Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

The fragrance of red lotus root and the remnant jade mat in autumn.Untie Luo Chang lightly, and get on the Lanzhou alone.Who in the cloud sent brocade books, when the wild goose came back, the moon was full on the west tower.Flowers drift by themselves, water flows by itself.One kind of lovesickness, two places of worry.There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lowered my brows, but raised my heart.

--------- "One Cut Plum" by Li Qingzhao

In the summer afternoon, the cicadas sang in full swing.I'm afraid this season is the little bit of cicada's exchange after 17 years of dark purgatory, and that joy is naturally enviable.And where will you dive in the heavy summer?

The microcomputer exam is about to take place. Zhong has been struggling in the vortex of emotions these days, but neglected to devote himself to his studies.There was a cloud of melancholy in my heart, a kind of ominous premonition.

Walking into the computer classroom again, the sultry atmosphere made people nervous.The strong smell of burnt plastic rushed straight into your nostrils, making you dizzy for an instant.Staring at the screen, the delicate stripes blurred the eyes, gradually changing from gray to dark blue.There was a slight buzzing in the ears, like an electric current piercing into the ears, and they were desperately entangled together, and it was instantly dark.Beads of sweat overflowed from the heavy forehead, thick breathing, messy heartbeat, and it was difficult to control themselves.

Both hands are stagnant on the keyboard, every cell is slowly expanding, feeling like it is going to burst.

Long-term mind wandering, no matter how difficult it is to return to the predetermined track, it is like a stone floating in the interstellar, helpless.This is a dangerous trip.

Hot summer day

full of lost coldness

Take a nap on the couch at dusk

Cicadas are still singing on the branches

I didn't realize it was midsummer

cold air in the air

wrapped in a hard shell

Gradually freeze and die

how cold is that

the sun has lost its brilliance

Clouds swept across the sky

weak heartbeat

supporting the dying body

Who knows the other side of life

There is also a wandering self

Just at that moment and only one

hot blood

Agitated mind

Destroy the cloud and the cold

Blooming the splendor of summer

Dance of the Bees and Butterflies

Birds and Flowers

The Shepherdess in the Green Mountains and Green Waters

smile

riding a horse on the prairie

that was so refreshing

Strolling on the embankment with an umbrella

what a relief

man has two selves

Because nature is cloudy and sunny

two self

two realms

summer return

life nirvana

Re-reading the lines I wrote down, sorting out my fluttering thoughts, and carefully planning the rest of the day.

Zhong Lingling was nowhere to be seen on the campus, he had gone to retreat to practice.Go to the computer room during the day for intensive training, and return to the dormitory at night to learn the basics.

During the exam, it was a quiet Saturday.In the morning, the coolness that can no longer be weak shuttles around.The white red sun has leaped into the air arrogantly, intending to spray terrifying tongues of flame.With a little apprehension, he walked into the examination room, unfamiliar machine, outdated keyboard?????? years of prudence, but now there is nothing.It is the mind that has been hollowed out, and it is difficult to fill it up at once.

After entering the system, Zhong Zhong patiently answered the questions, which was considered smooth.More than half of the time passed, and there were still two spreadsheet questions stuck.Beads of sweat dripped from his forehead, he let out a long sigh and sorted out his mood.At this moment, someone patted him again, and when he looked back, it was actually Yue.She smiled and asked: "How was the answer?" Unknown what was causing the trouble, Chong's face was hot, and he squeezed out a few words from between his teeth: "It's okay." Chong avoided Yue's eyes, feeling a little embarrassed in his heart.Yue said, "Should I treat you to dinner after the exam?"

Chong said against his will: "Forget it, I have something else to do." I don't know if it's resentment or escape, Chong doesn't want to have any relationship with Yue anymore.But there was still a tingle in my heart.Yue hesitated for a moment and said: "Then?????? Let's find another chance!" Zhong responded indifferently, and Yue left.At that moment, Zhong Duo wanted to see that familiar figure off.Six years of classmates, six years of small entanglements, missed again and again, leaving only a touch of regret and sadness.

Zhong sat there blankly, no longer in the mood to continue answering questions.The two girls sitting next to him also asked him for help, but they just replied coldly: "I can't." Time is always so principled, and it doesn't stop for anyone.After finishing his work hastily, he left the examination room with the ear-piercing ringing of the bell.He breathed a sigh of relief, and hurried on the campus, not knowing whether it was a chic relief or a hasty escape.

Suddenly, a figure blocked Chong's way.Startled, Zhong Xin looked up and saw that it was Tian.Tian asked sincerely: "Can you tell me about the question type? Calligrapher."

Zhongben wanted to refuse, but he also wanted to resolve the discomfort in his heart.He responded: "Okay, I will invite you to dinner later!"

Tian clapped her hands excitedly and said, "Okay, definitely." Tian pulled into the computer room with a sense of pleasure in her heart.10 minutes passed quickly, and Tian went to the exam with gratitude.Zhong sat there, thinking about everything that happened just now.Immediately, I felt a kind of guilt: sweet and tall, with a hearty personality, not bad, why don't you try dating first, anyway, you won't suffer.Is this fair to her?What would the sea think?Alas, no matter so much, let’s go and see??????

Back in the dormitory, I closed my eyes and listened to the music quietly. Huang Jiaju's voice was so vicissitudes, so touching.Chong felt a little ashamed that he would become cynical in a moment of unhappiness, which was irresponsible for life.

"Come down!" Tian called him.He started up suddenly, his feet slipped, and he almost fell to the ground.Putting his head out of the window again, he said, "Is there something wrong?" Tian asked in surprise, "Didn't you ask me to treat you to dinner?"

He said again: "Yes, then?????? Then wait a moment??????"

Feeling like a thief again, he lowered his head and moved to the bed, waiting for Hai's judgment.Surprisingly, Hai was motionless with a book in his hand, as if nothing had happened.

After packing up again, he said to Hai: "Hai, I'm going out."

Hai didn't respond, and didn't even lift his head.

Zhong and Tian left the campus talking and laughing. They would not know that Hai was standing in front of the window watching the two leave, which deeply hurt his heart.What is about to happen cannot be avoided, and what is impossible cannot be forced.

The two entered a dumpling restaurant and sat on both sides, chatting.Coincidentally, the cloud also appeared here.I saw her wearing denim and carrying a small black bag.Walking up to him, he said, "Chong, what a coincidence, why are you here?"

Chong blushed slightly, not knowing how to respond, Tian hurriedly smiled and said: "It's such a coincidence, let's go together!" Yun Xinran sat beside Zhong, which made him feel a little embarrassed.Yun insisted on a bottle of beer, one for each of the three.Feeling that his breath was not right, he hurriedly ate a few dumplings and prepared to leave.Yundao: "Don't tell me, eat some more, I'll share it with you." As he spoke, he put it on a heavy plate.Tian also said, "I'll give you mine too." In just a split second, two plates of dumplings were put into the heavy plate at the same time.

There was a sudden accident, Tian and Yun, like supervisors, urged Zhong to eat up the dumplings.Laughing from time to time, the two finally counted down together: "Ten, nine, eight?????? Three, two, one."

Feeling a little hysterical again.The moment the last dumpling entered the mouth, the two girls clapped their hands and cheered.He burped again, and there was no more space in his stomach.

On the way back, clouds are on the left, sweetness is on the right, and weight is in the middle.The three of them were slightly drunk, and after being exposed to the scorching sun, it became more and more intense.Yun said: "I'm drunk, help me a little bit." Yun took advantage of the situation and hugged Chong's arm tightly.Before Chong could react, Tian grabbed Chong's hand and said, "I can't walk anymore." She pursed her mouth, squatted down and said, "Chong, carry me on your back."

Zhong was a little embarrassed, and began to complain about his mess.Zhong squatted down slightly, Tian jumped up, Zhong staggered, Yun hurriedly supported Zhong's shoulders.There were few pedestrians on the street in the afternoon, and I felt my back scorching hot, as if two fireballs were burning together, making it suffocating.If it weren't for the unblocked pores to perspire, you might faint immediately.Tian whispered in Chong's ear: "How nice of you to always carry me like this."

Yun joked: "You might as well carry her back to your house, your mother will kill you after seeing that you are skinny and skinny!" Chong pretended to be confused and said, "Haha, why don't you carry me on your back, I'm not afraid Die." The three laughed together, not knowing whether the laughter was real or fake.

Back in the dormitory, the roommates are all taking a nap.Close the door with heavy hands, lean on the head of the bed, and listen to the tranquility of this summer.

Andy Lau's song "God's Will" was playing in the market east of the school:

"Who cares how bitter my heart is

Who cares where I go tomorrow

How rough is this road

how many bumps

You and I have no turning back

I can't hide my love

At the mercy of the world

I'm not afraid of pain or loss

I'm afraid no matter how hard I try, it won't help

If everything is God's will

everything is fate

doomed

Can I love one more day

can take another look

hurt less

If everything is God's will

everything is fate

no one can escape

Heartless and loveless, why bother in this life

Who cares how bitter my heart is

Who cares where I go tomorrow

How rough is this road

how many bumps

You and I have no turning back

I can't hide my love

At the mercy of the world

I'm not afraid of pain or loss

I'm afraid no matter how hard I try, it won't help

If everything is God's will

everything is fate

doomed

Can I love one more day

can take another look

hurt less

If everything is God's will

everything is fate

no one can escape

Heartless and loveless, why bother in this life

If everything is God's will

everything is fate

doomed

Can I love one more day

can take another look

hurt less

If everything is God's will

everything is fate

no one can escape

Heartless and loveless, why bother in this life

Heartless and loveless, I accept my fate in this life"

Andy Lau's "God's Will" expresses the true meaning of life.Everyone's life is different.One's own life needs to be faced and written by oneself.

Providence is not just a superstition!This is the conclusion in the struggle against difficulties and helplessness.It is God's will to overcome difficulties; it is also God's will to be unable to overcome difficulties.The will of God is not the will of God, but the will of objective circumstances.In fact, God's will is the recognition of reality and the affirmation of struggling life.God's will is the mentality of letting nature take its course.

This kind of letting nature take its course is not to sit and eat, not to wait passively, but to try your best to obtain the objective cognition that you have struggled after.As the saying goes, sometimes there must be something in fate, and there is no time to force it.Fate is not destiny, it is also an objective situation.If it's too difficult to be objective, you can't go beyond.There is no need to resist, this is life.If the objective situation is possible to overcome through hard work, then fight hard, and if there is a chance, you will surely succeed. This is sometimes the numerology.

Going with the flow is a balanced and stable attitude towards life. In the face of difficulties, one cannot easily shrink back, nor can one overestimate one's strength and force oneself.It is impossible to have everything in life, and it is impossible to lose everything in life. It is a successful life to strive for everything in life.But not quick success.Take the loss in life as a kind of exercise, a test, and a kind of growth.It wouldn't be a wonderful life, it wouldn't be a real life if it wasn't lost.