[Death] Boss is difficult to be

Two of the most fucking things I've ever done so far.

One is to invent Bengyu, and the other is to know Aizen.

Having said that, if I were to go back in time and choose again, I would probably repeat the same mistakes without hesitation.

The collapse of jade was an important factor that caused the turmoil in Jingling Court, and it was also something that person had been thinking about for a long time.Long before Bengyu was invented, he told me a lot about Bengyu.Although thinking about his motive at that time, it should be that he wanted to use my hands to create a collapsed jade.But it has to be denied that the period of discussion and research is the most peaceful and peaceful time we have realized so far.It is also the picture that most often pops up in my mind when I recall the past.

I knew from the very beginning that the man was trying to get close to me.There are not so many coincidences in the world, some are just inevitable.If the initial encounter on the tree was an accident, then what happened one after another is enough to prove my guess.

I don't know when some mutated ghosts with different abilities appeared in Jinglingting, and it was weird and strange as soon as this happened.It is precisely because of this that I was able to meet him for the first time.In order to thoroughly investigate this matter, I went to the forest alone at night to search for useful information to prove my conjecture, but unexpectedly, I was a step too late, and someone there had already discovered the same prediction as me.

Hiding in the dark to observe, the god of death in front of me is very strange, seeing him deal with the mutant void with ease, there is no need for me to come up secretly to join in.Just as he was thinking of leaving in such a quiet manner, unexpectedly the approaching Reiatsu froze the movement of the figure in front of him, and then the originally one-sided situation changed.

As a few spiritual pressures approached, and seeing the man's attacks getting slower and slower, I thought he probably sneaked out in the middle of the night.

Since they're all here for the same thing, let's help him out.

In the gap between Mutant Void's attack, I quickly approached him, grabbed him and jumped onto a nearby tree.Meeting the surprised eyes of the man, I signaled him to silently observe the situation below.This is not a rare thing, but what I didn't expect was that after being surprised, he looked at me for a moment, and then it turned into joy beyond words!

The kind of eyes that looked like meat buns made me unable to concentrate on what the captains were dealing with, so I had to turn my head to look at him.After a few short words, not only did he not doubt what I said, but even the way he looked at me changed from joy to deep satisfaction!

What had caused these changes in his mood?

Judging from his eyes, he seems to be no stranger to me, but... I glanced up and down at the good-tempered God of Reaper wearing glasses and curly hair. I'm sure I don't know him at all.Suddenly, a feeling of being known by someone I don’t know makes me a little terrified, staring at the other person... Could this be the type who has been observing me in secret for a long time?

With this kind of conjecture, after the incident was over, I quickly left the accident site without even being polite.

At first I thought it was just an episode, but the successive meetings later seemed to tell me that this was not the case.

After several observations, the person's words and deeds were all very natural, as if he really encountered it accidentally.But can a person really meet that many times in such a short period of time?I really can't think of any other reason other than deliberate approaching...

But what is the benefit of deliberately approaching me?

With this in mind, I had no choice but to dig out that person's information and study it carefully.

Aizen Soyousuke, fifth team, height 186, weight 74kg... His grades were good when he was in Mao, and he was popular in the fan team. He has no bad habits, is respectful and gentle, and treats others politely. There seems to be nothing wrong.

Then why do you want to get close to me?

Puzzled...

So in a daily conversation, I told Ye Yisang about this matter while talking.My friend sat at the first place, her golden eyes glanced at me, she curled her lips, "What's so rare, Xisuke, I'll go and have a look."

"Ah? It's not necessary, Ye Yisang... I'll just say it casually."

The corner of Yeyi's mouth curled up, and he slapped me on the back, "Ahahaha, our association also happens to be particularly interested in the fifth team, so it's okay to go and have a look."

As her childhood sweetheart, I know about the existence of the Girls' Association, but what does the Girls' Association have to do with the Fifth Division?In my impression, the captain and vice-team of the Fifth Division seem to be all men, right? !

Seeing my puzzled face, Ye Yi smiled with deep meaning, "You don't understand this."

I:"……"

Regardless of whether I understand it or not, Ye Yisang's complexion was rare after returning from that incident.Being able to tame her with a bold personality who doesn't care about anything like this makes me feel that there is something else in it.After that, Yeyi went to the fifth team more frequently, and for some reason, the Women's Association added a lot of content to the fifth team...

And everything I was confused about was solved after I saw the research materials on Aizen's desktop.

It was a detailed document on the study of mutations, and the contents recorded on it were all conjectures I had made before, not only with careful analysis, but also derived to aspects that I had never thought of.This is really a wonderful discussion... Looking at the handwriting of that person, I seemed to feel the connection between our thoughts at that moment. In this field, I am not the only one doing research, but there is another person!

And our thoughts are so similar!

He must have discovered this a long time ago, so he kept trying to get close to me!

That being the case, how can I push it back again and again?

In this way, I went to the fourth team, expressed my thoughts to him, and expressed my willingness to work together.

As everyone knows, the man's face froze, and he didn't answer in time.

I was stunned when I thought this matter would come to fruition, but then I thought about it, isn't it too abrupt to come here?Regret sprouted in my heart involuntarily, I would have known it earlier and prepared to come again...

I thought I would return in vain, but I didn't expect the sudden outburst of emotion from that person to surprise me.I saw him looking at me with almost tears in his eyes, and the tone of his speech was full of excitement, "...But if there is something I can help, I will do my best!" He looked at me fieryly, I have no doubt that if we hadn't gotten to know each other very well, he would have held my hand and said something affectionately, "... I am very happy to have a personal discussion."

Few people would take the initiative to share their research results. Seeing this, I felt a little uneasy in my heart, and I knew that he really wanted it too!

It is a pity that this short meeting was interrupted by the captain of the fifth team, but it is enough for now.

……

There is no doubt that it is enjoyable to do what you love with people who share the same topics and interests.Not to mention that that person can not only bring me inspiration and help in research, even in areas that I am not good at... tidying up the room, making tea and cooking, he can do it all.And during this period of getting along, I have become more and more fond of exploring, discussing, doing experiments, drinking tea and chatting with him.Facing him, no matter what I say, he can immediately understand the words, I know he will understand the meaning of my words, and I am afraid that there is only one person like him in the huge Jing Lingting.

Because we have a deep love for the same thing and a passion for endless struggle.

He and I are both introverted people, so we don't need to say a lot, and we can tell what the other person is thinking with just a look.As it is now, I know he is as happy with the form as I am.Therefore, I also want to express my feelings to the greatest extent so that we can enter into a deeper communication.

A confidant is rare in life!

But the good times didn't last long, and soon I felt the sigh in his eyes.The eyes that usually look at me tenderly also seem to be mixed with some tiredness.The tentative inquiries without margins failed to produce any results. After each experiment, I could see him looking straight at me with indifferent and sad eyes, and quickly retracted after I looked back at him!

"Blue dyed sang, blue dyed sang?" After another experiment, he looked at one place in a daze again.

The repeated yelling worked, and the other party smiled at me in embarrassment, and said softly, "Sorry, I was distracted."

Seeing that the other party's situation was getting worse and worse, I felt that I couldn't bear it anymore, so I asked directly, "What's the matter with you recently, you seem to be very worried."

There was a trace of stiffness on Aizen's face, and after a while, he frowned and looked at me with determination, "Urahara-san, I have something very important to ask you, please give me an answer. "

At that moment, a thought suddenly flashed through my mind, and I always felt that I seemed to understand why he looked at me with sighs and sadness in his eyes.Facts have proved that my guess is correct. After getting my nod, he looked at me with both eyes, coughed lightly and said indifferently, "If you have an obsession with an item... or a person, I keep thinking of that person every day, and I can't restrain myself, that's why."

... As expected!

As a confidant, someone who can communicate with each other without saying anything, I quickly understood the meaning of it.The approach at the beginning was not only because I wanted to have a good friend, but also because I... settled my mind, I replied, "This kind of situation can only mean that you like her."

I specially used her words, but I didn't expect to get the other party's distraught expression.I really didn't expect that my deliberately pretending to be stupid brought him such a big psychological impact. I was thinking of saving it, but then another thought rushed into my mind.

Even if the other party treats you like this, can you accept it?

I have been devoting myself to research tasks, and I rarely have time to think about emotional matters. Not thinking about it doesn't mean I don't understand.Looking up at the person in front of me, he is undoubtedly impeccable in terms of appearance, conduct and character, and he is the one who understands me best... But even so, can I accept it?

the answer is negative.

Although they have the same good feelings, they are far from reaching that level.But if he refuses, will it be the same as the book says, even friends can't be made?

A few thoughts ran through my mind, and finally my heart sank, and I replied, "That's not the case, in fact, I don't know very well. I haven't done any research on this, so don't take it too seriously, Aizen-san."

After speaking, I still couldn't bear it.

The other party exudes a depressed mood. If it is not in my laboratory, I always feel that he will go to the corner to grow mushrooms.

So Wen Sheng invited him to drink in an izakaya, trying to calm his emotions in a harmless way.

The expression in the izakaya is enough to prove that he was deeply hurt. Looking at it like this, I was also entangled in my heart. At this time, the affairs of the second team helped me get rid of the current situation.Lan Ran drank several bottles of wine, his eyes were still clear, he looked at me embarrassed, and thoughtfully replied, "Of course it's business, you go first, I'm going back too."

This scene made my heart shrink suddenly, after all, I failed him.

So after this incident, after thinking about it, I decided to use time to ease everything, deliberately keep myself busy and avoid appearing in front of him, so that he must have a better life.

Behavior like this is always unavoidable. In order to make the two of them get along without embarrassment, I had no choice but to take him to visit the nest of maggots. of new discoveries.But I was surprised to find that he, like me, discovered the same thing - the product that can instantly break the limit of the god of death, Bengyu.

Really worthy of being a confidant!

This incident made my heart restless for a long time, maybe I should think about what he was thinking in his heart, we all know each other so well, just because there is such a thing in the middle of it is not good.

But it's still too late.

Just after I wanted to clarify our relationship, I heard his confession to his captain.

No one would stay in place for too long, it was always my fault at the beginning... I thought so, but what I said was, "Aizen-san, I just think your joke is too realistic. "

"A joke?" His tone was indifferent, "I'm serious."

For a moment, I couldn't bring up any feelings to describe it, but it must be good for this matter to be able to end quietly.But after this period of time, on the one hand, it was due to business reasons, and on the other hand, it was also because of selfishness that I wanted to calm myself down, so I haven't seen each other for several months.

But I was thinking too naively, where the accumulated feelings can be diluted with time.Thinking about it this way, I seem to think that it would be extremely painful for him to change his mind that day.Maybe it was wrong from the beginning, if at first I could... Forget it, there is no point in saying this now.As soon as my brain figured it out, my body moved involuntarily. Just before Ye Yisang told me that I was going to be promoted to the captain of the [-]th division, I once again met with him by night diving into the [-]th division.

The other person looked stunned, but I couldn't maintain the dry smile on my face, so I had to say a few words in a hurry and leave, taking a look and feeling relieved.

But he didn't seem happy.

Soon I learned the reason from Ye Yi-san. It turned out that his captain Hirako-san also failed to accept his feelings... At that moment, I really had mixed feelings. It seemed that there was still a chance to correct everything.

After becoming the captain, because the relationship between me and him has always been underground, we can still only meet when there is no one else.After all, I just took over a team, and there are some things that need to be dealt with. It feels good to chat with him for a while when I have time.Especially when seeing the other party looking at me with worried eyes, I feel that all psychological trauma has been healed.

All the captains know that Aizen got drunk and demolished the tavern to chase Mako Hirako and blast the ghost road. Just because of this, I can conclude that his feelings for Hirako are not as deep as he imagined.During the rare meeting, I also talked about this matter, but he kept perfunctory in front of me... I knew very well that he just didn't want me to care too much about him.

Thinking about it this way, I really feel that I owe him more than a little.

Before I could have any other thoughts, I saw another figure beside Aizen-san.

It's a small thing.

I also have a little impression of this kid, a genius who graduated Mao in one year.

Aizen has a gentle attitude towards him and teaches him everything. Although from my point of view, the young man seems not to be used to such a considerate behavior of his boss, but seeing him revived because of the young man's arrival, I also feel that Sincerely happy.

I also had a chance to talk to Hirako-san because of Hiyori's relationship.Just one conversation and I can understand why Aizen-san falls for him after me, and it also makes me understand that I'm not strong enough.

The third seat named Ichimaru Gin got Aizen-san a lot of attention, not only from Hirako-san, but also from me.Not only that, in addition to research, we even interspersed a lot of discussions about bringing children... no, it was about young subordinates.

After talking too much, I began to think, Aizen-san might want to adopt him, right?

According to the appearance of the name in the chat frequency, Ichimaru Yin has already surpassed Bengyu.

From this point of view, this possibility is very high...

But if this is the case, is he implying that he wants a child...

Family relationships are an essential part of life, but I haven't forgotten about the potential enemy I discovered with Aizen.Over the years, I have been conducting detailed investigations on this matter, but the results of the investigations are not so satisfactory.Because of the combination of all the factors Xia Dao has discovered so far, the most suitable candidate in Jingling Court is the person next to me... Such a conclusion makes me very dissatisfied. After thinking about it, I think I must have a chance to follow Aizen spoke again at a close distance.

So taking advantage of the opportunity of getting drunk at the celebration banquet, I was half-dragged, half-supported, and half-carried by Aizen-san all the way back to Team [-].The moment he put me on the bed, I heard him sigh.

It was very clear in my heart that he really wanted to say something to me.

But this rare opportunity, although I also want to respond to him, but it's still business matters!

During the process of telling, the other party kept a warm smile on his face, and when he mentioned who it was, the doubt in his eyes didn't seem to be feigned...and how could I doubt it was him!

I can't help but feel a little guilty, and after such a long time, if I keep hiding it, I'm afraid there will be a day when I really don't speak.So I took a deep breath and looked at him with the most gentle eyes, "Aizan-san, I have wanted to tell you these things for a long time, but I have never had the opportunity to say them. It is impossible for me to tell other people Tell me about this kind of conjecture." I couldn't help but attach my hand to the back of his hand, and tightened it hard, with a rare feeling of anxiety in my heart, I said slowly, "I'm very glad to have you by my side..."

The door was knocked open before the words were heard!

Hiyori's shout and Heiko-san's impatient voice came in.

Aizen-san answered twice and walked out. Although he didn't finish speaking, I believe he understood what I meant.

……

Things will never go as expected. Just after I felt that I had a breakthrough in my relationship, another incident about Mutation Xu happened in Jinglingting.The accident of this incident seems to be caused by the Bengyu experiment, but I will never make such a low-level mistake.There must be someone behind the scenes to make all this happen.Although I kept convincing myself that it was a mistake in guessing, I was the first to think of that person.

Could it be him who did all this?

Does he seem like someone who would do this kind of thing?

Many thoughts are lingering in my mind, Yu Gong, I should have called him to confront him, Yu private, I still believe him in my heart...

But once I saw that person, all these complicated thoughts disappeared.Looking at the gentle face of the other party, I suddenly realized the real answer in my heart.He will definitely not be the kind of person who easily hurts others for his own purposes.

As his friend and confidant, all I need to do is, believe him!