After rebirth, I got hypermemory

The next day, Xia Kuancheng went downstairs to Rong Yu's house to have breakfast as usual, and then went out together to find Bai Jinwei at the psychological clinic.

While changing shoes at the door, Rong Yu was picking at the storage box at the entrance.

"What are you looking for?" Xia Kuancheng changed his shoes, leaned against the door and waited for Rong Yu.

"Look for my car keys." Rong Yu simply took the glove box in his hand and flipped through it.

"What are you looking for the car keys for? I'll drive." Xia Kuancheng said.

"You drive yours, I'll drive my own." Finally found it, Rong Yu held the car keys in his hands, "After dinner, you went on two dates, and I have to take a taxi back by myself, forget it, I'll drive one. "

"I can take you back first." Xia Kuancheng said.

"Hey, don't," Rong Yu shook the car key and walked out, "I don't want to be so bright, I'll come back by myself, you can accompany Dr. Bai well."

Xia Kuancheng lowered his eyebrows and smiled, first raised his foot to the elevator room and pressed the elevator, and when Rong Yu entered the elevator, he raised his hand and pressed B1.

The two drove out of the underground garage one after the other, drove along Zhongshan Avenue for about 20 minutes, and finally drove into the underground garage of an office building.

Bai Jinwei's psychological clinic is located in this office building, on the 39th floor of Block A, occupying half a floor. It is decorated in bright and comfortable blue and white tones. White soft leather sofas surround the same white round table, arranged in a patchwork manner. The desktop is clean.

The reception desk facing the anti-peep glass door is spacious and tidy, and a bottle of calla lily with white flowers and green stalks stands on the corner of the light blue countertop, exuding a faint fragrance.

Bai Jinwei put her hands in her pockets, leaned against the reception desk, and talked to the little nurse at the front desk with a smile on her face.

Rong Yu pushed the door open, saw Bai Jinwei, waved his hand and called out, "Doctor Bai, I'm here."

"You guys are quite punctual today." Bai Jinwei also smiled and waved her hands.

Xia Kuancheng followed Rong Yu, closed the door, and walked forward.

"Your god is here, seize the opportunity and come on." Bai Jinwei winked at the little nurse and whispered.

"Oh, Doctor Bai," the little nurse blushed instantly, "Don't say that, how dare I have the guts, I just want to see."

"Rong Yu isn't in a relationship yet, so if you really like her, just take the initiative." Bai Jinwei said.

"Oh, no, I don't want it, Doctor Bai, don't say it." Seeing that Rong Yu also came to the reception desk, the little nurse quickly lowered her head, grabbed a piece of work and flipped it in her hand, revealing Guo Liu Haier looked at him carefully, her face turned even redder.

"You good-for-nothing girl." Bai Jinwei patted her bitterly.

Rong Yu stood by the table and waited for a while, the little nurse turned the work folder from head to tail, and then from tail to head.

Bai Jinwei took Xia Kuancheng's arm and walked a little further, took out the key of her office from her pocket, handed it to Xia Kuancheng, and asked him to wait in the office.

Xia Kuancheng said yes, took the key and walked to the other side, came back within two steps, patted Rong Yu on the shoulder, "I'll wait for you in Bai Jinwei's office, come find me when you're done."

"Okay." Rong Yu nodded.

Bai Jinwei looked at Xia Kuancheng's back, frowning into a shallow Sichuan character between her brows, took a deep breath and walked back, seeing Rong Yu resting her elbows on the reception table, her upper body leaning forward.

The little nurse who was facing him was about to poke a hole in the table with his head, and was still turning over the work folder in his hand.

Bai Jinwei opened her mouth, but before she could say anything, Rong Yu said for her, "Nurse, haven't you turned to my page yet?"

"Ah?" The little nurse opened her eyes wide, raised her head, then quickly lowered her face, blushing, "What did you say? What page?"

"My registration," Rong Yu said with a smile on his face, "Are you new to the job? Every time I come to see a doctor, I have to register first."

"Oh oh oh, I understand, I understand, I'm sorry, just wait a moment." The little nurse was in a hurry, looking for Rong Yu's exclusive information bag in the cabinet, and kept brushing her bangs with her hand, and the central air conditioner couldn't blow Dry the sweat off her forehead.

"The one on the left is at the top," Bai Jinwei pointed at the countertop, "You are facing the third book from left to right."

Only then did the little nurse find out Rong Yu's information, took out a blank registration form, lowered her head with a pen, her eyes and eyebrows trembling, "Name, age and sex?"

"Fill it myself." Rong Yu stretched out his hand, his fingers were white and slender, like some kind of beautiful plant.

The little nurse's pen tip stopped on the registration form, and black spots appeared on the white paper.

"What's wrong?" Rong Yu leaned forward, "I can fill out the form myself, but your clinic doesn't allow patients to fill out the form by themselves?"

"Oh, no, no," the little nurse brushed aside her bangs, and handed the registration form to Rong Yu, "I'm sorry, please fill it out yourself."

Standing by the side, Bai Jinwei laughed, shook her head and let out an "ah".

Rong Yu scribbled a few strokes, finished the registration, put on the cap of the pen with a "click", and returned the registration form to the little nurse, "Is this all right?"

"Your contact number needs to be filled in." The little nurse pointed to a blank space on the form and handed it back.

"Oh." Rong Yu lowered his head and "swiped" a few strokes, wrote down a series of numbers, and then asked, "Is there anything else to fill in?"

"No more," said the little nurse.

"Don't I need to fill in here?" Rong Yu pointed casually.

The little nurse blushed and stretched her head to look over, "No need for this, it's filled in by our doctor Bai."

"Then what about here?" Rong Yu pointed differently, with a half-smile.

"Here? I don't..." The little nurse hesitated and panicked.

"Okay, don't waste time, the billing has already started." Bai Jinwei interrupted Rong Yu's prank, grabbed the registration form, and handed it to the little nurse, "Get it for him."

"Okay, Doctor Bai." The little nurse took the registration form, blinked at Bai Jinwei, and blushed like an apple.

Rong Yu put the pen on the table, and Bai Jinwei patted him on the back, "Come on, go to the consultation room, the one in the back."

"Okay." Rong Yu put his hands in his pockets and followed Bai Jinwei.

The aisle of the psychological clinic is silent and bright, stretching straight to the end.In order to protect the privacy of patients, the doors of the consulting rooms on both sides of the aisle are closed without exception, and only the indicator light next to the door is on or off to judge whether there is anyone inside.

There is an atmosphere between Bai Jinwei and Rong Yu that is balanced between indifference and intimacy. Even if there is Xia Kuancheng in the middle, the relationship between the two cannot be called acquaintance.

Refreshing doctor-patient relationship.

It's not that Bai Jinwei doesn't want to get acquainted with Rong Yu, but her professionalism requires her to keep a certain distance from patients and never allow any personal feelings to be involved, so that she can provide treatment plans more objectively and effectively.

If the two of them become friends, it means that Rong Yu will change the psychiatrist.

The two of them were in front of each other, and Bai Jinwei looked back at Rong Yu with an expression that saw through him, "You are very happy to tease our little nurse today."

"Let her be happy, the work here is quite boring." Rong Yu smiled.

Psychological clinics do not need to leave the patient's contact number, which is also out of the need to protect the patient's privacy.The little nurse asked him to leave the phone number purely out of selfishness, but Rong Yu saw through it at a glance, and he didn't tell the truth, so he cooperatively left the phone number.

"Is the phone number you left real?" Bai Jinwei asked again.

"Of course it's true, am I the one who left a fake number?" Rong Yu said.

"Then what if our little girl really calls you?"

"She won't hit." Rong Yu shrugged.

"Then what if? If there is that event, you must not make our little girl sad, she is quite simple." Bai Jinwei said.

"???" Rong Yu couldn't believe it, "Doctor Bai, do you misunderstand me? I'm also quite simple."

"...Okay, I made a stereotype, handsome guys are more dangerous." Bai Jinwei laughed.

"What about my brother? He's also quite handsome." Rong Yu asked.

The smile on Bai Jinwei's face froze for two seconds.

"Forget it, don't befriend a psychiatrist." Rong Yu stepped forward, pushed open the door of the consulting room familiarly, and turned on the indicator light.

The layout of the consulting room is very simple, even because it is too simple, it makes people feel empty and lonely.A table, two chairs, a box of mineral water, a black leather first-class sofa by the window, the white blinds are half open, letting in very thin light.

It is said that this arrangement can calm people down.

Rong Yu didn't think so, he always felt that such a consulting room was too cold and not good.

"How are you doing recently? Did you sleep better?" Bai Jinwei sat down with her arms flat on the table.

"Everything is as usual, nothing has changed." Rong Yu sat across from Bai Jinwei, crossed his legs, and relaxed himself.

"Can you live in peace with those memories of yours?" Bai Jinwei asked.

Rong Yu pressed his forehead and thought for a while, "It seems...I can't, I still want to forget some things, but I can't forget them, sometimes I want to get them out of my mind."

"For example?" Bai Jinwei got up and took two bottles of mineral water from the corner, handed one bottle to Rong Yu, and sat back.

"I want to forget someone." Rong Yu unscrewed the bottle cap, handed this bottle to Bai Jinwei, and replaced the unopened bottle in her hand.

"Thank you," Bai Jinwei nodded with a smile, and took the water, "Why do you want to forget that person."

Rong Yu turned the bottle of mineral water in his hands, "Forget about him, and then you can start over."

"Does it mean the emotional aspect?" Bai Jinwei asked.

Although Bai Jinwei has been Rong Yu's psychiatrist for a year, she rarely mentions her emotional problems as a patient.Even if Bai Jinwei asked, he always said a few words lightly.

If he can take the initiative to bring it up this time, Dr. Bai will seize this opportunity to give him some guidance and let him talk more.

There is currently no cure for hypermemory, and insomnia accompanies it.

But what is more frightening is not insomnia, but the ensuing anxiety, autism, hysteria, and even depression.

Fortunately, Rong Yu has not yet experienced the latter situations.He always deliberately restrained himself, and used more heavy work to divert his attention from his illness, which was still effective.

But work is not the only part of life.Rong Yu is now 24 years old, he is a very attractive man in every aspect, it is really hard to understand if he does not talk about feelings.

He didn't deny Bai Jinwei's question about feelings, and nodded, "Yes, in terms of feelings, I fell in love with the same person."

"The same person?" Bai Jinwei asked, "How should I understand this matter?"

"We were together before, then separated, and now we meet again." Rong Yu said simply and clearly.

Bai Jinwei asked: "Has this matter troubled you?"

"Some." Rong Yu replied.

"Has he hurt you?" Bai Jinwei asked.

Rong Yu was silent for a while, not thinking about whether it hurts or not, but organizing his words, "Strictly speaking, those memories about him hurt me more, but those memories of mine may not be a thing. the truth."

The electronic clock at the corner of the table was beating numbers, and Bai Jinwei took a sip of mineral water, "Rong Yu, I sometimes feel that you don't need a psychiatrist, you can analyze it yourself. My place is basically equivalent to a pharmacy for you." .”

"How can you say that? Of course I need your medical skills." Rong Yu smiled.

"Since you have said so, let me give you a suggestion from a professional point of view, don't be with him again, and change someone."

Rong Yu looked up at her, holding the mineral water bottle with both hands, "Another person? I don't know if I can still like it. Every time I think of the word like, I can only think of him, and his name is also Two words, to me his name is like a synonym for liking, hell."

Bai Jinwei nodded, "Understood."

Rong Yu raised his head and took a sip of water, capped the bottle carefully, and rubbed the bottle back and forth in his hands.

"Why do I suggest you change someone else?" Bai Jinwei said, "From my point of view, you already have a very clear memory of the pain in the past, but the memory related to him has brought you pain. Being with him is like putting a key to unlock painful memories in front of your eyes. He will definitely overlap with your memories, and you will eventually become more and more unable to distinguish between memories and reality, which will definitely cause disorder in your thinking. To put it more seriously, you will lose your normal life. And the normal life in front of you is something you managed to control with your own willpower."

The expression on Rong Yu's face was very serious, and his brows were tightly furrowed.

Is it only pain?

Not at all.

He would think of Yan Xiao who used to call him brother in a crisp and sticky way, and he would also think of his mouth pouting from eating candied haws, which was as soft and moist as a piece of pink jade, and the way he would look at him at any time A pair of bright black eyes, a light kiss from him when he was falling, he hesitated to speak...

Rong Yu raised his hand and pressed his forehead.

Bai Jinwei continued to calmly say, "Of course, I am a psychologist, not an emotional expert. Psychology has theoretical support. Under the guidance of theory, it is not difficult to treat patients and provide psychological counseling. But feelings are not good. Feelings only have practice and no theory. It doesn’t have a strict rating, and everyone’s liking is different. No one can tell you how much you like a little bit, how badly you like it.”

"So?" Rong Yu asked.

"So you still have to listen to yourself, and listen to what you think in your heart." Bai Jinwei said, "Do a hypnosis today, since you have raised a question, and my suggestion is contrary to your thoughts, then let me Make up your own mind. Going against your own will is also painful, perhaps more painful than past injuries.”

"Okay." Rong Yu stood up, walked to the window, bent down and adjusted the sofa to a horizontal position, took off his shoes and lay down on it.

"Relax." Bai Jinwei stood in front of Rong Yu's head, adjusted the position of the camera, and said softly.

......

After 50 minutes passed, Bai Jinwei asked all the questions and saw that Rong Yu was falling into a deep sleep, so she didn't wake him up and went back to the table to sort out all the records.

After another half an hour, Bai Jinwei walked to the sofa, and patted Rong Yu's shoulder heavily twice.

Rong Yu opened his eyes, dazedly, "Ah? Finished?"

"Well, it's over, and I let you sleep for another half an hour." Bai Jinwei said.

"Oh, what did you ask?" Rong Yu asked.

"I recorded it all, do you want to watch it?" Bai Jinwei asked.

"Forget it, I don't want to see myself being controlled, just tell me." Rong Yu sat up.

"His name is Yan Xiao?" Bai Jinwei asked.

"Yes." Rong Yu replied.

"Which two words?"

"Serious Yan, carefree Xiao, Yan Xiao."

"Like a boy's name." Bai Jinwei smiled.

"It was a man." Rong Yu said.

Bai Jinwei froze for a moment, and quickly covered up her surprised expression, "His name is in every word of yours."

Rong Yu lowered his eyelids, pursed his lips and smiled as if he knew the result a long time ago.

From his reaction, Dr. Bai already knew the answer. She dutifully reminded her patients, "If you have any psychological or physical discomfort after that, you must come to me. I will prescribe the common medicine for you today, remember Take your medicine on time, and don’t take sleeping pills if you can.”

"Okay, thank you Doctor Bai." Rong Yu had already put on his shoes, grabbed the mineral water and drank a few swigs.

Bai Jinwei handwritten the drug bill and handed it to Rong Yu, who took it and glanced at it, then glanced at the clock on the table, "There are no patients in the back, let's go eat, Brother Kuan said I've made an agreement with you." of."

"Okay, there's no more patients. Go find Xia Kuancheng first, and I'll clean up the place." Bai Jinwei said.

"Okay, we'll wait for you in your office." Rong Yu walked out.

"Hey, Rong Yu." Bai Jinwei stopped him.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Rong Yu stopped and turned around.

"I plan to break up with your brother." Bai Jinwei said.