Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

In the early winter afternoon, there is still a little warmth.The withered grass in the flower bed still maintains its summer appearance, but the vitality is gone.The cool wind soothes the anxious mood.

Zhong stood guard at the door of the library early on, anticipating the whereabouts of the two poems in the book in his mind: they are still there, but this fool did not find them.Gone, borrowed by others, or put away by Ling.But if Ling put it away, shouldn't she say nothing to Zhong?Never mind him, let's see it first.

After a while, the curator's aunt came to open the door.Chong hurriedly walked to the front and said, "Auntie, why did you come here?" Auntie smiled and said, "Young man, why are you in such a hurry, have you been waiting for a long time?" Chonghe smiled and said, "Yes, yes."

While talking, the aunt inserted the key into the lock, twisted it slightly, and opened it with a "thump".As soon as he opened half of the door, Zhong turned around and dodged in.

He hurried to fill out the book request form, and filled it out in three clicks.Handed it to the aunt, and urged: "Hurry up, thank you!"

Auntie has been looking for it quickly, but he still feels very slow, and his feet are wandering outside the book window.

"Give you."

"well!"

He took the book again and flipped through it hastily, the whole library echoed with the rustling sound of flipping through the books.I didn't know how many times I searched, but there was nothing I was looking for.I don't know whether he hopes to find it, or hopes not to find it.I am afraid that this feeling is only clear to myself.

Chong asked anxiously, "Auntie, change another one!"

The aunt was surprised and asked, "Isn't it the same?"

Zhong said firmly: "It's not the same, please give me another one."

The aunt took it back and put it away, and brought another copy.Chong stretched out his hand to grab it, and just turned it over lightly, and the two bookmarks floated to the ground like two white doves.He was stunned, Ling didn't receive it at all.Yes, I didn't receive it.Zhong was suddenly ecstatic, and when he looked down, countless footprints had already been printed on the card.He hurriedly pushed away the crowd, bent down to pick it up, and brushed it several times with his hands, but it couldn't be as clean as before.In fact, everything has changed.

The next day, when I went to the water room to fetch hot water, I suddenly thought of a poem my literature teacher said: "The water is warm, and the sand is charming." So I reached out to touch the hot water, and it was really not hot.

In the north, the hot water is indeed warm in winter, and this crazy dusty weather is really fascinating.

"What are you doing, little bug?" Ling flashed in front of her miraculously, holding a pink thermos in her hand, and also came to fetch water. Just in time for this scene, she continued, "Are you going to kill yourself?"

Zhong deliberately complained, "That's right, it's self-mutilation!"

Ling remained silent, hesitated for a few seconds, reached out to help unplug the thermos, and stood quietly aside.

He said simply: "Thank you."

Seeing that Ling was silent again, he helped Ling fill up the water. At this time, the tacit understanding seemed to be still there, but the excitement was missing.

Rethinking: Luohong, because of my cowardice, disappeared.Ling, still in the acquaintance, and walk away silently like this?cannot! "Thinking about it like this, Ling wanted to carry the water and go away. He hurriedly grabbed the thermos, trotted a few steps, and sent it to the door of the girl's apartment, and came back with his head bowed. The moment the figures intersected, Ling said lightly: " Thank you, little bug, are you all right? "

Zhong just let out a "huh" and walked away with the thermos.Zhong also couldn't figure out how he was feeling now, wanted to say something more, but didn't know how to say it.Is it complaining that Ling is so-so, not looking at his carefully crafted bookmarks?Is that just a thin bookmark?That was his ardent love!Or do you hate yourself for being sloppy and hesitant?Just go out on a date and say I love you out loud.But for those who are shy, it is difficult.Not afraid to say, but afraid of rejection.This lack of self-confidence and longing for love drove Zhong to flee quickly.

Walking to the door of the building, he stopped again and looked back at Ling's back.Such gentle and smooth curves disturbed his mind a little, creating an urge to rush forward and hug her.

Stepping on the stairs to go upstairs, counting every step of the stairs, the end point is the dormitory.As long as you work hard, you can get there.Ling is the pearl on the top of the skyscraper, shining and seductive, climbing step by step, will she have that pearl?

Back to the dormitory, thinking about making a comeback.Ling's birthday is approaching, so he decided to prepare a birthday card for Ling to express his true feelings.

In fact, Ling should know Chong's intentions, but why didn't she respond?The letter from "Peng" also brought some troubles to Ling.She also didn't know what "Peng" was going to do.The letter talked about things in life and study, but did not touch emotions.Perhaps, Peng is just throwing stones to ask for directions.It's not as complicated as I thought it would be.Excellent people will receive olive branches from many people.Ling is no exception.When she was studying, Ling didn't know who to like?Or whom to reject?In the final analysis, everyone grows up and realizes in confusion.Yuelao didn't put a red line on anyone, no one belongs to anyone, anyone can belong to someone?

At night, accompanied by street lights, I walked on the streets of the city again.Due to the cold weather, very few people travel.With a flash of heavy eyes, he walked into a gift shop.The owner of the store is a girl, not very tall, with a purple coat and black shape pants. Against the backdrop of the short skirt and high heels, her legs look very slender.With a smile on his round face, he asked, "What do you want?" He looked at the girl again, then turned to the counter and said, "Look." He looked from one side to the other, and from the other side to this side.The girl saw the clue, reached out and took out a dozen greeting cards, and said, "Give your girlfriend a birthday, this kind of greeting card is suitable."

When I reopened it, I found that the decoration was really exquisite, white snow, blue sky, green hills, short trees, faint moonlight, a boy standing in the snowy field, looking at the moon to bless.There are a few words gilded on the side: "Happy Birthday." When I opened it, there was a birthday message and Cupid's arrow inside.

Chongxi said: "Very suitable, your vision is really good."

The girl said: "Sanyuan, I wish you happiness."

Holding the card again, I feel happiness beckoning to me.Walking out of the small shop, the girl actually sent it out.Smiling again at her, the girl waved her hand and said goodbye to each other.

Pick up the pen again, think again and again, what should I write?In fact, people in love are masters of poetry.He wrote: "

Lingmei:

Happy Birthday!

In the vast sea of ​​people, you and I meet, that is fate.

When I first met you, I fell in love with you silently.

There is no reason, just thinking of you all the time.

Seeing these words, I hope it will not scare you.

Please be patient and read my voice:

I can't live without you in my life,

hope in dream

All I see is you.

I really want to hold your hand and walk together for the rest of my life

I really want to kiss your face forever and never give up

I don't have any gorgeous presents for you

Because no gift is as good as I love you

May you wake up tomorrow,

Sending you the first snowflake,

That is the crystallization of my love.

Zhong woke up early, before dawn, he sneaked into the classroom with a greeting card in his arms, and put it in Ling's drawer.

He waited until dawn with anxiety, and he walked out of the classroom. He was stunned by the scene in front of him. There were snowflakes outside.Chong was a little ecstatic: "Snow Flower, the testimony of love."

Overwhelmed with excitement, I only believed in God's will: "Heaven-made harmony."

At night, re-observe Ling's movements.Under the fluorescent lights in the classroom, Ling danced, with a happy smile on her face.Ling at this moment is a fairy descending to earth, extraordinarily beautiful.

Time froze in an instant, re-tasting the sweetness of love at that moment, and didn't want to leave.

Disturbed, conflicted and tormented, I don't know if I can start with you brilliantly.Seeing you, but being afraid of seeing you, is like a child who has made a mistake.Falling into an emotional vortex is the cruelest punishment in the world.

Every moment, I miss another one of her: her red cheeks are like the magnificent morning glow.The affectionate eyes make people angry and relieved.

Keeping an appropriate distance will surely make a difference.Really care about you, you know?

Today is Christmas Eve, and the lovers went outside to be happy.Sitting quietly in the dormitory, I don't know what to do.It was past nine o'clock, and the partners came back.When Hai entered the door, he walked towards Zhong, and said, "Little friend, you are not innocent!"

Chong was surprised: "What's the matter?"

Then he took out a beautifully packaged big apple from his back, and said with a smile: "Look at this, Ling sent it to you. Tell me about the conspiracy!" Chong blushed, and said, "Don't talk nonsense." In fact, Chong Already happy to go to heaven and earth.

Excited all night, sleepless all night.

The next day, I added a little bit of worry again.In the afternoon, I received Yue's greeting card again.In the evening, the month came.Feeling a little excited, like reuniting with long-lost relatives.Yue peeled a big apple and handed it to Chong, and everyone talked and laughed.Yue said to ask a few old classmates to take a group photo.While talking, Yun unexpectedly appeared.

Since Yun said some inexplicable words to Yu after drinking last time, he has never been in the heavy sight.She walked to Chong's side, looked at Yue, looked at Zhong, kicked the stool vigorously, and said, "What are you doing?" Chong was startled, looked at Yun innocently, and said, "Sister Yun, are you okay?" Seriously, said: "Nothing?" Looking at Yue, his face was pale, and he hurriedly said, "It's okay, it's okay, let me introduce you! This is Sister Yun, our new classmate. This is Yue, my old classmate." Yue Stand up and hold out your hand for a handshake.But not only did Yun not reach out his hand, he turned around and slipped away.

Chong was a little embarrassed, smiled at Yue, and said, "It's okay, I don't understand." Yue's face still hasn't recovered.Who knew that this hysterical scene was arranged by fate.

One year later, who would have thought that it would be because of today's misunderstanding.Time has passed, how can we go back?

Zhong now has his own heart, and everything in front of him is not on his mind.

The road of love is cloudy and foggy, so I can't see clearly.

Ling hurt her foot again, and this time she was in a hurry, maybe because she missed the opportunity to show last time, he squeezed through the crowd and was too late to hurry, Ling had already been carried by Hai to the infirmary.I was a little disappointed, looking at the distant figure, there were still a few traces of regret and worry.

Ling didn't come to class for a few days, and Chong was worried, so she took up a pen and wrote: "Your leg hurt again today, and I miss you very much. Are you recovering now? If you can do it again, I would like to bear it for you. I can't see you. I'm in a daze. I hope you will come back to comfort my heart." The next day, I handed over the written note and a few borrowed books to Ling's roommate Min.

Right or wrong, as long as you have a clear conscience.I have already confided my heart, but I don't know what Ling's attitude is.If there is a destiny, I will definitely come to express my heart.If you don't have a share, why give me an apple on Christmas Eve?

Chong hugged the apple Ling sent, and fell asleep sweetly.Dreaming all night, holding Ling's hand, running in the field, playing by the pond, picking hundreds of wild flowers, and placing them in a big heart shape around Ling.Ling's hair was covered with garlands, she held a dandelion in her hand, and laughed loudly.A gust of wind blows by, dandelions fly in all directions, Ling turns into a fairy, and flies into the blue sky, reflecting the colorful rays of light, which is very charming.This is heaven??????

Zhongshang was wandering in a sweet dream, Hai pinched Chong's nose.Chong woke up suddenly, and Hai smiled and said, "Have you had a dream again? I'm so happy."

Sitting up again, looking for the aftertaste of the dream just now.

Hai said: "Yu is waiting for you downstairs!"

With sleepy eyes dimmed, his heart tightened and he wondered, "What is he looking for from me?"

After rewashing, I came downstairs.Yuzheng clapped his hands and lingered.Seeing Zhong coming, he greeted him and said, "Chong, I have something to tell you, let's go to the classroom!"

He said apologetically, "Have you waited for a long time? Sorry."

Yu said lightly: "Not long."

Chong felt that Yu and Yu had no longer talked and laughed like they used to. Rather than saying that they respected each other as guests, it was more like a strange strangeness.It turns out that rejecting someone is like a sentence of breaking up friendship, even ordinary friends can't do it.

Yu sat down and said solemnly: "I am not looking for you this time, but Ling asked me to talk to you. Ling sent you the apple to thank you for teaching him calligraphy, there is no other meaning?????? "

Hearing so hard that both ears are ringing, which is really inexplicable.To help is to help, what have you got?Just a kind of gratitude?I feel so stupid again, so forget it!When it was a dream.But, why do things that are misleading?Zhong just wanted to express his feelings, maybe it was too reckless, and he wouldn't let others interfere, right?Especially Yu.You didn't say you want to make a promise with your body. Is it that serious?

Think again, let nature take its course!After all, it was a message, but why did you choose Yu?Maybe she's holding a grudge?Yes, it must be a false preaching of the imperial decree, which cannot be easily believed.If you can't stand any test, is that considered love?

Love is poisonous, and the deeper the poisoning, the lower the IQ.It was obviously a refusal, but he actually found thousands of reasons to excuse him.