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As for how Shu Yun found out where he lived, after thinking about it, Shen Xu thought it was the result of Wang Ziqian's passing the examination of Xie Yuan.There was a Xie Yuanlang in a small mountain village, which naturally attracted people's discussion, and the discussion went on and on, and it was inevitable to mention this master who tutored Xie Yuanlang.Perhaps Shu Yun sent Xiaobao here after hearing about this.

It's just that all her hard work was ruined by a heavy rain.The heavy rain kept Linqing in, but it made Xiaobao's life difficult from the very beginning.

Shen Xu hugged her silly son and sighed, more than a month passed in a blink of an eye, Linqing was lukewarm, Xiao Bao was dumbfounded, Shen Xu's life was not comfortable.

In autumn, the sun is high and the leaves are flying.Xiaobao stared at the yellow leaves falling in curls without blinking, his expression was extremely surprised, his mouth was open, and his hands were drooling.

Shen Xu: "..."

Wiping the drool around his mouth, Shen Xu had no choice but to put his hand on Xiao Bao's chin to prevent him from drooling.

Xiaobao moved his head uncomfortably, his mouth shrunk, and saliva flowed down from the corner of his mouth again.

So Shen Xu's rest day was spent wiping his son's saliva, while the rabbit was biting the bottom of Shen Xu's trousers.

Linqing came back with the bamboo basket on his back, the rabbit let go of his mouth, and rushed over to Linqing's lap.

Today is not only going to the town to teach piano, but also to go shopping.Xiaobao is getting older, his clothes are all stained by saliva, and the bibs are not enough, so he bought cloth and made it himself.There are also rattle drums, ink stones, inkstone paper, and so on.

Shen Xu hugged Xiaobao and stood up to meet him, and said with a smile, "I'm back."

Lin Qing said calmly: "En." Then he went into the room to put things.

A look of disappointment flashed in Shen Xu's eyes, he kissed Xiao Bao, and whispered, "You still ignore me."

Linqing put away his things and came to pick up Xiaobao. Xiaobao was eager to get into his arms. For more than a month, Linqing took him almost. Xiaobao naturally regarded him as the most trustworthy person.

"Ah—" Xiao Bao greeted him.

Lin Qing pinched his little hand and said with a smile, "Xiao Bao, will you be good today?"

"Very good, I didn't cry." Shen Xu smiled.

Lin Qing glanced at him lightly, "There is a letter from you, I brought it back, it's on the desk."

Shen Xu was slightly surprised, and when she entered the room, there was indeed a letter on the table.He picked it up to read, and it was written "Master's letter".

Shen Xu's heart skipped a beat, thinking it was a letter from Wang Ziqian.

He didn't know if Linqing was angry, whether he took the letter to open it, or didn't open it.

Linqing didn't say anything, didn't even come over to take a look, and carried Xiaobao to the yard to bask in the sun.

After thinking about it, Shen Xu opened the letter.

Wang Ziqian said in the letter that he and Wang Shanran had arrived in the capital with the help of Zhang Lan, and now they are studying from the master in the Taixue Hall.Zhang Lan not only subsidized quite a lot of money, but also entrusted friends in the capital to buy a place for them.Right now, the siblings are all well in Chang'an, I hope the master doesn't have to worry about it.Then there are some words of thanks, nothing more than forgetting each other if you are rich or honored.

After reading it, Shen Xu sighed.

Walking out of the room, Lin Qing glanced at him, but didn't speak.

Shen Xu tried to say, "Ziqian has arrived in the capital."

Linqing let out a "hmm".

"Everything is fine, he entered the Taixue Hall."

"Oh."

"...their siblings are all safe."

Lin Qing said calmly: "You don't need to tell me these things, I can't get involved in your affairs, and I don't want to get involved anymore."

After finishing speaking, he turned around holding Xiaobao and wanted to go back to the house.

"Linqing." Shen Xu grabbed his arm.

Lin Qing looked up at him, Shen Xu's eyes were full of sadness, and said softly: "Don't be like this."

"Then what do you want from me?"

what do you want?It is the same as before, talking to me, smiling at me, losing my temper at me when I am angry, and crying at me when I am sad, instead of being alienated and indifferent, always separated by a wall.

Linqing smiled bitterly, "You have to tell me that you still like you if you don't like me, young master, it's not fair."

Shen Xu was dumb.

After school the next day, Shen Xu took Wang Ziqian's letter to visit Cui Ke.

After Cui Ke finished reading, he showed his face and said, "I don't want to let down your teaching."

Shen Xu said: "Ziqian's talent is so natural, it has little to do with students."

"Mo Ziqian, you are willing to run around for the recommendation, it is a great favor."

Shen Xu poured tea for him, "I'm just doing a little work, success or failure depends on him."

The autumn is bleak, and the straw in the field is piled up in piles. The children after school are playing in the field, picking up a handful of hay and throwing each other.

The setting sun is shining at night, the fallen leaves are spread all over the ground, the chill is slowly rising, and the smoke from the scattered houses is like a veil calling home.

Cui Ke said: "Are you going to stay and have dinner with the old man today?"

Shen Xu smiled shyly, "Don't dare to bother."

Cui Ke glanced at him, and said calmly: "But Xin Xin went to the capital with others, so why are you so unhappy?"

Knowing that he was teasing Wang Shanran, Shen Xu blushed and said, "Why do you believe the jokes of the villagers?"

"Whether I believe it or not has anything to do with whether you are right or not?"

Shen Xu froze for a moment, then slowly lowered her head.

Cui Ke said slowly: "The ancients often said that the turbid will be turbid and the clear will be clear, paying attention to a clear state of mind. However, if you have thoughts in your heart, you will be disturbed by rumors. You may not care about it, but you are afraid that others will. Mo Huai, You are not someone who is influenced by other people's words, and you are eager to defend yourself, I don't think you can't figure out the reason."

Shen Xu stared blankly at the ground, and the fallen leaves curled up in the wind, brushing past his feet.

After a while, he murmured, "I have something on my mind."

Cui Ke said: "There are some things that you can't figure out, but you don't want to think about them, because if you understand them, you will feel fear." He paused, then turned his eyes to look at him, "But what else is there in the world? , is it more frightening than not being able to live from your heart?"

Shen Xu looked at each other in astonishment, unable to say a word for a long time.

On the way back from Cui Ke's house, Shen Xu was out of his mind, the night fell slowly, autumn insects hummed lowly, a few lingering fireflies passed by suddenly, Shen Xu looked up, the moon was bright and the stars were sparse.

I have something in my heart.

What are you thinking.

Live according to your heart.

What is in my heart.

Cui Ke pointed at the key point in every sentence, he couldn't think clearly, but he didn't want to think about it.

The sincerity should be the sincerity, since he was reluctant to part with that tenderness, he wanted the same tenderness in exchange.

What are you afraid of.

Afraid of doing something shocking?

In all fairness, is he the one who cares what other people think?It was true in the past, who dared to treat a rich young master with cold eyes.So now, he is destined to live in Lushan Village for the rest of his life, who here doesn't know that he and Linqing are a couple, and who will come to talk about it again?

You can't frighten the world, you can't frighten the vulgar, so what is it that you are afraid of?

It should be because he is afraid of making a promise, afraid of accepting his sincerity but losing it in the end, afraid of agreeing to his joy but finding that he can't meet Nan Ke Yimeng, afraid of not being happy but getting used to it.

But this heart clearly contained that person's name.

If that person stopped smiling at him, a piece of his heart would be empty; if he didn't talk to him, another piece of his heart would be empty;

Is this—is it joy?Is it true?

If it was someone else, Biluo, Wanshan, Shuyun, whoever it was, it would be someone else instead of Linqing who accompanied me, would I like it that way?

Shen Xu stood under the night, not far away, lit a candle, as if inviting you to stay temporarily.

Home is so close, but he still can't move.

Although he had said hello in advance, Lin Qing was inevitably worried after not seeing Shen Xu coming back for a long time.

Although this idiot can't get lost, but it's getting dark, and he is a master who is afraid of the dark, so he can't be afraid to come back after talking.

Not caring about all the food on the table, Linqing hugged Xiaobao and went out to look for someone with a lantern in his arms.

Before he had gone far, he found Shen Xu who was in a daze on the road near his home.

Lin Qing frowned, "Why are you standing here so stupidly and not going home?"

Shen Xu's gaze slowly gathered, the young man in front of him had a worried expression on his face, holding the child in his hands, his hair was scattered on his shoulders, and Xiaobao pinched a bundle and put it in his mouth to bite.

The lantern he was carrying, his reddish face, and the worry and relief in his eyes.

Autumn insects chirp, the dew is heavy and frosty.

Shen Xu's eyes flickered slightly, and at that moment, the doubts in his heart were suddenly cleared up.

There is never what if.

Just because it was Linqing.

The catastrophe is approaching, and the family wealth is gone, leaving only Linqing.

The countryside is quiet, he sleeps in the rain, and only Linqing is with him.

Even on such an ordinary night, there was only one Linqing who would be anxious about his late return and carry a lantern to find someone in a hurry.

What if, besides Linqing, who else, who else.

That's what Linqing would do, and that's the sincerity that Linqing would give.

So there is something in my heart, and what I think is Linqing.

So getting used to it becomes natural, and what you get used to is Linqing.

So if I want to fill my empty heart, the only one who can fill it is Linqing.

Shen Xu's eyes became hot, and he snatched the lantern from his hand, and together with Xiaobao, who was biting his hair, hugged him into his arms.

Linqing will only be Linqing.

He didn't understand such a simple truth until now.

Not not happy, but not happy.

I don't know how to be happy, that's why that person hides his heart in his heart, that's why that person refuses to give his sincerity when he's wronged, and that's why he regrets it once he loses it.

Xiao Bao whimpered, didn't understand why there was a warm wall on his back, he arched his body and wanted to break free from the narrow gap, but the man hugged him even tighter.

"Linqing..." Shen Xu said hoarsely.

Linqing looked blankly at the night sky and felt him trembling.

What was he thinking on such a night.

Such a lonely figure stood there, but dared not come back.

Linqing's peaceful heart stirred up waves, and the man's gushing hot breath was on his neck, and the trembling breath seemed to be enduring something.

Lin Qing struggled, but Shen Xu suddenly tightened his arms.

"Linqing..."

He couldn't speak, just murmured his name like this.

The hoarse voice contained a hint of sobs.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Qing asked blankly.

Shen Xu didn't answer, but just said his name over and over again, Linqing, Linqing, Linqing.

That night was the same as any other night in the past, the village was silent, the dogs barked far away, the trees shook in the wind, and there were sounds of mother-in-law whirling.

That night was different from any other night in the past. The moon was shining brightly, the people were bright, the people were relaxed, and the mind was quiet.

In such an ordinary and peaceful night, I suddenly understood the verses that I hadn't read in 26 years.

Work hard, work hard.

People who come by the moon are nothing compared to Ningbi stepping and swaying, but they just touched the heartstring.The heart that has been wandering for many years, finally tied the red rope of concern one day.

I can’t turn my heart.

It's not that you can't turn, but the person who didn't wait to turn.

Shen Xu buried her head into Linqing's thin neck, absorbing the breath that was close at hand but longed for for a long time.

Everything in Shen's residence is far away from him at this moment, the silent village, the bright moonlight, the people in his arms, everything——

The first ray of lovesickness finally burst into his heart.

The author has something to say: it's coming to an end, and I don't want it to be unfinished, so I'm getting more and more afraid to write lightly...

The abuse ends in this chapter, and I finally started chasing my wife...