Flowers bloom under the low wall

Mr. Rabbit's room is always noisy.

Liang Fuyu was very noisy, always yelling and playing for a while, and when he was tired of singing, he started calling people to play games, as if he had long forgotten the original intention of the party.

The cards and dice on the table were in a mess, and there was a glass in front of Yu Xi.

The bottom of the cup is narrow and the mouth is wide, and there is a thin reflective band on the smooth edge of the cup. The orange-yellow liquid inside reflects streamers of light, which seems to be quite luxurious.

Yu Xi leaned back in discomfort, his eyeliner was oozing blood, with a hint of intoxication, half-closed eyes staring at a bright spot in the cup in a daze.

Soon, one hand casually picked up the cup, hanging it without lifting it, and a circle of shaking shadows fell on the white tabletop.

"Bai Yixiao." Yu Xi called out in a tone of voice.

Bai Yixiao's eyes were a little red, she was introverted, she played games and drank very sparingly, at the moment her face was only slightly smelt of alcohol, but there was no trace of drunkenness.

Yu Xi closed his sore eyelids, but still said that sentence.

"That's my cup."

Bai Yixiao's face froze for a second, he quickly glanced at the cup as if confirming, then immediately put it down, looked at the table in shame and pinched the buttons of his clothes.

A few seconds later, she opened her mouth: "Sorry, I didn't care."

Yu Xi sank into the sofa, feeling a pain in his head. He took away the arm that blocked his eyes, straightened up, and looked at the phone casually and seriously.

People around are booing about Liang Fuyu's old peach blossom story.

The corner was quiet for a few seconds.

Bai Yixiao hesitated and said, "Isn't it too late? Going back?"

This is what Yu Xi was waiting for.

"Well, let's go." He said and stood up.

Just now he found an opportunity to send a few WeChat messages with Zhisang, and found that Zhisang had long since abandoned his brother, so he had no reason to spend any more.

Tang Xun didn't know why he left so early, Liang Fuyu saw someone standing up and started shouting again: "Xiao Bai is leaving? Do you want to sing again?"

Yu Xi stood still.

"No." Bai Yixiao forced a gentle smile.

The two walked out of the KTV station to the side of the road.

It was dark outside, and there were no lights on the road, making it look very desolate.

As soon as Yu Xi came out, he was overwhelmed by the cold wind. Trembling, he walked to the vending machine and bought two cups of hot drinks, and handed one to Bai Yixiao.

"Thank you," Bai Yixiao smiled, "Uncle Xiaohai's car will arrive in a few minutes, let's go to the intersection."

Yu Xi nodded silently.

One after the other they walked towards the overpass and stood aside on one side of the sidewalk.The river under the flyover was dark, and on the low river bank were some small residential buildings waiting to be demolished.

Several brightly lit windows are reflected in the river, and the blurred figures in the windows seem to live under the dense water and grass of the river.

The wind was very cold, and Yu Xi's heart was even colder. He was struggling to send Lin Yi a "good night" before, but he still hasn't received a reply.

Lin may have really fallen asleep.

Yu Xi let out a breath.

Bai Yixiao leaned against the railing: "Let's meet here, Uncle Xiao Hai will arrive in five minutes."

Yu Xi came back with a "yes" in embarrassment.

Although he was not as withdrawn and indifferent as before, and he was not as afraid of crowded places as before, but it was strange to stand on the overpass late at night with a stranger.

Yu Xi took a sip of the hot drink, feeling his heart and lungs gradually warming up, and he began to regret that he didn't eat Lin Yi's train cake.

Several tall trees poked their heads out from under the bridge, their branches criss-crossing in the night, and most of the leaves on the branches had fallen off, making them look bare.

Bai Yixiao tore off a very thin branch, the leaves on it were broken and small, but they were evenly arranged on both sides of the leaves.

Bai Yixiao began to pinch the leaves on the branch one by one, one on the left, one on the right, as if he was making a choice casually and very seriously.

"What are you looking for?"

Suddenly, Yu Xi raised his eyes from the phone and saw Bai Yixiao doing something that didn't fit her character, so he broke the silence.

Bai Yixiao's fingers trembled, and soon he looked at the branch and smiled: "Find the leaf I want."

Yu Xi remembered that he once put the leaves in the mud, hoping that the world would decay quickly so that he could see Lin Yi sooner in the next spring.

Squirrels don't like to hibernate for too long.

He also doesn't like staying in different places for too long. Every time he meets Lin Yi, there is a subtle sense of strangeness and distance.

Yu Xi raised his eyes in the evening wind, and shifted his gaze from the branch to Bai Yixiao, and suddenly saw that the tips of her ears were so red that they were about to bleed.

Yu Xi choked on his drink.

Bai Yixiao raised his head: "What, what's wrong?"

"No." Yu Xi hurriedly waved his hand.

He had a painful crush on someone for five years, and he was extremely sensitive to the performance of liking someone, but he never cared about Bai Yixiao.

Never considered this possibility.

So I was taken aback by this possibility.

Yu Xi was only liked by Lin Yi.

He wants that to be the case from the past to the future.

Yu Xi looked at the black river surface at a loss.

The window at the bottom of the river seemed to be open close to the river bank. Yu Xi seemed to see that he and Lin Yi were living at the bottom of the black lake, covered by layers of water plants, and no one except each other knew their existence.

Only at night, when Yu Xi rode on Lin Yi and kissed and made love with him fiercely, the dim yellow windows would light up at the bottom of the lake.

That way, the world above the lake will only know they have each other, not love them for who they are.

This black lake is called Underground Love.

But Yu Xi forgot to open the window, forgot to draw the curtains, and forgot to turn on the light when they were exchanging heat.

So Bai Yixiao was walking on the overpass, saw Yu Xi alone at the bottom of the lake, and fell in love with him.

She didn't know there was another person in that window.

Yu Xi pretended to tear off a branch naturally, rubbed it perfunctorily, and began to think about how to speak.

A gust of wind blew over the river, and the reflection of the window trembled, appearing sparkling.

Not all feelings are heart-piercing, some feelings are very indifferent, like the deep water under the flyover, which will only show a little ripple when there is wind.

When a lake of emotion becomes stagnant, it must be very dull.

In this world, there are some turbulent waves that cannot be turned by strong winds, and some are light winds that cannot blow a single ripple.

"Yu Xi, I..."

"Bo Yixiao." Yu Xi interrupted immediately.

Rather than letting her speak out, it's better for him to block the opportunity first.

"Your sequins are not suitable for you," Yu Xi pinched off the last small leaf, "it will cut your eyes."

Bai Yixiao was taken aback.

The autumn wind suddenly became strong, rolling up the fallen leaves and flying in the air.

They stood silently on the overpass, letting the autumn wind and fallen leaves fill the huge gap in the middle, casting speckled shadows on the ground illuminated by street lamps.

Bai Yixiao saw the boy throwing the bald branch into the river through the gaps in his hair, then half-lying on the railing and biting the straw, squinting at the darkness at the end of the river.

After a while, Yu Xi turned to look at her, and there was a ripple on that indifferent face: "I have a lover."

Bai Yixiao froze suddenly, as if a little unresponsive.

The action begins to be elongated.

Yu Xi went to look at the river again, spit out the straw and said calmly, "I haven't told anyone much, he is very busy, we can't see each other often."

When Yu Xi said this, his tone was not good.

Bai Yixiao was silent for a while.

After a while, she lowered her head and her voice was a little hoarse uncontrollably: "Have you been together for a long time?"

Yu Xi seemed to be recalling a long old movie, and said calmly and eloquently:

"He chased me for five years."

Bai Yixiao started to tiptoe.

Yu Xi thought it would be over after the first sentence, but he couldn't see the flow of the abyss, so he could only answer Bai Yixiao's words slowly.

"He was my first love, we hugged and quarreled..."

Bai Yixiao wiped the tears from his eyes vigorously, staring at the sequins rubbed off from his fingers in a daze, the sequins were actually really uncomfortable, sticking to his eyes stings.

"Does she have nice eyes?"

"Yeah," Yu Xi lowered his head, "It looks good when you kiss."

Another moment of silence.

"Next time, next time we meet," Bai Yixiao suddenly turned his face to look directly at Yu Xi, but tears soon fell down, "Can I see her?"

Bai Yixiao may not know that her tears are actually much brighter than sequins.

"Maybe not," Yu Xi looked down at the black lake, "Next time we meet, he will belong to me alone."

"Sorry, sorry..."

Yu Xi heard Bai Yixiao choked up.

When the leaves began to fall in autumn, the boy finished telling the story of a small white flower blooming on the bridge, and then made a strange girl cry.

Yu Xi threw a stone into the river.

With a "plop", the stone sank, and there was no sound on the lake.

Once again plunged into desolate darkness.

The car of Bai Yixiao's family came, she opened the door, wiped her face twice, and panickedly squeezed the leaf she had found so hard and got in.

"Bai Yixiao," Yu Xi said, throwing the cup of hot drink into the trash can, "Happy birthday."

"Thank you."

Bai Yixiao's voice was too soft, and he couldn't hear it unless he brought it close to his ear.

In fact, she already understood that the boy didn't need to hear it.

The car quickly slid into the night, entered the darkness not far away, and then ran in its intended direction, ignoring the occasional fork in the road.

There was silence all around.

The autumn wind whistled again and again.

Yu Xi felt his hands were a little cold.

Soon a big warm hand came up, wrapped his cold fingers gently, and interlocked his fingers in a familiar way.

"Lin Yi!?" Yu Xi turned around in surprise.

Lin Yi hugged Yu Xi's waist loosely from behind. Instead of lazily resting his chin on Yu Xi's neck like before, he just kept a punch distance and looked at Yu Xi silently.

Lin Yi's eyes seemed to be foggy, very dark and deep, but the flowing emotion was ambiguous.

Yu Xi was taken aback for a moment.

Soon he turned his eyes away to look at the ground: "You, when did you come?"

Lin also didn't answer his question, but just put the wristband in front of Yu Xi, and then helped him to zip it up.

His fingers paused on the zipper, and hit Yu Xi's lips.

Lin Yi's fingers were colder than a zipper.

The two fell silent in the cold wind.

Lin also felt that his fingers were trapped, and his tongue was wet and hot. He let Yu Xi bump his knuckles and make two teeth marks.

Biting like an unhappy cat coquettishly.

"Aren't you afraid of freezing and catching a cold?"

Lin Yi's tone finally brought a little tenderness.

Every time they meet again after being away for too long, things always get weird between them.

But every time they met each other for too short a time, Yu Xi couldn't wait any longer, and immediately turned around and hugged Lin Yi tightly from the front, trying to quickly eliminate these barriers.

Lin Yi kissed his neck.

A little itchy, Yu Xi couldn't help it.

"I don't seem to be able to answer this time. I started with 'thin waist and big breasts'," Lin Yi frowned. "Can you start with 'beautiful when kissing'?"

Yu Xi blushed, lowered his moist eyes, and climbed onto Lin Yi's shoulder: "I'm not very happy."

Lin Yi pressed down the scarf in front of Yu Xi with one finger, and leaned over as if without emotion: "I'm not too happy either."

Yu Xi avoided Lin Yiqing's moving and overly lingering eyes, buried his face on his Adam's apple, lightly kissed him and raised his head: "Do you like to press me to kiss, or to be pressed to kiss me?"

Lin Yi chased and kissed Yu Xi's lips, and in the gap between Yu Xi's confusion, he murmured: "I want to try."

"it is good."

Yu Xi stuck to the wall on one side, suppressing Lin Yi's kiss, and when he reacted, he climbed onto his shoulder again, and at that angle, Lin Yi kissed deeper.

Obviously a pleasant surprise, but inexplicably depressed and desolate.

In this autumn, Lin Yi's kisses became very comfortable, and when Yu Xi stood in the cold wind, the fallen leaves and her boyfriend arrived together.

The author has something to say:

Mindless and unhappy.