Xiaohan's red and falling swallows are heavy

In a blink of an eye, the autumn leaves turn yellow, and the years of youth pass by you inadvertently.

How many times the flowers bloom, how many times you gaze, how many rainy days, how many sad dusks.University life is drifting away.The remaining bits and pieces of time should be savored carefully.

Without Han Xiao's entanglement, Kang became much happier, and he and Zhong regained their previous tacit understanding.Every day, we go to the library and the cafeteria together, and we are inseparable black and white.

But Zhong was always unwilling, and began to pay attention to Han Xiao's every move.Humans are actually a kind of normal species, and there is no reason to let them give up completely.The so-called giving up and leaving is a kind of self-deception.I know best in my heart that occasionally a trigger point will arouse infinite affection for my lover.When the leaves fall, you will think of your lover's sad eyes; when it rains, you will remember your lover's tears; when the moon is full, you will think of your lover's sweet smiling face;

And attention is just a kind of narcissism that is nowhere near the itching. If you don't take action, nothing will change, and you will even let it develop, which is irreversible.After experiencing these changes again, he became even more timid.When it comes to love, sometimes you need a little bravery, even a little impulsiveness.But the point is that the more you think about yourself, the harder it is to speak.He began to worry about whether his retreat had broken Han Xiao's heart.And when he approached Li, Xinran, and Ruhua, didn't they all slander Han Xiao?He is not quite sure about Han Xiao's friendship with him, and he pays attention to her silently every day with a kind of regret and remorse, as if she is in a distant cloud.

Walking into the familiar classroom, it is a pair of unfamiliar faces.Xinran and Ruhua disappeared, and they worked hard to take the postgraduate entrance examination.Kang came home, and he gritted his teeth and took the seat next to Han Xiao in the past.My heart was a little restless, I didn't know what to say when Han Xiao came.I don't know what she will ask when she comes.My heart is controlled by a kind of uncertainty, which is suffering.

Han Xiao and the three sisters walked into the classroom talking and laughing, without paying attention at all, the four of them sat in the middle.In an instant, a piece of solid ice was airborne in the center of gravity, not just cold, but frozen.No heartbeat, no blood flow, what a pity.

Just imagine how much fun it was when we were far away from Han Xiao back then.Is she going to be several times more painful than the weight at this time.Sometimes empathy is the best medicine.It allows people to rediscover themselves, or to recognize themselves.Chong now deeply realizes that he is self-inflicted, not pitiful, but deserved it!

He didn't want to sit there, how could he sit there, wanting to evaporate instantly like water.This is how I finally come back, and you are no more.This is not just a miss, it should be a farewell.Zhong secretly looked at Han Xiao's back, thinking: Are you still the Han Xiao I love so much?

But Han Xiao was still sitting here yesterday, why didn't he look here today?She doesn't know I'm sitting here until now, so something must have happened?Zhong suddenly found an opportunity again, he continued to think, Kang came home suddenly, and Han Xiao left the position where he had been waiting for so long, it was by no means a coincidence.Kang must have confessed his love to her, and she naturally refused.So Kang ran away, and Han Xiao also threw away completely. It should be because he gave up Kang's entanglement, not giving up waiting.The more I thought about it, the more comfortable I became, and the ice in my heart slowly melted.

After class was over, the four sisters were walking in front, Zhong Chong hurried to catch up with them, and said, "Hello!"

Han Xiao actually leaned over, leaned into Zhong's ear and said, "Where's Brother Kang? Why didn't you come to class?"

He said again: "He has gone home."

Han Xiao fell silent, and kept silent all the way.On the other hand, Li and Zhong kept talking about graduation, work, and postgraduate entrance examination?????? She talked enthusiastically, but Zhong felt that it was ice knives piercing his body, and there was no pain, but disgust. .

Zhong just listened, but secretly calculated in his heart: It's all my fault, for disrupting the rhythm.If Kang Xiao and I explained our relationship with Han Xiao, Kang might have left right away.all is well.If I had more patience, I wouldn't strike up a conversation with Li.I will not be embarrassed, nor will I hurt Han Xiao.Everything is fine too.If I was rejected by Li and stopped approaching Xinran and Ruhua, maybe everything would be okay.If I had expressed my heart to Han Xiao earlier, she would have followed me, why bother about that dead seat?Wouldn't it be best if Kang didn't get a chance to intervene, nothing would happen.In short, all of this is a foregone conclusion, and it just exists in such an awkward way.

Han Xiao had been waiting for so long, and couldn't find anyone to wait for. The moment Kang confessed, he realized how helpless he was. It turned out that he chose to leave out of consideration for Kang's feelings.It is because of Kang's intervention that Zhong is farther and farther away from him.She resolutely gave up that position, and also let go of her confusion and concern for Zhong.In fact, she has never blamed Chong Zhong for leaving, and now that she understands all this, she also hopes that Chong Zhong will return.

It's a pity that the ones who came back were more worried and cowardly, one was waiting to confess, and the other was entangled with himself.Stubborn distance, how to approach?

The next day, the four sisters also disappeared.There is no caring person around Zhong, and no one who can pay attention to him.Friendship, love, all of a sudden are gone, only pale, boundless pale.

After a few days, Kang came back.He entered the door excitedly, and when he approached the door, he shouted: "Professor, I brought you our golden jujube!"

Chong was awakened by Kang in the silent ice cave, got busy and slipped out of bed.Kang threw away his bag, opened a big bloated plastic bag, took a handful of red dates and put them in Chong's hand, saying, "Try it, it's absolutely authentic."

After taking the dates again, before tasting them, a sweet aroma of dates has already entered the nostrils.He picked up one again and threw it into his mouth, slippery, biting off it was crunchy, sweet, and juicy.

The taste buds were stimulated, and he shouted that it was delicious, and kept filling his mouth with dates.Kang put the jujubes in the cabinet and said softly: "You can take it yourself, try not to tell others, I brought it for you specially."

He said again: "Great, so happy!"

Kang said: "Don't fall in love with me."

He said: "I love you without discussion!"

Kang stuck out his tongue and said, "It's so disgusting." He turned around and went to wash up.

He ate the jujube again, forgetting the previous troubles for a while.

At this time, Kang came out and said, "Professor, you haven't seen the four sisters in the past two days, have you?"

He said again: "Yes, I haven't come these two days. The counselor said that he has something to go home."

Kang said: "Don't listen to their lies, they went to Mount Tai to play."

He said again: "How do you know?"

Kang said: "I saw the photos in their space."

He said again: "Hey, it's time to graduate, it doesn't matter if you go out to play."

Kang hesitated for a while and said, "I heard that Han Xiao has a boyfriend, who is it?"

With a startled heart, Zhong said, "Really, I haven't heard of it!"

Kang said: "It's the first time I've heard of it, it's what I told me the day I went back."

He said again: "Yes, she is an excellent girl, she looks pure and innocent, how can she not have a boyfriend? Besides, she should graduate, who wouldn't love her once?"

Kang said: "No way, the professor also loves it once!"

He said again: "I really want to, but who loves me!"

Kang unexpectedly said: "I feel that Han Xiao treats you very well, the boyfriend she mentioned will not be you!"

Zhong said with an innocent face: "No, we haven't confessed."

Kang said: "Han Xiao is very introverted. She has determined a partner, and she won't confess her love easily."

He said again: "Wait and see what happens!"

Kang looked thoughtful, sighed and said, "Let's let nature take its course!"

The two boys, who both loved Han Xiao deeply, were greatly stimulated when they heard that Han Xiao had a boyfriend.Zhong is most concerned about whether the so-called boyfriend is himself, and Kang is concerned about Han Xiao having a boyfriend, what is he doing as a brother?

The two were chatting, Kang got two paper boxes filled with jujubes, handed Chong a box, and said, "Let's chat while eating."

He took it again and said, "Okay, thank you."

Both Hao and Yi came back late, Zhong and Kang turned off the lights, and fell asleep while talking.In the middle of the night, I was very thirsty, reached out and touched a date, threw it into my mouth, and after a click, I started to chew.Yi shouted: "What sound?" Hao said: "I don't know, I heard it too."

Zhong was silent, and after a few seconds, he heard the two of them were speechless, and threw another date into his mouth, before he bit it, he heard a click.

Yi and Hao said in unison: "Listen, another sound."

Chong almost laughed out loud, and clicked when he got excited.There was a creaking sound of the bed, and Yi and Hao sat up in fright.Hao said: "Isn't there a mouse?" Yi said: "No, it's the professor and teaching assistant who are grinding their teeth."

Trembling with heavy laughter, Kang poked him once, motioning him to keep quiet.The two of you clicked once, and I clicked, and they ate generously.

Suddenly, the light came on, Chong and Kang immediately stopped talking and pretended to sleep.Hao shouted: "Brother Kang, Brother Kang, professor, professor."

There was no response, Yi said: "Stop pretending, both of you, and say, what are you going to eat?"

Still no response, Hao and Yi slipped out of bed at the same time, and the moment they touched the ground, they both slipped and fell to the ground.The two got up and said in unison: "Jujube core!"

Chong and Kang tried their best to keep silent, and Hao leaned into Kang's ear and said, "Brother Kang, are the dates delicious?"

Kang hummed twice, ground his teeth, turned over, and turned towards the wall.

Yi pinched Chong's nose and said, "Professor, wake up, I want to eat dates."

He squinted his eyes again, clicked his mouth a few times, and said, "Where are the dates, where are the dates?"

Kang couldn't hold back for a moment, and burst out laughing.The two climbed onto Kang's bed together and rummaged through it.Heavy but still holding back and not making a sound.Kang said: "Don't turn it over, take it all away, just return a few."

The two of them turned over while eating, but they couldn't go down.Kang said anxiously: "I still need to sleep! If I want to eat, the professor still has it."

The two of them were about to shift positions, and they stretched out their hands to hand over the cardboard box, saying, "Give me some dates."

Kang said: "Professor, stop pretending, you have exposed your target."

He started to do it violently, and said loudly: "Where is the goal, where is the goal?"

Hao said: "Did you find out, the professor is the best at pretending!"

The four laughed together, and the dormitory remembered the symphony of Kaka in the middle of the night.

The following days should be said to be trivial memories.Han Xiao and the others were obsessed with traveling, running around.Ruhua and Xinran occasionally show up in class and disappear immediately.

It was almost the end of the term, and the gods from all walks of life finally returned, and the empty seats in the class were also full of people.Zhong is very busy at this time, because he is a study committee member, and he has to coordinate the assessment homework of each subject teacher, more than a dozen courses, exam exams, and exam exams, and he is too busy for a while.He thought, why not divide and conquer the tasks and appoint a class representative for each class.So he checked one by one according to his needs and expertise, but he didn't expect that the English subject was repeatedly pushed back.He made a difficult mistake again, and at the moment of distress, Han Xiao flashed in front of his eyes.He hurriedly shouted: "Han Xiao, wait a minute."

Han Xiao stopped her footsteps, turned around sharply, her braids were still swaying briskly, and trotted over, "Professor, what's the matter?"

Looking at the clear eyes again, he said, "How about I recommend you to be the representative of the English class?"

Han Xiao smiled and said, "Great, I've never been a class leader. Thank you professor for promoting me."

He said again: "I should thank you, ask me if you don't understand."

Han Xiao said: "I didn't expect that I could be a class leader before graduation."

Looking at Han Xiao's radiant smiling face again, her heart skipped a few beats, never expecting to see such a bright smile again.

Ruhua and Xinran also returned to Zhong's field of vision, but it was just an academic inquiry and exchange.Everyone feels very comfortable in this busy time.Because it's a natural, a relief from being busy.

Time flies, time flies, and it will be New Year's Day in a blink of an eye.Howe suggested that the four people in the dormitory hold a beer party to celebrate the arrival of the New Year.Unexpectedly, there was a real beer party, four people, twenty bottles of beer, and nothing else.

Four people sat around the beer and drank from the bottle.The clanging of wine bottles echoed in the dormitory.After two bottles of beer, everyone became more and more drunk.Open up their hearts: Hao has a cheerful personality, unabashedly recalling the ear disease with Jing, and love each other.It's just that he cursed a few words from time to time, and even wiped a few tears.Yi and Qing have a very strong relationship, and they dream of looking for a job, getting married, and having a son together in the future.Kang reminisced about the beauty of the eight years, but it was a farewell that sealed everything and buried everything.Crystal tears kept dripping from the corners of his eyes.He agreed with the three of them again, but he didn't reveal half a word about himself.Because wine can't make him drunk, only love, only lover can make him drunk, and drunk thoroughly.

He looked at his watch again and said: "I'm going to make a wish." He ran to the balcony and shouted to the sky: "Next year, I will have three wives, the first wife, the second wife and the third wife."

Chong ran in, but Kang rushed over and shouted: "I will marry a wife, and I will marry you next year."

Yi ran out and shouted, "I want to marry seven wives."

Hao said: "I made it impossible for the three of them to marry a wife."

Holding the wine bottle again, he rushed out of the door and said, "Eldest Wife, I love you!" He threw the wine bottle out casually, with a bang.He picked up two more wine bottles and said, "Second Wife, I love you more. Third Wife, I love you the most." The two wine bottles flew out with two bangs, causing someone upstairs to scream. Call.

The three of them pulled Zhong in. They each took a few bottles and threw them out with all their strength like throwing grenades, and they each shouted their slogans loudly.

Sitting in the dormitory again, the shadows of Xinran, Ruhua and Han Xiao linger in my mind.It was his love, the love buried deep in his heart.

The next morning, the cleaners were cleaning the glass on the road. Chong and Kang stepped on it with a loud crackling sound. The two looked at each other and smiled.

Kang said: "You did it."

He said: "It's a sin."

That period of youth was so absurd.Thinking about it many years later, I am still a little terrified.

Those declarations of love are also just talking about it.Recalling it today, I still feel a little sad.