The Female General and Xiao Fu's Wife

"Yun'er, when you go to the northern border, you must live up to your mission. The other thing is to explain to your father every time, be cautious and meticulous in every battle."

"Father, I know, just send it here."

Shen Zhaoxue didn't want to, so she sent it to the gate, and followed her to the outside of the city gate. In the end, she had to part with her, tears streaming down her face, one after another, her face was wet and her makeup was ruined.

"Okay, don't cry, there are so many people watching." Sima Yun hugged her and patted her on the back to comfort her, "It's not like I won't come back, just one year, give me one year, I will definitely come back, Come back in one piece, okay?"

"Are you serious?" Shen Zhaoxue was dubious, her voice was crying.

"Yes, ma'am, don't worry, don't you believe that our general has never lost a battle." Wei Xue said.

Sima Yun wiped her tears, "Look, it doesn't look good anymore."

Shen Zhaoxue burst out laughing, and slapped her on the shoulder, "It's such a time, you're still laughing at me."

The next moment, Sima Yun held her face in front of everyone, and kissed her on the lips, "Obey, wait for me at home."

"Hmm..." Shen Zhaoxue held back her tears and nodded obediently.

"Then... I should go." Sima Yun murmured.

Shen Zhaoxue's small hand couldn't wait to grab her, but she was still reluctant.

"Be obedient, ah."

Only then did she let go of her hand, turned around, and watched Sima Yun get on his horse and lead the mighty army out of the city gate.

Sniffing, holding back her tears, she can't cry, she can't cry, they agreed to see each other in a year, so she has to obediently wait at home for her return.

"Miss, the general's team is gone, let's go back too."

Shen Zhaoxue woke up from the daze, "...Well, let's go back."

The parting was too hasty, so that the two had already parted ways before they had time to prepare the words of farewell that should be said.

It was not until a long time later that Shen Zhaoxue was able to truly accept the fact that the general was no longer by her side.

She shifted all her focus to the store and kept herself busy. She was very busy and very busy. Apart from preparing disaster food and helping the victims, she did many things by herself and ran errands by herself, because this was the only way to fill her life. If she is full, she will not remember the fact that the general is not around, intentionally or unintentionally.

"Miss, it's getting late, let's go back early."

"Yes, ma'am, at this point, everyone is afraid that they are all asleep, and there will be no guests coming." Xiao An also persuaded.

Shen Zhaoxue packed up and came out, "Let's go."

She didn't take the carriage, but chose to walk back with Rachel. For some reason, she didn't want to take the carriage today, because in the past, she would go back with the general in the carriage, talking and laughing, cuddling each other along the way, Today, she didn't want to sit alone in it.

It's good to just go for a walk.

"Miss, don't be too sad, the general will return safely."

"I'm not sad, I'm just... a little uncomfortable." Shen Zhaoxue insisted.

"Miss, when I have time later, I will accompany you to Dayan Temple to pray for the general." Rachel said.

Shen Zhaoxue nodded, "Okay...okay..."

She took a shower and went to bed, and she was alone. Shen Zhaoxue curled up and hugged the quilt tightly, and stretched her arms to the position where the general usually lay, hoping to feel her. It has been two days, and they don't know Where is your team and is everything going well.

Slightly closing her eyes, Shen Zhaoxue was lying on her side, and only at this time, when everything around became quiet, the frenzied longing from the bottom of her heart would rush out, really, really miss her...

Shen Zhaoxue squeezed inside again, twisting her hands holding the quilt together, but she couldn't fall asleep no matter what, she felt that she was about to be swallowed up, swallowed up and overwhelmed by endless thoughts.

There is still one year to come, how will she spend it.

do not know.

There is no doubt that she had a nightmare.

In the dream, I dreamed that I came to the northern battlefield, surrounded by soldiers who were desperately fighting the enemy, and it was Sima Yun who took the lead in charging ahead.

But everyone couldn't see her, including Sima Yun. Shen Zhaoxue was like a transparent person, watching the two armies fighting, coming and going.

But the general quickly gained the upper hand. After being severely injured by the enemy, the remaining people entered the encirclement again. Shen Zhaoxue looked helpless. She desperately called the general's name, but she couldn't hear herself.

Sima Yun kept resisting, never flinching or admitting defeat, until she was the only one left, and she had to fight hard. Finally, she was pierced through the abdomen by the enemy's cunt. Shen Zhaoxue saw this scene completely, and went crazy. Rushing over to catch her, the strange thing is that the general can see himself at this time, and he can touch her.

Shen Zhaoxue was crying all the time, crying very fiercely, she almost didn't have the mood to talk, and she was so busy crying.

She still remembered that the general raised his hand to wipe her tears in the dream, and she remembered that feeling until she woke up to find that the pillow was soaked by her tears.

Shen Zhaoxue sat up and lay in a daze on the bed for a long time.

"Boom boom boom, boom boom boom."

Rachel knocked on the door a few times with the wash water in her hand, "Miss, miss."

"Come in." Shen Zhaoxue said.

"Miss, you are awake."

Shen Zhaoxue subconsciously remembered and quickly wiped her face, Rachel raised her eyes and couldn't help asking, "Miss, you..."

"I'm fine, I just had a nightmare." Shen Zhaoxue said as she got out of bed, "I'll go out later, you can go with me to Dayan Temple for incense first."

"Okay, miss."

There was an endless stream of people entering and leaving the Dayan Temple, and the incense still lingered here. At this moment, Shen Zhaoxue merged with these thousands of people who prayed for blessings. She was an ordinary woman who prayed for her lover, ordinary and pious.

I hope that the Buddha can bless my husband, make a smooth triumphant return, and be safe and sound, and hope that the war in the north can be settled as soon as possible.

Shen Zhaoxue clasped her hands together, prayed devoutly and knelt down.

Guogong Mansion.

"Are you still not eating?" Su Guogong asked with a cold face.

Chun Lai bowed his head to answer, nervously daring not to breathe, "Miss, she said...she said she would rather die than eat."

"Then let her go." Su Guogong said angrily, "It's simply ignorant."

Su Xiuyan is in her secret room, lying on her back on the ground, closing her eyes and fantasizing that Aria is still by her side, fantasizing about her sweet lips like honey, fantasizing about her voice like Yingyan, fantasizing that her graceful waist is still with her dance of men.

She didn't want to wake up, she didn't want to face this nightmare, this catastrophe that could almost kill her.

She wanted to pretend to be a person who fell asleep forever, because she was afraid that once she woke up, she would not be able to accept this situation, this fact.

Su Xiuyan also didn't want to stay in her room, so that she was like a prisoner, being watched by the guards outside the door from time to time. She just wanted to hide in her secret room, a small private space that only belonged to herself and her.