What a pity to miss the rebirth

The courtyard of the Xiao family’s old house is very large. No matter which direction you walk, you have to walk for a long time to see the outermost wall. There are many trees planted in the courtyard, many of which are old trees that have lived for a long time, and some are old. Giant trees.

Liu Yingnian strolled in the courtyard, walked out of the ancient wooden courtyard along the path, looked up, and saw a person sitting under a cherry tree in full bloom on the small hill in front of him.

There is a row of cherry blossom trees planted behind the small hill, each tree is full of cherry blossoms, the fragrance is gorgeous, deep and shallow pink, clusters, clusters, brilliant and gorgeous, like clouds and clouds, no matter how far you look Or up close, they are all beautiful and mesmerizing.

"Why aren't you with Mr. Xiao?"

When the young man sitting under the tree saw him, he showed a faint smile, with a sense of loneliness in his smile: "Sometimes, I also have thoughts that I don't want to see him or be with him. I want to be alone."

Liu Yingnian smiled apologetically: "Sorry, I don't know, I'm sorry to bother you. The scenery here is pretty good, I'll go over there..."

Han Qiubai smiled, stopped him and said, "No need. I just don't want to see him. If you don't mind Mr. Liu, just sit down and chat with him. I also have something I want to ask Mr. Liu about."

Liu Yingnian nodded politely: "Then just stop bothering me."

He sat down beside Han Qiubai and asked him, "What does Mr. Han want to ask?"

Han Qiubai smiled again, "Don't call me Mr. Han, call me Qiubai. He told me last time that you are in the same situation as us, and the three of us are considered the same kind."

Liu Yingnian said "ah", followed by a smile, touched his neck, and said with a non-malicious smile: "People like us who can be reborn after death are probably a kind of monster."

Han Qiubai nodded, and echoed: "Yes, who said it wasn't? I don't know if the last life really existed. Sometimes I think it's just a dream, and sometimes I think it's just a dream now. I don't dare to go into details. Think about it, I'm afraid that if you think too much, you will get confused."

Liu Yingnian felt the same way, and said with a long breath: "I also feel this way. Really, I don't dare to think about it. I think it would be embarrassing to wake up one day and find that everything was just another dream I had."

Han Qiubai thought about it and said, "It's not bad. This life is better than the last one. Even if it's a dream, it's still a good dream."

Liu Yingnian knew that he was expressing his feelings. He knew something about these two people. He knew that their current life was better than their previous life, but his situation was different from theirs.

He felt that what he was having was a nightmare. The previous life was so good. He had a very easy life in the previous life. Except for those small troubles, no matter how he thought about it, he was more comfortable, comfortable and free than he is now.

Unlike now, Li Xianghua has strangely become a soldier of the Mercenary City, and his personality is different from what he knows, as if he has changed; he also has a terrible rotten peach blossom like Shuang himself; Always on the verge of danger.

But he can't tell Han Qiubai these things, it's not suitable, it's too showy and dissatisfied.

He was afraid that a person like Han Qiubai who had a miserable past life would be stimulated.

So he just smiled and asked, "You haven't said it yet, what did you just want to ask?"

Han Qiubai rubbed the center of his brows, this action is a bit old-fashioned, originally not suitable for teenagers to do, but he did it not very abruptly, but faintly revealed the temperament of youth in the previous life, light, tired, and sad.

"Mr. Liu," he said after a short pause, "how old were you when you passed away?"

Liu Yingnian said: "Hey, don't call me Mr. Liu, just call me Liu Yingnian, or Yingnian, whatever. Although I am older than you, you are taking advantage of me, but I don't mind."

Han Qiubai was amused by him, and thought about it, "I'm thick-skinned now, and I wanted to say that I should call you Brother Yingnian, but I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it, so I'll call you by your name."

Liu Yingnian clasped his hands together and said, "Thank you so much."

Han Qiubai looked at him happily.

Liu Yingnian also laughed, and after laughing, he said calmly, "I was climbing a mountain with a tour group. I stepped on empty feet, fell off a cliff and died. I was already 55 when I died."

Well, he also lived longer than Han Qiubai, and his various positive energy indexes are higher than Han Qiubai's.

"It's great that you lived 20 years longer than me." Han Qiubai tilted his head, as if thinking about something, and then asked him, "You saw us in the old city in Yingnian, so you should know a little bit about the old city." news?"

Liu Yingnian said: "That depends on what matters, you know that the merchants in our new city are not familiar with them after all, and they are not in the same circle."

Han Qiubai squeezed his right hand with his left hand and asked, "Xiao Xun, the next young master of the Xiao family, do you know any news about him?"

Liu Yingnian was taken aback, "Xiao Xun?"

Seeing his expression, Han Qiubai couldn't help but ask, "Do you know him?"

Liu Yingnian shook his head, glanced at him hesitantly, and said, "I don't know him, but I've heard of him. What you want to ask is about him?"

Han Qiubai nodded, "Yes."

Liu Yingnian sighed in his heart, what's the matter, it turns out that the person he likes is him, no wonder, no wonder, so it is like this.

Really did not expect.

"I don't know much," Liu Yingnian arranged and combined the information, and told Han Qiubai, "Before I died, I heard that the head of the Xiao family was temporarily replaced by the old head of the previous generation, and Xiao Xun was not the head of the family." .”

Han Qiubai looked at him in astonishment.

Liu Yingnian said, "Do you mind if I smoke?"

Han Qiubai said he didn't mind, and let him do whatever he wanted.

Liu Yingnian lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, and then pressed it to the ground to put it out. He put his hands behind his back, looked up at the night sky, and let out a long sigh.

"I have a friend who likes Xiao Xun very much. He likes me so much that in order to pursue Xiao Xun, he used me several times and dumped me several times. But in the end, he didn't get what he wanted. He spent most of his life, what can he do? I've tried it all, and Xiao Xun didn't accept him. Xiao Xun told my friend that there was someone in his heart that he couldn't forget, but after that person died, he would never like anyone else in his life. I didn't expect that person to be you."

After Liu Yingnian finished speaking, he sat quietly for a while, then stood up.

Before leaving, he said lightly to Han Qiubai: "You know my friend, his name is Luo Yu."

This world is too small, so small that people who have nothing to do with each other, just turn around, and suddenly have a connection.

What the hell is this troublesome connection!

Liu Yingnian knew that Han Qiubai could not be blamed for this matter, and it was not Han Qiubai's fault, but somehow he felt depressed and wanted to get angry.

He thought of that dream in which Luo Yu, who was nearly fifty years old, came to pay homage to him and said——

"People say, 'Those who really love each other end up breaking up. Those who live together as a partner end up happy.' In fact, we are very good together. The person you love the most is not me, and the person I like the most is not you. , we can be together for a long time like this. If you live a little longer, maybe it will be my turn to chase you... I also have some money now, so it’s not a problem to care about your food and lodging, as long as you promise, this time I will keep you...you say you, why can't you wait..."

And Lin Shu, the photos pasted on the wall are full of colors like a sea of ​​flames——

"From now on, you will be mine alone."

In fact, he knew that those might be the real things that happened there, but he was always unwilling to admit it. He felt that as long as he didn't admit it, he could pretend that he didn't know about Luo Yu's regret, and didn't know about Lin Shu's stupid things.

He is dead, how can he affect the living?

When a person is dead, don’t worry about him anymore, and the living should continue to live!

What do you regret?I really regret it, why didn't you come and say these things to him when he was alive?Do you have to wait until he's dead and it's too late to say anything?Is this interesting!

What about the *** people? What is a **** person!Martyrdom?People who died for love are happy with each other anyway!He didn't even say "OK, let's go on a blind date and love each other and live together" to Lin Shu before he died!What the hell are you dying for!

As soon as Liu Yingnian thought about the entanglement between Luo Yu and Xiao Xun, he would think how could this happen, the living would be affected by the dead, and looking at Han Qiubai, he finally understood what he had been avoiding all this time.

Han Qiubai's death affects Xiao Xun and Luo Yu.

His death affected Luo Yu and Lin Shu.

When Liu Yingnian saw Han Qiubai, it was like seeing himself.

He felt terrible.

At the foot of the small hill stood a tall figure with clear eyes, handsome features, and an unbelievably feminine beauty.

"I should thank you. He always wanted someone to tell him that Xiao Xun had a very good and happy life." Xiao Jingliu said to the people who walked by him, "But that was just him deceiving himself."

Liu Yingnian stopped and looked at him, and said, "Xiao Xun is your son."

Xiao Jingliu smiled at him faintly, and said coldly and softly, "I'm also a rival in love."

Liu Yingnian turned his head, the distance was a bit far, he couldn't see the expression of the person on the small hill clearly.

"Meeting you is his greatest misfortune."

"It was my greatest luck to meet him."

"Your life is really good." Liu Yingnian said this from the bottom of his heart.

"Thank you, I know too." Xiao Jingliu ended the topic with a smile, and walked towards the person on the hill.

Liu Yingnian looked at them, and thinking back to those years, he could see that these two people were both changing and persevering.

They may have storms in the future, but they are undoubtedly happy now.

But what about him?

He walked along the path to his guest house, feeling hopeless.

Han Qiubai still has a beautiful appearance, and he has lived so hard.

What he wants is nothing, the only money he is good at making is the least important thing in the eyes of some people.

Peach blossoms kill people.

He entered the guest bedroom, and just as he put his hands on the buttons of his coat, he was hugged and grasped from behind.

"finally found you."