[Exorcism] Broken Gears

Oops, did I develop feelings for everyone before I knew it?

Looking at the coffins of more than 100 martyrs, Allen frowned.

However, it is also expected, right?It's just that my subconscious mind has been unwilling to think about it.

Sure enough, after a long time, the brain nerves will slack off, after all, I have been with them for almost a year.

Self-suggestion has been completely useless, it seems impossible not to fall in love.

Directly forcibly erasing memories will not work, it will attract doubts in life, and it is not worth throwing away so many experiences.

It's still the same as before, the only thing that can't be stopped no matter what, is the only emotion.

How to do?

Want to let nature take its course?

Absolutely not, the scariest thing is to accept it.

I always think that even if it is possible to lose, I want to get it, but regret it to the point of collapse at the end.

Even though he had failed so many times before, this burdensome emotion still exists now.

So, in some ways, even if you can hypnotize yourself, your brain is not that capable.

Not only because emotions cannot be discarded, those memories from a long time ago cannot be deleted anyway.

For so many years, it remains in the corner of my mind.

Only self-hypnosis can delete recent memories...

Forget it, as far as humans are concerned, they are already very strong nerves.

It's unexpected that it didn't break directly.

Thanks to the intensive training at that time...

Alas?Wait a minute, are you actually rejoicing?

However, only after experiencing pain will you know how to cherish happiness.

Even if I die now, I will be happy~!

But if you fall into a relationship, it won't work, and you won't be able to maintain a happy attitude all the time.

It's really disturbing.

My head was about to explode.

——"Alan, are you okay?"

A familiar voice brought Allen back to his senses.

"Ah, Rabbi...Of course I'm fine, it's more important that you go and see Li Nali."

Putting away his emotions, Allen hurriedly raised his head, showing a convincing smile just in time.

"With Komui watching, how could that sister-in-law let others get close to Li Nali..."

The rabbi pouted.

"That's right. I don't know how many people who confessed to Li Nali were blown away by the Komlin robot. Now there are no people who are courteous. There are many crushes."

As if there was a turning point, as soon as Allen said this, the atmosphere relaxed.

Cooperating with him, the rabbi also deliberately changed the topic.

"Hey, come to think of it, Allen, do you have a girl you like?"

"No, I'm not like a rabbi who just falls in love with a pretty girl at first sight."

"Alas?! Me, me, me... normal boys are like that!"

Seeing Alian's half-hearted look in his eyes, the rabbi waved his hands in a panic.

"Alian, you are the one. You obviously look so cute, but I didn't expect you to be as restrained as Yu's facial paralysis!"

"...Who is the abstinence class, hello."

"So, Allen, what type of girl do you like?"

Allen tilted his head and was stunned for a long time, then came to a conclusion.

"I haven't thought about dealing with girls yet."

"...Then you still say you are not an ascetic."

"......It is not."

It wasn't supposed to be.

About the girlfriend or something, that kind of relationship that is more terrifying than ordinary friends, how can it be possible to try.

Just like ordinary friends, if there is a type that is so strong that it is impossible to die and disappear, then I will consider it.

However, even if there are really strong girls, the idea of ​​reconciling with heterosexuality has never occurred to me.

I don't understand why... Isn't mating just to reproduce?I don't want to have a baby so soon, why would I expect this behavior?

Even if the process can make people happy, it is just the instinctive consciousness produced by the human brain in order to reproduce offspring.

"So, Allen, are you gay?"

While talking, the rabbi suddenly approached.

"...Ah?"

Looking at the magnified face of the rabbi in front of him, Allen didn't react for a while.

"If you don't like girls, don't you like boys?"

The rabbi's mouth curled into a smile.

"Really, please stop asking such stupid questions, Rabbi!"

Uncomfortable being stared at, Allen stretched out his hand and pushed the rabbi's head away.

"...how can you say it's stupid, homosexuality is a big part of it!"

Seeing that Allen was not joking, the rabbi was a little anxious.

"We know several couples in the church alone. ttt and wwww have been dating for five years, and xxxx and yyy are even more in love..."

"Wait? I always thought xxxx and zzz were a couple."

"xxxx and zzz... zzz obviously has a family outside..."

The rabbi wiped off his cold sweat.

"Ah, how low is your EQ, Allen...?"

"Just don't pay attention to gossip topics like a rabbi."

Allen turned his head.

"However, Rabbi, you really deserve to be a scholar. You can even grasp so much gossip."

"...Allen, you are not talking ironically, are you?"

"Well, of course, as long as you can think so."

"..."

Looking at Allen with a bright smile on his face, the rabbi froze.

However, he immediately laughed again.

"Well, it's different from his usual gentle and capable appearance, this kind of dull and awkward Allen is also very cute."

"With all due respect, cute is not for boys, Rabbi!"

Dissatisfied, he knocked aside the hand that was kneading on top of his head, and Allen glared at him.

"But Allen is so cute~!!"

The rabbi, who was prevented from rubbing his head, was not discouraged at all, and hugged Allen directly.

"...Forget it, say what you want."

Having said that, isn't homosexuality even more puzzling?

Even the most basic function of procreating offspring has been lost, and it has no meaning at all.

Ah, sure enough, dating or something is unnecessary.

Unlike ordinary warmth, this kind of thing doesn't even have any expectation or longing.

Now, there's no need to worry about falling into such a relationship.

The author has something to say: Allen's EQ is 0, um, the appraisal is complete.

Anyway, it will transition into family affection and then into love, don't worry... right?