Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

The rain is gurgling outside the curtain, the spring is fading, and Luo Qun can't bear the coldness before dawn.In the dream, I don't know that I am a guest, and I am greedy for joy all day long.

Don't lean on a railing alone!Unlimited country, sometimes easy to see sometimes difficult.Flowing water, falling flowers, spring is gone, heaven and earth.

------Li Yu "The Order of the Waves Washing the Sand · The Rain Outside the Curtain"

Returning to the dormitory, it has been difficult to calm down the heat in my heart.Just like a pool of calm lake water, it is scorched by the scorching sun and the heat waves are rolling.

……

In the dark night, there is the roar of a train in the distance, and a corner of the sky outside the window is inlaid with a few stars.After repeated tossing and turning, unable to sleep, he was really poisoned, poisoned by a demon.He thought of the scene in Liao Zhai: "A fox, transformed into a coquettish beauty, went to accompany the frail scholar to study hard all night. Accompanying each other day and night, love will develop over time. The scholar believes that there is Yan Ruyu in the book, so he studies more vigorously. Later, the celestial master saw through the secret and killed the goblin in order to save the scholar. However, the goblin glanced at the scholar and he would never forget it. So he abandoned everything and insisted on being with the fox fairy."

After thinking about it again, a chill came into my heart, and I couldn't help shivering.However, Mei's voice and smile are engraved in her mind very clearly.Zhong stayed up all night like this, this is obviously not love, but it produced such a strong attraction, maybe this is called the real charm.

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Woke up early in the morning and went to the bathroom to wash up.Hao heard the sound of water and said, "Professor, why are you doing laundry early in the morning?"

Zhong pretended to be calm and said: "Ah, yes, I got up early today."

Water was flowing from the faucet, thinking about yesterday's events again and again, in a trance, Mei's head poked out of the water, still smiling!Chong screamed in fright, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

Hao said: "Professor, are you okay?"

Yi said: "Are you bewitched?"

Kang said: "I think the professor has been talking about it for the past two days. I don't know what kind of magic skill he is practicing."

He said again: "It's okay, it's okay, it's just that the water splashed on me."

When he looked down, why did the water turn red, his eyes suddenly went dark, and he collapsed in the corner of the wall.He gasped heavily, but couldn't make a sound.

The calm and stable spirit said to himself: "This beauty is unapproachable, and you shouldn't listen to strange words at the beginning. His kid has no good intentions, he doesn't understand at all, let me take the place of the dead ghost."

Hao said: "Professor, who are you talking to?"

He said again: "No, just talking to myself!"

I touched my head again, it was very hot, I caught a cold when I poured cold water yesterday.He struggled to stand up, washed his face with cold water, and regained consciousness.It was just a hallucination caused by fever, and he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

After taking a few sips of hot water, he climbed into bed again and fell asleep.It feels like being put into a hot oil pan, which is unbearably hot.It felt like being put into an ice cellar again, the cold was unbearable.Finally, sweating profusely, like taking a steam bath.Mixed feelings is the most appropriate adjective.

Around noon, he woke up again.I rubbed my head, the fever subsided, and my body regained strength.The quilt was wet from sweat, and he carried the quilt to the balcony to bask in the sun.After washing and getting dressed, I feel much better.

He decided to take a walk outside.After leaving the dormitory door, the warm spring sun warmly embraced Chong.Taking a deep breath, it flows through the body, like a spring infused with life.Every cell is infinitely viable.The surrounding grass and trees are all shiny green.A butterfly flew past the eyes and flew towards the flowers in the distance.It is already spring, cherish this great time!

He walked straight towards the gate, and when he passed the reception room, the doorman stopped him: "Heavy, your letter!"

Chong Xunsheng ran over and said, "Thank you, master!"

The master said: "It seems that there has been no letter from you for more than half a year. Is it from your girlfriend?"

Squeezing out a smile again, he said, "No, you should be busy!"

Holding the letter tightly, he walked to the stone table under the plane tree, sighed, and threw the letter on the table.Looking back, he bent over to pick it up again, and smoothed out the folds just now.Staring at the envelope, but never opened the letter.

I don't know how long it has passed, Zhong has been sitting there, motionless, as if he has turned into a stone sculpture, without breathing, without expression, as if his soul has been hollowed out.

At some point, Xing Ran sat beside Zhong, only to hear him read secretly: "Tianjin Normal University is re-accepted, and Beijing Normal University is re-accepted."

Zhong suddenly woke up and dodged hastily. Before he could pick up the letter, Xin Ran snatched it away.

He said anxiously: "You, give it to me!"

Xin Ran said with a playful smile: "Boy, you are so arrogant! Tell me, who is Luo Hong?"

He said angrily, "I don't know, just leave it alone!"

Xin Ran's face darkened and said: "I'm really angry, then give it to you!"

Chongjian handed over the letter happily, turned his anger into a smile and said, "I'm not angry, give it to me quickly!"

Xin Ran saw that Zhong was pretending to be angry, and immediately withdrew the hand holding the letter, turned around and ran away.After a second look, something bad happened, so I followed closely behind.Unexpectedly, Xinran ran really fast. After chasing her for a long time, she was always four or five meters behind her.

Because I caught a cold yesterday, I was a little weak, with my hands on my knees, and I was out of breath.Xin Ran saw that he was no longer chasing him, so he stopped and said with a smile: "Now give in, you dare to compare your endurance with me."

He said again: "Submit it, give it to me, female hero!"

Xin Ran walked over slowly, with sweat dripping from her forehead, and the hair from her temples sticking to her face, a rare style.Still panting heavily, he asked with concern, "Are you sick?"

He said again: "I've caught a cold, how about letting you run away?"

Xin Ran supported Chong to sit down, handed the letter to Chong's hand, there was still Xin Ran's wet handprint on the envelope.

Sighing heavily, he said, "I'm very upset that the things that have already ended have been revealed again!"

He said happily, "What's the big deal?"

Chong thought about it, and said: "I used to have a classmate, Luo Hong. We went from junior high school to high school, there were six years, and I liked her silently for six years. After I was in college, I wrote her a whole letter. Two years of letters. It’s not a girlfriend, but a good friend! She is in Beijing and hopes that I will be admitted to their school, but during the exam, I suffered from heatstroke and failed. So I came here, and I wrote to tell I hoped she would understand. But instead of comforting me, she said that she couldn’t see our future clearly. So, I stopped communicating with her. It’s been more than half a year! But here’s another letter, you Say, what is this called?"

Xin Ran said: "Don't get excited, read the letter first."

After rewriting the static letter, tearing open the envelope and opening the letter, it was written:

"Heavy:

Hello Zhanxin!I haven't heard from you for a long time, and I'm very worried.

Maybe it's because I'm used to seeing your letter every week, and I'm really not used to it these days.Every time you write to me first, but I don’t know why I haven’t heard from you for so long, so I write to you first.

It's nothing, just asking about your situation there.You should be doing well, right?Definitely met new classmates and did a lot of wonderful things.Have you been writing poetry lately?I look forward to reading your poems again.My classmates all said that they like your poems very much, but they haven’t read them these days, and asked me again and again, why doesn’t your poet classmate have any new works?I said, maybe he is busy!

I have now signed up for the postgraduate entrance examination class and am preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination.I have to go to class every weekend, and I am very busy.Do you want to take the exam?Test our school too!After all, it is a school in the capital, so it is easy to find a job.If you need any material, I can send it to you.Remember to tell me.

During the winter vacation, high school classmates had a party, but you didn't go.Almost everyone went, and many classmates mentioned you.Unexpectedly, your popularity is not bad. At that time, I only knew how to study, and I didn't pay much attention to it.We went to eat barbecue, roast whole lamb, and many students were drunk.Unexpectedly, there is such a deep friendship between classmates.Yue and I cried all night, and she said how much she liked you, but she just didn't accept her.She said that the thing she regrets the most is that she didn't catch you.Later, when she was parting, she told me that the reason why you didn't accept her was because you liked me.

I'm so stupid that I didn't know that you liked me when you wrote so many letters and poems to me.Maybe, I'm just a person who doesn't understand style, you won't laugh at me!I am very simple, even a little ridiculous, I hope the letter I wrote to you last time did not hurt you.Let me write this letter as an apology!

You are engaged in literature and have a delicate mind.My comprehension ability is very poor, so when I write letters in the future, I will tell me what is in my heart, so as to save me from being confused again.

Now, when I am free, I read your letters one by one, feeling so happy.If only you could keep writing to me!

Okay, I'm very wordy this time, and I don't know why I talk so much, so you won't be bothered!

Goodbye and good luck.

Looking forward to your reply, your poems.

Friend: "Luohong"

Re-reading the long letter, this is the first time Luohong has written such a long letter.His eyes were blurred, and his eyes were covered with tears.In these tears, there are grievances, sadness, complaints, and sadness.When everything is gone with the wind, how can it be reunited when it is brought up again?His heart was broken, it was broken just half a year ago.He tried hard to forget, and tried hard to be born again.How could the scar that had just been healed be opened again?It's not just pain, it's the despair after falling down.

Women feel very vulnerable.But sometimes women can be cruel, because they don't know how fragile a man's heart is when he loves him.The heavy heart was shattered, and now it is crushed again, how cruel it is!

Now that I regret it, can everything go back?What did you do at the beginning, and now you pretend that nothing happened, how is it possible?I'm not a puppet. When I get bored, I throw it away.When I remembered, I picked it up again.

Zhong vented all this in his heart, and looked at his face with pleasure, white for a while, red for a while, livid for a while... almost catching up with the chameleon.

She asked with concern: "The past, let's go! Don't take it to heart."

Xinran had guessed the general idea, tore the letter into pieces and threw it into the air.Looking at the falling confetti with pleasure, it is clearly a broken heart.She stretched out her hand to catch the pieces with all her strength, but the breeze blew them away in an instant.

He looked up to the sky and sighed: "Everything has gone with the wind, why should there be another disturbance for no reason?"