love you

07

Jiang Qi remained silent, looking at Ming Zheng quietly, those eyes that were persistently wanting an answer were just like the day they broke up.

As early as after the college entrance examination, they planned to move out to live together. The rented house is outside the university school. Because it is rented to students, the monthly rent is very cheap. It is less than 400 a month plus water and electricity. Earning money from a part-time job can easily afford it.

After having a more intimate relationship, Mingzheng simply holds Jiang Qi in his palm and pampers him. Every day when he returns to his little nest of love, he always clings to him, being sticky by his side, giving him what he wants, every time he loves I can't wait to die on him, seeing the crimson flowers blooming on his indifferent face, Mingzheng's chest is full of happiness and sense of accomplishment.

Jiang Qi was a little shy at the beginning, but later he was infected by Ming Zheng's thick skin and let go. I don't know if it was Ming Zheng's illusion at that time, but I always felt that there was a little more humanity in Jiang Qi's always indifferent eyes. , looking at him with eyes full of love.

Jiang Qi also found that he seemed to have changed a little. The world in front of him seemed to be more colorful. The classmates said that he smiled a lot more than before, and joked if he was in love.

The two spent a year of sweet time together in the little nest of love. Even when I recall that year, it is still very sweet, until the day of breaking up.

Jiang Qi remembered that the sun was very strong at that time, he had left school for several days, and was packing his luggage when he returned to the rented house, Mingzheng, as usual, came back with the packed snacks from the school snack street, and was stunned when he opened the door No, squatted beside him and put the luggage back one by one.

Mingzheng: "Well, what's going on with you these days? You don't see anyone all day, and you don't go to class?"

Jiang Qi grabbed the clothes, stuffed them into the suitcase, and asked calmly, "Didn't you read the text messages?"

"Look." Mingzheng looked puzzled, "What are you kidding, today is not April Fool's Day."

Jiang Qi looked at him seriously: "No kidding, let's break up, I'm tired of it."

Mingzheng's eyes sank, "I don't believe such a lame reason, please explain clearly what's going on!"

Unexpectedly, Jiang Qi said mockingly: "When you are tired, you are tired. There is no reason, what? If you are upset, let's fight?"

Mingzheng took a deep breath and looked at him firmly: "Jiang Qi, don't provoke me on purpose."

Jiang Qi pulled up the suitcase, put on the luggage bag, stood up and shrugged his shoulders and said, "You are always so easily provoked, like a bullfight, I think it's better to be a girl after a year, fragrant and soft , unlike men who are tough, I have to get married and have children in the future, so let's end it as soon as possible."

"You fart!" Mingzheng snatched his luggage and threw it aside, hugged him and put him against the wall, his black eyes seemed to be burning with flames: "Jiang Qi, you are the one who screams the most on the bed, right?" ? So you still want to get married and have children? Are you getting hard on women?"

Jiang Qi's expression turned cold, Ming Zheng knew he was angry, but why was he angry?I was the one who got dumped!

Mingzheng is like an angry and helpless little beast, with bright and persistent eyes, "Give me a reason."

Jiang Qi pushed him away, and said lightly, "I'm tired."

Mingzheng pinched his chin and shouted, "You fucking tell me the truth!"

Jiang Qi patted his hand away, and shouted impatiently: "I'm tired of telling the truth, it's the same even if I tell it several times."

……

When I was young, I was always not good at controlling my emotions. When I was happy, I was happy, when I was sad, I was sad, and when I was angry, I was completely angry. Unlike now, no matter how sad I am, I can put on a mask of laughter.

At that time, the two parted ways after quarreling. Jiang Qi didn't know that after the separation, Mingzheng went back to the small town of high school and went to his house to look for him, only to find that the illegal iron house had already been demolished, and Jiang Qi's family didn't know where to go. trace.

After going around for seven years and meeting again, Jiang Qi felt as if a lifetime had passed. The Mingzheng in front of him overlapped with his youthful face, shedding the immaturity and arrogant arrogance of his youth, becoming mature and introverted, more calm and receptive. Confidence, the only thing that remains the same is those persistent eyes when facing Jiang Qishi.

"You want to ask, if I do it all over again, will I still mention breaking up?" Jiang Qi looked at Ming Zheng indifferently, even when he was pressed on the desk, he seemed so calm and calm.

Ming Zheng gritted his teeth with hatred, and wanted to tear open his chest to see if this man had a heart.

Jiang Qi shrugged and said with a smile: "If I knew your family was so rich at the time, I wouldn't have mentioned it. It's a pity that there is no if, so even if I do it again, the result will still be the same."

Hearing this, Mingzheng's face twisted for a moment, and he stared at Jiang Qidao: "Then you are really willing to do anything for money, even ducks."

Jiang Qi's expression turned cold, and he secretly cursed himself for being out of his mind!

"If Mr. Ming is okay, I'll go out first." Jiang Qi pushed Ming Zheng away, turned and left.

Mingzheng stood there looking at the ground, not knowing what to think.

The two broke up unhappy, and in the days that followed, Mingzheng no longer went out frequently to pour water, nor deliberately made things difficult for Jiang Qi, but when he met Jiang Qi, his eyes were always as cold as Bing Lingzi.

Jiang Qi is very satisfied with the current way of getting along without interfering with each other. He concentrates on working on the computer with the lollipop sent by the secretariat in his mouth, and there are unopened imported small biscuits at hand, which he bought specially.

After all, having been out of the society for many years and working in someone else's territory, Jiang Qi is well aware of the importance of interpersonal relationships, and occasionally buys some small biscuits for temporary colleagues around him.

Secretariat, the little secretary ate the biscuits and said happily: "The biscuits that Mr. Jiang sent are delicious. Mr. Jiang is so gentle. He looks very indifferent, but he is actually very caring!"

"Let me tell you, I secretly asked Xiao Chen, Mr. Jiang is only 26 this year, hey, I don't know if he has a girlfriend, such a good person must have a girlfriend, maybe he even has a wife... "

Secretary Liu heard the little secretaries being nympho, and the picture she saw a month ago came to mind, Mr. Ming and Mr. Jiang... well, she shook her head, and knocked on the little secretary's head angrily, "You guys , Work hard! Mr. Jiang will go back in another month, don't even think about it."

"I know Miss Liu, but the biscuits that Mr. Jiang gave are really delicious, please eat quickly, Miss Liu!" The little secretary smiled wildly, and suddenly a low voice came from behind, making her hands tremble in fright , the biscuit fell to the ground.

"What is so delicious?"

Ming Zheng crossed his arms, leaned against the edge of the door, and looked at them coldly.

Although there is no clear rule in the company that it is not allowed to eat snacks in the office, and occasionally some snacks such as afternoon tea are ordered for employee benefits, but it is still very frightening to be caught by the president.

The little secretary said with a dry smile, "Mr. Ming, Mr. Jiang invited you to have some biscuits. Would you like to try them?"

The little secretary thought, based on her two years with Mr. Ming and her knowledge of the CEO, it is absolutely impossible for Mr. Ming to eat such sweets.

Mingzheng glanced at it lightly, picked up the biscuit and stuffed it into his trouser pocket: "I'll take these two."

Secretary: "???" There is a feeling of being confiscated by the teacher in class.

Mingzheng held the document in one hand and put one hand in his pocket. While walking, he looked around from the corner of his eye. On almost every desk in the matts, there were "Jiang Qi's same style of biscuits".

Only he didn't, hum!

Mingzheng returned to the office, took out the biscuits in his pocket and looked around, the transparent paper bag was individually wrapped, with banana biscuits written in Japanese on it, other than that, there was nothing special about it.

A small biscuit was only the size of a one-yuan coin, and Ming Zheng took almost an hour to finish it. He smacked his lips, as if the sweet taste of bananas still remained in his mouth.

When it was time to get off work, the employees packed up and dispersed. Ming Zheng opened the door and took a look, only to find that Xiao Chen was the only one left in the temporary office.

On weekdays, the two people from Xingwei Software always worked overtime until around 8:5 pm, and Jiang Qi left at [-]:[-] today?

Xiao Chen conscientiously typed the code line by line, the thick lens was like a magnifying glass, he didn't even know that Ming Zheng walked behind him.

Ming Zheng knocked on the door twice and asked, "Where's Jiang Qiren?"

Xiao Chen turned his head and replied respectfully: "Mr. Ming, Xiao Jiang has an appointment today, so he's leaving first. It's the same if you tell me what you want."

Mingzheng frowned: "An appointment? Do you know where he went?"

Xiao Chen scratched his head: "I don't know, maybe he went out to eat with his sister. He said last time that his sister came to City C recently."

Ming Zheng let out a muffled "hmm" and left on his own.

In the third year of high school, Jiang Qi only had his father in his family, let alone his biological sister. Could it be that he was his god-sister?

Ming Zheng paused, then turned and walked into the elevator.

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Qianda Square in the city center.

Jiang Qi waited in the cafe for a long time before Chen Yan arrived late with her new boyfriend.

Chen Yan was wearing a white dress with a waistcoat. Her long, straight black hair hung down softly. Her dark and bright eyes brightened her pale face. She was very thin, like a skeleton covered in human skin. .

She waved at Jiang Qi: "Brother!"

Jiang Qi frowned and looked at the yellow hair beside her. He looked like a bum in society, and he didn't look like a good thing at first sight.

"Sit down." Jiang Qi pointed to the chair with his chin.

Chen Yan knew at a glance that Jiang Qi was very dissatisfied with Huang Mao, and the smile on her face deepened, and she purposely hugged Huang Mao intimately.

Among the three of them, only Chen Yan was babbling, and Huang Mao seemed to feel a little embarrassed, so he ordered a cup of the most expensive coffee in the shop and took a step forward after drinking it.

Jiang Qi then asked: "How about the chemotherapy you mentioned last time? What did the doctor say?"

Chen Yan smiled nonchalantly: "As usual, wait until you die." She moved to Jiang Qi's side and took his hand, and said coquettishly, "Brother, I'm out of money."

Jiang Qi frowned: "Didn't I just call you 30?"

Chen Yan curled her lips, and said with some guilt: "This treatment cost 28 yuan, what is the rest of the money enough for? You don't even have enough medicine. You haven't visited me very often in City C these few years. Even my I don’t even know what’s going on with my illness! Do you think I’m dragging you down and want to give up on me?”

"I didn't mean that." Someone in the coffee shop had already looked over, Jiang Qi sighed, and pulled Chen Yan out.

At 7 o'clock, the sky was already dark, and it was chilly outside, Jiang Qi took off his jacket and put it on Chen Yan, and said in a deep voice, "Yanyan, you should actively be hospitalized for treatment, and stop running around. "

Chen Yan gathered the coat on her body, sniffed her nose, and said aggrievedly: "I want to treat it actively! But what's the use? It's useless to replace the bone marrow. It's still the same, and I don't want to! Who Don’t want to be as healthy as you? I’ve been lying in the hospital for 11 years! I can run and jump with difficulty, what’s wrong with me when I come out to play?”

At the end, there was an undisguised complaint in her tone.

Jiang Qi stopped and sighed deeply. Who doesn't like the outside world for an 18-year-old girl, especially a girl who was born with a disease and spent half her life in the hospital.

Jiang Qi wanted to persuade her, but suddenly saw a familiar yellow hair around the corner, "Is that your boyfriend? He's still waiting for you?"

Chen Yan looked over and panicked, "Brother, I'm only short of 30. I want to go abroad, so you can give it to me..."

Jiang Qi pondered for a while, then asked, "Which country are you going to?"

Chen Yan said nonsense: "Go...to the United States! I heard that air tickets to the United States are very expensive, and I want to live there for a while."

"Really? From whom?"

"That's what my boyfriend said."

"Your boyfriend has been abroad?"

"……No."

Jiang Qi looked directly at her: "Then how did he know that such an accurate figure must be 30? Yanyan, he doesn't look like a good person at first sight, don't be fooled and count the money for him."

Chen Yan stomped her foot: "If you don't help, I won't help. I already knew that you think I'm a burden!" Tears welled up in her eyes, "If I hadn't met him, I don't know how long I would have been in pain. Thanks to him, I survived It took me 18 years to feel the beauty of the world."

Looking at the crying girl, Jiang Qi felt powerless, "Yanyan, you should know that all my money has been spent on your illness these years, and I have no extra money at all."

With a bit of resentment in Chen Yan's eyes, she yelled at Jiang Qi: "If it weren't for you, I would have recovered from my illness a long time ago!"

The evening wind was cold, but it was far less chilling than Jiang Qi's. The care and sincerity of the past few years had already been exhausted by Chen Yan's big mouth.

With a cold face, he said: "Chen Yan, since you mentioned what happened seven years ago, let me make it clear to you that I think I have done enough in the past seven years, and you are also an adult. , I will give it to you, but what you do in the future has nothing to do with me, do you understand?"

When Chen Yan said that, she already regretted it. When she heard Jiang Qi's reply, her heart turned cold. Jiang Qi had never spoken to her in such a harsh tone. He always spoke softly like a neighbor. big brother.

but……

Chen Yan looked at Huang Mao's eyes and made up her mind that the 30 must be taken!

"Okay, when will you give it to me?"

"When it's raised."

Chen Yan was in a hurry: "That can't be done! You must give it to me within a month, otherwise it will be too late."

Jiang Qi was puzzled: "Why is it too late?"

Chen Yan opened her mouth and said falteringly: "Anyway, you must give it to me within a month!"

Jiang Qi replied decisively: "It can't be done."

"You..." Chen Yan looked around cautiously, pulled Jiang Qi into an uninhabited alley, and took off his coat. Just when Jiang Qi was puzzled, Chen Yan pointed to the needle on his wrist and said, "I'll tell you the truth." Well, I smoked."

Jiang Qi looked at the needle's eye in her bent hand, and his mind buzzed as if he had been punched.

Chen Yan released another bomb: "Aren't you wondering why I've been jumping around all this time? It's because I smoked du, and the drug made me forget the pain. Anyone who takes a sip of that kind of feeling will not be able to withstand the temptation. A month ago, the doctor said that if I couldn’t find a suitable bone marrow, I could only live for another six months, and I gave up treatment from that day on.”

Jiang Qi pulled her and said in a deep voice, "Is that the yellow hair? Let's go to the police!"

"No!" With a sick smile on Chen Yan's face, she broke the jar and said, "I'm a terminally ill patient anyway, so what if you let me indulge in the rest of my life? You called the police on me." If you want me to die of illness in prison, then call the police, anyway, our family has already been torn apart by you, so what if I am added? Call the police, report it!"

Chen Yan was aggressive and looked at Jiang Qi frantically.

Jiang Qi stared at her, without blinking, pinched her wrist with five fingers and left a circle of red marks, "Why did you give up the treatment?"

Chen Yan's eyes were red, and she said with a smile: "God has already favored me very much. He has given me the bone marrow that was successfully matched twice. I don't believe there will be a third time. The treatment is also very painful. Brother, I don't want to. If it hurts any more, you can leave me alone for the remaining four months, okay? Just give me 4 yuan as you said, and it will be a clean break from now on."

Jiang Qi looked at Chen Yan's dark eyes, and remembered that when he first met seven years ago, 11-year-old Chen Yan was lying weakly on the hospital bed. Despite the pain, there was still a light of hope in Chen Yan's eyes. There was no light, a dead silence and self-abandonment.

Jiang Qi didn't know how he got back. He went to the bar and drank some wine, rejected a few good men and women, dragged his tired body all the way back to the community, and saw a car with the dilapidated community when he arrived downstairs. The out-of-fit Maybach parked on the side of the road, a pair of Cheng Liang's leather shoes stepped on the ground among a pile of cigarette butts.

Jiang Qi ignored the man standing by the car and walked past indifferently, but was suddenly pulled and thrown to the side of the car to suppress him.

Ming Zheng took a puff of the cigarette and spit it out in his face, causing Jiang Qi to cough twice and scolded him for being sick.

After being drunk, Jiang Qi's cheeks were blushing, Danfeng's eyes were slightly drunk, the corners of his eyes were stained with a trace of red, his lips were soaked in wine, and his appearance could only be described as gorgeous.

Mingzheng stuck it up and kissed it, then asked in a hoarse voice, "Where have you been fooling around?"

Jiang Qi turned his head and frowned, "None of your business?"

Mingzheng's eyes darkened, he took off his shirt, checked it back and forth, and after confirming that he hadn't gone out to mess around, he breathed a sigh of relief, and said mockingly: "It's already two o'clock in the middle of the night, I thought you went to pick up customers again .”

He found someone to confirm that there was no black car race in City C today, and Jiang Qi did not go to work at the clubhouse. Xingwei Software had already left work, and he couldn't find anyone. He was waiting downstairs at his house. Fortunately, during the black car race that day, he was sent back and followed him for a longer walk, otherwise Jiang Qiren would not have been found.

Jiang Qi had a splitting headache and didn't want to talk to him. He pushed him away and walked upstairs. Looking back, he saw that Ming Zheng was still following him. The lights in the narrow corridor had already been broken. Zheng followed right behind him, it was hard not to pay attention.

"What are you going to do?" Jiang Qi growled impatiently.

In a residential building with extremely poor sound insulation, children were awakened in an instant, and adults opened the door and came out to swear.

Mingzheng looked at the surrounding environment and frowned, "The salary of a senior programmer is not enough to rent a house in this kind of place?"

Jiang Qi didn't bother to talk to him, and when he returned to the rented house, he didn't care if Mingzheng was there or not. He turned on the air conditioner, took a change of clothes, and went to the bathroom. It was a mess, he just wrapped himself in a bath towel and came out, lay down on the bed and fell asleep without blowing his head.

In a daze, he seemed to hear the sound of a hair dryer, his hair was gradually drying, he was stuffed into the bed, his lips were blocked by something soft, his hands were raised above his head, he could only raise his chin and open his mouth, Strive to breathe through your nose.

After a long time, Mingzheng let go of his lips with a "boo", and licked his lips back and forth with the tip of his tongue.

Jiang Qi was sleepy enough to snore a little.

In the dream, there was a dark guy following him all the time, and a bright light appeared in front of his eyes. After the light, Chen Yan, who was about to cry, opened his mouth to ask him for 3000 million. Ming Zheng suddenly appeared behind him and said that he would buy the Maybach. Giving it to him, Jiang Qi looked at the car in disbelief. A second-hand Maybach would cost millions, right?

Do not!no!

Jiang Qi will starve to death!If you jump down from here, you won't be looking for Mingzheng!

Jiang Qi smacked his lips, buried his head in the quilt and fell into a deep sleep.

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Mingsheng headquarters, the front desk.

Jiang Qi: "Hello, let me find Mr. Ming."

Jiang Qi stood at the front desk carrying a warm paper bag.

The front desk asked: "Do you have an appointment?"

Jiang Qi said calmly: "Just say that Jiang Qi is looking for him."

The front desk was a little bit embarrassed at first, but Jiang Qi had an outstanding temperament and extraordinary momentum at first glance. After thinking about it, she respectfully asked someone to sit aside and called the secretariat.

Jiang Qi sat on the sofa in the hall, thinking about what to say later.

In City C, the wages of programmers are not low. Jiang Qi has deep qualifications, and he is sure to have an annual salary of 40. it's time.

Jiangqi University majored in interior design, and has always been very interested in this area. After dropping out of freshman year, he was busy working part-time. He enrolled in a class to learn computer languages. With his high school education, he could barely find a job as a programmer. I go to work during the day, teach myself interior design at night, and occasionally contact the Internet to make orders. Fortunately, with the qualifications of programmers, I can apply for an adult undergraduate course. I don’t have to worry about work, but money is still very worrying.

He has no friends or family around him, he can't go to the club, and he can't drive a black car. After thinking about it, he still has to find the culprit Ming Zheng for the 30 yuan.

"Mr. Jiang, Mr. Ming invites you to go up."

After a while, the front desk has confirmed it.

Jiang Qi nodded slightly and followed behind her.

He originally wanted to talk to Mingzheng these few days, but Mingzheng happened to be away from the subsidiary company and returned to work at Mingsheng headquarters, so he had to make a special trip.

In the office, Mingzheng buried his head in looking at the piles of documents, when he heard the knock on the door, he said, "Come in."

"President Ming, Mr. Jiang is here."

Mingzheng paused his hand, tilted his signature, and said "um" indifferently, "sit."

Jiang Qi walked to the reception area and sat on the leather sofa. The office of Mingsheng headquarters is more than twice as large as that of the subsidiary, but the decoration style is different from the low-key and simple subsidiary. The atmosphere that old successful people would like, presumably it should be the style of the former president.

He sat and waited for a long time but did not see Mingzheng's next instructions, thinking that this was deliberately leaving him alone.

Jiang Qi stood up, and sure enough, Mingzheng noticed it immediately, raised his head and asked, "Where are you going?"

Jiang Qi said lightly: "Since Mr. Ming is so busy, I'll come back another day."

"...not very busy." Mingzheng put the documents aside, looked at the bag in his hand, there was a faint sweet smell wafting out of the bag, and he knew it was something he liked as soon as he smelled it Brown sugar buns.

What is Jiang Qi going to do?Come to him with his favorite food?

Mingzheng was a little anxious and looking forward to it. He suppressed the raised corners of his mouth, tried to keep his face neither salty nor dull, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Jiang Qi put the bag on his table and said awkwardly, "Have you had breakfast?"

Mingzheng has always had the habit of eating breakfast, but Jiang Qi never eats breakfast. In the past, Mingzheng bought breakfast every morning and forced him to eat it together.

Mingzheng glanced at the paper bag. Although he knew what was inside, he pushed it aside pretending not to care, "You came here to care if I had breakfast?"

Jiang Qi clenched his fist and coughed, "I want to borrow some money from you, and I will pay you back at the end of the year."

Hissing—the sound of a paper bag being squeezed hard.

Looking at the deformed paper bag and Ming Zheng's face that suddenly turned black, Jiang Qi sighed, thinking that this road might not work.

"excuse me."

Jiang Qi immediately grabbed the paper bag and wanted to leave, but Ming Zheng firmly held the steamed buns.

The author has something to say: Today is a thick and long update of 6700 characters~

Chinese New Year is busier than usual, what an annoyance, there is still a side story to write ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh