I am the apex of the bamboo horse

Li Chunshou did not become so autistic since he was a child.

Wu Zhuma still remembers that since he moved to Li Chunshou's house, Li Chunshou scratched his face because he said "sister", but Li Chunshou quickly forgot about it. Little boy who holds no grudges.

Just when they were in kindergarten, Li Chunshou and Wu Zhuma went to the same kindergarten, which is a bilingual school. It cannot be said that every student is from a wealthy family, but most of them are in relatively good conditions.

Li Chunshou's parents didn't have much intention to let Li Chunshou learn more and better. He will be in the kindergarten of this bilingual college mainly because it is the nearest kindergarten to Rubik's Cube Community.

Li Chunshou was already good-looking, so it is conceivable how popular he would be in the class, but when Wu Zhuma was three or four years old, he didn't have much expression and was not particularly talkative. Li Chunshou seemed to be the only one in the kindergarten. The professor would talk to him non-stop, and other people would stop playing with him because he didn't respond much.

However, Li Chunshou's good popularity seems to last only after the age of five. After five years old, a chubby guy in the class didn't know where he learned it from, insisting that Li Chunshou was a little girl, and he was still teasing Li Chunshou in the kindergarten playground. Shou's trousers, and said he wanted to see if Li Chunshou didn't have a dick like a girl.

At the time, this matter was not big or small.Li Chunshou didn't like to be called a girl. He saw that the little fat man was so impolite, so he beat him up immediately.

It's a pity that Li Chunshou didn't have any fighting skills, and the tonnage was not as large as that of Xiaopangdun, so he was bullied.It happened that Wu Zhuma was not there at that time, and when Wu Zhuma came out of the toilet, the dispute between Li Chunshou and Xiaopangdun had already been stopped by the teacher.

Although Li Chunshou was generally bullied, he also managed to scratch the little chubby's face, and the chubby little man was bleeding on his face, looking terribly scary.

The children who saw this fight scene were very scared. It was obvious that the little fat man was the one who bullied Li Chunshou, but Li Chunshou's movements were too ruthless. Such fierce movements completely matched his doll-like appearance. sharp contrast.

Although Xiaopangdun's parents apologized to Li Chunshou, they obviously had resentment towards Li Chunshou. Although Zhang Lulu and Li Guofu were angry, Li Chunshou also fought back and almost disfigured him. , with reconciliation as the final outcome.

It's just that Zhang Lulu said to Li Chunshou: "Although we reconciled this time, you don't have to talk to him if you don't like him. When we make friends, we must make sincere friends, and we don't have to force ourselves to socialize."

Because of his injury, Li Chunshou returned to kindergarten a few days later than Xiaopangdun. After returning to kindergarten, Li Chunshou found that the kindergarten had changed. Those who used to like to play with him were bewitched by Xiaopangdun. Boys Thinking that he is not a man or a woman, the girl thinks that he may go crazy. Anyway, a group of young children, before they understand many things, will already crowd out the crowd and subconsciously show malice towards him.

Some people have no ill intentions towards him, but they don't come to play with him every day like before.

It was at that time that Wu Zhuma became Li Chunshou's best friend, because after the fight, only Wu Zhuma remained unchanged, and Wu Zhuma would stand by his side to help him and become His comrades!

So at that time, Li Chunshou understood a little bit what Zhang Lulu meant by "true friends".

Zhang Lulu asked Li Chunshou if he wanted to transfer to another kindergarten, but the stubborn Li Chunshou refused.Little Fatty has the face to stay in the kindergarten, so why is he going to admit defeat and run away?That is impossible!

Fortunately, as long as no one comes to provoke Li Chunshou later, Li Chunshou will basically play ball with Wu Zhuma obediently, read books and watch animation hide-and-seek, and laugh like a little angel when having fun. Soon everyone The vicious impression of Li Chunshou was reduced a lot, so they wanted to play with Li Chunshou again.

Li Chunshou was not very happy at first, but in the end he returned to the friends who played with him without any grudges. But of course, these people are not as good as Wu Zhuma and him, not only because Wu Zhuma is his It is because Wu Zhuma sincerely regards him as a friend.

Li Chunshou, who was still in kindergarten, also slowly realized the meaning of "communication" in Zhang Lulu's mouth during this process.

His mother said that he doesn't have to force it, so Li Chunshou only regards these children who are playing with him again as objects of fun, not as real friends like Wu Zhuma, but of course he is not afraid of such things. Pressed in the heart.

When graduating from kindergarten, everyone was very reluctant to part with Li Chunshou, but Li Chunshou forgot about his playmates in a blink of an eye, so heartless that Zhang Lulu and Li Guofu were amazed.Fortunately, Wu Zhuma was still there, so it seemed that Li Chunshou was not so cool.

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Primary school came quickly, and when Li Chunshou was eight years old, a big event happened.

Wu Zhuma knew that Li Chunshou was good-looking since he was three years old, and Li Chunshou was also good-looking when he was eight years old, but Li Chunshou didn't pay much attention to his clothes, so he let Zhang Lulu dress him up .And it is impossible for Zhang Lulu to let such a lovely Li Chunshou be buried, so Li Chunshou's hairstyle has always been very particular.

When they were in elementary school, Li Chunshou and Wu Zhuma still went to the same school. The uniform of this elementary school was sailor uniform. Except that they didn’t need to wear school uniforms every Friday, they wore sailor uniforms at other times, and Li Chunshou At that time, he was wearing a sailor suit, and his head was different from other students' short haircuts which were easy to manage. His hair was specially permed by Zhang Lulu, and it became curly. , the whole person looks more like a little prince.

In an instant, his own temperament and appearance quickly separated from the classmates in the class, and his painting style was really incompatible with the boys in the class. In addition, the boys' gender awareness gradually came out. I also think that Li Chunshou, who is dressed like this, looks like a little girl. Li Chunshou doesn't like sports like other boys, and more often he mixes with girls, so the boys don't know what is the reason. Anyway, for no reason, Li Chunshou was isolated, so Li Chunshou's same-sex friend in the class turned out to be only Wu Zhuma.

Wu Zhuma is the opposite of Li Chunshou. In elementary school, the girls thought Wu Zhuma was fierce, so they dared not play with Wu Zhuma. Wu Zhuma played well with the boys in the class, so Li When Chunshou and Wu Zhuma were in primary school, apart from going to class and going home together after school, they seldom spent time together between classes.

One day by accident, Wu Zhuma was left by other boyfriends to play football together. Li Chunshou didn't like playing football, so he went home alone.

Then Wu Zhuma heard the person who played football with him say: "There is an uncle nearby who has been asking me about Li Chun's teaching."

"Are you too? I was asked that too!!" Then another person said the same.

They didn't know why the uncle asked about Li Chunshou, but because the uncle either gave them food or gave them video games to play, so these unsuspecting children told the uncle about Li Chunshou .

After Wu Zhuma heard their conversation, she immediately said goodbye to them with a bad face, and then picked up her schoolbag and went after Li Chunshou regardless of the people behind her.

Among other things, Wu Zhuma is more sensitive to Li Chunshou's good looks than anyone else. Now that an uncle is inquiring about Li Chunshou, Wu Zhuma is not sure what will happen, but thinking of her parents Watching the Rule of Law Online together with him, and telling him how to deal with people who want to kidnap and sell her, Wu Zhuma didn't hesitate at all, and decisively chose Li Chunshou among the two options of Li Chunshou and football.

Sure enough, while he was running, Wu Zhuma happened to see Li Chunshou, who was supposed to go to Rubik's Cube Community, being taken to a remote place by a suspicious uncle.

So Wu Zhuma hurried over and grabbed Li Chunshou who looked innocent.

"Xiao Zhi, where are you going?" Wu Zhuma asked panting, and immediately ran over to find Li Chunshou after hearing the news. Wu Zhuma ran so fast just now that he was so tired that his forehead was sweating and panting .

"Bamboo! This uncle wants to take me to see cats! I heard from him that he has adopted several cats!" When Li Chunshou saw Wu Zhuma, he didn't ask why Wu Zhuma appeared here. Recently, he fell in love with Little cat, someone wanted to take him to see the little cat, so Li Chunshou's mind was full of meowing, and he didn't think about other things at all.

"Don't go!" Wu Zhuma stopped Li Chunshou who was a little excited because he heard the cat, and then he pulled Li Chunshou behind him very vigilantly, wanting to take Li Chunshou away from this stranger.

"Why!?" Li Chunshou didn't cooperate so much, he really wanted to see the cats that the uncle talked about!

On the way home, Li Chunshou met this uncle who suddenly appeared. The uncle bumped into him, nearly fell down, and then helped him up. He also said that in order to express his apology, he would take him to see the cat. Cat's.But now Wu Zhuma refuses to let him go, Li Chunshou is a little unhappy.

"Are you an idiot! He wants to abduct you!" Wu Zhuma scolded Li Chunshou in a low voice, and then ran away with Li Chunshou.

But before he took Li Chunshou for a few steps, the uncle caught their two thin children.

"Uncle is not a bad person. Uncle will take you to see cats." The uncle covered the mouths of Li Chunshou and Wu Zhuma. At this time, Li Chunshou really realized that something was wrong, so he and Wu Zhuma began to fight in the uncle's arms. Li struggled hard.

Wu Zhuma even thought of Chen Xiaowen's words, saying that if there are bad guys and the other party is male, they will attack the other party's lower third.To say that it is the next three ways, in fact, is to focus on attacking the place that the men can't say.

So during this period of time, Wu Zhuma, who played football with strong legs, raised his leg and kicked the uncle directly before being dragged to a remote corner by the uncle. He kicked the uncle quickly and ruthlessly He had to let go, and he and Li Chunshou also fell to the ground.

However, Wu Zhuma pulled Li Chunshou to run immediately after standing still, and the uncle had already collapsed on the ground because of Wu Zhuma's kick.

With a pale face, Li Chunshou followed Wu Zhuma to the police station on the street ahead. After Wu Zhuma explained the specific situation to the police uncles fluently, the uncle who collapsed on the ground and did not get up was arrested. caught.

"I'm sorry... I don't know..." The activity area has always been around here, and the neighbors are all good people. Li Chunshou has never met a pervert or a bad person. This time he almost got Wu Zhuma involved. Don't mention the impression How profound it is.

"It's okay, it's not your fault, it's just that you are so good-looking, so you have to be vigilant!" Wu Zhuma knew that Li Chunshou was not wrong, and those who were wrong were bad people, so she comforted her, but this comfort made Li Chun Chunshou planted a landmine deep in his heart that "being good-looking is easy to encounter danger".

The uncle was abducted and tried, and was charged with the crime of attempted kidnapping, and went to prison, and those children who told Li Chunshou's information and exposed Li Chunshou to danger were also taught by Wu Zhuma, Wu Zhuma It was even in this incident that he took Li Chunshou as his own responsibility.

So from then on, they no longer went to and from get out of class hand in hand and went home together, but took the car arranged by Wu Zhuma's family.

Although they only needed to walk for 15 minutes from home to school, the incident this time was so bad that the 15-minute journey was abruptly condensed into 2 minutes by car.

Li Chunshou told Zhang Lulu whether this kind of thing happened because he was too good-looking. Of course Zhang Lulu denied it, but when Li Chunshou seemed to be really troubled by his high appearance, Zhang Lulu said: The words comforted Professor Li Chun:

I heard that children who were good-looking when they were young will become disabled when they grow up. Maybe you will not be so good-looking when you grow up.

So Li Chunshou, who firmly believed that what his mother said was very reasonable, just went to junior high school while looking forward to the realization of this sentence.

And I recalled when I was in primary school, apart from being rejected by boys and getting the title of "sissy", I was often pulled around by jealous little girls. Life in school was not as good as being with Wu Zhuma Happy gaming at home.

When he was in junior high school, boys’ rejection of him decreased a lot. Although some people called him a sissy, it was probably because of Li Chunshou’s increasingly untidy living habits. Li Chunshou was still good-looking, but he would no longer be like As in elementary school, shining like a prince, it makes people feel that the painting style is too different, and they dare not get too close.

It's a pity that when he was in junior high school, he didn't become disabled like Zhang Lulu said. It's better to say that he was still cute, and even a little more delicate.

The thing that troubled Li Chunshou throughout junior high school was that there were people watching him when he was going to and from get out of class, and later it turned out that someone wanted to follow him home.

Fortunately, when he went home, he took the car of Wu Zhuma's family. The change from elementary school to junior high school was just a change of school uniform, and the 2-minute drive became 10 minutes.

But things are not always as smooth as he imagined. Just when Li Chunshou thought that his appearance had the most influence on everyone's eyes, he never expected that the rich second generations from the school and other schools , and let the family driver follow them one after another, Li Chunshou can sometimes see these people outside the Rubik's Cube community.

The approaching stalking behavior made Li Chunshou very uncomfortable, and Wu Zhuma no longer ignored it, but was ready to have a good talk with these people who behaved more seriously, but before they talked, there was a car accident , this car accident was caused by those rich second generations who asked their family drivers to follow them at the same time, and then squeezed into a group, which caused chaos on the road when they crossed the red light. The rear of Wu Zhuma's car was also knocked out A hole was formed.

The moment the car was hit, Li Chunshou was hugged by Wu Zhuma, and then he was full of dirty words, thinking that these people who followed him were really sick.

He looks in the mirror every day and feels that he looks just like that. Is it really necessary to do such crazy things just to see him? ?Crashed?

What is he like?Blue face disaster?

Li Chunshou, who was so disgusted by himself, looked very bad. He not only got out of the car and scolded these people, but also raised his foot and kicked their car. In the end, Wu Zhuma stepped forward to stop him, and Li Chunshou didn't do anything. More extreme behavior, from victim to perpetrator.

In the end, the result of this incident was that the school recorded a serious demerit and reported and criticized these people. At first, Li Chunshou was thinking of transferring to other schools, but after Wu Zhuma's family helped him send these people to other provinces, Li Chunshou stopped. It was such a troublesome thing to transfer to another school, but because of this, he no longer had much enthusiasm for the school.

After passing through junior high school safely, Li Chunshou and Wu Zhuma went straight to the high school of our school, and then Li Chunshou seemed to suddenly become decadent. Anyway, in the first and second years of high school, he could skip classes and go home, and often played games , one of the most student-like things I do in school is to write homework.

Since he had a very low sense of presence in high school, there was no such thing as in elementary school or junior high school, but his popularity in school was actually not good. When Wu Zhuma was not by his side, he would even be a little irritable, so classmates They didn't dare to get close to Professor Li Chun.

Li Chunshou didn't know it was his own fault, and thought that his classmates were just looking at him to be unhappy, so Li Chunshou once thought that his appearance would no longer affect others, and let others do something that hurt him and endangered the public So when Wu Zhuma forced him to study, he obediently continued to study, and went to the same key university with Wu Zhuma.

Wu Zhuma used to take care of him all the time, Li Chunshou, who was in college, made bold words, saying that when he grows up, let him be the big brother instead!

Then I didn't know what happened, Li Chunshou began to sleep in the same bed with Wu Zhuma in the dormitory every now and then, saying that he wanted to connect with each other.

And Wu Zhuma realized that he liked Li Chunshou when he was in high school, but he knew that Li Chunshou didn't like men, and of course he didn't see any woman he liked, but his sexual orientation should be normal, so Wu Zhuma also He didn't want to confess. Before he became independent, even if he had this ambition in his heart, he would never formally pursue Li Chunshou.

But his body was already clamoring that he couldn't go on like this, so in order to calm down his feverish mind, Wu Zhuma resolutely made himself busy, unlike elementary school to high school, who had been with Li Chun all the time. He is always inseparable, and he will not let Li Chunshou sleep on his bed at night. Occasionally, he still has to carry out his research until late at night. Li Chunshou sees that Wu Zhuma is really busy, so he no longer pesters Wu Zhuma, but I went to play by myself.Wu Zhuma saw that Li Chun's scope of activities was basically in the school, and there should be no danger. Later, in order to keep a clear mind, she devoted herself to her studies and career.

It was at this time that Li Chunshou met Jiang Shao.

Judging from previous experience, Li Chunshou is actually not very keen on making friends. If possible, he thinks that he only needs a friend like Wu Zhuma in his life. After all, he makes friends for happiness. Rather than trembling.

But when Jiang Shao approached him, Li Chunshou didn't feel that trembling feeling at all.Jiang Shao doesn't have much sense of presence, but he is careful, gentle, and considerate. Anyway, the other party seems to have a good understanding with Li Chunshou. Li Chunshou blinks, and Jiang Shao usually knows what he needs. Li Chunshou The professor felt that being friends with Jiang Shao was a very comfortable thing.

Later, involuntarily, Li Chunshou completely lost his guard against Jiang Shao. At first he would tell Wu Zhuma that he had made friends, but later he thought that Wu Zhuma was so busy alone. If he was in Wu Zhuma The long-winded words in front of Ma seemed to disturb Wu Zhuma, so she simply didn't tell Wu Zhuma where he and Jiang Shao went to play.

It can be said that Jiang Shao is the second trusted friend of Li Chunshou since his short life. This kind of trust is very precious and not easy to have. There will be serious consequences.

That day, Jiang Shao asked Li Chunshou to go out to watch a movie. Li Chunshou, who was playing games in the dormitory, thought it would be interesting to go out to watch a movie, so he followed Jiang Shao out the door happily.

However, what he didn't expect was that Jiang Shao said at the end of the movie that he would take him to play a live-action shooting game. In fact, Li Chunshou didn't like this kind of game that required running around, but Jiang Shao seemed very excited. Li Chunshou did not refuse.

The location of this live-action shooting game is on a small hill next to the school. Standing on it, you can clearly see the school buildings. Li Chunshou is still thinking, if it is so close, after Wu Zhuma comes out of the busy , he can also bring Wu Zhuma over to play.

But before he entered the game, Jiang Shao introduced several friends to him. The way those friends looked at him made Li Chunshou very uncomfortable, but because of the trust accumulated some time ago, although Li Chunshou He was not very happy about Jiang Shao's sudden introduction of new friends to him, but he still held back his unhappiness and didn't say anything that would make Jiang Shao lose face on the spot.

He also wanted to wait until the game was over, and tell Jiang Shao that he didn't want to make too many friends.It's a pity that Jiang Shao's behavior later prevented Li Chunshou from getting in touch with him again.

Li Chunshou never imagined that there would be such a day that he would be beaten with a sap in the back.The sap didn't knock him out, but it also knocked him temporarily unable to get up.

Then Li Chunshou was dragged into a warehouse by Jiang Shao, and those "friends" followed up with excitement, and then Li Chunshou heard their discussion.

"It's really the best!"

"Is it really okay for us to do this?"

"Wait for the video. If he says anything, we threaten to spread the video."

"He doesn't have many friends at school, and no one will come to rescue him."

"And there is no evidence for him to call the police. We just need to be careful not to leave any traces later."

"Hurry up, Jiang Shao, hurry up!"

Li Chunshou felt that there must be something wrong with his ears, otherwise how could he have heard Jiang Shao and these people talking about harming him in front of him?

Then Jiang Shao was really urged to succeed, I saw Jiang Shao came over and took off his clothes, and then said to him: "Xiao Shi, I'm sorry, I owe them a little money, but as long as you help me, I can pay it off." gone."

"How much is owed! I'll help you pay it first! Don't mess with me!" Li Chunshou backed away in horror, but his struggle was useless.

"Really? I owe them 100 million, can you really help me?" Jiang Shao seemed to be surprised, and he knew that Li Chunshou was quite rich.

"100 million...? Me, I can borrow it for you..."

"What are you talking about, Jiang Shao?" I saw the person behind kicking Jiang Shao's back, so Jiang Shao continued to move, and said in Li Chunshou's usual gentle tone:

"Xiao Xu, I can only wrong you first, and I will definitely apologize to you after today is over."

"Paralyze with you! Let me go!" Li Chunshou glared at Jiang Shao angrily, thinking that Jiang Shao was too scary, obviously Jiang Shao was not like this before!

Next, Li Chunshou encountered the most disgusting thing in his life. He was licked by a group of men naked. The sound of opening made him collapse instantly, no matter how much he begged these people, they were all immersed in the game of playing with him.

Just when Li Chunshou thought he was really finished, the door of the warehouse was suddenly opened.

Li Chunshou saw that the person who came was Wu Zhuma, Wu Zhuma frantically picked up the stick on the ground and beat these people until they bleed.

It was Wu Zhuma who saved him who was covered in other people's saliva.

After Wu Zhuma brought him out, when Wu Zhuma asked in a panic, "What's the matter with you, is there anything wrong", Li Chunshou burst into tears, and said aggrievedly:

"I stink! I need a shower!!!"

Then Li Chunshou discovered a very scary thing, and this time the shadow brought to him seemed to be more serious than imagined.

Even if he didn't like to make friends with others before, he could still do the most basic "communication", but now let alone communication, because of this broken Jiang Shao, he would always think of that bad episode when he went out to meet people. Memories, and then there will always be roaring in the ears, and it will be better only when Wu Zhuma is around.

In order to take care of him, the busy Wu Zhuma had no choice but to give up what she had insisted on for the past two years, and stopped making herself so restless that she could not rest.And he single-handedly threw these people into prison.

For him to say "don't let mom and dad know", how many things Wu Zhuma has done for him, Li Chunshou can see everything in his eyes.

Also because of Wu Zhuma's perseverance, Li Chunshou finally got a little better before graduation, and he didn't think of that disgusting memory when he saw anyone.But the after-effects are that it is easy to break out in a cold sweat when meeting strangers, it will be unsteady to stand, and even have a fever and lethargy.Going to a crowded place will make Li Chunshou feel suffocated even more.

He said he wanted to overcome these psychological problems, but in fact he didn't even dare to see a psychiatrist, for he was afraid that the psychiatrist would make him undergo desensitization treatment and suffer more pain.

Probably due to the reason that returning to the Rubik’s Cube Community would be safe, so when Li Chunshou met people in the Rubik’s Cube Community, he would not feel as insecure as when he was outside. Although Zhang Lulu and Li Guofu felt that Li Chunshou was a little strange after returning from university , but Li Chunshou didn't like making friends since before, so they couldn't make them guess what happened to Li Chunshou.

But obviously he has tried his best to forget, and obviously he can walk through the crowded food street, but when he heard the name of Jiang Shao, Li Chunshou still found that he was still the same stupid and unlucky person back then. poor guy.

He didn't experience the long-term disability Zhang Lulu said at all, but the words "beautiful and easy to encounter danger" buried in his heart when he was in elementary school, took root and sprouted in his heart like fertilizer, and it was gone in a blink of an eye. Become a big tree in the sky.

But his fear was misunderstood by others as his arrogant contempt for others.

Li Chunshou tried hard to swallow the meat in his mouth, then raised his neck stiffly, and said to Huang Xiaoxiao who questioned Wu Zhuma just now:

"Zhuzi knows everything about me. He says he knows, so he knows."

——Since he worked so hard before, he should be able to do it if he continues to work hard, right?

The author has something to say: finally finished writing, big fat chapter! !