Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

The garden is full of spring scenery and willows outside the wall, and the beautiful woman is holding flowers under the bamboo fence.

For a long time, greed and joy are all crazy, and only when I wake up from the dream do I know that I am a guest.

When I got up again, my head was still groggy, and my heart was still empty.Sudden homesickness, when people are frustrated, they will miss their loved ones.

Re-boarding the train home, the feeling of going home is pleasant.The poplars beside the road are full of greenness, and the new branches of weeping willows are full of buds, dancing in the wind like silk ribbons.In early summer, the sound of cicadas is pleasant, which is the singing of nature.

For some reason, the first time I went home, I felt like I had walked for a long time. Now that I have gone back and forth more times, I feel that it will take a while.After a short rest, when I opened my eyes, it was the station of my hometown.

The air in the countryside is always so fresh and the sky is always so blue.Everything is original.

His mother prepared melons, fruits, pears and peaches, and his father prepared a hearty lunch for him.It's not like going home, but like a guest.

In the afternoon, leaning against the wall to watch TV, suddenly, the broadcast of the village committee rang: "Attention all households, come to the village committee to receive food subsidies."

My mother was busy washing clothes, so she said: "Heavy, you have nothing to do, go and receive food subsidies!"

Holding the household registration book again, I set off.Walking on the way to primary school, very kind.At that time, I walked to school with my friends with my schoolbag on my back. Maybe it was because I was young that the road was long, but there were fun things to do and I didn’t feel tired.Looking at it now, it is only a few steps away.

Re-entering the compound of the village committee, there was a lot of voices.Everyone is like an old friend who hasn't seen for a long time, and they get together to chat.Zhong has been studying abroad, and most people don't know him.When I walked into the accounting room, the neighbor's third sister-in-law was sitting in the room waiting, and she stepped forward to say hello: "Sister-in-law, are you here early?" The third sister-in-law said, "I'm back on the weekend too!"

He said again: "It's almost the end of the term, and there's no class left, so come back and have a look."

The third sister-in-law didn't leave immediately after receiving the money, but chatted with a middle-aged woman.From time to time, she gestured towards Zhong, and vaguely heard the third sister-in-law saying: "Aren't you worried that the child has no match? Look at this young man, okay?" The middle-aged woman said: "Okay, whose child is he? "

The third sister-in-law said: "He is the eldest son of the old Zhang family, and he is going to a normal university! Isn't your daughter also in Shijiazhuang? They are so good for each other."

The middle-aged woman said: "Good match, good match, take some time to ask me."

After receiving the money again, he said to the third sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law three, I'm leaving first, you can talk slowly." He glanced at the middle-aged woman by the way, she was looking intently and smiling.Zhong then asked, "Hello!"

The middle-aged woman smiled and said, "Okay, hello."

When she walked out again, she heard the third sister-in-law ask again: "Are you okay?" The middle-aged woman laughed and said, "Yes, what a talking young master!"

Zhong was inexplicably excited, this is a little pride after being praised!But the title of "uncle" frightened Zhong.

Zhong stayed at home for a few days and then went back to school.My mood improved a lot, and I started to work hard on my computer to prepare for the make-up exam at the end of June.

I re-made the practice plan and was about to wash up when the call came from the reception room.He answered the phone with surprise.It turned out to be my mother's phone call. What happened just after I got back?

I only heard my mother say with a smile: "Your third sister-in-law came just now, and I'm going to propose marriage to you!"

Dazed again, he said, "No way, who is it?"

The mother said happily: "It's Ling, your last term! Her mother is worrying about her marriage! But at the village committee, she saw you taking some change, and your third sister-in-law asked her mother, can you do it? You have been chosen by her." !"

Listening to my mother's words again, with infinite joy.Is it true that all mothers in the world are so excited when they hear that they are introducing someone to their son again?

He said again: "Yes, in fact, we were in the same school, but we were not in the same department. We met once. Last time we returned to school after winter vacation, we took the same bus, and I called her What about tickets! It's just that she doesn't like to talk, and she didn't even say thank you. I haven't met each other, so she probably didn't mean it."

The mother said: "No, your third sister-in-law said that when her mother went back, Ling had a good impression of you, so she agreed happily. Contact and see, maybe she is shy."

Zhong Xin was a little happy, and said with a smile: "Yes, let's touch it!"

The mother said again: "I told your father, your father said that she didn't get along very well. His family used to live near our house, and then moved away."

Zhong wondered, "Should we act?"

Mother smiled and said, "It depends on what you mean."

Chong did have some expectations for Ling, because she looked like a person, that is Luohong.In high school, Shige met Aya many times on the way home from school, but they never spoke.It is true that she is not good at talking, sometimes when she meets her, she will smile lightly from the side of her face, her fair face is somewhat pure and beautiful.Zhong also didn't have the courage to strike up a conversation. It is difficult for two introverted people to start love.

Besides, Luo Hong was right beside her, so why bother to find a substitute.What a substitute, she is her.There is no promise, why not start your new life.He refused to admit it, his feeling for Ling was that he couldn't let go of Luo Hong, he was in a dilemma.

The last time we met at the station, Zhong took the initiative to communicate with her, but she didn't talk much, just smiled, which made Zhong feel a little embarrassed.There are many things that can be started only by fate.Why pretend and procrastinate?At that time, I thought I was being too affectionate, and after the tickets were printed, no one said thank you, and Zhong even confirmed this, so the alumni of the two years did not have any intersection.

Now that the paper has been punctured, people are interested in her, and they have wasted so much time. If they started early, why bother to be stimulated so many times.Heavy and don't know what to do.There are more excellent Luohong, and there are preconceived queens, how can they settle for the second best?

It was a sleepless night again, and I don't know how many brain cells were consumed.Luohong is looking at flowers in the fog, looking at the moon in the water, beauty is beauty, but there is no whereabouts.Aya is right in front of her eyes, within reach, she sighs, she misses the time.I gradually realized the entanglement of love and the pain of growing up.

In the morning, Chong went to eat breakfast, when he passed the reception room, he was stopped by Master Li: "Chong, I have a letter from you."

Re-accepted the letter, thank you.It was a letter from Luo Hong.After waiting for so long, he finally wrote back.He was not overjoyed, but blamed: "It took me a few months to reply, so I can hold my breath." It's also strange, every time when she fell in love with Luohong, she never heard from her.Once she wants to start a relationship, Luohong will magically appear again.Letting go is hard to grasp, just like this again and again.

Master Li looked at Zhong in a daze, and asked with concern: "Young man, who is it? Are you all right?"

Zhong said apologetically, "Thank you, I'm fine, I'm sorry to trouble you, goodbye."

He folded the letter in half again, put it in his underwear pocket and went to eat breakfast.Don't pay too much attention to pretending not to care, in fact, I have long been happy in my heart.Inadvertently, Aya was left behind.

Life is full of forks in the road. Before you make a choice, the road has already been paved.Aya broke in unexpectedly, causing a lot of emotion.Just when she was about to make up her mind, Luohong wrote again. I don't know if it is good news or harassment?

Zhong hurriedly finished his breakfast, returned to his dormitory, and eagerly opened the letter, only to see that it read:

"Heavy:

Hi, Sorry for taking so long to reply to you.you are all right!I'm fine.

This year's Universiade will be held in our school, and we are busy with greening and decorating every day.It is really troublesome to transport the luggage home before the holiday.Thanks to a few fellow villagers who helped me check the luggage, it's easier to travel if I have more friends!

A few days ago, some of our fellow villagers went to Jiuzhaigou, and the air outside was really refreshing.If you go there, you will definitely be inspired and write many poems.I am a dull person, I only know that the scenery is beautiful, but I can't tell what is so good about it.

The final exam is coming, and I am busy reviewing my homework, hoping to pass it.You should study hard too.

Your poems are well written, but I can't seem to read them.I'm going to read a book, and we'll talk next time.

Friend: "Luohong"

Re-reading this half-lukewarm text, I feel a little lost.Especially looking at the word "friend", it is extremely dazzling, no, it should be stinging to the soul.When will you change your name, not to mention boyfriend, lover, just a good friend will do!People will become very strange in front of love, always very greedy, and don't know what satisfaction is.The delusion has more, but the truth is just a little bit more.So he began to blame, why he was so indifferent, why he was so incomprehensible.There is always a little less love, and no more.The heart is also out of balance in this way. It is obviously my true love, but it often falls into a misty confusion.What is possession, there is no answer.Aya expresses her attitude, and again feels that it is too easy to get and doesn't cherish it very much.That distant dream is still faint in the sky, when can I hold your hand, even if it is only a minute and a second.

He was thinking wildly, and his mood began to sink again.How could such a vigorous age turn into bitterness and hatred?Perhaps only by walking through can we understand all this.

Facing the little stars in the sky, we walked through the villages with thousands of lights.The dark shadow of the tree is guarding there like a terrifying devil.A coolness ran down his spine.The speeding car dragged a long strip of light towards the distance.

The whole body is surrounded by cold, and every pore is tightened.Occasionally, a gust of cold wind blows, and I can't help shivering, as if this scene has happened many times.

Has been running around like this, tirelessly.Without a goal, like a wandering spirit.When can we find a port of call?That may be a very distant thing, life is like a ship, after all, the mooring is short, only the long voyage is eternal.

Let the ship of our life drift wantonly on the treacherous sea!

Some things can't be met, and so is life.Both luck and hard work.What kind of seeds do you plant, what kind of fruits do you bear?Wouldn't it be better to pay and work cautiously at all times without worrying about the result?The stream is flowing happily, the breeze is blowing gently, the heart beats naturally, and people breathe evenly.Enjoy the harmony and tranquility to the fullest.

Life is alive, just a few decades, fleeting, now the state is good, people around are alive, cherish every minute and every second, and keep this happiness.

Pride, jealousy, inferiority complex, fear.All this is attacking the scarred heart, is it calm and composed, or is it sobbing?I will definitely be able to tide over the difficulties and reap the brilliance I deserve.