Soot, Moonlight, Vodka

The entire amusement park is only open for two tourists. Xia Zhifeng has experienced this kind of scene many times.

But this time, it made him very nervous.

All the facilities in the amusement park are playing music just right, without affecting each other, and can be heard vaguely.

"When I celebrated my birthday before, my lover...that is, Lu Xingze, he also took me to the amusement park." Chen Zhuo took Xia Zhifeng's hand and walked on the path paved with light blue floor tiles, not far away carousel horse.

Xia Zhifeng listened quietly.

Chen Zhuo never told him about Lu Xingze before.

"He must have guessed that I have never been to an amusement park since I was a child." Chen Zhuo looked at the brightly lit carousel like a cake decoration, showing a faint smile: "He is really good at pleasing others. I will never forget that experience.”

"No one can resist such a temptation, someone will hold the colorful world in front of you, as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch it."

Chen Zhuo gently raised his hand, stroking the neck of the still wooden horse. The mane on the neck was ice cream blue, without a trace of dust, and had a soft luster.

"What birthday present did he give you?" Xia Zhifeng asked.

"Take me to the amusement park, play with me in every facility, take me to eat in every snack bar, and sit on a bench by the lake to rest when tired, it doesn't matter if you sleep there..." Chen Zhuo recalled, lips With a smile: "I became a child in the amusement park."

"But, he bought this with money, and it can be given to you or anyone else." Xia Zhifeng tilted his head.

"Yes, you are right. But he is the only one who is willing to take me to the amusement park on my birthday." Chen Zhuo and Xia Zhifeng got on the carousel, and after the staff confirmed that they were ready, Just pressed the switch, the slowest speed.

"For me, as long as this is enough." Chen Zhuo looked at Xia Zhifeng who was beside him: "What's more, he gave me a new life, he saved my life."

"Do you like this new life?" A trace of sadness flashed across Xia Zhifeng's eyes.

"Well," Chen Zhuo replied without hesitation: "It was also at that time that I had the first person I could really like, and he... also liked me."

Chen Zhuo's expression when he said this was actually very similar to that of a student in his first love, his brows and eyes were wet, and he was very innocent under the colored light.

"I can't tell how much he likes you." Xia Zhifeng couldn't help answering half-jokingly, as if he was jealous.

"Like a person who drinks water, he knows whether he is warm or not," Chen Zhuo smiled patiently, "There are too many evidences that he likes me, for example, when I have nightmares, he will hold my hand tightly; Say I miss him, and he will fly home overnight, telling me that he is at the door, which scares me; and the small yard we arranged together... He takes good care of my favorite roses. Someone else is in front of him He hugged me, and his brows were knit together...and forced to be calm. And..."

When he was with Chen Zhuo back then, Xia Zhifeng couldn't tell if he was acting out love, or if he was really moved.

The iridescent Trojan horse rotates slowly, stirring Xia Zhifeng's complicated mood.

It turned out that Chen Zhuo remembered more clearly than him, many things, even he himself did not know that he would do that.

It turned out that those things left such an impression in Chen Zhuo's heart...

After getting off the carousel, the two of them each had an ice cream and walked in the direction of the Ferris wheel.

The merry-go-round and the Ferris wheel, two unremarkable amusement facilities, are Chen Zhuo's favorites. He likes to spend a very slow time with Lu Xingze when riding these two facilities.

"I brought you here today, but I told you a lot about Lu Xingze. Would you be unhappy?" Chen Zhuo sat opposite Xia Zhifeng, the Ferris wheel was half open, and the breeze was blowing his hair.

Xia Zhifeng shook his head quickly, and smiled heartlessly: "You are willing to tell me about the past, does it mean that you accept me a little?"

Chen Zhuo didn't answer, and the Ferris wheel stopped when they reached the top, in mid-air.

"Ah..." Xia Zhifeng glanced down.

In the mid-mountain where the lights were shining, the fireworks show started. It was just for two people. At the beginning, some small fireworks-bombs were put as a foreshadowing, and small blue flames bloomed one by one.

"Xia Zhifeng." Chen Zhuo called him.

"Ok?"

"Lu Xingze." Chen Zhuo looked firm, and called out another name.

What a heavy and taboo name.

"..." Xia Zhifeng remained motionless, his breathing stagnant.

"I want to start again with the person I like the most. If he is willing, please give me an answer here."

Xia Zhifeng's heart suddenly hung in mid-air, like the fireworks behind him, it collapsed with a "bang".

His mask, his camouflage, hang in the night sky in vain like the smoke trail after a firework blooms.

Grand indigo, pink and purple flower clusters dotted the night sky round after round, and the color of fireworks reflected on his cheeks and stained his bewildered eyes.

From Chen Zhuo's eyes, Xia Zhifeng knew that he could no longer deceive him.

General, checkmate.

Didn't expect this place.

"Why?" Xia Zhifeng's voice returned to Lu Xingze's, his original voice.

"I'm sure you won't do that for no reason, no matter what the reason is, whether you want to tell me or not, I just want you to know that my love for you won't change, and I won't treat you as someone else Love." Chen Zhuo met Xia Zhifeng's almost broken eyes.

The fireworks in Xia Zhifeng's eyes blurred into one piece, including his beloved.

How could Chen Zhuo not care...

Of his three deceptions, none of them hurt him deeply.

Is there any room for him to be forgiven?

"You don't know what I've done."

"I said I don't care." Chen Zhuo had to keep calm, telling the other party that he was not impulsive, but a deliberate behavior: "If you love me, trust me, try to trust me with all your heart once."

Xia Zhifeng couldn't help hugging Chen Zhuo who was sitting across from him, tears streaming from his eyes.

He didn't expect that he could embrace Chen Zhuo in this capacity.

"So... this is your answer?" Chen Zhuo's voice was almost trembling.

Xia Zhifeng nodded: "Yes."

"Okay. Then I can keep the Ferris wheel running." Chen Zhuo took out his phone from his pocket and tapped it a few times.

Xia Zhifeng laughed with tears in his eyes: "If I don't agree, won't the Ferris wheel leave? Will you never let me go?"

"It's planned like this." Chen Zhuo paused: "...Just kidding, I was really giving you a choice just now, the Ferris wheel stops because you can watch the fireworks—"

Xia Zhifeng interrupted Chen Zhuo's explanation with a kiss.

The fireworks are still going on, the gorgeous bright colors shine through the night, the fireworks continue to dissipate, and the fireworks continue to rise into the sky, one after another.