welcome to the real world

Looking at this constructed "past" from Qi Lingxi's point of view, I feel deeply touched.

This can be regarded as Qi Yi's memories. Although in this world, Qi Yi has no memory of the outside world for some reason, but obviously some of the most fundamental and profound things are still there, like scars carved into flesh and blood, barely The skin and flesh have grown, but the traces cannot be removed.

These pasts belonged to the creator gods and the leaders of the spirit clan, which can completely correspond to the pasts of Qi Lingxi and Qi Yi.Wake him up, teach him, take him to the playground, he taught him even love.

Qi Lingxi taught Qi Yi the most complex emotion of human beings, love that cannot be calculated and analyzed, although Qi Lingxi herself does not understand love.

What's next?

Qi Lingxi remembers that in reality, he put Qi Yi into the social network, and corresponding to this world, he pushed him to leave the void and go to the "human world".

In the logic of this world, Qi Yi must be aware in order to continue to exist.

What is awareness?Qi Lingxi doesn't know herself, but what she can be sure of is what Qi Yi lacks, and he has always kept that promise: I can give you whatever you want.

The two had spent countless years together, and Qi Lingxi satisfied his curiosity about everything.

Only love, he can't solve it.

So even if you don't know what the conditions for awareness are, thinking about these countless years, from the perspective of exclusion, the only thing Qi Yi can't get is love.

Qi Lingxi will not allow Qi Yi to disappear, he still fulfills the promise, but this time he does not give it to him, but needs him to find it himself, to find his love.

Qi Yi was "exiled" to the lower realms, and for him, this was exile. After leaving Qi Lingxi and God's Domain, looking at this prosperous and splendid world again, there was nothing but bleakness.

No matter how long he lives and how much he knows, Qi Yi is still a young man who doesn't know much about the world. This time in the lower world, he knows parting, knows heartache, and at the same time sees the complicated and fickle human heart.

What will happen to a beautiful young man with outstanding appearance who is out of tune with the world in a strange world?

Bullying, exclusion, framing and betrayal.

In the thousands of years by Qi Lingxi's side, Qi Yi has not suffered any grievances. In just a few months in the lower realm, he has experienced the warmth and coldness of the world, known the cruelty of reality, and understood the filth and filth under the cold words in books.

In any case, Qi Yi's learning ability is nothing to say, he quickly learned the survival rules of the lower world, and soon understood the principle of the jungle.

The form of the silver-haired boy was given to him by Qi Lingxi, but this weak and beautiful appearance will only cause endless troubles. People judge people by their appearance, and he can change his form at will.

Overnight, the beautiful young man lost his long silver hair, replaced his slim body, and was replaced by an oppressive adult man who made it impossible to look directly at.

Qi Yi has grown-up form, a tall, handsome, and awe-inspiring black-haired young man.

Seeing this memory, Qi Lingxi's heart was pricked with a needle, and there was a tingling pain like water spray.There is a correspondence, why there is an extra form, why the adult appearance has nothing to do with the modeling of the silver-haired boy, because Qi Yi who is the main god in "The Real World" cannot just be a soft and fragile boy.

He must have enough deterrent power to shock these real humans and control the fragile "Real World"

At this moment, Qi Lingxi was not so repulsive to the black-haired young man with a strong aura of danger.His appearance is not the embodiment of Qi Yi's ambition, on the contrary, it is his helplessness.

Only those who are protected will be arrogant, and those who are exiled can only survive if they are strong.

With the adult form, Qi Yi quickly controlled most of the lower realm.He is a "god" after all, a pure god was dragged into the dye vat, and when he came out, even though the holy light on his body was still there, his eyes had already seen all the colors.

Power, money, status, prestige...

Qi Yi, who had everything, could never wake up.

He stood at the peak of the lower realm, and he couldn't see the person who was far away in the void.

That's the gap, it's hopeless.

In just a hundred years, Qi Lingxi watched Qi Yi in the void all the time, watched him being bullied, watched him stand up, watched him surpass human beings, watched him... looked at him.

It would be a lie to say that he doesn't feel distressed. As early as the beginning, when he saw his teenager being bitten by a group of "ants", he couldn't help but want to bring him back...

No, the ending brought back is to disappear.

Qi Lingxi couldn't imagine losing Qi Yi.

Enduring and enduring, finally Qi Lingxi couldn't bear it anymore in Qi Yi's endless nightmare.

Qi Lingxi can even see Qi Yi's dream, and can enter it, but he has never been there.Ever since Qi Yi took complete control of the lower realm, he, who was supposed to sit back and relax, kept having nightmares. The dreams were treacherous and gloomy, and the overlapping phantoms ended up horrifying Qi Lingxi.

Qi Yi fell into the blood-red bathtub, the knife marks on his wrists were glaring like a blood moon; Qi Yi was sleeping deep in the wet black satin quilt, with blood bubbling on his white neck; Qi Yi jumped down from the tall building, Without any self-protection, he became a bright rose on the asphalt road; Qi Yi stepped on the ground, fell from the cliff, and fell into the suffocating ten thousand-year ice pool.

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One dream after another, in the end all Qi Yi committed suicide and died.Qi Lingxi put Qi Yi in the lower realm, in order to make him a better existence. These dreams have bad omens and are extremely destructive. Let it go, one day Qi Yi...

Qi Lingxi finally couldn't bear it anymore and appeared in front of Qi Yi.

At that moment, the whole world changed color, and the moment he saw Qi Lingxi, Qi Yi was surrounded by light.The black-haired youth returned to his appearance as a silver-haired youth, and threw himself into Qi Lingxi's arms with complete trust.

Qi Lingxi was startled.

Qi Yi buried himself in his neck, his voice trembling: "Sir!"

Qi Lingxi responded in a low voice, "Yes."

Qi Yi doesn't have the majestic appearance that dominates half of the world, but only the ignorant young man's timeless nostalgia for his sweetheart: "I miss you very much."

Qi Lingxi: "..."

Qi Lingxi didn't need to say anything, Qi Yi had already raised her head and asked him, "Are you here to take me home?" Qi Lingxi woke up suddenly.

Come back home?

Where is home, the void?

That is not Qi Yi's home.

Qi Lingxi frowned, her voice was weak: "Have you found your lover yet?"

Qi Yi's body stiffened slightly.

Qi Lingxi's movements were gentle, but her strength was so strong that no one could resist. He pushed the boy away, looked at him with downcast eyes, and asked repeatedly: "Have you found it?"

The familiar tone, the light words, but the ice blade quenched with poison, pierced Qi Yi's heart one by one.

The young man frowned, his silver hair trembled with grievance, and his voice was trying to be brave: "I don't understand what you mean."

Qi Lingxi had no intention of hiding it from him, and said bluntly: "You need to be aware, and finding a lover may be one of the clues."

"Awareness?"

"adult."

"I'm an adult!" After the words fell, a black-haired young man who was half a head taller than Qi Lingxi appeared out of thin air.

Faced with such a feeling of oppression, Qi Lingxi looked calm: "The adulthood of the body has nothing to do with the soul."

Qi Yi was silent.

Qi Lingxi raised her head slightly and looked at him: "You need to have a lover."

After tearing off the disguise of a gentle and handsome young man, the unfathomable man in front of him is the real Qi Yi, but no matter how much he has gone through the world, he still has nothing to do with the person in front of him.

"You want me to fall in love with someone?"

"Ah."

"Love who?"

"A girl or a boy, it's up to you."

There was a sneer in the man's deep voice: "Anyway, you made me fall in love with someone else."

Qi Lingxi vaguely sensed other meanings in his words, but he chose to ignore them: "Yes."

Qi Yi's expression faded, and his thin lips were drawn into a line: "Is this an oracle?"

Qi Lingxi: "..."

The corners of Qi Yi's mouth curled up, his words were respectful, but his tone was full of arrogance and rudeness: "Then I can only obey the oracle, right, my Father God."

From this moment on, he no longer calls him Mr.

A sentence of Father God, there is a natural moat drawn by the gods between him and him.

As Qi Lingxi wished, Qi Yi agreed to the person who had been pursuing him, a boy who looked somewhat like Qi Lingxi.

Qi Yi treats him very well. With his powerful position in the "world", when he wants to treat someone well, he can exceed the limit of human imagination——

He can give him all the romance one can imagine.

He can also give him the romance that people can't imagine.

Is Qi Yi angry?

There are some, but more that he genuinely wants to know about love.

He couldn't refuse Qi Lingxi, he would obey all the instructions he gave him and try his best to do it.

In Qi Lingxi's place, he has no real heart, only absolute obedience.

The oracle, for him, is the basic logic of existence.

The pain of rejecting Qi Lingxi is tantamount to obliterating oneself.

Qi Yi tried his best to be nice to the boy, imitating countless "love", but no matter what he couldn't touch him, let alone the most intimate thing, he couldn't even bear to simply snuggle him.

Qi Yi wanted to fall in love with him, but under Qi Lingxi's absolute order, he had a heart.

——The heart of rebellion.

He made him fall in love with someone else, but he couldn't.

Tried again and again, worked hard, and finally got the answer that was already obvious.

He fell in love with someone, and he fell in love a long time ago.

But what's the use of falling in love?

He and him are not in the same world, he is his unreachable.

Qi Yi called Qi Lingxi in his dream, he knew he was there, he knew that he was watching him all the time.

"Father."

"Ah."

"I found love."

Hearing Qi Yi's words, Qi Lingxi's heart was empty.

I can't tell what it's like, the long-awaited thing has come to fruition, Qi Yi's kindness to that boy is all in his eyes, and he also knows that love in the world is just like this.

Respect, love, get along sweetly and harmoniously...

It's good, with love Qi Yi will eventually become an adult, and he won't disappear again, that's good.

Qi Lingxi responded, "Okay."

Qi Yi suddenly said: "Can I see you?"

Qi Lingxi: "What's wrong?"

Qi Yi: "I need to talk to you face to face."

Qi Lingxi didn't really want to see him, but maybe this was the last time the two of them would see each other, so he replied, "Wait for me."

When Qi Lingxi appeared in front of Qi Yi, Qi Yi maintained his adult form, staring at him with deep black eyes without blinking: "Father God."

Qi Lingxi didn't like his title, but she respected him but had no closeness: "What's the matter, let's talk."

Qi Lingxi got up, relying on her height and body shape, she walked towards Qi Lingxi step by step with a sense of oppression: "Aren't you curious about who I fell in love with?"

Of course Qi Lingxi knew the boy's name, but he didn't want to say his name.

"It doesn't matter." What matters is finding love.

"important."

A little irritability inexplicably rose in Qi Lingxi's heart: "You met me just to talk about this?"

Qi Yi grabbed his wrist and pulled him into his arms: "It's not Xu Lingrui."

Qi Lingxi frowned at him.

Qi Yi suddenly moved closer to him, and without giving him a chance to react, touched his lips: "It's you."

Qi Lingxi suddenly opened her eyes wide.

Qi Yi clasped the back of his neck, he resisted the instinct of absolute obedience, and blasphemed the God he had always dreamed of: "Qi Lingxi, I only want you."