What a pity to miss the rebirth

"Hey, Ying Nian, look over there."

"what?"

In Yehuo bar, Liu Yingnian followed the gaze of his childhood sweetheart Xie Fengyong, and just saw a boy who looked like a high school student walking in alone, taller than his peers, with a good-looking face, handsome A big boy with long brows and long eyes, who looks very pleasing to the eye.

"It looks good, don't you want to try it?" Since the friend knew that he had broken up with Li Xianghua, he had been trying to persuade him to find someone else.

"Whatever you try, that kind of person will be troublesome at first glance." Being too good-looking is not necessarily a good thing, no matter active or passive, it is too easy to attract bees and butterflies.

He finished speaking with little interest, and then glanced at his friend: "But, aren't you not interested in things in this circle at all? Why, suddenly you are interested?"

"Do I seem to be interested?" Jie Feng raised his eyebrows, Lao Gao, "Don't change the subject, I'm talking about you now. When are you going to be decadent, isn't it just being dumped by Li Xianghua? You want How long did it take you to pay homage to your lost so-called love? Just for a Li Xianghua, you see how far you have ruined yourself. Boss Liu, let me kindly remind you that you have indulged yourself for more than two months Now, isn’t 419 tired? Is it not bad for you to indulge in carnal pleasure every night? If you continue like this, the company can directly declare bankruptcy.”

Listening to his friend's accusation, Liu Yingnian showed guilt: "I'm sorry, Feng Yao, I have caused you trouble during this time."

Xie Fengxue was not polite to him at all: "It's good that you know, cheer up, I'm still waiting for you to go back and give me a raise."

Liu Yingnian raised the corners of his lips slightly, "Thank you, Feng Yao, really."

He was full of gratitude to this childhood sweetheart.

Xie Fengyou is a heterosexual through and through. He only likes women since he was born. Liu Yingnian once thought that he would lose this playmate he grew up with, but he didn't.

After knowing that he was gay and liked men but not women, Xie Fengyou just froze for a moment and said, oh, no wonder you never talked about girls, so that's how it is.

He even went to the city library to look up relevant materials after consulting his wishes, and did a lot of homework on a group of people and a lot of nouns that he never thought to know, and then he was in a sunny In the warm afternoon, I ran to his house covered in sweat, climbed into his bedroom through the window, and said to him seriously, don’t be afraid of Ying Nian, this is not a disease, it’s just a different sexual orientation, you are a normal person.

His tears fell down immediately at that time, and he couldn't stop it. He was so frightened that Xie Feng was at a loss, and he tried his best to comfort him.

That afternoon, all his emotions, fear, uneasiness, fear, low self-esteem... It seemed that he was redeemed after these words.

At that time, he didn't know how lucky he was. There were so many people in the circle, and not everyone had an unblocker around him like him.

Homosexuality is regarded as a monster in the eyes of most people, not to mention that in that era, coming out of the closet was equivalent to cutting off relations with relatives and friends in disguise, not being understood, not being recognized, and being completely abandoned.Even if some people let go emotionally after a few years, everything can't go back to the intimacy that used to be.

And now, Liu Yingnian once again expressed his gratitude to Xie Fengyou. He is so lucky to have such a friend who is willing to accompany him to drink in the gay bar when he is frustrated.

After hearing his sincere words, Xie Fengyou didn't say anything, sighed, and reached out to pat him on the shoulder: "There are some good sayings, 'Where there is no man in the end of the world, why bother to love a piece of grass', 'Three legs The toad is hard to find, and the two-legged man is running everywhere'. Since the dandelion is blown away by the wind, don't forget it. If you want to open it up, put down the kite with a broken string earlier, and you can also be relieved earlier."

Liu Yingnian twitched the corners of his mouth, but didn't speak, picked up the beer glass on the table and clinked glasses with Xie Fengyou, and directly toasted to answer.

It's not that he doesn't understand the truths that his friends said, but it's just that emotional matters are never clear, and it's up to others to decide who comes and goes. The more he tells himself to cheer up, the more depressed he feels. The loss of love comes too suddenly. Did not learn how to retract freely.

Putting down the empty wine glass, Liu Yingnian keenly noticed that the airflow around his friend had cooled down, and when he looked up, Xie Fengyou had already narrowed his eyes, looking straight at a certain direction.

There, the high school student just now has already been entangled by a group of people, and a person who is alone is easy to be targeted here, let alone a handsome boy with good looks.

He stroked his forehead: "Feng Yao, don't be impulsive, finding a partner here is voluntary."

Xie Fengyou glanced back at him: "Even a blind person can see that the child is unwilling."

Anyone who voluntarily nods in agreement to other people's invitation to show love will have a dark face, and has been working hard to break through the encirclement and stay away from those provocative words and salty hands.

Liu Yingnian had sharp eyesight and quick hands, and when his friend really couldn't stand it and wanted to meddle in this business, he stopped Xie Fengyou: "You are not in the circle, let me go."

He walked over and pulled the high school student out of the encirclement into his arms.

"Sorry, everyone, this person already has a master."

The boy who was as tall as his lips struggled a little in his arms, and he pinched his waist indiscriminately, his body froze immediately, and then obediently let him hold him without moving.

As soon as Liu Yingnian finished speaking, there were boos everywhere.

A person who recognized him said: "Boss Liu's doing this is not interesting. You already have a partner, so you shouldn't meddle in this matter, right?"

Liu Yingnian said with a smile: "Boss Wang is wrong. I called the person here, and he was originally my person. How can this be regarded as meddling?"

There is an unwritten rule in the circle, people with companions will generally not be entangled with others, of course, some people are too attractive, even rotten peach blossoms can't stop them.

Seeing that those people were dubious, he simply did the trick to the end, raised the chin of the boy in his arms, smiled, and kissed him in full view.

Facts speak louder than words, a kiss can save a lot of saliva.

At first, Liu Yingnian just wanted to touch it until it was over, but he was afraid that people around would see his flaws, so he kissed a few more times. What's rare is that the young man was very cooperative. Apart from being a little stiff at the beginning, he completely relaxed afterwards. He tilted his head up to accept his kisses from different angles, put his arms around his neck, and even turned passive into active anti-customer...

After the long kiss was over, there were applause, boos and whistles all around...

That night, he brought the boy home...

The school bell finally rang, and Liu Yingnian also ended the memories of that first encounter in his previous life.

Boys and girls of various ages come out of the school in groups of three or four, including junior high school students and high school students. Yingguang Middle School is a private middle school with a combination of junior high school and high school.

Liu Yingnian waited until almost everyone was gone before he saw the person he was waiting for. The boy in his memory overlapped with the reality in front of him, that person was just like the handsome young man in his first impression.

He took a deep breath, straightened his collar, which didn't need to be adjusted at all, and went up to him.