands.You beat me in the end, isn't that the truth?

Always feel like you're hiding something.Allen looked at him with folded arms and said.

I'm not hiding anything from you.Levi said slowly.Nothing at all.

really?

real.of.

【7】

/19th/light rain

After the lights are turned off tonight, don't go to bed right away, wait for me to come over.Levi whispered to Allen before leaving.

Allen:?

Although he didn't know what his idea was, after saying good night to Mr. Nagging at night, Alan didn't close his eyes and go to sleep immediately, but lay under the quilt with the wall lamp on and waited quietly for Levi to come over.

But it didn't take long, almost as soon as Mr. Nagging went downstairs, the door was quietly pushed open.

Alan, Alan, are you asleep?

not yet.Allen popped his head out of the quilt.You want me to wait for you.

Levy smiled with satisfaction, reached out and rubbed his head.OK.

Well.Allen has a bun face.

Okay, now get the puzzle out, shall we?What about puzzles?It's over.Levy stood by the bed and said.

Put it under the bed... dare not hang it on the wall.Allen whispered.

Then hang it up.Levi squatted down to find the puzzle piece under the bed.Hang it across from your bed so you can see it as soon as you open your eyes.

no pattern...

It is precisely because of the white flowers that I have to do that.Levi came out dragging the puzzle board.Allen still couldn't see what was in the pure white puzzle.He said that it was a surprise that he put it together piece by piece, but he saw nothing but a white picture after putting it together.So disappointed that I threw it under the bed.

Watch me hang it up.Levi walked to the opposite side of the bed with the puzzle in his arms, and took out a few nails and a small hammer from his pocket.

Why do you have everything in your pocket...

Of course, my pocket is a treasure bag.Levy raised an eyebrow at him.Then he turned back and hammered nails into the wall in his contemptuous eyes.

The nails were hammered in, and Levi lifted the puzzle board and hung it on the wall.

Allen frowned and looked at the white puzzle board in front of him.

Alright, turn off all the lights now... Levi came back and reached out to turn off the wall lamp, then drew the curtains tightly, and the whole room quickly darkened, pitch black.

Allen was shrouded in darkness before he could react. He was startled and was about to call out when he was suddenly interrupted by Levi's voice.

Ellen look!

Allen subconsciously raised his head to look at the opposite wall, then froze.

It's the starry sky.

A starry sky appeared on the wall.

Countless fluorescent light spots floated in the darkness, densely packed, more and more, and brighter and brighter. They joined together to form a complete star curtain in the darkness, just like that directly presented in front of Allen's eyes, far away He was only one or two meters away, within reach.

Ah... Allen let out a low voice.so beautiful……

It's a surprise.Levi stood in the dark and said softly.

Um!Allen nodded emphatically.awesome...

When you recover, you will see the real starry sky.Levi looked at him and said softly.That would be countless times more beautiful than this.

I want to see... Allen covered his face excitedly, and he burst into tears.I want to see……

you will see.Levi stepped forward and hugged him, stroking his hair gently.

You're getting better, Alan.You will be healed soon.

will i get betterMy body... will it be okay?Alan lay in his arms and sobbed.

I don't know if your body will heal, but I do know that your heart will heal.Levi said softly, leaning against his head.

As long as your heart is healed, your body will also be fine.

I have never been as normal as I am today, I hope I am a healthy person... Alan looked up at Levi's blurred face in the dark with tears in his eyes, and he cried and laughed as he spoke.

Thank you, Levi...

【8】

/26th/moderate rain to light rain/

Allen lay on the edge of the bed and looked under the bed.Are you there, Guazi?

Melon seeds are hamsters, and the technique of eating melon seeds is ten times better than that of Allen.Luckily Mr. Nagging kept a close eye on him, otherwise he would have eaten himself until his nose bleeds to win over a hamster.

However, the melon seeds seem to have disappeared in the past two days.Alan hadn't heard the bell in the hamster ball ring for a long time.Although part of the reason is that he couldn't bear to let that foodie idiot stumble in a ball that he couldn't handle, but occasionally he would play a prank, but he didn't see the little guy in the past two days.

Run out of the cage?

When Levi pushed open the door, he saw that Alan was about to roll over half of his body under the bed, so he hurried forward to pull him up.

What are you doing?Levi frowned.That's dangerous.

The melon seeds are gone... Allen said sadly.I can't find it.

Levi took out the mouse cage under the bed, it was empty.It appears that it ran out.Levy said.Let's look around the room.Maybe it's hidden under a cabinet.

After speaking, he put down the cage, took out a small flashlight from the drawer, and knelt on the ground to check the gaps under the bedside table and sofa.

Not here.It's not here either... It seems that there is none in the room. I'll go to the bathroom to check.Levy said.

It's not going to the bathroom.Allen always felt that it must have run out of the ward, so he was a little frustrated.If someone sees it, they will be terrified.Small animals are not allowed in the hospital because there may be patients with severe allergies.If Guazi ran out of the ward, he would be caught and thrown away or killed.

Think about it.Levi didn't know how to comfort him.Perhaps it has run into the yard.It's very smart.

hope so.Allen looked at the empty rat cage in front of him in disappointment.Hope it gets free.But what if it's hungry?

Then go to the yard when the rain stops.Levi sat at the foot of the bed and patted his hands.We went with his favorite melon seeds.

Do you say it remembers me?Allen asked suddenly.Does it know that I have raised it?Will it come back like the puppies and kittens that ran away?

I'm so sorry, Alan.Levi comforted him gently.It's not puppies and kittens, it can't leave and come back to you.But it doesn't matter, you will have new friends.When you leave the hospital later, you can raise a puppy and a kitten.They will never leave you.

Why do you say this?Allen was depressed.Why do some people have to leave, obviously we were so close before.

As the saying goes, there is no feast that never ends.Levy said.It is also said that separation is for better reunion.Alan, you don't need to feel bad about this, because some people are not irreplaceable, and the fact that they can leave proves that they are not absolutely necessary for you.And those irreplaceable people, you will instinctively keep them at all costs.

how about you?Allen looked up at him.Are you also someone I don't absolutely need?Is it someone who will leave me one day?

Levi gave him a deep look, smiled and nodded.

I won't lie to you, Alan.So my answer is "yes".And you know this too, don't you?

Alan suddenly very