welcome to the real world

This is something that Q has never thought about.

His upbringing since he was a child made it impossible for him to do this kind of thing that took advantage of others. He erased Qi Lingxi's memory just to let him live and live well.

Even after he woke up, Q kept avoiding being with him for long.

He didn't want to give himself delusions anymore, especially after he almost lost Qi Lingxi completely, he didn't want to provoke him anymore...

Whether it is rational or timid.

q doesn't want to sink down any more, and doesn't want to experience the feeling of loss anymore.

The nerves that had been tense for a long time collapsed because of Qi Lingxi's words.

Long-term restraint will not dissipate the desire, but will intensify it.

The so-called rationality is thinner than the window paper in front of this cluster of small flames, and it burns into a raging fire as soon as it ignites.

Q didn't make a sound for a long time.

Qi Lingxi, who had already spoken, was not afraid anymore. His cheeks were flushed, and his trembling eyelashes were full of beautiful eyes that had just opened their hearts. He looked at Q and asked him in a low voice: "Do you really hate me?"

q: "..."

The light in Qi Lingxi's beautiful black eyes dimmed.

Q replied without thinking: "I don't hate it."

It's just such a simple three words, those eyes are as bright as the scorching sun again, and Q forgets to blink when he sees them.

Qi Lingxi was still nervous, but bold, her fiery emotions were carefully released between her vocal cords: "So...do you hate me who likes you?"

like you.

I like you.

do you hate it

How could he hate it.

He just...

only……

Q laughed and shook his head.

He didn't dare to speak, because when he made a sound, the emotions he had suppressed for a long time would pour out, and he would be frightened...

"Well."

q's black eyes slightly opened.

Kissing Qi Lingxi on his mouth had exhausted all her courage, the blush on his cheeks spread to his snow-white neck, and he was so shy that he wished he could find a crack in the ground.

"How about this?" He still asked him with trembling voice, "Do you hate it?"

q: "..."

Not getting a response is panic, Qi Lingxi raised her head again, for fear of seeing disgust in Q's eyes.

However, when she raised her head, Qi Lingxi was stunned.

How can there be disgust?

Those eyes that have always been calm and calm, as if nothing in the world can shake them, have a blazing flame, which is an amazing heat that can burn everything.

"Doctor Q... um..."

The long-term reason was finally crushed by this last straw.

Q thought that all he had to do was look at him from a distance, until he held his body and kissed his lips, tasting an unimaginable sweetness.

It doesn't belong to him, it belongs to him.

If it was a dream, he hoped that the end of the dream would be death.

Q and Qi Lingxi fell in love.

On this desolate star that no one cares about, with the blessing of a few desolate star residents, they are together.

Everything is so logical, everything is so natural.

As if they should have embraced so sweetly, been obsessed with each other's bodies, woke up together in the morning and saw each other in the first rays of sunlight.

Qi Lingxi's love for Q is straightforward, passionate and unreserved.

He never hides his liking for him, never hides his love for him, he loves frankly, sincerely and bravely.

This made Q's heart sweet and rich. He experienced a real feeling of being alive that he had never had before, felt the most beautiful emotions in the world, and felt so lucky to be born as a human being.

At the same time, I will wake up in the midnight dream.

stolen...

All this was stolen from him.

Qi Lingxi nestled in his arms, her sleeping face clearer and more beautiful than moonlight.He relied on him, trusted him, and loved him, but there was deep darkness behind Q facing the light.

Qi Lingxi's feelings for him are something that Q dare not think deeply about.

He forgot Qiyi and fell in love with him.

Is he really in love with him?

Maybe subconsciously, he still remembers him.

Even more overwhelming for Q is the uncontrollable future.

Will Qi Lingxi forget the past forever?

If one day he remembered it.

How to face everything in front of you.

Neither he nor he can bear it.

With such fear in mind, Q walked on eggshells every day.

The sweeter it is, the scarier it is.

The more you kiss, the more afraid you become.

The more closely connected you are, the less you can touch each other.

Holding quicksand tightly will only speed up its loss.

But what can Q do?

From the moment he chose quicksand, all he had was loss.

Qi Lingxi didn't know about this, he was just immersed in the sweet love, just attached to his lover, imagining the future of the two of them.

"Q, have you ever been to Capital Star?"

"……Um."

"What's it like there? Is it blue everywhere? A blue planet sounds amazing!"

"Only the sea is blue."

"Is the sea everywhere? People live on the sea?"

"No, people live on land."

"That's great too, the land surrounded by the sea feels so happy."

People in Desolate Star are always yearning for Capital Star.

The earth is not the largest habitable star, nor is it the only habitable star, but in the hearts of mankind, she is undoubtedly the most beautiful.

Beautiful blue planet, beautiful blue ocean, beautiful cradle of life.

Qi Lingxi's longing for the capital star comes from instinct, and one day he will return to the capital star, just as he will leave him one day.

Q abruptly changed the topic: "What do you want for dinner?"

Qi Lingxi pursed her mouth: "Why don't you like Capital Star?"

q: "No dislike."

Qi Lingxi suddenly said: "Then let's go and have a look?"

q: "..."

Qi Lingxi was afraid that he would be angry: "Well, if you don't want to go, we won't go."

Q took a light breath and said, "It's not that we don't want to go, but we can't go back."

Qi Lingxi's eyes lit up again: "If given the chance, would you accompany me to see Capital Star?"

Q paused, but still couldn't bear to refuse him: "Okay."

If given the chance, he can let go.

The two of them are intimate together, and there is only one thing in between, which is Qi Lingxi's knot in her heart——

Q never took off the mask.

After the first sweetness, the first thing Qi Lingxi did was to touch his mask.

Q held down his hand.

Qi Lingxi was startled for a moment, and then he said sullenly: "We are all like this, why don't you let me see you?"

Q loosened his grip on his waist: "No."

Qi Lingxi bit her lower lip: "Why!"

Q resisted the bitterness welling up between his lips and teeth, and said calmly: "It will scare you."

The anger in Qi Lingxi's eyes dissipated immediately, worries surfaced, and her voice softened: "It's okay, I don't care, I like you no matter what you look like."

q: "..." Qi Lingxi leaned closer to him, and kissed him from his chin to his thin lips, and then the cold mask. He kissed delicately, as if he was drawing the outline of his facial features, and told him silently— —He loves him, not for his appearance, but for his person.

At that moment, Q really wished he was an ugly monster.

As long as he doesn't look like Qi Yi, it doesn't matter how ugly he is.

Sadly……

He has a face that Qi Lingxi loves very much.

Q lowered his eyes, and said in a rare fragile voice: "Give me some time."

Qi Lingxi was undoubtedly distressed, and he immediately said, "No hurry, no hurry."

He only thought that Q was inferior to his own appearance and didn't dare to take off the mask, which really needed time to heal.

He shouldn't be so hasty, he should give his doctor enough time, as long as he feels his love for him, one day he will take it off on his own initiative.

Qi Lingxi repented and said: "Don't be sad, I won't force you, it's okay... as long as it takes, I'll wait for you."

He really doesn't mind what he looks like, he just likes him.

I like the doctor who takes care of him gently, I like the doctor who is full of him, I like Q who is as knowledgeable and mysterious as the sea.

Well, Qi Lingxi told herself, don't worry, time will tell everything.

His doctor will see his heart.

It's a year in a flash.

Qi Lingxi became Q's assistant. He was quick to learn everything, and he was unexpectedly talented in medical treatment.

q taught him medical knowledge, he learned seriously and focused, and his comprehension was extremely high.

Under Q's explanation, the tedious knowledge was absorbed and accepted by Qi Lingxi in the blink of an eye, and the two of them often discussed for a whole morning.

Time flies in the blink of an eye after losing control.

Why is it dark, why is it light?

Both Qi Lingxi and Q have lived very comfortably this year, if there is any small entanglement, it is the mask.

Qi Lingxi was soft-hearted, and always wanted to take off his mask, but Q was obedient to him, except for the half mask, which never took off.

She has survived the sweet talk, resisted acting like a baby, and resisted all kinds of fancy temptations...

Q almost fell into the day Qi Lingxi carefully prepared for him.

Never thought about marriage, never thought about starting a family.

But on that day, October 10th in the capital calendar, Qi Lingxi proposed to him.

"Mr. Q, are you willing to become a partner with me for the rest of your life?"

Q froze. Standing in the morning sun, he seemed to see the colorful clouds in the sky. These mottled colors made everything around him dreamlike.

Especially the young man standing in front of him, with black hair shining in the morning light, his raised eyebrows carrying thousands of stars, and the sweet love at the corner of his mouth is enough to melt the entire universe.

Qi Lingxi looked at him without blinking, and there was a little panic in her voice: "You...do you want to?"

Q's life has been supreme and noble since birth, and rebellion against everything since birth. He is firm, strong, and never compromises. He never shed tears when he was most desperate.

Only at this moment, his eyes were moist, and he tasted the sweetest bitterness in the world.

Q embraced Qi Lingxi, tightly holding him in his arms, thinking that even if the world ends in the next moment, he would be satisfied.

"Qi Lingxi."

"Ok?"

"I hope you won't regret it."

"Regret? Regret what."

"..."

"I won't regret it. Meeting you, liking you, and marrying you are the happiest things in my life!"

"Qi Lingxi..."

"Ok?"

"sorry."

"Why are you apologizing? You don't want to marry me, do you? Q You're going too far. Going to bed without the purpose of getting married is flirting... um..."

they got married.

In front of the few residents of Desolate Star, he made a promise for a lifetime.

Even though "life" is so short, Q has never regretted it.

It's just that he never asked Qi Lingxi again if he regretted it.

What is the need to ask?

From the very beginning, he was sober and fell, and he was the one who dragged Qi Lingxi into the abyss beyond redemption.

Everything is his own fault.