[Exorcism] Broken Gears

ABitThick (excessive)

The only thing Marner ever did to himself that was slightly too much, if anything, was that last one.

Abandonee

If we talk about being abandoned by my mother for the first time, is being abandoned by Mana count as being abandoned for the second time?

The third time must never happen again.

Abomination

Neither Mana nor Allen had the emotion of hatred.

The former is good at forgiving, while the latter is disdainful of expression.

Burgeon

Gradually, Allen found that he regained his feelings in getting along with Mana.

Crackfic (fragment)

Allen tried not to show his cold side to Mana, but he hadn't learned full control yet.

Crossover (mixed fanfic)

After Mana died, it became a curse attached to Allen's left eye and stayed with him all the time.

Deformity

I don't know what's going on with my left hand, it's deformed.

Fortunately, Mana would not be disgusted, otherwise it would have to be cut.

Determination (tolerance)

Allen felt that Mana's tolerance for this dirty world was far beyond human ability.

Delirious&Eternal

It's not that Allen has never imagined that, just as the other party promised, the two can be together forever.

It's a pity that it's just a bubble of happiness.

Externalize

Allen decided to put on the mask named Mana.

Energetic

No matter the time of day, any dire situation, Mana was alive and enthusiastic with Allen.

Until he fell to the ground after a car accident and was completely motionless.

FirstSight (First Sight)

The first time he saw Mana there, Allen, who was still in a state of confusion, almost wanted to kill him.

Looking back a long time later, he was extremely glad that he didn't really do it at the time.

Garrulous

Mana nagged at Allen a lot, but now he couldn't hear it anymore.

Gaffe

Marner never lost his composure, not even once.

Hide and Seek (hide and seek)

Whenever he hides in a corner such as a wardrobe cupboard, Mana can always find him.

Hurt

Mana healed most of Allen's heart.

Then new wounds were added to the scars.

Ice cream (ice cream)

Allen actually doesn't like ice cream that much, let alone eat it with satisfaction.

Unless Mana bought it for him, that's another matter.

Insecure

Every night before going to bed, Allen would be afraid that all this was just a dream.

When he wakes up, it's all over.

IllFated

Later thoughts became just the opposite.

If this destined ending was just a dream, it would be easy.

Junior

Mana was always trying to make Allen realize that he was just a kid.

Kafkaesque (absurd/meaningless)

Allen couldn't understand why Mana would like to tell him bedtime fairy tales that utterly illogical.

Love

Allen still hasn't figured out what love is.

If he loved Mana, then love meant a strong need, right?

Moonlight

Moonlight can save kerosene.

That's the only reason Allen learned from Mana to like Moonlight.

Malevolence

Every time he saw Allen simply doing something very cruel, Mana would feel a wave of powerlessness.

Because he knew that while the child was doing this, he didn't have any malice or relative guilt in his heart.

Necessary

Allen once thought that Mana was an indispensable part of his life, and if he lost it, his heart would collapse.

As a result, he sadly found that his heart was too strong.

Nightmare

Sometimes Allen would take the dream as reality.

Mana had to whisper comforting words in his ear over and over again.

Nebulous

Time will wash away all the good memories.

However, Allen still remembers the warmth Mana left him.

Only

Manar was the only one whom Allen would forgive no matter what betrayal he committed.

Probably

If he hadn't met Mana in time, Allen might not have known how many people he would continue to kill.

Quite

Before meeting Mana, Allen talked less than Kanda.

Relationship

Their bond is inseparable, separated only by death.

Therefore, Allen never thought that Mana would take the initiative to leave in that way.

Smile

When imitating Mana's smile, Allen didn't think it was difficult.

Because, that arc has long been deeply imprinted in his mind.

Secret&Truth (Secret&Truth)

Mana is also a person with secrets, which Allen knows.

Accompanied by that gentleness, there are layers of doubts and intertwined thinking.

However, he didn't pay too much attention to pursue anything.

Otherwise, things may turn into another completely different ending.

Trust

Allen trusted Mana [-]%.

Until (until)

It wasn't until Mana became completely stiff that Allen finally admitted the other's death.

Veracity (honest)

Allen had never lied in front of Mana, at best he just bowed his head and refused to answer.

The case of the latter is less clear.

Variation

Only he knows how much Allen has changed after meeting Mana.

White

Allen hates white because it is not stain-resistant at all.

For the silver-white hair after the curse, he had no choice but to resign himself to his fate and wash his hair a few more times.

World

Allen's definition of the world is him and Mana, plus a suitcase at most.

Xenic (heterogeneous)

Allen felt that he was a different kind, and Mana, who could accept himself as a different kind, was also a different kind.

Well, since they are all heterogeneous, let's try to get along with each other.

——This is what he thought at the beginning.

Yoke (bond/shackle)

As long as it is brought by Mana, whether it is a precious bond or a heavy bondage, Allen will accept it together.

Zero

Perhaps all of Mana's love for him was never there in the first place.

But Allen chose to believe.

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