What a pity to miss the rebirth

The day in March is cool, sunny and sunny.

Liu Yingnian came out of the company and went on foot to Han Qiubai and Xiao Jingliu's appointment.Ever since their company started doing business with Xiao, the two have now become friends with him who meet occasionally. After knowing that his memory is faulty, they both expressed their understanding and indifference. Although Han Qiubai felt a little regretful, he still smiled. Said, reborn comrades are hard to find, as long as Liu Yingnian doesn't forget that they are all old monsters.

The streets are full of traffic and people come and go.

Liu Yingnian saw a flower shop at the corner of the street, stopped to look at it for a while, the red roses were just about to bloom.

...for you...

He lost his mind slightly, and said to the owner of the flower shop: "Boss, buy a red rose."

These years, he didn't know why, but when he saw a flower shop, he really wanted to buy a rose, and there was always a strange voice in his mind saying "for you"...

Slowly, he developed the habit of buying flowers.

Walk along the sidewalk, walk down a street, and the traffic lights at the intersection switch colors.

Green becomes red, red becomes green.

Walking one more street, it was the place where they made an appointment for afternoon tea.

"Wow, look, that man's hair is so long!"

"He's so handsome! He's still wearing a Tang suit!"

"It's the first time I've seen a man with long hair look so good. Look, he's so coquettish and stunning. He's much prettier than those big stars!"

"Really! Look, look, he is coming! The closer you look, the more you think he is so beautiful!"

"But it looks so indifferent—"

"All handsome guys are like this, with 'Keep away from strangers' plastered on their faces..."

Beside them were two high school girls who were talking non-stop, excited inexplicably.

Liu Yingnian heard it as if he didn't hear it, no matter how good he looks has anything to do with him, his current life has nothing to do with love.

At least, for the time being...

The long hair brushed past him, and the man the girls were talking about walked past him. The moment they brushed shoulders, Liu Yingnian raised his eyes and saw the man's face——

It's really beautiful, very seductive...

A completely unfamiliar face, he had never seen it before, but——

A silent pain somewhere in my heart...

After Liu Yingnian took three steps, he couldn't help turning his head back. The other party seemed to have noticed it, and stopped in his tracks, turned his head, and met his gaze.

Strange, cold, questioning eyes.

There are a few steps between them, but it is as strange as a Milky Way.

No one knows anyone.

Liu Yingnian came back to his senses, nodded towards the other party, turned and walked away.

One to the east and one to the west.

There was an intersection, and then they went their separate ways.

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Time flies like water, too hasty, some stories are written as yesterday before they really start; some people become passers-by before they fall in love.

——by Lin Huiyin

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In the distance, Shuilian standing on the opposite corner of the street lowered her head and sighed.

Teng said, "Let's go."

Shui Lian stomped her feet and said bitterly: "If it wasn't for us... I would have figured out a way!"

After she finished speaking, she turned and disappeared in place.

Teng also disappeared after her.

……

Liu Yingnian arrived at the appointed teahouse and entered the reserved box, where Xiao Jingliu and Han Qiubai were already waiting.

"Am I late, or are you early?" Liu Yingnian greeted them with a smile.

Han Qiubai smiled lightly, "We all came early, and the appointed time has not yet arrived. Look, there are still 10 minutes left. But it's rare to see you coming later than us. It's a bit surprising."

Xiao Jingliu refilled Han Qiubai's tea, then glanced at Liu Yingnian, "Buying flowers again?"

Liu Yingnian sat down across from them, and said with a smile, "I happened to see it, so I bought it. I feel a little uneasy if I don't buy it."

Xiao Jingliu's eyes sparkled, he was noncommittal.

Han Qiubai said: "Cheng Wenjing's new movie will be released in a few days, but the premiere is in the old city, and it's sponsored by a company over there. Would you like to go?"

Liu Yingnian said: "Then I won't go, I'll wait and see here."

Xiao Jingliu hooked the corners of his lips, "You still reject our old city?"

Liu Yingnian smiled helplessly and said: "I don't know, I really don't want to go. It's been like this in my previous life. It seems that I can't change it in this life."

Han Qiubai and Xiao Jingliu exchanged glances.

Xiao Jingliu asked casually: "Don't want to change? You can't be the same in this life as in your last life, so what's the point?"

Liu Yingnian smiled and said: "I envy you all. You have made such a big change, and even the history of the times has been advanced. The domestic Internet and electronic industries have to usher in a new pattern in advance, and the development of Xincheng has also accelerated. , you have all made achievements in fields that are completely different from your previous life. But I don’t have as much enthusiasm and enthusiasm as you, as long as I can live a little longer than my previous life, I don’t have any other requirements.”

Both Xiao Jingliu and Han Qiubai laughed.

"You can't avoid the old city forever, it's good to come and have fun." Xiao Jingliu said.

"It depends on the situation, maybe one day will pass." Liu Yingnian smiled.

"Okay, if you come, I'll invite you to eat delicious food," Han Qiubai said with a smile: "A new food city has been opened, and there are more special food there, and it is very popular now. It doesn't matter where I eat , as long as the taste is good, but Xiao doesn't like roadside stalls and snack streets, and he dislikes the unhygienic things there, so he won't let me go, so I have to follow suit. You don't know, the old city ranks high I almost ate all the food."

"...Really?" Liu Yingnian answered slowly.

"What's the matter, is there something wrong?" Han Qiubai felt his hesitation.

"Snack Street..." He always had a strange sense of familiarity.

"Snack Street is also good, and it is also a famous gourmet resort. There are all kinds of snacks. But it is really not up to the grade. Xiao never eats it. I also ate it twice when I was filming. By the way, didn't you also eat it before? Have you been there?"

After Han Qiubai finished speaking, he let out a soft "ah" on the other side, and after realizing it, he apologized to Liu Yingnian: "I'm sorry, I seem to have said something superfluous."

Liu Yingnian came over in a daze, smiled and said: "It's okay, I wanted to say it a long time ago, you don't need to avoid the past too much, it's been so long, I haven't remembered it, it seems that I can't remember it, don't For such a trivial matter, I am embarrassed to make you pay attention to this and that even when you speak."

Having said all this, Xiao Jingliu and Han Qiubai asked questions.

"You really can't remember anything?" Xiao Jingliu raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah, I can't remember anything," Liu Yingnian poured himself another cup of tea, and said slowly, "It's just that some voices come out occasionally, but I can't remember anything else. I don't know whose voice it is. Don't know what it is."

He still worked hard at the beginning, trying to restore his memory, but he couldn't figure it out even though his brain was blown up, so he had to give up.

The sun and the moon flowed away, and as time went by, some attachments gradually faded away.

He himself also changed from being obliged to think of it at the beginning, to gradually becoming that it doesn't matter whether he thinks about it or not, it doesn't matter, it's just like this, let it be, if he can't remember it, it doesn't have a big impact on his life.He had no reason to think of it.

Before parting, Han Qiubai said to Liu Yingnian earnestly: "Don't let everything take its course. Sometimes, worrying too much will make you blind, and you can't see what you want most. Now you look like, I'm not happy. Count me as troublesome, I think you can think about it again, some people, some things, if you miss it, it will be a lifetime."

He didn't speak too bluntly, but Liu Yingnian understood everything.

The youthful and beautiful boy said old-fashioned words, if he hadn't been regarded as a friend, Han Qiubai would not be nosy.

He accepted Han Qiubai's love.

Lin Shu's class teacher suddenly called Liu Yingnian, so he had to go first.

"Next time, take more time to come out and come to my house. I'll cook for you personally." Liu Yingnian waved to them, turned around and got into the taxi.

Han Qiubai looked at the direction where he was leaving in a hurry, with worried eyes, "I don't know if it's good or bad for me to meddle in my own business?"

A big hand rubbed the top of his head, Xiao Jingliu smiled softly, "Do you still have the heart to worry about him? I think you should worry about yourself first."

Han Qiubai gave him a sideways look, "If it wasn't for you, would I need to worry?"

Xiao Jingliu took his hand and walked towards the parking lot, "That's right, with me here, you don't have to worry about anything."

Han Qiubai snorted: "The answer is not what you asked."

Xiao Jingliu stopped, pulled him closer, and placed a light kiss on his lips: "Everyone has their own fate, you don't need to worry about him. It should be his, it's always his, hide and hide not drop."

Han Qiubai looked at him, "Are you talking about yourself?"

Xiao Jingliu laughed twice, "Have you heard all this?"

Han Qiubai said lightly: "I only hear that you are mine."

Xiao Jingliu's smile spread out, and the beauty turned all sentient beings upside down: "I was originally yours."

……

Liu Yingnian rushed to Lin Shu's school, listened to what happened from the class teacher, and looked at the children who were left in the office. Lin Shu stood alone, and the other children stood together in a group.

Liu Yingnian's face darkened, walked over, picked up Lin Shu, glanced at the children, and said coldly: "So many people bully a classmate who is two years younger than you, it feels very fulfilling? I don't have good academic performance. , instead of blaming my classmates for doing too well in the exam, who taught you this? My son has no mother, but even without his mother, he still knows how to be self-reliant, self-motivated, and right from wrong! He has no mother, But he still has a father! Why do you bully him? What do you rely on? Are you born with three heads and six arms, or do you have one more eye than him? Look at yourselves, you are students, not street punks! Rather than envy and envy Lin Shu, why don't you think about how to work hard to improve and catch up! You have been so dishonest since the beginning, how promising can you grow up?! Do you all want to grow up to be scum?"

Then, he said to the teacher in charge: "Has the current quality education in the school fallen to this point? If the school doesn't handle this matter properly, we will transfer to another school tomorrow."

The head teacher hurriedly talked and talked for a long time. Balabala said a lot about what children are ignorant, what children say, and what adults don't care about villains.

Liu Yingnian waited until the parents of the other children arrived, and sat down to discuss with those parents. This matter was originally at the fault of those parents, and Liu Yingnian didn't say too much, but he must say what should be said.

Children's growth education is very important, and it is also a deep homework.

As long as they are not too unreasonable parents, they can tell the difference.

But there are always some parents who just love to make trouble for no reason.

The final solution was for each of the children to write an inspection and publicly apologize to Lin Shu.

……

"You're so fierce today." Lin Shu whispered while hugging him.

The little baby grew taller, Liu Yingnian could no longer carry him for a walk, the school was very close to home, and he walked home slowly with Lin Shu on his back for a short distance.

"Are you afraid?" Liu Yingnian smiled with raised lips.

He also felt that he spoke too strongly to those children today, and felt a little angry.

I don't know why, but my heart is a little impetuous.

"Don't be afraid, I think you are handsome." Lin Shu thought about his choice of words.

Liu Yingnian laughed, "From now on in school, if someone says that you are a child whose mother doesn't want you, you can just hit him up. Don't be afraid, your father will support you."

Lin Shu said sullenly: "They didn't say anything at first, they just said that my test scores were all perfect, which made them lose face, and even said that I cheated. I ignored them, and they pushed me."

Liu Yingnian said: "It's because they have gone too far. But why do you ignore them? You know, sometimes if you say a few more words, maybe they won't fight. Are you happy when you fight with others?"

Lin Shu rubbed his neck, shook his head, "I don't want to talk to them."

The same personality as in the previous life.

Liu Yingnian patted his little butt, "Just ignore it if you don't want to."

Lin Shu has a high iq. In his previous life, he skipped grades. This time, he is only six years old. He is already in the third grade. The classmates in the class are all three or four years older than him. Lin Shu's personality is not likable. Personality, it is inevitable that you will be squeezed out by your classmates.

"Do you want to change schools? Although other schools may have this kind of thing. Find one with higher quality education and better reputation. It may be farther away from home, but I will rest assured. Your Uncle Xiao's house How about the sponsored Yingguang Primary School? I heard it's not bad there." Liu Yingnian suggested.

"Then change it." Lin Shu didn't have any objection, it was the same everywhere for him, if Liu Yingnian thought it would be better for him to transfer to another school, then he would transfer.

"Did you have a headache today?"

"Nope, what about you?"

"I do not have either."

At sunset, the shadows on the ground are very long.

Liu Yingnian carried Lin Shu on his back into the elevator, and pressed the number of floors they lived on.

Like being infected, Lin Shu would sometimes have a splitting headache. Liu Yingnian took him to the doctor, but the doctor couldn't tell what the problem was.

Fortunately, it doesn't happen frequently. On average, it hurts once or twice a year, but it's not life-threatening.

Liu Yingnian always felt that this was a negative effect brought about by his rebirth, otherwise Lin Shu was fine, how could he have such a strange disease?

I don't know if it will affect Lin Shu's future...

When they got home, Lin Shu went to do his homework, and Liu Yingnian made dinner.

What Han Qiubai accidentally mentioned still had an impact on him, Liu Yingnian let himself think about it while chopping and washing vegetables for dinner.

When Han Qiubai mentioned the snack street, several voices rang in his mind instantly——

……snack block?

It was that strange and cold voice again——

...The food in this kind of place is not clean, eating it is not good for your health...

Who is it?

Keep saying these nonsensical words in his head?

If it wasn't for Han Qiubai's reminder today, he would have almost forgotten this matter that he deliberately ignored——

He had amnesia, and two years ago, he lost three months of memory.

No one knew what happened to him during those three months, and no one came to bother him. Everyone tactfully didn't mention those three months, and he knew they were doing it for his own good.

But he was no longer the Liu Yingnian in his previous life at this time.

He has gone through a long life and knows that he has heard and seen many things. Experience tells him that the more these people deliberately avoid something, the more it means there is a problem.

Even just relying on the strange voice that pops up in his mind from time to time, he can also conclude that something must have happened during the time when he lost his memory. Otherwise, how could such a strange voice be engraved What's in his head?

But that may not be a very good memory, maybe in the eyes of these friends of his, he feels that he does not need to think of those in order to live a better life.

He could only wander alone, in the dead of night, trying to recall over and over again, thinking of the pain in his brain, how many times he rolled directly from the bed to the ground, and how many times he couldn't sleep all night, but Still can't think of anything.

"Ah." Liu Yingnian was so distracted that he chopped vegetables and cut his finger, which was painful.

He sucked the blood from his fingertips, and thought with a wry smile, he didn't let nature take its course, but he was just pretending to be calm in front of others. In fact, he also forced it, but it was fruitless.

Every sentence of Han Qiubai hit his heart.

He thought he was covering it up very well, but he didn't expect that someone could still see through.

He felt that he had a fulfilling life, but what Han Qiubai saw was that he was not happy.

In fact, it's okay.

……

The next morning, when Liu Yingnian's company came home to pick up the documents left at home, he saw a letter from a stranger lying on the ground outside his house. Apart from the words "Liu Yingnian" written on the envelope, there was no other information. No.

After reading it for a few seconds, Liu Yingnian picked up the letter in doubt.

mischief?

But the people who can live in this community are all people with a certain status, so no one should do such a boring thing.

After rejecting the idea, he went home and opened the letter.

There is a piece of letter paper and a photo in the letter.

On the letter paper was a printed address that was completely unfamiliar to him. Liu Yingnian took it away after just looking at it, but when he saw the content on the photo, he was stunned.

He stared blankly for a while, then suddenly realized, turned around and ran outside.

Liu Yingnian pressed the down button of the elevator vigorously, and after a few clicks, seeing the anxious number of floors, he couldn't wait for even one more second, so he changed to the safe passage, pedaling, pedaling, Go down the stairs.

When going down the stairs, his mind was in a mess, he didn't know what he was thinking, he just instinctively ran down the stairs!

Rushing out of the community in one breath, Liu Yingnian was sweating all over his body, and large drops of water fell from the corner of his forehead. He bent over and supported his knees, panting heavily, breathing so hard that his heart beat Exhale, raise your eyes and look around, but there is nothing around except for a few passers-by.

There is no one he is looking for!

It’s hard to say what kind of loss it is, even if he knew in his heart that he might not be able to find someone if he rushed out like this, but if he didn’t do something...

Liu Yingnian looked down at the photo in his hand, with a complicated and sad expression.

There are two people in the photo, one is himself, with a clear smile; the other has long hair and coquettish, beautiful to the extreme, and feels cold and alienated to the extreme.

……

Liu Yingnian inquired from the person on duty in the communication room of the community that two strange men and women had entered their community in the morning. The woman was petite and wore a military uniform;But no matter how specific the doorman is, I can't remember clearly, and the strange impression is vague.

The woman's name is Helian Shuilian, and the man's name is Duanmu Teng.

Liu Yingnian didn't have the slightest impression of these two names.

He called the contact number registered by the two, and the other side was full of blind voices.

He didn't give up, and went to the street where he met the long-haired young man that day, but no matter how hard he searched, he never saw that man again.

He stayed there, watching the endless stream of vehicles and crowds, searching around the streets, and when the sky gradually darkened and night fell, he found nothing.

……

In the following days, everyone could only see that Liu Yingnian was busier than before.

Busy making money, busy raising a family.

He thought about it all night that night, he thought about everything he could think about, and then came to the conclusion that maybe giving up is the best choice.

So what if you persist in seeking answers?

So what if you find the person in the photo?

There are two ancestors in his family, one big and one small, both need to be taken care of, neither of them can do without him, whether it is Li Xianghua who doesn't know when he will wake up, or Lin Shu who hasn't fully believed in him until now, It's his inescapable debt, it's his responsibility, if he is sensible, he shouldn't get involved with anyone anymore, even if the person in that photo really has something to do with him, it's not something he should provoke people.

Maybe there was a fate, but unfortunately there is no fate.

He can't be provoked.