Tokyo Ghoul Collapse Reality

Arima who stopped in his tracks said, "Please wait inside, Mr. Takaki will be here soon."

Keeping a close distance from him, Arima said, "No need. I'll wait for her here."

"This..." The editor frowned in embarrassment, but he didn't know how to persuade the expressionless man in front of him.

He seems to be invulnerable, almost seamless.

"Oh, why don't you trust me that much?" A playful female voice sounded from behind.

"Mr. Gao Yu, why are you here?! Isn't it time to hold a new book signing outside?!" Compared with the editor's overreaction, Arima just turned his face slightly, and saw Gao Yuquan through the lens.

With a delicate and fair face, a slender and short figure, and long messy hair and a loose expression, she looks extremely cute.This is Gao Yuquan.

"Yeah, it's raining heavily, I'm afraid readers will catch cold, so I let them go back~" Gao Yuquan said nonchalantly, ignoring the editor who yelled "You just want to be lazy", facing Arima who stared at her silently smile slightly.

"long time no see."

The author has something to say: Happy birthday to the male god =W=~

The little angel of Jinmu is also~ Ah, by the way, the next article is a comprehensive romance essay about the little angel of Jinmu~ Let’s make a preview here~

In the past few days, I will finish the first half of this article =3=.

☆, well-intentioned

Adjust the seat, step on the clutch, brake and accelerator one by one, and fumble in this way to master the distance between each other.Then master the steering wheel, step on the clutch to the bottom, put your right foot on the accelerator, then turn the key, the clutch on your left foot is slowly lifted, but the car does not ignite.

Excellent held the steering wheel in doubt, ready to repeat the action just now.The person in the passenger seat stretched out his hand to help him shift the manual gear into first gear, and the car vibrated.Taking advantage of the opportunity to lightly tap the accelerator, the car began to move forward slowly, and it really started.

Looking ahead, grasping the steering wheel with his hands, Excellent did not dare to relax and stared straight ahead, and said: "If you are caught driving without a license for this, remember to release me on bail." An anxious drum beat.This is only his second time driving.

"Okay." Said Arima, who was sitting in the passenger seat.

"Where to go next?"

"On the outskirts of Tokyo, Aoki Cemetery."

Hearing this, Excellent's hand loosened his grip on the steering wheel. There was a corner in front of him. He turned the steering wheel in a self-defeating manner, and the car almost went sideways.

But the people in the car didn't complain about it, and Excellent didn't take him into consideration.

Eyes staring straight ahead as if habitually, Youyou thinks blankly, anyway, it has come to this point.In an instant, he felt like a balloon that had been sucked out of air, and his whole body was about to fall.

The driving action becomes simpler and rougher, the accelerator pedal can be stepped to the bottom, and the foot can be stepped to the bottom immediately.The car was rampaging on the road, flying up and down like an unreasonable barbarian.Fortunately, they are already on the outskirts of the city, walking along the deserted coastal road, when will it be the end.

There is a sound from far and near.

"Your phone is ringing." Arima in the passenger seat said calmly.

I stepped on the brakes, parked the car, pulled the data cable connected to the mobile phone, and wanted to answer the call. One of them lost my grip, and the mobile phone fell suddenly, hitting the standing white box and then bouncing up , the carpet laid in the car rolled a few times, and finally fell to the edge of the passenger seat.

Excellent frowned and clicked his tongue irritably, leaning on the steering wheel with one hand, bent down to pick up the phone.But the hand is not long enough to reach the edge of the door on the other side.He stretched out his arms as hard as he could, and bent his waist as hard as he could, but he still couldn't reach them.The frown was getting tighter and tighter, but he still persisted. After his hands felt sore, he suddenly withdrew his hands in anger, ready to give up.

The palm of the retracted hand was stuffed into a rectangular hard shell. Knowing it was a mobile phone, Excellent subconsciously grasped it tightly, and caught two slender fingers.He let go quickly.

Returning to the car seat, sitting up straight, the phone has already stopped ringing.The name in the missed call is Shinto Seikawa.

Excellent stared at the phone, the lit screen gradually dimmed, he swiped open the phone and called back.After more than half a minute, the phone was connected.The excellent here first opened his mouth to feed, did not hear Sheng Chuan's familiar cold voice, but greeted politely.

"I'm their manager. Mr. Sheng Chuan gave me the phone before performing on stage, and told me to answer the phone. Are you his friend?"

Youyou gave a good grace, his eyes flickering around.

"So is there anything you want to tell him?"

Countless emotions surged from his chest and throat, and were finally forced into a sigh as thin as a gossamer. "Just say... I'm sorry, thank you." Excellent finally said.

That day, he had already reached the backstage of their debut stage, but he still rushed out and never went back.He has become such a bad person.

"...Ah, Sheng Chuan-kun said, if that's what he said, he doesn't need it." Although the manager on the other end of the phone was puzzled, he still dutifully conveyed his meaning.

"Really...?" Excellent's tone lowered, his swaying eyes finally settled down, looking at a drop of water condensed and slipping down on the front window glass, his eyes slowly sank along with the drop, " Then...sorry, see you no more."

After speaking, he gently hung up the phone.I raised my eyes to look for the drop of water falling on the glass, and found that it had disappeared.This is not the morning light, but the sunset.

Dew-like fate.

The phone beeped twice, reminding him that the battery was low, so Excellent then plugged the unplugged data cable into the phone to continue charging.During these actions, the mobile phone accidentally fell into the white box stuck between the car seat and the passenger seat.

The standing white rectangular box has a simple style, and a simple lock on the handle is caught in the gap between the driver's seat and the passenger seat, completely separating the distance between the two.Excellent had an idea, and asked without thinking: "Can that thing be able to kill people when it pops out?"

"Kukunk." Arima corrected, and then replied, "No."

Excellent sighed, muttered what did you bring it for, and then started the car again.The car was running along the coastal road, the warm yellow sunset fell on the smooth white body, looking straight ahead, Youyou suddenly said: "It is better to use a gun."

The tone is so flat that it's like chatting.Just that one glance in the interior rearview mirror gave him away.

But he refused to admit defeat, and continued, "You have to use a gun to kill someone." After he finished speaking, he smiled, because of his excellent sense of humor at the moment, and his desolate state of mind that is irretrievable.

Arima glanced at him.This glance is so hard that you can feel it without looking in the interior rearview mirror.There must be a forbidden meaning in this glance, because I can feel its deterrent effect.

However, Liangyou continued without hesitation: "Bring me to my parents' grave and kill me, it will be considered a successful conclusion." It seems that he does not intend to let himself and Arima go.

"What I said at Gao Yuquan's place is true." With just one sentence, Arima popped the resentful balloon of Excellent in an instant.

Excellent's eyes shifted slightly, and his momentum was completely lacking: "...I know." After that, instead of letting out a sigh of relief, his brows became more and more wrinkled.The sign above reminded that the destination was about to arrive, the speed of the car gradually slowed down, and the excellent tone was also slightly hesitant: "It is precisely because of this... that you need to do this even more, because you need to give CCG an explanation... "

"You will do that." When judging Arima's behavior, Excellence became firm instead, "Because you can no longer represent yourself."

In this regard, Arima did not make any excuses, but asked calmly: "Then what will you do?"

The destination is not far away, but when you pull the gear and step on the accelerator, the car speeds up even more. "Me? I will resist and run away. Now it seems that there is nothing wrong with being your enemy."

"I want to live. It only represents my own wishes." The young man smiled, almost mockingly but calmly.

Facing the excellent and frank confession, Arima didn't say anything, and probably couldn't say anything.He gave the young man a deep, deep look. The young man was holding the steering wheel with both hands, and his profile was handsome. In the evening light that slanted in through the front glass of the car, it was a soft and beautiful silhouette.His once cold azure eyes have become beautiful eyes that reflect hope and firmness but are still clear, not the glass balls that reflected his appearance.

"Alright." Arima said, looking at the scenery flowing like flowing water outside the window.The most decisive and cruel decision was not taken as usual.

"I already...understand it." Excellent murmured, "Arima Kisho, even if he likes another person, he will not lose his self-stance. He will do what he should do." After saying the words, Only then did he realize that he had really said it.

The heater was on in the car, and it was scorching hot.But the heartbreak was cold shards of glass, which caught him off guard and bruised him all over his body.

After meeting Gao Yuquan, they have learned the truth and made a choice at this moment.

A rock-solid choice.However, the rock also hurts.

He is in pain.

Press the button, the window glass slides open, and the cold wind blows in.When the car was driving on the road, it had to abandon the setting sun again and again, and the setting sun chased it again and again, and sprinkled the afterglow on the car body regardless of the past.The seaside road is like a journey with no answer, just keep moving forward, at the moment when it is close to the end, what falls in the eyes of the excellent is the sunset that is about to sink, gorgeous, sad, like a person who is about to die.

When he got out of the car, he saw a black car following them from the rearview mirror outside the car.Of course, he thought, because he was never on CCG's side.After thinking about it, I felt that there was no need to kill Arima Kisho who was beside me.

However, Arima got out of the carriage, empty-handed.He didn't mention his white box.

The two got out of the car, one on the left and the other on the right. Across the car, the setting sun was shining on the smooth roof of the car. Behind Arima was the road railing and the blue sea.The setting sun, the sea, and the white-haired man, the simplest picture outlines an indescribable beauty.

I originally thought that Arima possessed a dynamic beauty because of his vigorous actions, sensitive body, and high-speed spinning brain when hunting ghouls, but only now did he realize that he can be so beautiful when he is still.Beautiful, this word really shouldn't be used to describe a man who is as strong as a ghost, but excellent can't find any words to describe him anymore.

It was the sound of brakes behind him that reminded him, and Jieyou turned back to look at him. He was dressed in a black suit, and his face seemed familiar. He probably met him a few times in CCG by chance.Has the surveillance of him been put on the table from covert?

Excellent slightly basked in the sun, and followed Arima into the Aoki Cemetery.The Aoki Cemetery on the outskirts of Tokyo, because of its cleanliness and cleanliness, many family members choose to bury the ashes of their dead relatives here, praying for the peace of the dead.

"Is this your first time here?"

"No. 11 times." Excellent answer Arima.According to the tomb-sweeping once a year, this year is his second visit.

Hearing this, Arima glanced at him, "I only brought you here once."

"Yes. Just one time is enough for me to remember the route." Excellent said, trying to throw away the sadness in his tone, "I won't come too often. Always feeling sad in front of my parents will prevent them from going to heaven safely .That way, I can't really be strong."

"In the end, what am I like now..."

After finishing speaking, he no longer wanted to speak.Sadness bounced back like a ball hit a wall.

Arima's footsteps paused, and it was only a moment of hesitation, after that moment, the footsteps did not stop.Excellent followed him, walked slowly to the tombstone of his parents, squatted down slowly, looked up at the two tombstones standing together, and returned to his height when he was six years old, but he could not return to the state of mind at that time .

The sun was sinking, and the sky began to take on the first ray of black.

Standing Arima took out some papers from his windbreaker, handed him a lighter and told him to burn them. "What are they?" Youyou asked without answering.

He squatted down to look at him, his sharp jaw no longer showing his pride, as if admitting defeat.But no, they both knew it.

"The letter you wrote to your parents when you were a child." Arima replied.

He looked at him, with his pointed chin resting on his knees together, he looked so small.But he smiled, and didn't believe what he said, this smile made him return to the excellent Arima that Arima was familiar with.

Guarded, full of grief that longs for others to understand, and then pours out all emotions.

He smiled at him, and it was nightfall, but Arima completely understood the meaning of his smile.No matter, don't want to give up.

In the end, Excellent still took the paper and lighter from Arima's hand, lit the lighter with a snap, and burned it one by one.It was stalling, he knew it.It's just not clear whether this procrastination is to stay for the last moment or thinking about how to evacuate here.

Yes, he was going to leave.

After dragging on for too long, after the truth came out, he still planned to leave.After receiving a call from Gao Yuquan that day, he gave up Shengchuan's debut stage and prepared to explore the so-called truth in her mouth.Then at Gao Yuquan's place, I met Arima.

Whether it was intentional or not, he no longer wanted to ask, all he wanted to ask was the answer.Facing Gao Yuquan's unfocused conversation and expressing that the truth hurts people, why should he know, he yelled uncontrollably on the spot: "Then tell me! Why don't you tell me!"

These words were yelled at Arima.After calming down, he said he had had enough.Time and time again in the memory of the past, past feelings and the truth of the past, but still do not know the real truth.

Gao Yuquan smiled and said, "So, you also admit that your past is a whirlpool." She smiled and looked at Arima sitting beside her, "Hey, do you want me to tell you?"

Arima raised his downcast eyes, that kind of eyes that contained power and the past, coming like the waves on the sea, "I'm coming." It was clearly the same simple and powerful words as before, but Excellent felt the dark tide in it.

In fact, it was just what Xiao Xiao once said.He was found by her again and again, and he was a personal doll of her possessive, and this situation became more and more interesting because of CCG and Kisho Arima's participation.The purpose of CCG is also very simple, it just wants to get clues about the "one-eyed owl" from him.As for him, he is an outcast.

Brainwashed and imprisoned again and again, no one cares whether he will really break down like a toy.And the one who pieced together him who was about to break again and again was Kisho Arima.

For a long while, Excellent was speechless.Then he found that he was not speechless, but his whole body was trembling, his teeth were chattering, and his lips were trembling.Finally, he put his back against the door, which slammed shut.In the cold air squeezed in, he looked at the two sitting people in horror.Sitting Xiaoxiao and Arima Kisho had calm expressions, as if they felt that what they said was no big deal.

"...Should I thank you?" Youyou said these words with trembling lips, and the teeth touched the tip of the tongue without feeling any pain.

Arima raised his eyes to look at the young man, and said in a deep voice, "No need." How could he tell him that it was his refusal of related tasks that caused his car accident. CCG saw through his feelings before him.

During the three days when Youliang was in a coma in a car accident, Arima only visited once.Then came the day and night tasks and documents.Some days, he'd stare at the unconnected number on his cell phone that had called the teen before his car accident.He wanted to get through it, it had never really occurred to him that way.It's just that he never called because he couldn't hear the boy's voice.

"Why don't you thank me, I will at least find a way to get you away from CCG's surveillance." Gao Yuizumi beside him said with a smile, Arima knew that this was a provocation to him.

Because he can't.

"I won't thank you." Excellent said, his eyes turned to him, his teeth stopped chattering, and his voice was clear, "I won't thank you either."

"If...you have thought about taking me away from CCG, then everything is still worth forgiving." The never-before-seen loneliness climbed up the young and handsome brows of the boy, and the never-before-seen burnout swept through the bottom of Arima's heart.

"But, we all know that you won't." Excellent looked at him, the sadness and pain condensed in his eyes was too heavy, "It wasn't in the past, and it won't be in the future."

From that day on, Liangyou had the idea of ​​leaving alone.Since then, he has provoked him almost bored and almost insane, which is just proof time and time again.What to prove, he is not very clear, probably to give up quickly.

With a snap, the lighter lit up again, swallowing the white paper in Excellent's hand.The half-burned paper, he stacked it with the pile of ashes that were still burning, but he didn't expect a flame to ignite.

The footsteps of the person behind him stepped on, and hearing the sound of footsteps, they were leaving.

"If you leave, I will run away." The squatting excellent said calmly with his back to the man.He didn't turn around, but he felt that deep gaze on his back.

"Really?" he heard him say, "Let's go then."

The footsteps faded away.

Excellent closed his eyes, a feeling of dust settled rose from the bottom of his heart.Draw up the map of Qingmu Cemetery in his mind, the first ten times are enough for him to remember the terrain here, and then find the best breakthrough point.For a cemetery in the wilderness, the best thing is to go to the wilderness.On the uppermost floor of the terraced apartment, there is a fence, and the dense forest can be seen through the past.

It was almost dark, and the moon hadn't risen yet, so it was just in time.Excellent opened his eyes, ready to burn the rest of the paper. After being ignited, compared with the thin flame just now, the flame at this moment is much more dazzling, but it will burn out eventually.

it's over.Inadvertently, his eyes fell on the burning paper, and when he saw the words "Arima Excellence", he suddenly felt something wrong, quickly threw the paper on the ground, and then stepped on the flames.There was only half of the paper left on the ground. He picked it up and looked at the lighter.

Soon, he finished reading the content on the paper.

Name: Excellent Arima (formerly known as Excellent Miyazaki).

Sex: Male.

Age: 16 years old.

Identity: Adopted son of Kisho Arima, key surveillance figure of CCG.

Its character relationship: Suspected accomplice of the "one-eyed owl"; affects Kisho Arima.

Countermeasures against it: should...

No matter how you look at it, it looks like a personnel file.

...What do you mean, this is?Excellent suddenly became confused, looking through the others, and found that it was almost burnt, and the address and number could be vaguely recognized, only a handwritten piece of paper was found.

"Goodbye." The writing was strong and not procrastinated, it was his familiar handwriting.

The map drawn up in my mind suddenly disappeared without a trace.Excellent was stunned there.After being in a daze for a long time, he finally sorted out all the things that happened, recalling all the words and expressions of Arima today, it turned out that they had deep meanings.

The night is windy and cold.In the cold wind, Excellent sneezed, then silently burned the half-burned paper in his hand and put it in his pocket.

The cemetery was quiet, and even slight noises could be heard very clearly at night.The unhurried footsteps are even more so.The moon broke through the dark clouds and poured silver ash all over the place.Arima came under the moonlight, seeming to forget that this place is as leisurely as a cemetery.

Looking at the young man who was still standing there, his footsteps paused, his glasses reflected light, and his expression was calm.This time, Excellent keenly grasped the moment of his pause and fully understood what he meant.He is surprised.After finding a way out for him, conniving him to escape and providing his information, even Arima didn't expect that he would still be here.

But Arima still had no expression on his face, and then he continued to step up the steps by the cemetery and slowly walked in front of the boy.

"...Why don't you go?"

"Because..." Youyou said slowly, "I didn't realize until after I burned the paper that what you gave me was the bank card number and residential address, which I didn't remember."

The corners of Arima's mouth were curled down, but his upper lip was slightly raised.lame excuse.

"You have to worry about it."

Arima understood such a cryptic conversation: it was not just to thank him for sending away his subordinates just now, and for providing him with a chance to escape.

"Then how long?" Arima said calmly, "I don't promise to do it next time."

"I know." Excellent looked at him and smiled.Under the moonlight, the boy's smile was white and bright.

"I will stay until the day I have to leave. Speaking of which, it is really inappropriate to say this here." Excellent looked at the tombstones around them, under the moonlight they were as silent as the people under the tombstones.He frowned, and quickly relaxed, "But I can't find anywhere else to say it."

"Can we go on a date until that day comes?"

The moonlight hit Arima's head like a beam of light following him on the stage, illuminating him extremely gently.He raised his head, looked at the full moon in the sky, and sighed slightly: "The moonlight is so beautiful tonight."

The boy looked at him quietly, waiting for his answer.

Then Arima laughed.The boy opened his eyes wide in surprise and couldn't believe Arima's smile at the moment, but what surprised him even more was Arima's answer.

The author has something to say: "The moonlight is so beautiful tonight." Natsume Soseki's classic confession.

Well, that's the end of the first part.

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