Big Brother's Mad Dog

To be honest, Qin Xu's first reaction was not to believe what the group leader said about Luo Qingxi.

He felt that Luo Qingxi would not be the one who broke his hope. After leaving the fortress where the leader was, Qin Xu's first reaction was to find Luo Qingxi, and then to prove to his face that what the leader said was completely wrong.

But before he could find Luo Qingxi, the seniors from the medical department had already found him, and another wounded soldier was transported to the wall, so he told Qin Xu to follow him immediately, don't be lazy.

Like a wandering soul, Qin Xu walked over with vain steps.

Fortunately, the uninterrupted training during this period has given Qin Xu the muscle memory to bandage the soldiers' wounds. Even if he is thinking about things, he can complete the task without making mistakes.

In the meantime, it was almost inevitable that Qin Xu recalled what Luo Qingxi did last time when he forced him to stay away from the five members of the scientific expedition team.

That's right, he understands the almost irreversible strength deep in Luo Qingxi's heart better than anyone else.

Countless times, when he expressed his desire to go inside the forbidden area, Luo Qingxi hugged him tightly, and just repeated the sentence: "It's very dangerous, it's very dangerous inside."

And... "I can't take such a risk."

It seems that from the very beginning, Luo Qingxi never showed support for him going inside the forbidden area. Perhaps Qin Xu had faintly realized this earlier, and this was also the crux of their relationship. Subconsciously, Qin Xu had always He tried his best not to let himself face the real problem, but at this moment... maybe it was time to face it.

That night, like a death row prisoner waiting for his last meal, Qin Xu sat on the edge of the bed inside the residence, tensed up, always paying attention to the wind and grass outside, waiting for Luo Qingxi to come back.

At this time, Qin Xu began to notice that the small room they had been living in was far from exquisite, at best it could only be regarded as "full of life". Under the warm yellow light, the wooden furniture reflected the warm light. In such a cruel place, the warmth of "home" is almost precious. At this time, Qin Xu couldn't help recalling his previous times with Luo Qingxi, and he realized that they were so ordinary but so warm.

Luo Qingxi, in Qin Xu's heart, he has always been an exquisite existence like a crystal doll.

All of a sudden, Qin Xu seemed to see Luo Qingxi's downcast smile under the light again, that look seemed to be deeply engraved in his mind, even without Luo Qingxi being here, it still made Qin Xu feel within reach and.

Regarding this matter, do you really want to blame Luo Qingxi?At some point, Qin Xu had this question in his mind.

He found that he could hardly imagine what it would be like, and now he actually felt that he could no longer lose his temper with Luo Qingxi in a stern manner.

But he couldn't convince himself to bypass this matter and never mention it again, because there is no doubt that this time, Luo Qingxi touched his bottom line.

Almost in pain, Qin Xu closed his eyes. At that moment, all the warm scenes in front of him disappeared, the furniture shared by the two of them, the warm yellow light, the note left by Luo Qingxi, and the person who seemed to be sitting The phantom beside me...

Qin Xu didn't know how he fell asleep. When he woke up, he found that he was still sitting down. He looked around and found that nothing had changed... Luo Qingxi didn't seem to have come back either.

But outside the window, the sky has turned slightly pale.

For some reason, Qin Xu breathed a sigh of relief.

He was a little unmotivated. When he learned that he might not be able to enter the Combat Division, something that had supported him in the past seemed to disappear suddenly. He felt that he was still Qin Xu, but the next moment, he felt that no.

This day's work went smoothly. Although Qin Xu was in a trance, he did everything he was supposed to do very well. No one blamed him, and no one noticed him.

It's just... When the medical department could rest, a soldier from the combat department patted him on the shoulder and asked him, why didn't he come to train with them yesterday?Don't you come today?

At that moment, Qin Xu was speechless. For a moment, he wanted to give up, admit defeat, and give up on himself. Originally, as a medical soldier, staying in the forbidden place for enough time to return to Star City was not bad. You can find a suitable job with your graduation certificate, and you can even live an ordinary and happy life that everyone envies.

...It's just that he's not happy anymore.

"Hey!" The soldier finally brought him back to his senses.

Qin Xu chuckled: "You want to be beaten so much? There's really no way."

This day is the day when he fights the hardest, just like the king in the arena, when a loser rolls off the field, another challenger will stand in front of him.

When he came to his senses, it was already dark. He had no defeats this day, and not far away, Huo Yu was looking over with his arms folded, and asked him if he forgot something.

Only then did Qin Xu remember that tonight was the night they and the Iron Triangle agreed to meet every week.

So Qin Xu said "I know, I know", as if he had forgotten all his troubles, he went forward.

Unfortunately, on this day, Yin Shuideng's logistics department did not come when it was time to resupply resources.

So this night turned into a "carnival" between Huo Yu and Qin Xu.

Qin Xu had something hidden in his heart, but it was a pity that he would never tell Huo Yu about it. He was always unwilling to "share" his troubles and disappointments with his friends. He just shared Huo Yu's shoulders. Bragging side by side, sitting on a big rock, drinking the only counterfeit alcoholic drink allowed in the forbidden area, looking at the stars in the sky, and talking to the people around him one after another.

"I said, can I sleep in your room tonight?" Qin Xu asked this question suddenly.

Huo Yu raised his eyebrows slightly, without thinking, "Okay." He smiled and bumped Qin Xu with his shoulder, "What's wrong? What happened?"

Qin Xu didn't speak, but just shook his head.

Huo Yu naturally understood what he meant. He was always silent when he should be silent, and he never asked questions. Instead, he just smiled and added, "You can stay as long as you want, but my bed is quite narrow. I don't know if you sleep Not used to sleep."

Qin Xu is of course used to sleeping.

Although the double bed between him and Luo Qingxi is much larger than Huo Yu's single bed, but in fact, because Luo Qingxi always squeezes him, or hugs him tightly, most of the time, Qin Xu doesn't feel it To the so-called "spacious".

Huo Yu beside him had already fallen asleep.

That night, as it should be, Qin Xu lost sleep.

He felt that he was stupid, there was no other way, and he didn't know how to face Luo Qingxi, so he could only think of this cowardly way - to escape.

Anyway, Luo Qingxi has been very busy recently, so he might not necessarily return to his residence.

Thinking about it, Qin Xu closed his eyes, but his mind turned rapidly again. When he came back to his senses, he had unconsciously calculated Luo Qingxi's next susceptibility period.

It just happened to be these few days.

Qin Xu simply didn't know what he was doing, he moved his body, hammered his bed angrily, and forced himself not to think about Luo Qingxi.

Anyway, didn't that guy have a hot fight with that beautiful omega recently?

In the darkness, Qin Xu couldn't help but sarcastically said in his heart.

He didn't know whether he was mocking others or himself.

After that, Luo Qingxi and Qin Xu didn't meet again for several days, and it was at this time that Qin Xu realized that as long as they didn't live together, the chances for the two of them to meet were few and far between.

Until about five days later, Qin Xu, who was ordered to go to the wall to bandage the wounded soldier at the other end, met a soldier with scars all over his arm.

"Is it sister-in-law?" The moment the little soldier tentatively opened his mouth, Qin Xu's smooth movements inevitably became a little stiff.

"No." There was no emotion in his voice.

"That... I just saw Instructor Luo... Oh no, Chief Luo, he is over there, you can go later..." As he spoke, the soldier's voice gradually weakened, but Qin Xu In fact, Luo Qingxi's approaching steps from behind have already been recognized, and he did not show any abnormality. He is just wrapping gauze around the soldier's arm. Before he can make a perfect finish, behind him, almost behind the ear Luo Qingxi said: "I also need to bandage it."

The little soldier in front of him was obviously terrified, before Qin Xu took out the statistical form and asked him to sign his name, the man shouted in a loud voice: "Hello, Instructor Luo!" and ran away in a hurry.

Helpless, Qin Xu had no choice but to turn his head to face Luo Qingxi, "Where?" His eyes swept up and down Luo Qingxi's body, well, at least on the surface, he didn't find any wounds.

"I got the injury the day before yesterday. When I went back, I was waiting for you to bandage me, but the wound quickly scabbed." Luo Qingxi said, lifting up the hem of his clothes, revealing a scar on his lower abdomen near the hip bone, not a shallow scar, It hadn't been treated, and the blood slightly soaked into the inside of the clothes, but didn't float to the surface.

"The wound is still there, I changed several pieces of clothes, and the mark is gone, on your body..." Luo Qingxi leaned closer to Qin Xu, and sniffed lightly, "There are other alpha breaths."

Qin Xu took out the disinfectant and cotton swabs with no expression on his face, and wiped them on Luo Qingxi's wound with not too light force, but Luo Qingxi seemed to have no pain at all, he approached Qin Xu's direction, Qin Xu gritted his teeth, Step back slightly, not far from the heel, is the edge of the wall, below, is the endless forest in the forbidden land.

"Aren't you going home on purpose? Are you angry with me?" Luo Qingxi's strength even trembled slightly as he grasped Qin Xu's arm with both hands, making Qin Xu feel painful.

Gritting his teeth slightly, Qin Xu finally gave up. He raised his eyes and met Luo Qingxi's golden pupils.

"Luo Qingxi, the leader told me about your persuasion."

At that moment, time seemed to stop.

Qin Xu seemed to hear the sound of his own heartbeat. He stared at Luo Qingxi's face, wishing so much that he would tell him the next moment, "What persuasion? I don't understand."

How he wished that he had wrongly blamed Luo Qingxi. If it was just a false alarm in the end, he would definitely apologize to Luo Qingxi, for sure.

However, Luo Qingxi just stared at him silently, his eyes lost their brilliance, and after a while, under Qin Xu's gaze, he slowly opened his mouth: "Qin Xu, I'm telling the truth."