Willing to go astray

Yue froze, and pushed Ding Ran away reflexively. Ding Ran's back fell on the stone table again, with a dull pain, but he didn't seem to notice it, stood up as if nothing had happened, and approached Qi Yue, "I can't stand it." Do you feel sick? Do you know why I pretended to be fucked by you? You see, you used to shy away from me, but after that happened, you circled around me. How nice, you should only be me Alone!"

Qi Yue felt a little nauseous, Ding Ran's madness and his perverted possessiveness were nakedly displayed in front of him, with a grim face, like a madman who had lost his mind.

Ding Ran was still talking there, with half-truths and half-false words, even he himself couldn't tell which was true and which was false, "Do you know how long I have liked you? So long that I want to imprison you in my Be around, become mine alone, so I have to remove all obstacles. That’s right, as you saw today, I want them all to hate you and leave you.”

"You're so fucking disgusting!" Qi Yue slammed her fist hard, but Ding Ran couldn't dodge or didn't want to dodge at all, his cheeks were so painful that he put his elbows on the stone chair and sneered He looked at Qi Yue.

Qi Yue didn't bother to look at him again, turned around and walked out.Ding Ran's throat was choked, and at that moment, like a sad child, he shouted to his back, "Qi Yue, do you hate me?"

Qi Yue didn't look back, but just sneered.Ding Ran suddenly laughed, like a child who got candy, smiling seriously and happily.

It wasn't until Qi Yue's back disappeared that he straightened up, stood up, and smiled softly, "Brother Qi, just hate it, the more you hate it, the better, so you won't forget me."

Lin Qingqing was stopped when she was about to reach the exit of the bamboo forest.

It was two men who stopped her. The taller man had a handsome face and a smile on his mouth.The other man had a flat expression, was handsome, and had a refined and bookish air.

Shi Luo stepped forward, nodded to Lin Qingqing, and said, "I'm here to say sorry for Ding Ran."

Lin Qingqing knew Shi Luo's purpose in an instant, she shook her head, looked into the bamboo forest, feeling a little disappointed, "No, I also have a part in this matter."

Lin Qingqing smiled dejectedly, and continued, "Ding Ran is right, I do like Brother Qi. I just want to take this opportunity to make a gamble and end it. If there is really no hope, I can stop quickly. " Lin Qingqing thought of Qi Yue's reaction. Qi Yue might have been surprised for a moment, but she didn't pay attention to it. She smiled relievedly, "There is another person waiting for my old lady in front. He answered."

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☆, leave

When Shi Luo returned to the bedroom, Ding Ran's bed was already empty.The neatly stacked books were gone, and the desk was empty. If he hadn't seen the letter on his counter, Shi Luo would have had the illusion that he was the only one living here.

Shi Luo sighed, picked up the letter and read it line by line.

The content of the letter is not much, and I read it in less than 1 minute.According to the letter, Shi Luo opened Ding Ran's drawer, and there was a small brocade box there.Shi Luo suddenly remembered that he had seen this brocade box before when he was taking medicine for Ding Ran. He took it out and opened it, and there were three brown pills inside.

He, Ye Fan, and Qi Yue each have one, although they cannot make you live forever, they can prolong your life.

Ding Ran was already ready.

Shi Luo closed the drawer with a heavy heart.He didn't know how Ding Ran walked the path he had arranged for him step by step, and he must have been very tormented.He suddenly understood why Ding Ran did this. In fact, Ding Ran didn't have that much hatred in his heart. It was only his inferiority complex that aggravated this deliberate hatred.He could have made Qi Yue love him, but he didn't have the confidence to do it, let alone dare to do that, because from the very beginning he knew that he was a person with no future in Qi Yue's limited life.

That's why he went to a dead end and chose to hate, so Qi Yue hated him and remembered him.But he also understands that hatred never lasts long.

how sad.

Qiyue went back to the dormitory and slept with her head covered, the electric fan

Putting it next to the head, the creaking sound seemed to pass through a loudspeaker, making people bored.

The weather is still very hot, and there is a fire burning on the mat.Qiyue turned over several times, and never fell asleep. As soon as she closed her eyes, the scene of getting along with Ding Ran came to mind, as if it was accompanied by the sound of firecrackers, making a lot of noise.He doesn't want to think about it, he hates to think about it, and he still has a disgusted attitude towards what happened in the bamboo forest. He feels that he is being played around like a monkey, and the reason is that he doesn't like the revenge he deserves. Ridiculous and nauseating.

He didn't want to remember Ding Ran anymore, and he was even more angry with himself. There is no one in the fucking world who is more stupid than him, so stupid!

Qi Yue was still a little hesitant. Lin Qingqing had already left. He had always regarded her as a younger sister, and never thought about the relationship between men and women. Now that he knew that Lin Qingqing liked her, he felt weird and didn't know what to do. How to face her.

Later, I was stunned and didn't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I was awakened by hunger.

Qi Yue glanced at the phone to check the time, but found that there were several missed calls, all from Lin Qingqing.Qi Yue felt a little guilty, and was afraid that Lin Qingqing was in a hurry to find him for something, so she finally called back.

Lin Qingqing didn't mention anything about today's event, Qi Yue kept holding her breath and naturally pretended it didn't happen, and wouldn't take the initiative to bring it up.There is no difference between the two of them in the previous chat mode, and there is nothing particularly embarrassing about talking casually.

When she was about to hang up the phone, Lin Qingqing said that she was almost at the station, and Ding Ran was waiting for her at the gate of the bus station.Qiyue's first reaction was to think of what happened in the bamboo forest, and she suddenly came to her senses, the two of them were not talking about the same person at all, her heart was very agitated, so she hummed casually.Lin Qingqing suddenly smiled and asked Qi Yue if she knew that Ding Ran had been chasing her. Qi Yue was stunned and felt embarrassed.Seeing that he didn't answer, Lin Qingqing naturally knew the answer in her heart. Fortunately, she had already decided to let it go, so she simply said what she wanted to say.

When Qiyue heard that Lin Qingqing agreed to date Ding Ran, she was immediately dumbfounded, and she was stunned for a few seconds before she congratulated foolishly.After I finished speaking, I regretted it, and was so embarrassed that I didn't know what to say again.

Lin Qingqing thanked Qiyue graciously. She was inevitably a little sad in her heart, but also a little indescribably relaxed.When she said this thank you, she happened to come out of the station, and when she looked up, she saw Ding Ran standing not far away, waving and smiling at her. At that moment, she suddenly understood that the secret love of these years had really passed.

After chatting casually for a few more words, Ding Ran took Lin Qingqing's luggage with one hand, and walked forward holding her hand with the other. His hands were clasped tightly, his face was ecstatic and cautious at the same time, Lin Qingqing suddenly Nose sour.

Ding Ran said, "I really didn't expect to wait for this day so soon, I feel like a dream."

Lin Qingqing glanced back at the station, laughed, and pinched Ding Ran's arm rudely, "Let my old lady pinch, the pain is not a dream!"

Ding Ran hissed in pain, but the smile on his face remained unchanged.

Walking all the way back, Lin Qingqing still had something on her mind. Ding Ran went to her today and deliberately let Qi Yue hear those words, which made her feel that something was wrong, and she always felt that something was weird.Finally, after returning home, she still sent a message to Qiyue worriedly.

Qiyue's roommate Xue Tao went back to bed, Qiyue helped to pack things, the two went out for dinner, it was dark when they came back.

Qiyue felt so tired that she took a shower casually and crawled onto the bed.Night owls are used to it, so it's only seven or eight o'clock and naturally they don't feel sleepy at all.Staring at the bed board for a while, my mind was muddled and I didn't know what I was thinking, and finally I just got up and turned on the computer to play games.

After beating and banging until after twelve o'clock, Qiyue finally fell asleep, put away the computer, went to the bathroom and washed her face.Coming out of the bathroom, Qi Yue suddenly realized that it was raining at some point, and the sky was gloomy. If the lights were turned off, she would definitely not be able to see her fingers.

City C is rarely so dark even in winter nights, Qi Yue felt goose bumps strangely, shook her head, and returned to her bed.

When I turned on the phone, I realized that Lin Qingqing had sent him a message at six o'clock. After I opened it and read it, the sleepiness I had just cultivated disappeared immediately.

Xue Tao played the game until after one o'clock before turning off the lights and crawling to bed to sleep. The bedroom was pitch black and the air was very quiet, and the sound of wind and rain outside could be heard clearly.

Qi Yue sighed, her eyes were a little empty, and all that was in her mind was the text message from Lin Qingqing.

Lin Qingqing agreed to Ding Ran, and naturally she would not tell Qi Yue that she deliberately let him hear her arguing with Ding Ran, only that there seemed to be something wrong with Ding Ran, and that Ding Ran had really liked him for many years.

Qi Yue calmed down and thought about it for a long time. What happened these days made him really not feel that Ding Ran liked him.

But Lin Qingqing didn't need to lie to him, so he felt a little ridiculous. If it was called liking by arranging drunken sex and going all out to discredit him in front of the person he liked, he just felt disgusted by this kind of liking.

The next day was when the new students were enrolled. Qi Yue ran to the orientation station to meet the new students. He wanted to keep himself busy so as not to overthink.

The weather was so hot and dry that he almost peeled off his skin. There are about seven or eight thousand new students enrolled in L University every year. Qi Yue helped carry the luggage all morning until his hand was disabled, so he took a break while eating.

Then went again in the afternoon, naturally tired and sweating profusely.During this process, I met a primary school girl with the same major. The primary school girl is Ning Ning, who is from another province and is not very familiar with the school.With a bright personality and familiarity, Qi Yue couldn't shirk her words, so she agreed to take her around the campus at night.

After eating dinner and taking a shower, before she had time to rest, Ning Ning called.

The two made an appointment to meet in the library, and Ning Ning was already waiting there when Qi Yue arrived.

Ning Ning is beautiful, her eyes are more crooked than crescent moons when she smiles, and her personality is not twitchy. When she sees Qi Yue, she immediately comes up to say hello and teases him for being late.

Qi Yue smiled embarrassedly, but Ning Ning didn't hold on to it, the brothers kindly urged Qi Yue to quickly show her the way.

L University is not very big, and it takes only 10, [-], [-] minutes to walk along the bridge from Dongyuan to Xiyuan. Two months ago, Qi Yue went around the school for fear that Ding Ran would do something stupid. Now Thinking about it, the memory of looking for it seems to have been blurred, but when he found Ding Ran, Ding Ran's flashing smile suddenly became very clear.There were so many things in that smile that Qi Yue couldn't see clearly, but she could clearly notice that it was different from many smiles later.

Qiyue's mind drifted away as she walked, and Ning Ning didn't know what she said before his thoughts were pulled back.

Ning Ning smiled and asked him if he wanted to have a girlfriend, Qi Yue shook her head and said no, but she remembered Ding Ran's gloomy liking in her heart, she was a little annoyed for no reason, angry that she had nothing to do Well, I thought about something, and quickly got my mind back.

It took only one or two hours to completely circle the two gardens.

After identifying the way, Qi Yue took Ning Ning to Changyuan Road under the bridge, which is the backstreet that is said to exist in every school, and asked Ning Ning to drink something at the milk tea shop before sending her back to her dormitory.

After two days of orientation, the freshmen officially entered the school to start their military training life, and Qi Yue also officially began to attend classes.

Now that the freshman is here, the recruitment of new clubs will begin.Qi Yue joined the Military Extension Association. Since she didn't become a military training instructor and didn't plan to stay as a deputy minister, she decided to quit.

But before he had time to retire the instructor, something happened.One of the instructors of the Fourth Company and the Third Regiment suddenly contracted pneumonia and went to the hospital, but he will not recover for a while.Qi Yue and that buddy had a good relationship in the department, seeing that he was in a hurry, she applied to the higher-ups to help him go to military training.

At this time, school has already started, and the sophomores in Juntuo are in class, let alone the juniors.Qi Yue usually performed well, and after a day of temporary training, she was directly dragged to the military training ground to fill in the vacancies.

The weather is like the opposite of military training, the temperature is so high that it can burn people, and Qi Yue's partner is a female instructor, the sunscreen that is applied does not help at all, and the skin color has obvious dividing lines, due to wearing a military cap , the forehead is white, and the area below the eyebrows is black. At first glance, it is really horrible.Qi Yue was not so miserable, he was already bronzed, and he couldn't see any big difference in the sun.

Coincidentally, Qi Yue's Si Lian San regiment happened to be in two classes of his own major, and what's more coincidentally, Ning Ning happened to be assigned to that class.After going back and forth, the two became more familiar.

However, Qi Yue didn't release any water during the military training, Ning Ning joked that he had to find a time to kill him severely after the military training was over.

However, the little bastards of the four companies and three regiments still have a conscience, and invited Qi Yue and his partner female instructor to have a meal that night after the military training.

After the military training, the first-year freshmen had a day off, and it happened to be Sunday, and Qi Yue had no class, so Ning Ning and a few other little bastards were dragged out to be tour guides.

The weather is hot, and seeing the scenery is unreliable, so everyone decided to go to the playground to play water sports, which is cool and exciting.

Qi Yue also thought it was a good idea, but the nearest large playground was at the xx station, he felt a little guilty for no reason, and saw a group of juniors and girls waiting anxiously, sighed, and led a group of people to set off .

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☆, sacrifice

After sitting in the car for about half an hour and walking a few steps, everyone bought tickets and entered the playground.After playing around for a while, Qi Yue became extremely hot, her brow was sweating, and she exhaled while walking.Seeing that he was lagging behind, Ning Ning waved to him for him to follow.Qi Yue sighed, responded, and quickened her pace.

Probably because they just got out of the life-and-death college entrance examination, the enthusiasm of these juniors and juniors seemed to be endless.Qi Yue felt that she was a person who was going to be three years old, and compared with them, she really couldn't hold it.

It is indeed hot enough, probably the last few days of heat, the heat wave is not accumulated, it is all released.Qiyue sweats easily, and the sweat beads always squeeze into the eyes. After wiping it several times, Qiyue couldn't stand it anymore, so she said hello and asked Ning Ning and the others to play by themselves first, and he went to buy a pack of tissues and rest under the shade of the tree for a while.

After buying tissues, he turned around and saw the little girl from before standing behind him, Qi Yue secretly sighed that this was the third time this happened, and she was also destined to be with this little girl.But when he saw the flowers in the little girl's hand, he was a little stunned.

The little girl was holding a large handful of white chrysanthemums in her hand, and the basket she was carrying was also full of white chrysanthemums. Qiyue felt a chill down her spine, and kindly reminded the little girl, "Little sister, the white chrysanthemums are for death. You should sell flowers that are used for sacrifices.”

The little girl smiled happily, and handed a handful of white chrysanthemums to Qi Yue seriously, "I know, these flowers are not for sale, they are specially given to my brother, someone is waiting for my brother to take the flowers to see him Woolen cloth."

Not only did Qi Yue's back feel cold, but she also had goose bumps all over her body.The flowers in front of him were either not received or not, Qi Yue was a little confused, not knowing what the little girl meant, who did he ask him to see with the flowers?Qi Yue vaguely felt that what she said meant something, but her age was there, maybe the little girl was just talking casually.

Seeing that Qi Yue didn't pick it up, the little girl pushed the flowers towards him again, with a sweet smile, and urged, "Brother, here they are for you, take them, you don't need to buy any more flowers when you go."

Qi Yue took the flowers stiffly, and the doubts in her heart expanded. The white chrysanthemums in front of her eyes were glaringly white, and Qi Yue squinted her eyes subconsciously.

Seeing that Qi Yue picked it up, the little girl didn't stay any longer, turned around and left.Qi Yue still didn't understand, and wanted to ask her what she meant, so she immediately followed her.The little girl walked at a strangely fast pace, and Qi Yue didn't even catch up with her when she finally ran.

Stopping to take a breath, Qi Yue felt that someone was pulling her clothes, turned her head and saw that it was the little girl just now, Qi Yue trembled all over, and staggered back a few steps.

The little girl looked at him puzzled, blinked her big eyes, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

As if hit by an electric current, Qi Yue felt dizzy for a while, and subconsciously rubbed her temples.After the dizziness subsides, Qi Yue opens her eyes, the surroundings are bright, people are everywhere, lively and lively, everything that happened just now is like a dream.

Qi Yue breathed a sigh of relief, and soon realized that someone was pulling her clothes, and looked down to see that it was the little girl just now.

Qi Yue's first reaction was to look at the little girl's hand, and she was relieved when she saw that she was holding a red rose in her hand.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that Qi Yue's face was a little pale, the little girl asked worriedly.

Qi Yue didn't know what happened just now, he was a little scared and felt weird, but looking around now, it seemed that there was nothing abnormal.

Qi Yue concentrated her mind, and subconsciously looked at the red rose in the little girl's hand again before she shook her head and said, "It's all right."

The little girl nodded obediently, and looked around, as if she was looking for something, but she didn't seem to find it again, curled her lips, and asked a little bit disappointed, "Bad man, didn't your girlfriend come with you? Did he live?" Are you mad?"

Qi Yue didn't know how to answer. Thinking back to the little girl's words several times, she felt a little puzzled, and then thought of Lin Qingqing's sentence "He has really liked you for many years", and felt a little annoyed. After thinking about it, she asked, "" How do you know that he likes me?"

The little girl laughed happily, her eyes glowed, and her expression was a little smug, "Because he looks at you the same way my father looks at my mother."

Qi Yue was taken aback for a moment, her heart seemed to be slapped hard, and she was suddenly speechless.

The little girl sighed like a little adult, took out a rose from the basket, stuffed it into Qiyue's hand, and comforted, "Don't worry, if you give the rose to that brother, he won't be born. You're angry."

Qi Yue was still immersed in the dull pain in her heart, and it was not until Ning Ning called him that she suddenly came back to her senses, and looked down, the little girl had already left.

Seeing Qi Yue holding a rose in her hand, Ning Ning's heart beat a little faster, half joking and half tentatively asking him if he gave it to his girlfriend.

Qi Yue shook her head absent-mindedly, her chest was a little stuffy, and she was a little out of breath as if something was blocked.Seeing his denial, Ning Ning was overjoyed, smiled slyly, snatched the rose from Qi Yue's hand, waved the flower stem at him triumphantly, "Since Brother Qi didn't give it to his girlfriend, Then give it to me."

Qi Yue looked at the roses, and seemed to want to say something, but she was still not ashamed to say it when she saw Ning Ning's smile.

After Qiyue was dragged away by Ning Ning, the little girl suddenly came out from behind the tree next to her, stared viciously at the direction Qiyue left, threw the flower basket on the ground with a cold snort, and stomped on the roses angrily. feet before leaving.

In just an instant, all the red roses sprinkled on the ground turned white, and the wide petals suddenly became narrower and more numerous. At first glance, it looked like a bunch of white chrysanthemums.

For the next time, Qi Yue played quite absent-mindedly, and Ning Ning thought he was tired from playing and didn't care much.When passing by the pirate ship on the way back, Qi Yue suddenly remembered that soft kiss, and thought of Ding Ran's calm look, she couldn't tell what it was like for a moment.

After separating from Ning Ning and the others, Qi Yue went back to the dormitory after eating.

Passing by the first floor, he saw Ye Fan and Shi Luo standing at the door of the dormitory, about to go out, said hello, and subconsciously stopped, a thought suddenly appeared in his mind, so that he looked hard. bedroom door.

Ye Fan pretended not to see Qi Yue's gaze, and smiled, "What's wrong?"

Qi Yue let out an ah, came back to her senses, and hurriedly said that it was all right.When he was about to leave, he suddenly stopped as if discouraged, his eyes dodged, "Fan Zi, is Ding Ran in the dormitory?"

Shi Luo trembled all over, Ye Fan increased the strength of holding his hand without showing any signs, Shi Luo exhaled slowly, then calmed down, and said lightly, "Ding Ran has transferred to another school."

This is what Ding Ran explained in his letter.

If Qi Yue was struck by lightning, she didn't come to her senses for a long time, her eyes were full of disbelief, "What... when did it happen, why did I..."

Qi Yue subconsciously stopped, he wanted to ask me why I didn't know, but when he thought of the unclear relationship between him and Ding Ran, he stopped in embarrassment.

Shi Luo felt an urge to tell Qi Yue everything, but in the end he endured it and said calmly, "Ding Ran left the day before we started school."

Qi Yue's heart was full of ups and downs, and he never thought that Ding Ran would leave suddenly. He admitted that what Ding Ran did disgusted him, but after a few days, even though he was still angry, he had calmed down a lot.

Qi Yue smiled awkwardly, not knowing what to say.Ye Fan suddenly patted Qi Yue on the shoulder, and looked at him seriously, "Brother Qi, although the things Ding Ran did were quite unkind, but he was on the tip of his horns, don't hate him, how much Remember him for a few days!"

Qi Yue didn't understand what Ye Fan meant for a while, but Ye Fan didn't say any more, and left with Shi Luo.

When Qi Yue woke up, her clothes were soaked with sweat.Even in this scorching night, the coolness on the back cannot be ignored.

Qi Yue sat up and exhaled heavily.The dream was still lingering in his mind, he couldn't describe the feeling in the dream, he just felt like a huge stone was pressed on his chest, heavy and dull pain.He dreamed of Ding Ran, and dreamed of many strange things.He seems to be following Ding Ran's thinking, and he can feel all Ding Ran's feelings, his happiness, his helplessness, his loneliness, his despair, and his struggle.In his dream, he beat Xiaopang as Lin Qingqing said, took him to the playground and movies as Ding Ran said, told him that I will protect you, and repeated it countless times Who are you.In his dream, his own figure came and went, and Qi Yue suddenly understood that what he dreamed was all the past in Ding Ran's eyes.

Qi Yue punched the bed board heavily, Xue Tao woke up startled, and muttered drowsily, "What's wrong with you?"

Qi Yue ignored Xue Tao, sighed, got out of bed, and went straight to the bathroom.

After splashing cold water on his face, Qi Yue still felt dizzy.The memory that suddenly squeezed in

Let him be a little at a loss.He couldn't sort it out, the fragmented memory was like an old movie playing, silent but sad.

Qi Yue felt a little flustered in her heart, and her head hurt even more.Lin Qingqing said, Qi Yue, Ding Ran has really liked you for many years.Ye Fan said, don't hate him, just remember him for a few more days.The little girl said, he looks at you the same way my father looks at my mother.These voices came and went in his mind one after another, booming, and finally merged into a sentence of Ding Ran's I love you.

I love you.

But who told you not to love me, so I have to take revenge on you.

Qi Yue turned off the faucet with shaking hands, and walked towards the bed step by step.

Even if Ding Ran said something like I love you, he never felt that Ding Ran liked him. How could those actions be done by liking someone alone?Even if hate arises from love, it is also hate, and it should no longer be called love.

But there was a voice in her heart silently resisting such thoughts, Qi Yue was suddenly confused.

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☆, farewell

"Brother Qi?" Shi Luo fell into a drowsy sleep, and was awakened by a knock on the door in the middle of the night. When he opened the door, Qi Yue was standing outside.

The moonlight was bright, and the room was full of light. Shi Luo was taken aback when he saw Qi Yue's wilting look, and was about to ask him what's the matter, but Qi Yue shook his head first and walked in.

Shi Luo sighed inwardly, turned on the light, and closed the door behind him.

Ding Ran has been away for more than half a month, and the traces left in the house have disappeared.Under the incandescent light, the empty bed and the empty table are inexplicably dazzling.

Qi Yue's heart shrank, she didn't know what she was thinking, her eyes were a little dim.

Shi Luo looked down at the time on the phone, it was four o'clock in the morning, and then looked up at Qi Yue's line of sight, feeling a little clearer in his heart.

Shi Luo walked to Qi Yue, glanced at Ding Ran's desk calmly, and said slowly, "Ding Ran left something for you."

Qi Yue froze for a moment, then suddenly became a little nervous, "What?"

Shi Luo opened the drawer and took out the box, and put it in Qiyue's hands. Qi Yue opened the box and looked at the soybean-sized pill with some puzzlement. Shi Luo didn't know how to explain the use of this pill, so he simply said nothing.

Qi Yue closed the box, stared at the drawer for a while, then suddenly turned to look at Shi Luo, who raised his eyes and asked, "Brother Qi, what's wrong?"

Qiyue's throat slipped, "Ding Ran was transferred because of me, right?"

Shi Luo was silent for a while before shaking his head.

Qi Yue took two breaths slowly, took two steps uncomfortably, and asked, "Where did he go?"

Shi Luo tightened his palms, avoided Qi Yue's gaze, and replied calmly, "Ding Ran didn't say where it was, but it seemed quite far away, and he should settle there in the future and won't come back. .”

Qi Yue was startled, and smiled forcedly, even he himself didn't realize that his breath was a little unstable, "Why can't I get through his number? Can you contact him?"

Shi Luo looked at Qi Yue in disbelief, and he realized that something had gone off track.He looked at Qi Yue's anxious and nervous eyes, he could only swallow what he wanted to say, and answered his question calmly.

"Probably changed the number, and I don't have his current contact information."

Qi Yue's eyes dimmed. He was not a person who could pretend and hide things in his heart, and the disappointment on his face was obvious.Shi Luo's throat tightened, and some words were almost blurted out.

Qiyue lowered her eyes, walked out without saying a word, and stopped involuntarily when she reached the door, her eyes were complicated, and she hesitated for a while before asking, "What about Fanzi, can I get in touch with Ding Ran? "

Shi Luo's face froze, and he suddenly lost his voice.Seeing his silence, Qi Yue's heart almost jumped into her throat.Shi Luo breathed a sigh of relief before saying in a low voice, "Ding Ran won't be coming back, and all contact has been cut off."

"Why..." As soon as the words came out of her mouth, Qi Yue realized that something was wrong with her, she was stunned for two seconds, and when she looked up, she saw that Shi Luo's face didn't look very good, so she didn't say anything more, and walked away dejectedly.

Back in the dormitory Qi Yue lay down full of worries.To be honest, he didn't want to sleep very much, but his head was so heavy that it seemed to be glued to the bed, and he couldn't lift it up.Later, he fell asleep in a daze, and when he woke up, the sky was bright and the dormitory was quiet. It took Qi Yue two seconds to react before he realized that Xue Tao had gone to class.

Qiyue felt very tired, as if she hadn't slept, her head was buzzing, she took a long time to brush her teeth, wash her face, and go out to class.

The teacher was clattering, Qiyue supported her chin with her hands, staring at the blackboard dully, her eyelids were extraordinarily heavy like lead, as if there was a force pulling them down.

Qi Yue rubbed her temples and yawned, suddenly there was noise in her ears, it was noisy, she didn't know what was going on.He felt a little stuffy, his head was heavy, and his elbows slipped to the side unconsciously.

Qiyue was startled when she opened her eyes again. Under her feet was the familiar gravel road, with gray-white stones paved all the way to the depths of the bamboo forest.

Qi Yue was a little dumbfounded, she didn't have the slightest impression of how she came here, she was wondering that a familiar voice suddenly came from the forest.

"Brother Qi, you're here."

The voice was cold and a little stiff, Qi Yuexin jumped suddenly, and her steps walked towards the voice involuntarily.

Ding Ran was sitting in front of the stone table with downcast eyes and an indifferent expression. He raised his head and smiled shallowly when he heard footsteps.

The same place as last time, the memory easily drifted back to that day, Qi Yue rubbed her nose and stopped where she was, a little embarrassed.

Ding Ran suddenly stood up, approached Qi Yue step by step, and stopped in front of him.

"Brother Qi, I'm here to say goodbye to you."

When he was speaking, Ding Ran looked at Qi Yue blankly, his eyes were a little different from usual, a little less stubborn, and Qi Yue actually saw a little sadness in it.

Qi Yue's heart was a little blocked, and she was dumbfounded for a long time before she grinned, "Well, it's okay, I can come back to play often in the future."

Qiyue regretted the words as soon as she said them. The words were heartless, but after thinking about it, she felt that there was nothing wrong with them. In fact, he and Ding Ran had never had anything to say about each other.

Ding Ran smiled wryly, and murmured, Qi Yuexin suddenly twitched, suddenly wanting to hold Ding Ran.

But rationality quickly suppressed this weird thought, and Ding Ran didn't say anything more, but his eyes were still firmly glued to Qi Yue.

Qi Yue was uncomfortable being watched, felt guilty, and turned her head away stiffly.

Qi Yue felt that something was wrong. He thought he would be angry when he saw Ding Ran after the incident last time, but he was not as angry as he imagined.

Qiyue heard a sigh in her ear, turned her head subconsciously, but found that Ding Ran had already started to walk out.The back view looked a little thin, Qi Yue's body shuddered, and Shi Luo's words suddenly appeared in her mind.

Ding Ran may never come back.

"Ding Ran..." Qi Yue stopped him suddenly for some unknown reason, he felt a little uneasy, and his chest felt tight.

Ding Ran paused for a few seconds before turning around to look at Qi Yue, and suddenly he smiled, the smile was very relaxed, and he felt finally relieved.

Qi Yue suddenly panicked, he wanted to step forward to hold Ding Ran back, but he couldn't move forward no matter what.Ding Ran smiled and tears suddenly overflowed, Qi Yue's heart throbbed in pain for no reason, the tears seemed to cover his eyes, his vision suddenly became blurred, Ding Ran's figure gradually faded, he seemed to see Ding Ran moved his lips, but the wind was so strong that he couldn't hear clearly.He wanted to step forward to ask Ding Ran, but when he took a step, he realized that there was nothing in front of him, and Ding Ran's figure had completely faded away.

"Brother Qi? get out of class is over, do you want to go?"

Xue Tao pushed Qi Yue, who was sleeping on the table, and Qi Yue woke up from the dream.He opened his eyes and saw that everyone in the classroom had almost left. Xue Tao packed his things and waited for him beside him.

Qi Yue followed Xue Tao out, a little absent-minded.He clearly knew that it was just a dream, but he felt that the dream was too real. Ding Ran's appearance and even the slight changes in his expression were all entrenched in his mind.

Qi Yue carefully recalled the contents of the dream, and at the end of the recollection, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

Ding Ran's last smile was a bit different, it suddenly overlapped with the smile from more than ten years ago, the difference is that in the past it was shy, but now it has the meaning of being finally relieved.

There is also what Ding Ran said when he disappeared. Qi Yue repeatedly recalled the shape of Ding Ran's lips at that time. It was not until she returned to the dormitory to put her hand on the doorknob that Qi Yue suddenly froze in place.

A familiar figure suddenly appeared in front of him. The figure was smiling, and he opened and closed his lips and said a few words softly—Brother Qi, goodbye.

Everything seemed to become clear. The moist corners of Ding Ran's eyes, the relieved smile on his face, and the tone of farewell when he said these words were magnified countless times in an instant, making him clear.