Looking back and smiling

Chapter 90: The Feeling of First Love

Yang Zhou belongs to the kind of person who is not big and has a loud voice. Li Xiao's eardrums hurt from his roar.

Li Xiao rubbed his ears, and asked, "When can you be quiet?" The child who didn't understand why he was convulsed again.

"No, the plot is wrong." Yang Zhou jumped down from the coffee table. "According to the plot of that bloody romance novel, now, Daddy, you should turn into a beast."

"..." Li Xiao felt a dull pain in his brain. "Where did you see these messy things?"

"Isn't it?" Yangzhou took advantage of the opportunity and sat on the sofa, half leaning on the back of the sofa, resting his cheek on one hand, and half lying on the sofa cushion with his legs together. "Dad really doesn't want to do something in this long night?" Yang Zhou's peach blossom eyes were half closed, and there was a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth.

Li Xiao froze, and suddenly felt that his breathing became a little short, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Zhouzhou, stop making trouble."

"Hehe..." Yangzhou smiled sweetly, and slowly stretched out a hand to pull down his collar slightly, revealing his delicate and beautiful collarbone. "Really do nothing?"

"Don't be like this, quickly become normal." Li Xiaoqiang suppressed the sudden desire/desire in his heart.

"No." Yangzhou pouted and said coquettishly. "I don't want it!" As he said that, Yang Zhou gave Li Xiao a charming smile, leaned back slightly, gently rubbed his legs together, and hummed softly. "Um...um...suddenly feel so hot...um...Daddy..."

If Li Xiao can still hold back sitting still, it means that his lower body is not good enough, probably even Liu Xiahui can't help it.

"You asked for it yourself, don't blame me." Li Xiao's eyes became a little deep, and his breathing was a little short.

Li Xiao licked his lips, and when he was about to turn into a wolf and rush towards Yangzhou, a carp in Yangzhou jumped up from the sofa, and then trembled with laughter, covering his stomach, "Hahahaha...Dad, are you kidding me?" It's so fun... Hahahahaha... You are too pure! Hahahaha..."

Li Xiao: "..." Strangled him to death, okay?

The charming look just now disappeared without a trace, and Yang Zhou squatted beside the sofa laughing like he was lying on his back.

After laughing for a while, he felt something was wrong, why was he so quiet?

He raised his head slightly, and saw Li Xiao standing on the other side of the sofa, his whole face was dark, almost as good as Bao Gong's.

"Uh..." Yang Zhou blinked, then blinked again, and asked softly. "Father, are you okay?"

Li Xiao remained silent, and raised his eyes lightly to glance at him. There was a trace of anger, a trace of desire/desire, and a trace of indescribable emotion in his eyes. In the end, it became as clear as the water in the Tianchi Lake, and there was nothing in it. No.

After being stared at by Li Xiao, Yang Zhou only felt that the air pressure in the whole room had become a little low. It was already early summer, but Yang Zhou felt the cold air coming from his back.

He swallowed his saliva, and smiled apologetically, "Father, I think I'd better go back to school first."

Seeing Li Xiao still standing beside the sofa with a gloomy face, Yang Zhou got up lightly without saying anything, and slipped around him quietly.

It's just that as soon as he walked around the sofa, he suddenly felt a tightness in his wrist.Li Xiao tightly grasped his wrist.

"Hiss...it hurts!" As soon as Yang Zhou finished speaking, Li Xiaoshun threw Yang Zhou onto the sofa, and then pressed his whole body on top of him.

"Do you know that you were playing with fire just now?" The gloomy expression on Li Xiao's face was gone, showing a hint of cynical expression. "However, you can make this fire bigger."

"What are you going to do?" Yang Zhou panicked. If the plot continues, he might be wiped out.

"What do you think?" Li Xiaoxie smiled charmingly, and reached out to pinch his chin. "Don't worry, I will be gentle."

"Don't...well..." Yang Zhou firmly disagreed.It's just that as soon as he said these two words, his mouth was blocked.He suddenly opened his eyes wide, and the whole person froze.

When he reacted, Li Xiao reached into his clothes with one hand, and gently squeezed the red tassel on his chest with his index finger and thumb.

"Yeah..." The sudden stimulation on his chest made Yangzhou moan involuntarily, Li Xiao smiled lowly, gently pried open his white teeth with his tongue, and sucked/allowed his tongue.

……

Yangzhou's mind went blank for a moment, and he subconsciously followed Li Xiao's movements to respond.

"Don't!" Yangzhou suddenly realized that Li Xiao was real, so he pushed Li Xiao away with all his strength, using both hands and feet, trying to prevent him from further intrusion.

"Be good, be obedient." Li Xiao coaxed Yang Zhou with a gentle voice.

"Don't, don't, don't! Don't beat me to death! That hurts! Dad, do you really have the heart to let your daughter bleed... Woooo... my poor mother! Did you see it in the spirit of the sky, Dad bullied me Ah! Woohoo..." While Li Xiao was talking and didn't kiss him, giving him a chance to breathe, Yang Zhou howled with snot and tears. "Father, a daughter is a flower of the motherland, you can't do this!"

……

Yangzhou howled ghosts and wolves, and the bath/fire lit by Li Xiao disappeared in an instant.

Li Xiaosong let Yangzhou get up and walked to the door, rubbed his hair a little irritably, and said, "I'll take you back to school."

Yang Zhou was taken aback, sat up and looked at Li Xiao, and asked cautiously, "Father, are you angry?"

"No." Li Xiao said expressionlessly.

"Liar." Yang Zhou straightened his clothes and sat on the sofa without getting up.

"Let's go back to school." Li Xiao opened the door, and turned to see Yang Zhou sitting on the sofa motionless. "I'm really not mad."

Li Xiao knew that Yang Zhou's personality was just that of a child, and he liked to smoke when he had nothing to do.How could I be really angry with him, no matter how convulsive and capricious he is, Li Xiao knew that he was used to his convulsions from time to time.

Because I like him, like his quiet virginity when he pretends to be a girl, and also like his own character that is as active as a rabbit.

It should move like a mad rabbit.

"I..." Yang Zhou glanced at him, then lowered his head slightly. "I have prepared a lot of danmei, and I know more or less. I am small in size and weak in strength. Most of them are eaten up and wiped out. And it hurts a lot for the first time. I have a fever or something... Although they all call me Lord Li, but I also know that apart from my voice, I deserve everything else. I am 1.7 meters tall, and my length is neither short nor short. "

"Hey...you." Yang Zhou sat on the sofa and thought about it for a long time, Li Xiao sighed helplessly. "There's really nothing I can do about you."

Although Yang Zhou deliberately teased him, Li Xiao was a little angry, but seeing Yang Zhou's aggrieved appearance, Li Xiao could not continue to be angry.

Yang Zhou blinked at Li Xiao, and asked weakly, "Father, are you still angry?"

"Father is such a stingy person!" Li Xiao said deliberately with a tigerish face. "See what time it is now. I'll take you back to school."

Yangzhou blinked again, then showed a big smile, and said, "Yeah."

Yang Zhou picked up the old man who was crawling slowly on the coffee table, gave him a big kiss, then rushed to the door, took Li Xiao's hand, "Back to school!"

Li Xiao held his mouth shut, "You don't even kiss me when you kiss a turtle."

"Because Daddy is not a turtle!" Yang Zhou smiled like a flower.

"I can't say no to you." Li Xiao stretched out his finger and tapped the bridge of Yangzhou's nose lightly.

Yang Zhou rubbed his nose, grinned at the corner of his mouth, his teeth were exposed.Li Xiao looked at Yang Zhou's smirk, he was so silly and cute, he gently took Yang Zhou's hand, and the two walked together to the community.

The night is like ink, and the neon lights flicker like a little white in the ink.Yangzhou let Li Xiao hold his hand, and his father's hand was very warm, very comfortable and warm.

It turned out that this is the feeling of liking.

Yang Zhou secretly smiled, and was about to jump in front of Li Xiao when he suddenly felt his body tighten, Li Xiao hugged him tightly.

"Daddy..."

"I'm sorry about today's matter." Li Xiao hugged Yangzhou tightly.

"Daddy, it's my fault..."

"You're scared today, aren't you?"

"..." Yang Zhou froze, indeed, he was indeed afraid just now.He likes Li Xiao and Daddy, but if he wants to do that, he is really afraid.

"I won't hurt you." Li Xiao's voice was still so gentle. "because I like you."

Yang Zhou was stunned, and with a "boom", Yang Zhou's mind went blank.He didn't know what to say, but subconsciously clutched Li Xiao's clothes tightly, and buried his head in his arms.

After a long time, Yang Zhou said softly, "I'm sorry."

"Silly boy." Li Xiao patted Yang Zhou's head. "I will wait for you."

"En." Yang Zhou replied in a muffled voice.

Under the watery moonlight, the two walked side by side, the shadows on the ground got closer and closer, and the two hearts got closer and closer.

Arriving at the gate of University C, Yangzhou suddenly took Li Xiao's hand and said, "Father, from tomorrow onwards, let's have a serious relationship."

Hearing this, Li Xiao was taken aback for a moment, then stretched out Yangzhou's forehead, pretending to be angry and said: "Could it be that you haven't been serious about dating me these two days?"

The corner of Yangzhou's mouth twitched, and he said, "Father, can we stop summarizing the central idea like this, the meaning of this sentence is to stop making noise like these two days, and instead have a serious talk about a real in love."

"True love?"

Yangzhou smiled, and continued: "I don't think we've been playing house these few days, and the craziness is not much different from before."

"Hehe..." Li Xiao pinched Yang Zhou's cheek and said with a smile. "Little kid has a lot of thoughts."

"Never mind how much I think, first of all, do you agree or not?" Yang Zhou asked Li Xiao, staring at him.

Li Xiao nodded and said with a smile, "Just as long as you are happy."

Yang Zhou lowered his head, stretched out his hands and tightly grabbed Li Xiao's sleeves.

"What's the matter?" Li Xiao asked softly, for some reason, Yangzhou's appearance made him inexplicably distressed.

"To be honest, as long as I can remember, the days when I'm with my dad are the happiest." Yangzhou smiled at Li Xiao. "Whether it's drinking hot pot, or being threatened to wear women's clothes, it's all fun."

"Zhouzhou..."

"Because it's only when I'm with daddy that I feel that I'm a person with a soul, I'm still alive, and I'm not alone." After saying this, Yang Zhou still smiled, but his voice was very calm, like A pool of stagnant water without ripples, so calm, maybe dead still.

Li Xiao's heart ached and he hugged Yang Zhou tightly.The child never talked about himself in front of him, and he always smiled heartlessly, as if his happiness was born with him.But Li Xiao knew that although the person who laughed heartlessly, he was also hiding another self.

It's just that he didn't expect that Yangzhou's hidden self was also bound, a skin without a soul.

Now that Yangzhou is showing such fragility, Li Xiao feels very distressed, he really wants to take Yangzhou away, leave this place that binds him.

"Daddy, don't leave me." Yang Zhou pulled Li Xiao's sleeves tighter. "Promise me, now and in the future, don't leave me."

Li Xiao nodded heavily and said, "Okay."

Yang Zhou raised his head, his beautiful eyes stared at Li Xiao coldly, and said, "If you leave me, I will never come back to you in this life."

Li Xiao felt a chill behind him, Yangzhou at this moment was strange to him, and he suddenly realized that maybe he had never known the real Yangzhou.

The bell for the next night’s self-study rang, and many students of C University ran to the school gate to look for food. When they saw the two people hugging each other, they were stunned for a moment, and then they didn’t care about anything. Now they are quite open-minded. There are also many same-sex marriages, so there is no need to make a fuss, and they are not too surprised, and went shopping separately.

After walking a few steps, I found that one of them seemed to be a noble concubine? !

……

But who cares, maybe the imperial concubine found his Li family emperor and lived a happy life ever since.

Isn't that how fairy tales are written?What Snow White and Cinderella lived happily ever after and so on.

This is called, under Brokeback Mountain, lilies bloom!

……

"Pfft..." Yang Zhou looked at Li Xiao and suddenly laughed out loud. "But I believe that Daddy will not leave me." The cold light just now disappeared, replaced by the tenderness in his eyes.

Li Xiao touched Yang Zhou's cheek, "Don't worry."

Maybe it's because I think too much, that's the daughter I'm familiar with, occasionally convulsing, heartless, just like a child.

"Well, I'm going back to the dormitory." Yang Zhou showed him a bright and sunny smile, he let go of Li Xiao's embrace, waved him, and was about to enter the school gate when his cell phone rang.

Yangzhou took out the phone, it was Hengshen calling.

Li Xiao was a little surprised, the kid's cell phone rang today, and he didn't pay to stop it.

Yang Zhou glared back at Li Xiao - I also have money to pay for the phone bill.

The corners of Li Xiao's mouth twitched—it's really rare, you actually have money to pay for your phone calls.

Yangzhou: "..."

Yang Zhou stuck out his tongue at Li Xiao, quickly pressed the answer button, and said with a smile: "Oh, Shen Shen, you actually called me when the Spring Festival is worth a thousand dollars, is it that damn evildoer who is arrogant again? So your life is not happy?"

Li Xiao was a little embarrassed standing aside, that child really couldn't spit ivory out of a dog's mouth.

"Zhouzhou." The voice on the other end of the phone was panting, as if he had just run a long distance.

No matter how convulsed Yang Zhou was, he also vaguely felt that something was wrong with Heng Shen. He put away the joke just now and asked, "Shen Shen, what's wrong?"

"Ziyu is gone."

"What did you say?" Yang Zhou was stunned, and then said. "I'll go back to the dormitory first." Yang Zhou didn't ask what happened to Shen Shen and Ziyu, because he knew the priorities, and now he had to find Ziyu first.

"I went to your dormitory to look for him, but he's not in the dormitory. His cell phone was turned off when I called him. I called his house just now, but my aunt said that Ziyu hadn't come back." The voice on the other end of the phone became a little helpless Get up, "I searched many places, but I couldn't find him. Zhouzhou, you and Ziyu have been playing together since childhood, you must know where Ziyu is."

Indeed, Hengshen searched many places, from the high school, to the Xinzhilu Maid Cafe, and even went to the park. He has been looking for him, but he has never been found, and he can't be found anywhere.

In the evening, as the sun was setting, he received a text message from An Ziyu, with only five words - let's break up.He thought it was the dead ladyboy joking, but when he returned the phone, only to find that the phone was turned off, he realized that maybe it wasn't a joke.

For the first time in his life, he felt at a loss.He didn't know what happened, but he vaguely knew that this matter might have something to do with his family, and he knew the horror of the Heng family.But... Heng Shen clutched his chest - his heart hurts so much, he really likes him, he likes him so much... He is afraid that he will leave him.So, he searched everywhere, running out of breath, his shirt soaked in sweat, and he searched for more than three hours, but he still couldn't find him.

Heng Shen suddenly thought that if anyone in this world knew where An Ziyu was, it must be Yangzhou.An Ziyu and Yangzhou have grown up since they were young. Yangzhou must have known the secret base of a man when he was young.

"Shen Shen, why don't you go home first, I'll call you when I find Ziyu." Yangzhou persuaded, "Don't worry, leave it to me."

In Yangzhou's impression, Hengshen is a stable person, he is thoughtful, whether it is in the Heng family or in the school, he seems to be able to see through everyone.It seemed that everything was under his control, and he had never seen him so flustered and at a loss like today.

"Zhouzhou..."

"I'll hang up first, I'll contact you later." Yang Zhou hung up the phone.

Li Xiao stood aside all the time, seeing Yang Zhou hung up the phone, he asked, "Did something happen to An Ziyu?"

Yang Zhou nodded, "It's nothing, so Dad can go home first, I'll go to his house to see."

"I'll see you off." Li Xiao said.

"No need." Yangzhou stopped a taxi. "I'll take a taxi and see you, Dad."

"Goodbye." Li Xiao hadn't finished saying "goodbye" before Yang Zhou got into the taxi, and Li Xiao smiled helplessly—this child.

After getting in the car, Yang Zhou gave the location, then took out his mobile phone and dialed An Ziyu's number. The system voice on the other end of the phone prompted "The phone you dialed has been turned off".

Yangzhou suddenly remembered what Yang Nisha said in the corridor when he went to the north to take the location during the winter vacation.

Hengshen... Hengjia...

Ziyu, you are not hiding from Heng's house, are you?

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