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Walking out of the examination room, I immediately saw Qi Yuan, who was wearing a mask and kept the brim of his hat down, standing guard at the door.

Every time I see Qi Yuan like this, I feel unspeakably heartbroken,

He crazily wanted to give Qi Yuan the best in the world,

But now he can't even give him an aboveboard relationship,

This feeling of powerlessness made him suffocate, making it difficult for him to sleep well.

For more than half a year, he has been busy reviewing and preparing for the special eight exams,

Qi Yuan stayed with him until midnight almost every day,

Qi Yuan, the lazy god who used to be able to deal with anything,

He even started to learn how to cook health meals for him,

Give him nutrition in various ways,

Every time I turn my head to meet Qi Yuan's eyes full of love,

Li Lai felt that the boring words in front of him, which were as boring as ghost drawing symbols, had turned into peerless beauty, full of attraction

"Baby, I've worked hard for you recently." Li Lai hugged Qi Yuan

"You did well in the exam?" Qi Yuan smiled and took two steps back.

He took out the mask from his pocket and handed it to Li Lai, then looked around vigilantly,

It's been a long time since he appeared outside with Li Lai like this,

Although I wear a mask and hat, I always feel that it is not safe enough

"Well, I'm 70% sure." Li Lai put on the mask, and took advantage of the opportunity to grab Qi Yuan's hand.

Qi Yuan dodged, distanced himself from him, and walked forward side by side.

"Yuanbao, I'm sorry"

"Um?"

"It's nothing." Li Lai walked with his head down, Qi Yuan has been in this state recently,

As long as there is a third person, Qi Yuan becomes very alert,

This feeling is very tight in the chest, he knows that this is Qi Yuan protecting him,

Protecting his parents is also protecting this relationship

what to do ? it ' s almost a dead end

.......

"Xiaoyuan"

Qi Yuan came out of school and was defending his thesis for the last time today.

Hearing this familiar voice, he stopped in his tracks, not daring to turn his head.

He will never forget the scene when he saw Li Lai's father for the last time,

The slap that landed on my face after hesitation

"Uncle" Qi Yuan turned around and greeted,

I don't know what expression I have,

I only know that my heart is beating very fast, and I feel anxious and want to run away

"Let's talk"

"Okay" Looking at the serious uncle, Qi Yuan's heart fell to the bottom of the valley in an instant.

His intuition told him that some things had to be dealt with head-on.

It's time to leave, he made a decision the day he was blocked by Li Lai's father downstairs

So from that day on, he couldn't bear to close his eyes,

I want to see Li Lai as much as possible, spend more time with Li Lai, and pamper Li Lai more

Not enough, really not enough, even if it is delayed for a moment, there is still a moment of joy

Qi Yuan chatted with Li Lai's father in the car for a long time

What did Qi Lai's father say in detail, but Qi Yuan could hear it very vaguely,

His voice seemed to be blurred across thousands of mountains and rivers, but it was extremely sharp

"Uncle, I beg you... Your aunt is not in good health... Li Lai is going to get married in the future... Uncle can't do anything... Can you leave him..."

Qi Yuan heard clearly that his heart was shattered into tiny pieces by these words,

Each crumb has dense poisonous insects gnawing on the pain-sensing nerves, and spreads all over the body with the blood circulation

"Uncle, don't worry, give me some time, I will return Li Lai to you"

.........

"Qi Yuan, have you really thought about it and don't think about it anymore?" Miao Ke lit a cigarette with a very serious expression.

"Well, Sister Miao, I've already made up my mind. Don't worry, I won't go to another company. I just don't want to do this anymore."

"Is something wrong? You and Li Lai can be regarded as I have watched all the way to today. Everyone has worked hard for so long and finally achieved today's results. I really can't accept this result."

"Sister, I really thank you very much, but I really don't want to do it, I've thought about it for a long time"

"Okay, whenever you want to come back, you are always welcome"

"Thank you, sister, I beg you to do something, can you keep this matter a secret from Li Lai?"

"he does not know?"

"Well, I can't tell him yet"

"Oh, why do I feel like I've killed you two?"

"No, sister, I am very grateful to you for letting me know him, he is really very good, and he will be better in the future"

"I know you are a kind child, and you are willing to take care of everything yourself. If you are in trouble, just say so, and we can help you out."

Qi Yuan smiled. He has been in the prosperous age for several years, and the people in the team are very loving, there is no intrigue, and the three views are also very upright.

Especially Miao Ke and Sister Shan are very protective people, unlike most businessmen who only have interests in their eyes,

"This matter really cannot be solved by paying attention."

"I guess you're gone, and Li Lai won't be able to keep you. Fortunately, the company has cultivated a few newcomers recently, which is pretty good. Otherwise, I would have been caught off guard." Ms. Miao said calmly.

"I'm sorry for your trouble"

"What's the trouble, you and Li Lai have helped the company earn less money in the past few years, and you haven't asked for a long signing fee when you have more fans, so I won't embarrass you just because of this."

......

Li Lai looked at Han Ranran very depressedly, and wanted to swing it twice in his heart

"Brother Lai, tell me, what's wrong, don't look at me like that, I'm a bit hairy"

"bother"

"What's the matter, did you quarrel with Qi Yuan?"

"It's okay to quarrel, I think he has a problem recently"

"what is the problem?"

"I'm very impatient with me. I slam the door and leave without saying a word. I'm picky about the food I cook. I often eat out with people. When I sleep, I can't sleep by the side. I start to talk to you. I sleep in a separate room, do you think it's past the period of passionate love, and his liking has faded away?"

"Ah? No way, Qi Yuan is not such a capable person."

"It's okay to be a little bit. I can accept anything he does. The key is that he has been cheating on his phone recently. Whenever I get close to him, he turns off the phone. Will he not cheat?"

"Cheating? Don't you know all the people he knows, who is he cheating on?"

"I don't know all of them. Now we are doing activities separately. He has met a bunch of new friends and even hang out with them. It's like a different person."

"I think you may be thinking too much, maybe you are too sensitive"

"It's definitely not sensitive, I can feel that he doesn't like me as much as before"

Han Ranran wanted to say, if someone took out your kidneys for you, how much you love him can you do that, but he can't say that

......

When Li Lai entered the room reeking of alcohol, Qi Yuan frowned,

Quickly put on the disgusted expression that I practiced in the mirror all night, "Why do you drink so much?"

"Qi Yuan, what the hell are you looking at? Do you despise me?" Although he was a little drunk,

But that look of disgust was too obvious, like a bayonet, piercing him in pain

"You smell it yourself, you smell like alcohol, don't you dislike yourself?" Qi Yuan held back his heartache, crossed his arms and looked at Li Lai blankly

Li Lai couldn't control his emotions, he was very angry and hurt,

He can't stand Qi Yuan's eyes like this, it's not for his lover, it's for any alcoholic on the side of the road

"Do you not love me anymore?" Li Lai tightly grasped Qi Yuan's shoulder and looked at him

"Don't be sick, go in and take a shower"

"Qi Qi, what's the matter with you, can you tell me I can change it, please don't ignore me?" Li Lai softened his voice, trembling slightly, hugging Qi Yuan tightly,

It was very painful, he couldn't find an outlet for release, everyone could feel the recent changes in Qi Yuan, let alone Li Lai

"I'm really fine, hurry up and take a shower and go to bed." Qi Yuan also softened, but his alienated tone did not change.

Such an attitude is like stabbing Li Lai with a double-edged knife, and at the same time piercing his own flesh.

He couldn't think of a better way, if he left suddenly, Li Lai would definitely not be able to bear it,

I can only slowly tear this relationship apart bit by bit.

It's almost over, it's almost over, wait for the coup de grace, we'll have nothing to do

I go back to my void, you go back to your home, be their good son, find a girlfriend, get married and have kids,

It may be painful for a few years, but it is better than spending the rest of your life in guilt and entanglement

I'm sorry, I really can't help it. I'm really grateful to your parents for giving you so much love and raising you so beautifully.

Without them, there would be no you that I love so much, I really don't want to hurt them

I'm not completely gone, at least a part of me has integrated into your family, I'm content

"Yuanbao, I love you" listening to Li Lai murmured in a daze after drunk

Qi Yuan stood by Li Lai's bed with his eyes open in the dark room, watching all night

.....

It's snowing, Li Lai spread out his hands, watching the snowflakes falling on his palms, absorbing the heat and melting

In the past few days, Qi Yuan was in a one-sided cold war with him, he didn't understand that he had offended him,

Qi Yuan became more and more emotional, getting angry at every turn, so that he didn't even dare to speak out loud

But even though he was so careful, he still made Qi Yuan unhappy,

It’s been a long time since I saw Qi Yuan smiling, I miss him so much,

What went wrong? Is it because the underground love talk was too suppressed and finally broke out?