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During the busy farming season, the school is on holiday, and the fields are in full swing. The children also follow behind the adults to help, picking and peeling rice ears, and chatting together during the break.

Someone asked if the city of Suzhou was beautiful. I heard that there were so many silks there that they were all sold at a low price.

Someone asked, little baby is rushing to take the exam, if he fails to pass the exam, the ranking will be announced in time, and if he wins the exam, don't forget us.

Someone lowered his voice and pointed at the back of Miss Wang's dress, Dao was willing to, for the sake of his younger brother's future, he even went in to accompany him.

Someone echoed, yes, yes, I cook and wash for my wife every day, and when the young master is away, I almost live at home.

Someone shook his head.I can't see it all, Miss Wang has never been the same as us fellows from the countryside. She is the same as the master, and a talented woman matches a talented man, which is considered a good match.

Aunt Wang said, what about the young master? If it were me, no matter what talent she is, if she dared to enter my house, I would be the first to coax her out with a kitchen knife.

Someone interrupted again, alas, I said that men and men are just a matter of whim, and dragons match phoenixes, females match males, how can two men live together.

Then Mr. Liu was born to live in harmony with Qin Wan, what do you say?

Sooner or later, you just watch it.

All of these fell into Linqing's ears verbatim.

He lowered his eyes, didn't listen to the villagers' comments, and used a pole to poke the water to see how the fish fry in the pond were growing.

Qin Wan said: "Don't listen to their nonsense, country people are like this, they like to gossip when they are free."

"It's the same whether you say it or not. I have eyes and I can see."

Qin Wan took his hand, "Linqing, if he really dares to betray you, I'll kill him for you."

Lin Qing shook his head, "He has never held me accountable or not, young masters like them are right in everything they do."

Qin Wan anxiously turned his face away, "How can you think that way? After you came back from Suzhou, you seemed like a different person. You always thought of the worst, and you didn't feel angry at all."

Linqing watched the fish swaying past in the water, envious of their freedom.

He didn't change, he just saw some things clearly.

You see, Zhang Lan doesn't just do whatever he wants to Lin Yuan, in the eyes of the dandy young master, he never changes his heart.It was he who forgot his identity, thinking that the young master had fallen, so he was no longer the young master.Having fantasies that shouldn't be there will only make yourself sad in the end.

It was only then that she realized that Shen Xu didn't need this sincerity.

What I want to give is myself, so how can I ask him to accept it.

Go back, force to stay by your side, you will end up hurting both sides.

Qin Wan Xu Xu said: "Let's talk about something else. The daughter of the county magistrate's family is really disgusting. She clings to Yulang all day long. She doesn't have any reservations about her daughter's family. If you are not here for a few days, she will send people to urge you every now and then." Go to the house to teach the piano, and when you are not here, you want me to go, hum, I will ignore her—"

"Does the county government still want to teach Mr. Qin?"

"what?"

Lin Qing looked into the distance and didn't speak any more.

The matter of teaching the piano was settled within a day.

The next day, he went to the town alone. Before leaving, Shen Xu stood at the door, wanting to ask but didn't dare to ask. Baba looked at his back as he walked away, wondering when he would come back.

I went to teach someone how to play the piano, so I won’t come back for a while.

Linqing said so.

Shen Xu leaned against the door, looking at the direction where no one was there for a long time, feeling that something was slowly dissipating from her heart, but that empty piece could not be filled no matter what.

When Linqing went to Suzhou, from being unaccustomed at the beginning to looking forward to his return later, he was also surprised. I don't know when Linqing has become such an important existence to him.

There is no one to talk with, no one to lie in the same room, a quiet fire at night, in a deserted shabby room, it is difficult to sleep alone.

In such a large Lushan Village, only Linqing knew him well.

No matter how familiar Wang Shanran was with him in poetry, he was not the little prince who accompanied him every day, scolded him and blamed him but never left him.

Shen Xu was surprised by his reliance on Linqing. He used to embrace Meijiao Niang and enjoy wealth and blessings before. He has never felt such reluctance to anyone.

What is this reluctance? It is just a 16-year-old boy, but why does such a boy make me so concerned.

He used to be obsessed with Ningbi, who is always beautiful at every step, and loved Shu Yun, who is full of fragrance with red sleeves. However, with the passage of time, those feelings have become blurred and invisible, and now there is only one Linqing left at hand.

It is a great blessing to have someone by my side.

So I hoped day and night, and finally hoped that the man would come back, but before I could tell that I missed you, the man packed his bags and left.

People who come and go, houses that are warmed and then cold, hearts that are happy but lonely.

Only then did I know that what is with me will also be lost.

Only then did I know that if people are willing to give it, they will also be willing not to give it.

Only then did I know that I was always afraid of being lonely.

Shen Xu wondered if he would come back.

Come back, will you still go?

When Linqing arrived at the county government office, his expression was gloomy.

Zhou Mian asked him, but he just shook his head.Zhou Mian cleaned up an empty room for him, let him live there, taught the piano for an hour during the day, and spent the rest of the day in a daze or composing music, as if he had returned to the old days in the Shen Mansion.

Liu Wanwan's heart is uncertain, and often after learning for a while, she becomes irritable, and she feels that the strings of the piano are against her, and when she wants to pluck this one, she misses the other one.

Lin Qing said: "The heart must be calm, and you must first intoxicate yourself before you can intoxicate others."

Liu Wanwan said: "I don't want to be intoxicated with myself, I just need to be intoxicated with Brother Liu."

Lin Qing was stunned for a moment, and the strings of the qin made a humming sound.

Liu Wanwan looked at him strangely, "Sir?"

Linqing suddenly shouted: "There are so many people in the world, why do you want to take what others like? You only know that you like him, but you know that someone likes him more than you. But when the time is right, you have to make others work hard. There is no such cheap thing in the world to take away the things you have raised. When you are happy, have you ever thought that someone will be sad, and you never care about other people's thoughts. Everything is a private thought. I hate you, hate you..."

By the end of the speech, tears were streaming down my face.

Liu Wanwan was at a loss, not knowing why the temperament of this always gentle young master suddenly changed drastically.

"Sir, you..."

Linqing waved his sleeves and swept the qin to the ground, the strings snapped and clanked.

Liu Yulang who heard the commotion hurried over, seeing the mess everywhere, he was puzzled and asked, "What's the matter?"

Liu Wanwan hid behind him in fear, grabbed his sleeve and tremblingly said: "I don't know, sir suddenly went crazy and threw the piano on the ground, Brother Liu, I'm so scared..."

Lin Qing glared angrily, pointed at Liu Yulang and said, "You are the same, no matter how much a former romantic person changes his mind, he will eventually be unworthy of sincerity."

Liu Yulang's expression changed, leaving behind the trembling Liu Wanwan, he walked quickly over to hold Lin Qing's hand, "Follow me."

There were already two lines of clear tears on Linqing's face, she was dragged into the room by Liu Yulang, she couldn't bear it anymore, and burst into tears.

Liu Yulang patted him on the back, and said softly: "I know there are some rumors in the village, and you are not happy. If you are sad, you can talk to me or Qin Wan, why push yourself like this, Miss Liu is the daughter of the county magistrate, you are like this Speaking foul language to her is not just asking for trouble."

Lin Qing said angrily: "Qin Wan treats you so well, but you are entangled with Liu Wanwan, did I scold you wrong?"

Liu Yulang sighed softly, "Linqing, you know that Qinwan's jokes are all jokes, you just took your anger out on her because you were unhappy."

Lin Qing was taken aback for a moment, covered her face and wept bitterly.

He didn't know that Liu Wanwan was Liu Wanwan, and Wang Shanran was Wang Shanran. Their own situations were too similar, and they couldn't control their emotions at the moment, so they completely parried the emotions that had been hidden in their hearts for a long time on the innocent girl.

Linqing leaned on the table, weeping all the frustrations of the past few days, Liu Yulang knew that his heart was miserable, so he just patted him lightly, making him cry happily.

Linqing choked with sobs and said, "I'm sorry Brother Liu, I didn't mean to say you were flirtatious, I was just too angry..."

"It's okay, I know, it's not your fault."

"I'm going to apologize to Miss Liu, I shouldn't have said that to her."

Liu Yulang pressed his shoulders, and said in a gentle voice: "You should rest for a while, I will go to Miss, you don't have to worry, although Miss Liu is a bit savage, but she is not a bad person, I will not blame you if I explain it clearly. "

Lin Qing slept on the bed for a day, and after crying, he was so tired that he slept until the evening before waking up.

He got out of bed, walked to the bronze mirror, looked at the illusory figures inside, touched his eyes, and felt swollen and uncomfortable.

I thought that I would not be sad after persuading myself, but in the end, I still couldn't lose the deeply rooted person in my heart.

Lin Qing looked blankly at the person in the mirror, not knowing what to do in the future.

Someone knocked on the door, Lin Qing turned around, and Zhou Mian came in with dinner.

"Get up?" Zhou Mian said, "Are you hungry, come over and have some porridge, I went to the East Street to buy some light cold dishes, you come and have a taste.

"Big Brother Zhou..."

Zhou Mian pulled him to the table and sat down, took a pinch of cold vegetables and put them in his bowl, "You can stay here as long as you like, but you can't skip the meal. Come, have the porridge first."

Lin Qing stared at him for a moment, feeling moved, took the bowl and drank the porridge.

When she went to teach the piano the next day, Liu Wanwan seemed to still have some lingering fears, she didn't dare to be lazy and shouted that she was tired, and obediently practiced the monotonous basic skills, for fear of being scolded again.

Linqing thought about it all night, and still felt that she should apologize to her personally.

He put down the piano and said softly: "Miss Liu, what happened yesterday was Linqing's fault, please forgive me."

Liu Wanwan quickly waved her hand, "It's my fault, it's my fault, I don't practice piano seriously, sir scolding is justified."

Lin Qing was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but bend the corners of his mouth.

Both Liu Yulang and Zhou Mian had spoken good words for him, poor Liu Wanwan was stunned by the scolding for a while, and the two of them intentionally misled, Liu Wanwan thought it was her lack of skill that made her master angry.This time she made up her mind to learn the piano well, and she was afraid that Lin Qing would be angry and refused to teach, and she would never dare to play the young lady's temper again, so she came here to learn the piano respectfully.

Liu Wanwan asked cautiously: "Don't be angry, sir. I won't mess around anymore. I will definitely study hard in the future. Will you still teach me, sir?"

"En." Lin Qing nodded, "But there is one thing I want to make clear to the girl, if the girl learns the piano just to please others, then Lin Qing is not willing to teach."

Liu Wanwan showed a puzzled look, "It is said in the book that a woman is the one who pleases herself. I like a man and want to learn the piano for him and play to him later. What's wrong?"

Lin Qing's eyes gradually became distant, and he sighed: "I used to think it was right to be happy with a person and willing to do anything for him. But if I don't get a response, and resentment comes from joy, even if I know that person is right, I still can't help but want to blame him. I can't get what I want, if I don't let go early, it will only turn into unreasonable resentment."

Willing to give, not necessarily have to accept.

But sincerity cannot be exchanged for sincerity, but it will definitely turn into a bowl of bitter wine, which will hurt people's heart when sipped alone.

Liu Wanwan looked at the sad look on his face, and said in a low voice, "Sir, do you think it's wrong for me to like Brother Liu?"

"There is nothing wrong with rejoicing, but it is wrong if it is not the wish of two people."

No one had ever reasoned with her in such a gentle voice, her father would only shut her up, her cousin would only scold her, even Liu Yulang's liking for her was just running away blindly.

Linqing was willing to talk to her patiently, Liu Wanwan seemed to have a spring breeze blowing in her heart, comforted the soft heart under the usually domineering surface, and immediately told Linqing what was in her heart.

Falling in love at first sight, hard to forget when we see each other again, the uncommon spring heart sprouts, you can get a lot of it in the excerpt at any time, but you never get bored, no matter how many similar stories you have seen, you can't avoid that moment One glance makes a mistake for life.

Linqing listened to her confession, and the memories drifted back to the beautiful flowers of that year.

Waterside pavilions and towers, singing and dancing, pen and ink brush, paper drunk and golden fans.

He raised his head suddenly, why not? One glance missed his life.

He has become the Xieyuhua in other people's stories, but he can't be the clear-eyed and clear-eyed in his own stories.

The author has something to say: Stepmother: Daiyu, Daiyu.

Linqing (looking around): Are you calling me?

Stepmother: Daiyu who loves to cry.

Linqing (angry): Get out!

Shen Xu: Then what's my name?

Stepmother (disgusted): Idiot.

Shen Xu: ...

The abuse is over, the abuse is over~~The next chapter, the idiot is here to pick up Daiyu~~ Let me send you a confession~ Let me send you a steamed stuffed bun~