Looking back and smiling

Chapter 1 Fifteen: Yang Nisha

After Yang Zhou left, Yang Nisha leaned back on the chair. She seemed very tired and was panting all the time.Li Xiao found the medicine from her bag and gave it to her. After taking the medicine, her complexion improved a little.

"I'm sorry." Yang Nisha said to Li Xiao.

Li Xiao shook his head.

Yang Nisha smiled wryly, looking at the busy traffic outside the window, she seemed to be confiding, and also seemed to be talking to herself: "I never hated him, even if my mother really died because of him, I never hated him." .Because he is a poor man just like me. He was born in the Yang family, and he is well-clothed and well-fed, but these are not what we want..."

When she first saw the shivering little boy hiding behind his father, she pitied him; when her mother died, she felt they were in the same boat.

She nursed him until she found out he was sick.

Cancer, the kind of disease that often appears in Korean idol dramas, actually appeared on my body when I was young.She has lung cancer, and it's not at an advanced stage. If she goes to the hospital for treatment, there will be no big problem in living another four or fifty years, but... she suddenly realizes that she doesn't want to live anymore, maybe it's because she's tired.

She didn't tell anyone about her illness, and she didn't go to the hospital for a checkup.

The disease became more and more serious, and after only one year, when she went to the hospital for an examination, she found that it had become an advanced stage of lung cancer.She smiled, that's not bad, life and death are fate.She wanted to go back to the school and saw Yang Zhou who was waiting for someone at the school gate. Before she stepped forward, the person Yang Zhou was waiting for came. He was a handsome and mature man.

She didn't go over, but just watched them silently in the milk tea shop on the side.From the emotion in Yangzhou's eyes, she could see that the child was really moved, he liked him.

He has read too many Tanmei novels, and he does not reject or oppose them, as long as he likes them.But all good stories exist in novels, she was worried about that man, so she secretly found a private detective to investigate the man.

During this investigation, she found that the man was not simple, he had a complex relationship with the Heng family, and he was also a senior in the same department as her, and was a mentor with herself.She asked her tutor what kind of person Li Xiao was, and the tutor replied simply: "Genius."

This aroused her curiosity, and she was also called a genius by her mentor. When a genius meets another genius, it is inevitable that she wants to compete.

She asked her tutor for all the programs that Li Xiao stayed in school, and also read his graduation thesis to study the genius that the tutor said.

The first time she met him face-to-face on the Internet was when he invaded Yuxing's interior. At that time, she didn't know it was Li Xiao, but she just vaguely felt that it should be him from the intrusion procedures.

Later, she confirmed it, but she didn't stop him, allowing him to steal all the company's internal materials and the bidding price of the garden in the city.

Because at that time she knew that her time was numbered, so——she had a plan in her heart, a plan to burn everything together.

But she was not worried about Yang Zhou, she secretly hid downstairs and waited for him several times, watching him quietly.

Later, when Yang Lei fell from the building and failed to bid for the city garden project, she suddenly felt relieved.Last night, she appeared downstairs for the last time, but this time the person she was waiting for was not Yangzhou but Li Xiao.

She rented a house nearby, and after entering the house with Li Xiao, she poured him a glass of boiled water.

Li Xiao looked at the house she rented. The house was not big, with one bedroom and one living room. It was very clean, with a small and fresh smell.There is a string of wind chimes hanging in front of the window, and a sunny doll next to it.There was a faint smell of Chinese medicine in the room, as if there was still a pot of Chinese medicine boiling in the kitchen.

Yang Nisha said apologetically, "Sorry, there are no drinks in the room."

Li Xiao took the water glass and said, "I don't like drinks."

"That child likes to drink very much." Yang Nisha laughed.

Li Xiao didn't talk about drinks anymore, but asked directly: "What's your business with me?" Since Yang Nisha was waiting for him downstairs on purpose, there must be something to do, it can't be talking about drinks with him, or Maybe he was so bored that he deliberately pretended to be a ghost to scare him.

"You told Hengyu about the bid price, and the fake will in my father's computer." Yang Nisha said straight to the point without going around in circles.

Hearing this, Li Xiao paused, the cup in his hand shook slightly, and some water spilled from the cup onto his hand.

He looked at Yang Nisha, the face that looked at Yangzhou did not have Yangzhou's sinful smile, but there was an aura of inscrutability and fear in it.

He suddenly realized that maybe all of this was in the expectation of the woman in front of him.She has been in control of the overall situation, Hengyu, Yang Chengxian and herself are just pawns in a game of chess in her eyes.

He didn't deny or admit it, but just looked at her quietly.

Yang Nisha seemed to know that he couldn't speak, and continued: "You should have discovered that you didn't crack the firewall at all in the next few times, and you came in very smoothly. Of course, I am not denying your ability, I am also Li Ran's tutor. Student, according to Teacher Li, you are a genius. I really want to have a formal competition with you, but I'm too busy recently, and...you can't continue this game if you don't get the bottom bid as soon as possible. "

"You did it on purpose." Li Xiao put down the water glass in his hand and asked in confusion. "Why?"

"I don't want the project plan of the garden in the city to fall into the hands of Yang Chengxian." Yang Nisha explained. "Because I won't live long."

Li Xiao didn't expect this to be the reason.

Under the incandescent light in the room, Yang Nisha's face became paler and paler, she seemed a little tired, she sat on the stool, fearing that Li Xiao would not believe it, she took out a medical record from her bag and showed it to him.

Li Xiao opened it and saw the medical record - terminal cancer.

"Let the Heng family step in, even if Yang Chengxian cooperates with him, in the end they will only bite dogs, because neither of these two families will be willing to be subordinated to others."

After finishing speaking, seeing Li Xiao bowed her head and said nothing, she remembered Li Xiao's identity, and apologized embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, I forgot that you are Heng..."

"I have nothing to do with the Heng family." Before Yang Nisha could finish speaking, Li Xiao interrupted her.

Yang Nisha smiled and continued, "I just want to play a game with them at the end."

Li Xiao suddenly raised his head, looked at Yang Nisha's pale smile, and asked, "Is Yang Lei's death also part of your plan?" If it was true, then the woman in front of her was really terrifying.

Hearing the word Yang Lei, Yang Nisha's smile froze, her eyes showed sadness, her face became paler and paler,

"I'm sorry." Li Xiao apologized, because he could see that Yang Nisha's sadness was not feigned. Like Yang Zhou, she was a child who lost her father.

"Knowing the news of my father's death, I suddenly realized that I made a wrong move. I thought I was in control of the overall situation, but I lost the bet on that person's humanity, because that person has no humanity at all. He secretly annexed the equity of many shareholders. I I thought he just wanted to use the board of directors to pull his father down and become the chairman himself. I didn't expect..." The sadness in Yang Nisha's eyes was gone, replaced by a cruelty that didn't match her age.

"Later, the police found a fake will in my father's computer. My father liked Zhouzhou very much, and he supported Zhouzhou to do what he liked. How could he choose to commit suicide because Zhouzhou was disobedient?" Yang Nisha affirmed. "Besides, it is absolutely impossible for my father to commit suicide. So I tracked down the computer you used through the will. That computer should still be in a small Internet company on the fifteenth floor of Jinmao Tower."

During that time, he asked for leave and didn't go to AX, and stayed in the Internet company downstairs of AX.That Internet company is a company owned by Lu Sen, and it is also the place Hengyu uses to ask Li Xiao to help with affairs.

Li Xiao asked: "What exactly do you want to say today?" Yang Nisha definitely didn't come to him to say these things.

"Ahem..." Yang Nisha was about to say something, but covered her face and coughed.Li Xiao handed her the glass of water she didn't drink, she shook her hand and ran to the toilet.

Li Xiao saw bright red liquid oozing from between her fingers, which should be blood.

Not long after, Yang Nisha came out of the toilet, she should have washed her face, she looked a little refreshed.She sat across from Li Xiao, looked at the lonely moon outside the window, and seemed to be talking to herself: "Zhouzhou has liked the moon since he was a child. Every time he cried, he would smile through his tears when he saw the moon. I asked Passed him, he said it was because his grandma said when he was a child, when grandma leaves, she will become the moon to accompany you." Speaking of this, she was a little envious. "My grandma never said this to me, she just let me gain a firm foothold in the Yang family."

"She is afraid that you will be bullied in the Yang family." Li Xiao understood the thoughts of grandma Yang Nisha. Her grandmother is the wife of the chairman of the Lin family. She must know the intrigues among these wealthy families.Yang Nisha's mother passed away. If Yang Nisha had no status in the Yang family, she would only be bullied by others.

"I understand grandma's worry, and I also know that she cares about me." Yang Nisha said to Li Xiao suddenly. "I finally know why Zhouzhou likes you. You are really a gentle person. You will never refuse anything from anyone."

Li Xiao was taken aback and smiled.Yang Nisha is really a shrewd woman, after only chatting for a while, she has already found her weakness.

"Do you know why Zhouzhou likes architecture?" Yang Nisha didn't know whether it was intentional or not, and talked to Li Xiao about Zhouzhou's past.

Li Xiao shook his head.

Yang Nisha smiled slightly and recited a few poems.

"In August and autumn, the high wind howls and blows the three layers of grass on my house." Yang Nisha said. "It was because of the song "The Thatched House Was Broken by the Autumn Wind" that Zhouzhou learned architectural design. At that time, his idea was very simple, that is, he wanted everyone to live in a big and nice house."

Li Xiao listened quietly, Yang Nisha was like an old man, rambling on about the past, sometimes when a memory was touched, she would stop and slowly recall the past.

The sky outside the window was bright, and a ray of morning light pierced the night, bringing the first breeze of the morning, blowing the wind chimes in front of the window.

Only then did Yang Nisha come back to her senses, she had already chatted with Li Xiao for half the night, she said apologetically, "Maybe it's because I already know that I don't have many days left, and I always think about a lot of things from the past."

Looking at her pale and haggard face, Li Xiao persuaded: "You can go to the hospital again, maybe there is a solution."

"I know that in the terminal stage of cancer, if you do chemotherapy well and keep a happy mood, you can live for several years longer." Yang Nisha smiled wryly. "But I'm really tired and don't want to live anymore. But when I'm about to die, I feel that there are still some souvenirs in this world. Sure enough, people are contradictory, and they never know what they want."

"But as long as you are alive, you can find what you want." Li Xiao found that Yang Nisha's mentality had entered old age, and she was tired of this world.But after all, she was a girl in her twenties, if she passed away, it would be a pity.

Yang Nisha smiled lightly and said, "It's too late, I lost this bet, and now the Yang family is no longer my home. Chemotherapy is too expensive, so it's better to save the money for Zhouzhou to study."

Li Xiaodao: "I can give you money."

"Now I can't afford to pay you back."

"No need to pay."

After Li Xiao finished speaking, Yang Nisha was stunned, looked at Li Xiao softly, then shook her head and said, "Kindness and gentleness are the most fatal flaws in your life."

Li Xiao didn't speak.

Yang Nisha continued: "Zhouzhou is a gentle and kind child just like you, but he still hides a ruthless side. If he really becomes ruthless, neither Yang Chengxian nor Hengyu is his opponent."

Li Xiaodao: "Zhouzhou won't do this."

"That's because he still has something to rely on. When everything is gone, he will show his sharp teeth hidden in his mouth. Because of this, he is also the person who is most afraid of getting hurt." Yang Nisha said slowly. "So I won't allow others to hurt him."

Li Xiao didn't know what to say, because he was the one who hurt Yangzhou the most.He didn't dare to tell him that he still hadn't forgotten that day in the funeral parlor. Yangzhou said that if he didn't want him anymore, he might jump off the building.

"Zhouzhou is a smart man, give him some time, and he will definitely know everything you have done." Yang Nisha raised her eyes to look at Li Xiao, those eyes were clear and deep, as if she could see through what she was thinking. "Because he, like me, is born with a beast's intuition, but he pretends to be confused in many things."

Li Xiao suddenly remembered that during the dinner party, Su He said that Yang Zhou had come to find him on the morning when Yang Lei fell from the building. At that time, he should have known that he had lied to him. Mind to think about these.

"If I did all this, he wouldn't think of you." The bangs slipped down, and Yang Nisha gently stroked the bangs and said with a smile.

Li Xiao looked at Yang Nisha.

"I have reasons to hate the Yang family, and I also have reasons to do these things. I can help you bear all this." Yang Nisha said seriously. "So it's all done by me."

"Why?" Li Xiao asked blurted out.

Yang Nisha lowered her eyes and said lightly: "If you did it, Zhouzhou will be sad."

Li Xiao asked back: "Could it be that he won't be sad if you do it?"

"Yes, but he will not choose to give up his life, he will choose to take revenge on me." Yang Nisha smiled, even though the smile only slightly twitched the corners of her mouth. "Besides, I'm a man whose days are numbered."

"If this is the case, I won't be able to face him at all in the future." Li Xiao was telling the truth, if Yang Nisha had to bear everything he had done, and Yang Zhou would hate his own sister, he would rather tell him what happened.

"Zhouzhou really likes you, you can't hurt him." Yang Nisha begged.

Li Xiaodao: "But you are the one who hurt you by doing this."

Yang Nisha still said the same sentence: "I am running out of time."

These four words were like thorns, piercing Li Xiao's body fiercely, in the flesh, in the bone marrow, and he couldn't refuse a person's plea with these four words.

Yang Nisha was a little tired, she leaned lazily on the back of the chair, her face became paler and paler, like a piece of A4 paper for copying, her lips were bloodless, a little chapped, her eye sockets were slightly dark, and a little sunken.Anyone who saw her knew she would not live long.

"Then let me take care of you until the end..." Li Xiao said, he really couldn't let Yang Nisha bear everything, and he could go abroad with Yang Zhou as if nothing had happened, leaving her to spend her last days in China as a girl .

"Then you may never see him again." Yang Nisha disagreed with Li Xiao's approach. "The kid's obsessive thinking would think we were conning him together."

"I'll explain later." Li Xiao refused to budge.

Yang Nisha still had a faint smile on her face, her voice was much softer, "Your kindness and gentleness will make you lose a lot."

"You also said that was my fatal shortcoming."

Yang Nisha smiled and said, "I'm just joking."

"But it's also true."

Yang Nisha was tired and closed her eyes. Instead of arguing with Li Xiao, she just said softly, "It's up to you, as long as you don't regret it."

Li Xiao didn't say anything, because he knew that he had come to this point and done so many things, and there was no room for him to regret it.

On the road of life, people will be parallel and intersect, but when there is an intersection, the two ends will go further and further apart.He didn't know if his encounter with Yangzhou was a joke from the heavens, he only knew that the joke had come to an end.

In the future, it will only be the flowers of the Tumi, whether it is a stranger or a dead end.

It was just at the beginning of the strange road and the end of the end, he couldn't forget the smile that he looked back in the ancient city that day, and he couldn't forget the child's most innocent smile under the fireworks.

A dance all over the city remembers the present, looking back and smiling for a hundred years.

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