Willing to go astray

I show your eyes like this. "

Why did Brother Qi show such anxious and burning eyes to him?Brother Qi's eyes should be full of disgust for him, it should be disgusted and angry.

So the person in front of him can't be his brother Qi.

Qi Yue felt his heart was twisted so hard that he couldn't speak from the pain.He seems to understand what's going on, it's not that Ding Ran doesn't remember Qi Yue, it's just that he can no longer recognize him as Qi Yue.

Maybe there is God's will in the dark, he didn't remember Ding Ran before, but now Ding Ran doesn't know him.

Ding Ran walked forward in silence, Qi Yue followed behind.Qiyue tried to call him several times, but didn't know how to call him.He hesitated whether to call him Yasu or Ding Ran now, and he also hesitated to see Ding Ran's eyes.

Maybe it was because of getting used to Ding Ran's nostalgic gaze, but now it suddenly became strange, Qi Yue couldn't get used to it, and felt a little uncomfortable, like a small needle was slowly pricking her heart.

When she walked to the hotel where she was staying, Qi Yue saw Ding Ran walk into a flower shop next door.The name of this flower shop is a bit weird, it is called a flower shop.Qi Yue followed, stood at the door of the flower shop and looked in, but did not find Ding Ran after looking around, only a few college students were there picking potted plants, and a boy was recommending them with a smile.

Qin Zhe raised his eyes, and glanced at the door inadvertently. At some point, a man stood there. The man was wearing a straight suit and was tall. He didn't look like a student.Qin Zhe was puzzled for a while, and then he shouted casually, "Brother, would you like to come in and buy some flowers?"

Qi Yue walked in, and the students who bought flowers just came out after paying their bills. Qi Yue and Qin Zhe were the only ones left in the flower shop.

"What kind of flowers do you want to buy? The flowers are all here today, they are quite fresh."

Qi Yue waved her hand, "I want to ask you something."

"Okay, you ask."

"Didn't someone go in just now? Where did he go?"

Qin Zhe thought for a while before he suddenly realized, "You're talking about our store manager, brother Ding is upstairs, or wait a minute and I'll call him."

"...Brother Ding?" Qi Yue paused, glanced at the stairs, was silent for a while before shaking her head, and said in a deep voice, "No need."

"Oh," Qin Zhe shrugged, "OK, then would you like to look at the flowers again?"

Qi Yue pondered for a while before saying, "Next time."

Qi Yue turned around and went back to the hotel room, and opened the curtains.He lives on the fifth floor, and the window is facing the street. Looking down to the right, you can see the balcony on the second floor of the flower shop. A blue stone table is built on the balcony, and there are four small round piers beside the stone table. .

Two men sat facing each other at the stone table. Ding Ran turned his back to Qi Yue. Qi Yue didn't know the man who was facing Qi Yue, but he could guess that he had something to do with Chen Xiang. He was also dressed in an ancient costume, different from Agarwood, the man's hair is tied up with wooden hairpins, and the white brocade clothes are much more comfortable to look at.

The two of them didn't know what they were talking about, and Ding Ran's expression couldn't be seen from Qi Yue's direction.The man facing him was smiling all the time, with a gentle expression on his face.Seeing that Qiyue was upset and depressed, when she was about to close the curtain and enter the room, the man suddenly raised his head and smiled at him, as if he knew everything by heart.

Qiyue was a little embarrassed, not to mention that this peeping was discovered, she felt that her little thoughts were completely ignored by others.But at any rate, Qi Yue has also struggled in society for seven or eight years, and calmly responded with a smile, gestured to him to enter the house and closed the curtain.

As soon as he walked to the bedside, the phone rang. Qi's mother called. Qi Yue twitched her lips helplessly and pressed the answer button.

After Qi's mother said a few words, she brought up the daughter-in-law again. Qiyue is indeed very old. Qi's mother sees that people of the same age as Qiyue nearby can make soy sauce even after their children are born. I'm in a hurry, I come to remind you every now and then, and I've been following closely lately, wishing to invite all the people I know and don't know over here to meet Qi Yue.

Mother Qi introduced the daughter of her college classmate this time. This girl is delicate in appearance, and her personality is even more impeccable. She is two years younger than Qi Yue. Mother Qi really likes her from the bottom of her heart.

No, I called Qi Yue right away, and told him to come back sometime and meet up.

Qiyue can't laugh or cry, he really doesn't care about the blind date, and now he doesn't even think about getting married. He originally wanted to say a few perfunctory words and let the matter go, but who knows that Qi's mother is determined this time, and she won't let it go. Come over and take Qi Yue back in person.

Qiyue tried every means to evade, but finally failed to defeat Qi's mother, so she had to promise to go back to meet her classmates immediately after the reunion, and Qi's mother happily hung up the phone.

As soon as she put down her phone, Qi Yue raised her eyes and saw a person entering the room silently at some point, it was the man who was sitting opposite Ding Ran just now.

The man went straight to the table and sat down, poured a cup of tea for himself, and then smiled, "Let me introduce myself first, I am Shang Zhi, the great elder of the Fairy Fox Clan, I have just met, and I am here to come I want to tell you something."

Qi Yue sat down opposite Shang Zhi and nodded, "Elder, please speak."

"You have met the second son today, and you must have some understanding of his current situation. The second son just woke up a month ago, and he came here regardless of obstruction. Needless to say, the fairy fox clan strictly abides by one heart and one mind. The glory of the family is sometimes the misfortune of our family." Shang Zhi stopped here, his eyes showed a few stern expressions, and his tone was more serious and rigorous, "The fox king made a decision to save the soul of the second son. Soul water. Now the second son still has a soul that has not returned. As long as the soul is fully restored, use Wangchen water again, and the memory of the second son will be completely erased. I will not force you to be with the second son, so I want to Please make a decision, if you are sure that you will never have affection for the second young master from now on, please don't appear in front of the second young master now, lest the second young master's soul fluctuate during this period of time, and Wang Chenshui will lose its effect at that time. "

"I..." Qi Yue suddenly couldn't make a decision, he panicked for no reason, and drank a glass of water to cover up.

Shang Zhi secretly observed Qi Yue's reaction, seeing him like this, he continued, "You don't have to worry about what happened back then, even if it wasn't because of you, Second Young Master would not have escaped this calamity. Everything is predestined by God's will, Second Young Master 14 years in advance Turned into a human form, and that is how he narrowly escaped death 14 years later. My family turned into a [-]-year-old Tianlei, and it was precisely because of the timely fall of the Tianlei that the second son returned to his body after his soul was invaded eight years ago. , escaped to ashes and smoke. But there is still one soul and one soul that have not returned to their place. The eight years of deep sleep have made one soul merged, and the other soul will also return to its place in the near future. After that, the second son will be no different from usual. This is Wang Chenshui's response The only chance for our clan to be effective, so please make a good decision. After drinking this Wangchen Water, the past will be completely broken."

"Let me think about it..." Qi Yue's throat rolled, her eyes were a little confused.

Seeing that the intention of probing had been achieved, Shang Zhi simply added another fire to it, "The second young master came back at this time, and still used the name Ding Ran. The purpose is to prevent you from recognizing him. Waiting here is stupid. You still have lingering hatred for him in spite of what happened back then, and you don't want to forcefully appear in front of you to trouble you. This shows that the Second Young Master still has deep affection for you. Telling you this is not to make you feel pity for the Second Young Master I want to remind you that our clan does not need love in exchange for being moved. I finish this and leave."

Qi Yue sent Shang Zhi to the door, then returned to the table and sat down.

He has lived for nearly 30 years, so he naturally heard the meaning of Shang Zhi's words.Although it is God's will, if there is no introduction from him Qi Yue, why would Ding Ran need to be tormented like this?There is no need to talk about what happened back then, Qi Yue can also imagine how thrilling it was.What Ding Ran meant to him was that a fool could see it, and Shang Zhi's words made Qi Yue's heart ache even more.He didn't know if he meant that to Ding Ran, and he didn't dare to think clearly. Before that, he might not be able to come back. He was afraid that he would get a definite answer after thinking about it seriously, and he didn't know how to deal with himself.He is used to dreaming of the same person every night, recalling past stories.If one day the dream is interrupted, he will feel uncomfortable. Of course, he will often miss Ding Ran and lose sleep all night.Qi Yue is not sure if this is love, she only wants to cherish it after losing it, Qi Yue herself even despises herself.

Now that Ding Ran is back, Qi Yue clearly knew that her heart was shaking the moment she saw him.There are no words to describe the ecstasy, as if something suddenly came alive.

In the next two days, Qi Yue went to see Ding Ran twice, but Ding Ran still couldn't recognize Qi Yue, but his eyes could turn from joy to disappointment in an instant.Qiyue felt that a needle was stuck in her heart, and couldn't help but want to hug Ding Ran fiercely several times, making him believe that she was Qiyue.But what if you believe it?Apart from harm, what can he give Ding Ran?

On the third day, Ye Fan and Shi Luo also came to L University. The three of them had a meal and chatted for a while.Qi Yue told the two of Ding Ran's events before and after, and only then did Shi Luo realize that Ding Ran's so-called 100-year thinking with the wall was just a lie that he couldn't bear to worry about.

Some people, you look heinous, but secretly they are kinder than anyone else.

Shi Luo was silent for a while and then told Qi Yue what he knew.

Qi Yue never imagined that the farewell that made her so angry back then was actually a scene played by Ding Ran.Qi Yue suddenly remembered that Ding Ran had told him with a smile at that time, asking him to watch a play.

Qiyue's eyes were so astringent and her chest was tight, she couldn't say anything.

The three of them went to the flower shop together that day. Surprisingly, Ding Ran recognized Ye Fan and Shi Luo.Qi Yue went out to smoke a pack of cigarettes in silence, and didn't return to the flower shop until evening.

Qi Yue thought, if he owed anyone in this life, then that person must be Ding Ran, and it could only be Ding Ran.

After the class reunion, Qi Yue went home, went to elementary school, went to middle school, and went to every place that appeared in the dream.When returning home again, Qi Yue shied away from this blind date to Qi's mother.

Qi's mother was so angry that she almost took a broom to greet Qiyue. Qiyue hugged her as she did when she was a child, and said with a light smile, "Mom, aren't you tired of worrying about me every day?"

Qi's mother's eyes were wet immediately, she turned her head and said angrily, "If you weren't my son, I wouldn't bother to care about you!"

Qi Yue smiled and said yes, but suddenly became serious again, "Mom, I'm sorry."

"son…"

Qiyue shook her head, motioning for Qi's mother to let her speak. Qi's mother stared blankly at her son's serious expression, feeling a little thumping in her heart.

Qi Yue said, "Mom, don't worry about me from now on, your son has someone in his heart."

Qi's mother didn't react for a long time, she looked at Qi Yue in surprise, Qi Yue smiled and nodded at her.

Yes, he has someone in mind.He finally understood why he still ran to see Ding Ran uncontrollably after Shang Zhi said those words, why he was so happy and speechless when he saw Ding Ran again, and why he dreamed repeatedly A person, misses a person to the point where he can't extricate himself, maybe nearly 20 years have been too long, so long that he can only think that it is friendship or family affection... He dare not go deep into whether it is love, because he I am afraid that when I study deeply, I will lose it at the same time.He selfishly enjoyed the illusory company, buried everything in his heart, did not touch it, and avoided the fact that Ding Ran might never come back.

Even he himself forgot that he had been looking for Ding Ran like crazy, and he had returned to school after Chen Xiang left and lay on Ding Ran's bed staring all night.Shi Luo asked him what was wrong, but he couldn't say anything. He thought he was just sad, but now he knew it was the panic of losing someone.

Qi Yue returned to L University again and went directly to the flower shop.Ding Ran was reading a book in front of the door, Qi Yue dragged him to the car.

The hand was so strong that it hurt Ding Ran's wrist.He sat silently in the back seat of the car, and Qi Yue didn't explain anything while driving.

After driving all the way for three or four hours, the car stopped in front of a theater in Qi Yue's hometown.Qi Yue dragged Ding Ran into the cinema, Ding Ran frowned and waved Qi Yue's hand away, "What are you going to do?"

"It's started." Qi Yue said such a sentence without thinking, and suddenly laughed, and said, "Ding Ran, I got the tickets, let's go to the movies together after school." That smile was so silly , smiling like a teenager.Ding Ran froze in place, staring at Qi Yue in disbelief.Qiyue smiled, patted her head like a kid, and then stubbornly pulled Ding Ran inside.

There was a movie of Titanic in the cinema, and Qi Yue pulled Ding Ran to sit down in the fifth and sixth seats in the fourth row. The lights in the projection room dimmed in due time, and the sparse figures in front of him suddenly became blurred.

The atmosphere was peaceful, and the figures on the big screen were shaking. When Jack was taking a portrait of Rose, Qi Yue suddenly stretched out her hand to cover Ding Ran's eyes, and the world suddenly fell into darkness. Ding Ran heard someone beside him seriously say, " Children are not allowed to watch here!"

Ding Ran's heart trembled, and he slowly closed his eyes, and then opened them, and through the gaps in his palms, he could clearly see the man next to him covering his face.The distance between the fingers is very large, and the man's eyes are wide open. There are curiosity, surprise, and shyness in his eyes, which is very similar to that of a teenager.

Ding Ran suddenly broke away from Qi Yue's hand, and walked out without saying a word, Qi Yue followed, pressed Ding Ran's shoulder outside the corridor, and said seriously, "I will protect you in the future."

Ding Ran didn't know how many years had passed since he heard this sentence again, he felt a little flustered, and instinctively wanted to escape, otherwise he seemed to be immersed in an illusory dream again.But he was a little bit reluctant, the person in front of him was so much like his Brother Qi, this person was still doing what Brother Qi had done, the things that were engraved in his bones.So, even if you know it's just a dream, you don't want to let it go.

When night fell, the two stood in the middle school classroom.Ding Ran couldn't count how many familiar places he followed, and how many familiar lines he heard in each place. He felt confused in his heart, and his uncontrollable emotions were almost gushing out, and he felt ridiculous. Thinking about what he was doing, no matter what, this person was not his brother Qi.

Because it was the weekend, the school was on holiday, and there were only the two of them in the classroom.Qi Yue pulled Ding Ran to sit in the first row, and sat in the second row by herself.Neither of them spoke, Ding Ran wanted to leave.

Qi Yue pressed Ding Ran's shoulder and motioned him to continue sitting.After a while Qi Yue smiled lightly and said in a deep voice, "I'm thinking how long I can stay here if you don't look back."

Ding Ran slightly raised his eyelids, moved his lips, but did not speak, calmly waiting for Qi Yue to continue.

"I think," Qi Yue laughed self-deprecatingly, "I must not catch up with you."

"How did you come here in those years? I'm a fucking bastard. You shouldn't have taken a fancy to me. Otherwise, you'd have to suffer less, wouldn't you?"

Ding Ran didn't shake his head or nod, Qi Yue hugged Ding Ran tightly across the seat, and sighed, "Give me a chance, okay?"

Ding Ran froze for a while, pushed Qi Yue away, and walked out without looking back.When he was at the door, he stopped suddenly, turned around and fixed his gaze on Qi Yue.

"who are you?"

Qi Yue got up and walked towards Ding Ran, her eyes were burning and her tone was firm, "I am Qi Yue, your brother Qi."

Ding Ran lowered his eyes and did not deny anything.It took a long time until Qi Yue thought that the person in front of her had already left before she heard someone softly asking, "Then what about me, who am I?"

Qi Yue stopped in front of Ding Ran, hugged him tightly, and whispered dreamily, "You are Ding Ran, my Ding Ran."

The author has something to say: I was still thinking about what to do, because I didn't know how to end it, but after seven or eight classes yesterday, I suddenly found that it could be ended.

It is really a story that I have planned to leave it like this countless times, and the process of writing is also to write one day and stop for n days.Thank you Xin Xin for being able to finish writing. Without your message, I might really give up.

It has been almost a year since February 2 this year, and it is not easy for me to persist for such a long period of time.Regardless of whether I will write again in the future, I am quite proud of myself.

That's it, Happy New Year's Day, I wish everyone all the best in the New Year*^_^*