[Exorcism] Broken Gears

I just want to be an ordinary person and live in peace.

This is the simple wish that I have been seeking for a long time.

Although I have killed countless people since I was born in my previous life...Even, after encountering danger, my body involuntarily began to be tense and excited to the point of falling into a strange state, but deep down in my heart, I actually Really hates fighting, really hates blood and death.

Like this, the self who has strange contradictions and conflicts is undoubtedly very annoying.

I don't have the "noble and great" sentimental awareness of an exorcist, and I don't want to.

That type of character, I can't even understand at all.

But this is the only way I can choose.

Unlike the earth, this world, I don't understand at all.

If it weren't for the strange skeletons and the appearance of the so-called "Millennium Earl", I'm afraid I would always think that this world is the original normal earth.

In such a chaotic environment, it is impossible to have an ordinary and quiet life.

Moreover, there is an "anti-demon weapon" on the left hand... Such a body is so special.

In order to survive, I can only become an exorcist.

We cannot stop here.

I want to be an exorcist, I want to gain power, I want to live, I want to move forward.

Whether it's for Mana or myself, I want to live...I want to see more things, more people.

and many more......

Yes, why didn't I think of it.

The simple answer is right in front of you! !

If you want to live happily ever after...

Finding new meaning in existence...

Is it okay?

After finding a new meaning in existence, everything will definitely be better.

It must be so! !

So......

"Okay."

Allen looked at the red-haired man in front of him with his only good eye, and calmly spoke two words.

Trembling slightly, he stood up by himself, and as soon as he turned his head, he staggered away from the tombstone without the slightest hesitation.

The red-haired man was stunned for a moment, and found that Allian's destination was the hospital, so he didn't say anything, but just followed him silently.

After finally arriving at the hospital, I found that the eye injury was not as serious as I thought, so I just asked the doctor to bandage it.

Then, the two started a formal conversation.

"I am Kolos Marian, one of only four exorcist marshals in the world."

The red-haired man introduced himself.

"Hi sir, my name is Allen Walker."

Allen didn't respond to his identity - in fact he had no idea what it was.

The tone of his answer was still very calm, without the slightest emotional fluctuation, it was almost lifeless.

If he hadn't learned about the gloomy character of this kid from Mana, Kuros would have suspected that he was about to commit suicide.

"Little guy, how much time do you need to think about it?"

"I've already thought about it—I'm going to be an exorcist."

"This is a road full of difficulties and obstacles, and you have to be conscious."

Kuros frowned.

"Understood, I will work hard."

Avoiding answering the question about enlightenment, Allen just nodded like this.

What hardships... ridiculous.

No matter what it is, it doesn't matter at all!

The big deal is death, how could it be worse?

I will go on no matter what, and will not stop for a moment.

All right, Mana.

Until I can see you...

Until then, I will definitely keep going.

"Then, from now on, I will be your master. When your eyes are healed, we will embark on a journey of experience."

"Yes, Master."

Allen immediately changed his address.

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This left eye has an astonishing recovery speed—it took only two days for its wound to fully heal.

Other than the added effect of being able to see demons, it doesn't differ in any way from before.

However, in addition to the hair that has turned white due to the curse, there are also weird scars left next to the eyes.

For some unknown reason, the inverted pentagram appeared, which looked a bit like a symbol of a devil, and the bright red curse was like a bloodstain, extending from the forehead to the jaw.

Like blood and tears again... so ugly.

Get ready to go.

There is very little luggage, and there is not much need to organize it.

Before leaving, Allen washed his face in the mirror and smiled.

The first time, it was too stiff.

The second time, it was too much.

The third time, too reluctantly.

Well... so fake.

Let's practice again.

Finally, after repeating it for a full 5 minutes, Allen's smile was completely frozen into what Mana used to be.

You can deal with all the difficulties in life with a smile, guaranteed to be of no use at all, but it will make you look less bad and make the people around you less worried.

That's right, it's good to abandon my former self, I want to become as warm as Mana.

I want to do my best to help others and bring warmth to others.

To be a warm person...

Because, that's the only way to trick yourself into believing it's...

Live instead of you.

Goodbye, Mana, I'm leaving now.

I want to leave here, leave your grave, leave the warm life, leave everything in the past.

I'm sorry, I swear, I won't be so weak that I lose my mind again.

I will suppress the hallucinations produced by the brain itself.

The warm memories of the past, I will definitely and deeply engraved in my mind, it is enough to have them with me.

Thank you, I will live well.

It's too late to ask now, can you forgive me or something...

So I'd better not ask.

Good night, I wish you sweet dreams.

— “Where are we going, Master?”

With a relaxed smile, Allen, who had finished packing his luggage, raised his head and asked Kuros.

"Well, let's go around the country first."

Kuros turned his head with a slightly complicated expression, avoiding Allen's familiar smiling face.

It's really troublesome.

Why is the host of the 14th term such a little ghost?

Forget it, no matter what, the mission must continue.

The fourteenth term must become the strength of the order.

If the cultivation is unsuccessful, it can only be disposed of.

The author has something to say: Change the setting of the original book here: Kolos doesn’t know the Fourteenth, he and Mana both approached him to set up this game in order to make Allen the power of the order, Mana His death was arranged early in the morning.If Allen cannot become the power of the cult in the future, he will be disposed of.