What a pity to miss the rebirth

"Yingnian!"

Liu Yingnian was startled when he heard the sound, and came back from the confusion of self-consciousness. He saw Li Xianghua looking at him worriedly. The magnified handsome face was very close to him, and the anxiety in his eyes could be seen at a glance.

Liu Yingnian's nails dug into the palm of his hand, the pain returned to reason, the focus of his eyes gradually became clear, he smiled falsely, his pale face made him look very mentally ill.

"I'm sorry, I can't do it." From such a close distance, he could clearly see every change of expression on Li Xianghua's face.

The remnants of the previous life still affected his mind to some extent. He grasped the skirt of Li Xianghua's chest completely out of subconscious instinct, lowered his head, and those past, present, and messy pictures in his mind, no matter how he I can't hold it down.

Once a person's nerves are tense to a certain level, long-term depression cannot be relieved, and often only a small point of stimulation can provoke a big rebound.

Liu Yingnian grabbed Li Xianghua, and his soft short hair slid down his forehead. At this moment, he still wanted to suppress everything. He used so much force that the veins on the back of his hands were so big that the veins on the back of his hands were bulging. Because he was too tight, his muscles couldn't stop trembling.

But this time he didn't hold back.

Liu Yingnian suddenly opened his eyes, and when he raised his head again, his eyes were a little crazy. He grabbed Li Xianghua's hand with a little more force, pulled him in, and his tone became rough and harsh.

"You don't want to break up with me, you don't want me to exclude you, and you want me to always have your place in my heart? Then I want you to be by my side! You're not around, what place do you want me to take for you?! Li Xianghua , Have you ever thought about it, you pat your butt and walk away, what about me? What about me?! You walked away for more than half a month last time, and this time it took nearly two months. It can happen in such a short time With so many things, have you ever thought about what I will do if you leave for more than ten years or decades? At that time, what will I do! Let me ask you! Give me an answer! Do you think I Do you want to be a chaste and strong woman for you like a woman, and only use your right hand for the rest of your life, or do you think that no matter how long, no matter how long you leave me, our relationship will not change? Women know how to remarry without a husband. How about me! What the hell can I do?! Do you know that time can really change a lot of things! Do you know what it’s like to wait for you every day, thinking that you will come back every day?! You Knowing that I don't have any news from you, how painful it is to think of you almost dying? Huh? You know?! Say it! Do you know?"

In the end, he almost screamed and stared at Li Xianghua fiercely, his eyes were red.

Li Xianghua looked at Liu Yingnian who was angry like a little leopard, and heard his roar like venting. His eyes were as deep as the distant night sky. Ren Liu Yingnian blamed him without saying a word. He raised his hands, inserted his hands into Liu Yingnian's hair, and grabbed the man's head, biting down on the man's mouth that looked like a burning flame.

Liu Yingnian didn't expect him to kiss her, so she stared blankly.Li Xianghua's breath was a little hurried, unlike his usual calm and rational, he sucked and gnawed between his lips and teeth, his movements were a little rough, as if he wanted to eat the person in front of him alive.Liu Yingnian only felt a numb tingling in his lips, and a trace of rust had already spread from his lips.

"So you miss me so much." After parting his lips, Li Xianghua's eyes were filled with gentle luster, "I'm glad you can say these words to me. This is the first time you have told me these things. Ying Nian, I Very happy."

Liu Yingnian's mouth was red and swollen from the kiss, and his eyes were foggy. Before he could speak, he felt the dangerous breath flowing in the air, and a long flame rushed towards Li Xianghua.

Naturally, Li Xianghua didn't take the ignition seriously, and shattered the palm-sized fireball with a flick of his finger, but his eyes sharpened when he looked at Lin Shu, "Fire ability?"

Lin Mao stroked his forehead and looked at his son speechlessly.

Lin Shu looked at Li Xianghua coldly, his eyes were as cold as a cold pool, and his whole body was surrounded by a cloud of dark air.

"You shouldn't kiss his sweetheart in front of him." Lin Mao smiled wryly to find reasons for his son, "And he is still young, you will damage the child's pure heart by doing so, as a father, I want to warn you not to take spoil my son."

Li Xianghua squinted at him, knowing that Lin Mao's son also has supernatural powers is one thing, but seeing it with his own eyes is another, "Does Shuang know?"

Lin Mao raised his chin towards Liu Yingnian, and said with a smile: "Thanks to Mr. Liu, Shuang promised me not to bring the baby back to the Mercenary City last time at the Xiao's old house."

If Liu Yingnian had any advantages, in Lin Mao's eyes, it was probably his greatest advantage.

It can be exchanged for his son's freedom.

Li Xianghua was not interested in Lin Shu's affairs, so he didn't bother to ask any more questions after asking, but Liu Yingnian looked over and met Lin Shu's big eyes filled with deep anger. With a dark face, Shu slid off the sofa, and walked out the door without looking back.

"Lin Shu..." He called out subconsciously.

The small figure paused for a few seconds, then suddenly turned around and yelled loudly at Liu Yingnian: "Idiot!"

It's just a broken man. After only a month or two of separation, he couldn't take it anymore. He scolded him like a dog, and even kissed him back and forth. One kiss wasn't enough, so he kissed him a second time!You idiot, he's about to dump you and you don't even know it!Then you will cry!You also know that time changes everything!Then why don't you know how to give up?I have waited for such a poor man for 30 years, but I still don't accept me... Liu Yingnian, you are really good!Just wait and see, if I can make you wait for him for 30 years this time, I will lie down and let you down!

Lin Shu couldn't watch it anymore, and he didn't want to watch it anymore, as his father said, he is too young to do anything now, instead of restraining a man, it is better to set him free first, anyway...

He snorted coldly in his heart, looked at Lin Mao again and said loudly: "Father, let's go!"

Lin Mao rubbed his nose, stood up with a smile and said to Li Xianghua and Liu Yingnian, "I'm sorry, our little ancestor gave an order, so I'll take my leave first. Xiang, I'll wait for you outside."

When the Lin family's father and son left, Li Xianghua glanced at Liu Yingnian who had been looking in the direction of the gate, his long eyebrows slightly frowned, and an inexplicable light flashed in his eyes, which quickly disappeared.

The atmosphere in the living room was somewhat inexplicable, there were no extra people to disturb, there was a subtle silence between Liu Yingnian and Li Xianghua, each of them had their own concerns.

It was Li Xianghua who broke the deadlock first, "It's rare for me to sneak out once, are you going to spend all your time comparing who is more silent with me?"

Liu Yingnian looked up at him, and said for a long time, "I don't know what to say."

What he said just now is not all his resentment, but there is no doubt that some emotions that have been accumulated for a long time have been scolded, which made him feel a lot easier. No matter whether Li Xianghua can understand him or not, he can understand his pain. Speak up.

The consequence of the emotional outburst was that he felt a little exhausted, as if he was out of strength, and when he faced Li Xianghua again, he didn't know what to say for a while.

Liu Yingnian couldn't express how he was feeling now, he felt that it was a bit unfair to vent his resentment towards Li Xianghua in his previous life on the current Li Xianghua, but looking at this face was exactly the same as in memory and would never change again , He really can't be completely calm, objective and rational.

He has never seen what Li Xianghua will look like 30 years later.

Li Xianghua reached out to touch his face, but he avoided it;

Li Xianghua moved his lips to kiss him, but he also avoided it.

"Look at me, Yingnian." Li Xianghua looked at his lover tenderly and patiently all the time, reached out his hand and turned his face, and put his forehead against Liu Yingnian, "I was wrong back then, I hurt you, I'm sorry .”

Liu Ying was shocked when he was young, he wanted to escape, but was held tightly by Li Xianghua.

What's the use of "saying sorry now..."

Li Xianghua rubbed the tip of his nose against his, stretched out his lips, and placed a light kiss on his mouth, "But I think about it, no matter how many times I get to do it again, maybe the method will be more gentle, but The result will not change a bit. I will still do that. Ying Nian, I like you, love you."

"I hate you, hate you."

"But you like me more, touch your heart, you love me."

"I love others too, I..." Liu Yingnian lowered his eyes.

Sorry, I love you, but I still like someone else.

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear it." Li Xianghua interrupted him by sticking his finger on his lips. He thought Liu Yingnian's "others" meant Shuang, his eyes flashed sternly. The voice was even more gentle, "I said before that you will handle Shuang's affairs, and you will decide how to arrange them. No matter what decision you make, I will listen to you without any second thoughts. Don't you believe me? ?”

Liu Yingnian knew that he had misunderstood, but he didn't know how to explain it. The person he liked was not the current Lin Shu, who was still young, but he liked the future Lin Shu when he grew up.

Can't explain.

And Frost...

Liu Yingnian didn't know how to define Shuang, he had complicated feelings about Shuang, and for some reason, he didn't want to talk about Shuang with Li Xianghua here, so he chose to escape.

"When will you be free?" He raised his head and asked Li Xianghua.

"I don't know." Li Xianghua paused, "It may be soon, or it may take a while. Yu is angry with me now, and I don't like it in any way. I will wait until Yu is not angry with me. will let me out."

"Why is he angry with you?" Liu Yingnian stared straight at Li Xianghua.

He doesn't care what others say, he just wants to hear Li Xianghua's answer.

Li Xianghua stroked his hair, his eyebrows were gentle: "Because Yu probably thinks that I should like women, he thinks it's not normal for men to like men, so he wants me to give up on you."

"You didn't agree?" Liu Yingnian looked at him with raised eyebrows.

"How could you agree?" Li Xianghua smiled, "It took me a long time to tie you up and let you go. I don't know who will snatch you away. I'm not a fool."

Liu Yingnian stared back and forth at him, "I think you are a fool, a fool who pretends to be crazy, he likes..."

Li Xianghua's eyes turned straight, and he put three fingers on his lips, covering his voice, "He is the person I respect most in this world. Without him, there would be no me."