want to die every day

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue did go home, to Yuan Haoyue's hometown, because the other party's parents who were abroad came back, both Yuan's father and Yuan's mother liked Gu Yan very much, and under their urging, the two also moved at the speed of light. Got the certificate and moved into the new house.

Yuan Haoyue put the two marriage certificates together and posted them on Weibo to show off.

Wei Konghong V: Awesome speed, tsk tsk... Just such a small document has caught Mr. Gu who is infatuated by thousands of girls.

Bai Qingqing V: Congratulations, I wish you a happy life.

The headlines of this day are destined to belong to Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue. Of course, for the two parties, this is not their focus. Yuan Haoyue is discussing with the wedding designer about the design scene of the wedding day. For him This kind of thing must not be sloppy.

Gu Yan, who has no romantic elements in his bones, received a courier from the official Jingxiao Game. He opened it and found a game card inside, which was marked as a wedding gift for Gu Yan.

Gu Yan glanced at Yuan Haoyue who was discussing the details of the wedding with the designer on the video link. He didn't disturb the other party, thinking that there was nothing left and right, he took the card to the game room on the second floor.

The game room is used to place the game cabin. Gu Yan inserts the card into the slot of the game and enters the game directly.

"Welcome to Shocking Games."

A familiar voice sounded, and Gu Yan was standing among the pink rose bushes. At this time, the petals were also falling from the sky, and at this moment, four large characters appeared in front of him.

【Happy Newlyweds】

As the subtitles disappeared, two pink cards with rose prints appeared in front of them.

Although the game was over, these two cards still gave Gu Yan a familiar feeling, he clicked on one, and the cards turned over.

"You have drawn the red square card."

[Task: Name the copy of each character's experience. ]

A white passage stretched out in front of Gu Yan, and he walked directly through it.

"In 2333, the government built the tallest skyscraper in the world. Such a 100-story building was targeted by a group of anti-social organizations. Today, they disguised themselves as ordinary people and entered the building. They planted bombs in hidden places in the building to destroy the building. , and you are their leader."

A self in camouflage uniform appeared in front of him, blocking his way with a gun raised.

"Skyscrapers." Gu Yan's memory has never been bad, and this is the first dungeon he has experienced.

"The second generation is so rich."

"I'd like to invite your teammates to perform a bungee jump from the highest part of a skyscraper without a rope."

After Gu Yan answered correctly, the man in camouflage uniform put away his gun and disappeared. He continued walking, and soon a familiar figure appeared.

"You are a clown, and you have lived in a circus for as long as you can remember. Your friends include animal trainers who can make lions and tigers obedient, acrobats who can dance on tightrope, magicians who can escape from water tanks, and... There is a group leader who sings out of tune but always takes the lead in singing."

Gu Yan, who was wearing clown makeup, was smiling at him, with exaggerated corners of his mouth, singing a song with a strange tone: "Smile with your mouth, smile with your eyes, and the audience's mouths and eyes will follow suit~"

"Weird Circus." Seeing this, Gu Yan also understood, this is a special gift given to him by Shock Games, Memory Kill.

"Captain, I don't understand."

"Kill you, and I win."

Gu Yan in clown makeup put his left hand on his right chest, bowed slightly and then disappeared.

"Your status is the eldest maid of the Double Happiness Palace, and you are highly regarded by the double concubines."

Gu Yan, who was wearing a court lady's attire, saluted him with a very submissive gesture.

"Attack Wushuang." Gu Yan said.

"It's better to take the initiative to attack instead of swallowing your anger."

"Your Majesty, the Regent knows that I am a man."

The figure of Gu Yan, who was a court lady, gradually disappeared, and a sharp flash of light flashed in her eyes the moment she raised her head.

"You are the young master of the Chen family. You left home because you quarreled with your father when you were young. Many years later, when you learned of your father's death, you returned home to attend the funeral."

Gu Yan saw his old-fashioned Chinese tunic suit attire, and he said, "Everyone is wicked."

"Ex-boyfriend, heh."

"I said, if you lie to me, I will kill you."

Gu Yan with a cold face nodded slightly to him, and then disappeared.

"You are a singer in a song and dance troupe. When you were young, you left town with others for your dreams. After many years, you became a song and dance troupe loved by many people. One day, the head of the troupe received an invitation and decided to return to the town to perform. "

Gu Yan is holding the doll's hand and dancing happily with her, the dancing figure is passing directly through Gu Yan's body, Gu Yan has a deep impression on this dungeon, after all, he saw Yuan Haoyue's women's clothing in that dungeon , he said, "Baby."

"I was very fond of dolls as a child."

"You don't look as good-looking as Yuan Haoyue."

Gu Yan, who was dancing with the doll, stopped at this moment, and disappeared after saluting with the doll.

"In the chaos, there is a legendary fairyland on earth called the capital of Kun. The four seasons in the capital of Kun are like spring, and the picturesque scenery is like a fairyland. mirror."

Appearing in front of him was Gu Yan wearing a light blue dress. The other party turned around, and the hem of the blue skirt drew a beautiful arc.

Gu Yan said: "The capital of Kun."

"My marriage system is permanently locked."

"I do not want to."

At this time, Gu Yan, who was wearing a blue dress, came in front of him and handed a bun to Gu Yan, but in the end the bun disappeared together with his figure.

But Gu Yan still remembered the deliciousness of that steamed stuffed bun.

"You are a royal magician from the Fadobesi Kingdom. You are usually in charge of teaching magic lessons to members of the royal family. Today you were summoned to the palace by His Majesty the King."

What appeared was Gu Yan in a black robe with a black mask on his face. He was standing coldly with empty eyes.

Gu Yan said, "The undead lead the way."

"Don't come here, we are on different camps."

"It's dangerous to follow me."

That Gu Yan took off his mask, revealing his intact cheeks, and disappeared instantly when he turned around.

"You are a college student who just graduated. This is a graduation trip planned by your classmates. You plan to go camping and play in the mountains."

Holding a shoulder bag in his hand, he kicked his legs again and again, looking bored and bored.

"Flag." Gu Yan was very impressed with the death team.

"Fate is no judge."

"Please close your eyes when it's dark."

That Gu Yan waved to him, as if saying goodbye, and disappeared.

At this time, the pink card appeared in the air again, and this time it was automatically flipped without bothering to click on the card.

"You have drawn a white square card."

[Task: Reach the finish line within the specified time. ]

Gu Yan saw a 10-second countdown on the screen, and there were several figures exactly like himself in front of him, so he started to run wildly.

"You are a college student who has just graduated. When you can't find a job, you saw an online activity about haunted house planning. You came here for the 10 bonus mentioned above, and there are five other people with the same purpose as you. Strangers who came."

"The haunted house is flustered!" Gu Yan replied without thinking.

"You are a child born on Tucker Street. Every day you are happiest when you come to the classroom to play with other friends. Your favorite person is Teacher Mary. There are three days before Halloween. You and your friends are discussing how to help Teacher Mary is blessed."

Gu Yan: "If you don't sprinkle sugar, just make trouble."

"This is the city of mirror images. You entered here by accident. You have to be careful not to be discovered as an outsider and find a way to leave."

Gu Yan said: "I hate the city of mirror images the most."

"You are the fourth eldest child in your family. Today is the day of your marriage into the original family. You were tied to a bridal sedan chair after running away many times to no avail."

Gu Yan said: "The beauty is out of bones."

"This is an era of the fastest-growing technology, and you happen to be one of the eliminaters of this era. Scientists released the first batch of intelligent robots, which immediately received wide acclaim from the society. They can cook, clean the house, and even They can fall in love with humans, they are omnipotent, and even have the immortality that humans envy in life."

Gu Yan: "Smart online."

"You are an international superstar who has just won the best actor award. Before you can start your travel plan, the company forcibly arranges you to play the leading role in a movie. Now the manager is taking you to the port to take a ship to the resort island where the filming took place. "

Gu Yan said, "The devil crew."

Gu Yan quickly passed by his former self in this way, and this aisle seemed to count the roles he played in the surprise game, and he also gave the characters a new life.

At the finish line, what appeared in front of Gu Yan was a large field of dazzling white daisies, and the person standing there was Qing Qing who once made Gu Yan feel like crying when he looked at it.

Gu Yan's expression was very calm at this time, he walked over, just like in the illusion at that time, Qingliang picked up a bunch of daisies and said: "Be happy.

Gu Yan nodded, took Daisy, turned his back to Qing Lang and said, "Goodbye."

As soon as the words fell, the screen behind Gu Yan was all shattered.

Yuan Haoyue and the designer finalized the wedding process until the evening. If the other party hadn't covered his stomach and told him it was time for dinner, he would still be engrossed in imagining the wedding scene.

Seeing the darkness at home, Yuan Haoyue said: "Then let's come here first today."

The designer immediately turned off the video with a sense of relief.

Yuan Haoyue stretched, he got up and turned on the light, he yelled, but no one agreed, he got up and walked to the second floor, because there were only two people in the house, so Xiaofen and Xiaolan didn't have any scruples at all. Tiandu wandered around in the room, and when they met Yuan Haoyue, they greeted him: "Hi Ma'am."

Yuan Haoyue is used to this kind of address, he asked: "Did you see Gu Yan?"

"Master went into the game room at noon." Xiaofen said.

Yuan Haoyue walked to the game room. After entering, he looked at the game cabin. Gu Yan was indeed inside. He raised his hand to check the time. Even if he was playing the game, it should have ended long ago. He saw that the game card was inserted into the slot. I have never seen it before, but I learned from Xiaolan that it was sent by Jingxiao Games during the day.

Yuan Haoyue called to inquire about the contents of this game card from the Jingxiao official, and the other party told him that it was a wedding gift prepared for Gu Yan, and it contained a flashback, and it only took two minutes to read it.

But Gu Yan has been in the game cabin for five hours. Yuan Haoyue realized this and immediately hung up the phone, and pressed an emergency button in the game cabin. This is the emergency button when the game cabin fails. After that, the game will be terminated immediately and the game pod will be opened.

"Gu Yan! Gu Yan!" Yuan Haoyue carried out Gu Yan who was lying inside. Seeing that the other party didn't respond, he carried Gu Yan to the room. The other party had no heartbeat or breathing. He couldn't judge from the other party's appearance at all. What kind of situation happened.

Yuan Haoyue was also unable to send Gu Yan to the hospital for emergency treatment immediately, he showed a look of despair, and that frightening sense of powerlessness returned.

Gu Yan originally thought that the next Jingle game should let him leave, but the darkness around him has not disappeared for a long time, and there is no prompt to quit the game, Gu Yan feels something is wrong.

"Hello, Gu Qin."

Gu Yan's pupils shrank. It's been a long time since he heard someone call him that. Has the Jingxiao game really developed to this extent?

"You can take all of this as your dream or fantasy, but I hope you can give me an accurate answer to what I'm going to say next." The voice was rigid and without emotional ups and downs, like an intelligent robot talking.

"Are you—are you happy right now?"

Gu Yan didn't know what kind of answer the owner of this voice wanted to get from him, so he asked back: "Is my answer important to you?"

"It's very important, haven't you always wondered why you came back alive after 100 years? I can give you the answer."

When Gu Yan heard this, he was sure that the scene in front of him was definitely not created by the Shocking Game. The clearness he saw in the game before was only caused by the image that had always existed in his mind, and this strange thing in front of him had never been created by him. I didn't think about it in my mind.

Gu Yan said: "What are you?"

The thing paused for a few seconds and replied, "You can call me the system just like everyone else."

For Gu Yan, the word system is not just a bunch of data. After experiencing the honing of the surprise game, he understands that the data can completely resemble a real human after being calculated by human beings. They have human thinking and actions, and communicate with each other. There will be no obstacles at all, he said coldly: "Then what is the answer you want to tell me?"

The system said: "The answer is ahead."

A ray of light appeared in front of him, Gu Yan stretched out his arm to block the dazzling white light, and he put down his hand after it dissipated. What appeared in front of him was a house that looked very warmly decorated.

"Who are you?"

When Gu Yan heard the voice, he turned around and saw a man in pajamas standing in the middle of the stairs, looking at Gu Yan curiously. He has gorgeous facial features that make women envy him.

Gu Yan judged that he was in this man's home based on the clothes the other party was wearing. Just as he was thinking about how to explain to the other party, another man came down from upstairs. Eyes widened slightly in shock.

Yin Qiu, who came down from behind, was also stunned when he saw Gu Yan. He seemed to understand something, reached out and patted the man next to him and said in a gentle voice: "Yan Yu, he is my friend, I have something important with him To talk."

Although Gu Yanyu was a little surprised at Gu Yan's appearance, he didn't ask any questions immediately, but nodded and said to Gu Yan with a polite smile, "You guys talk, I'll go outside to water the flowers."

Gu Yan ignored Gu Yanyu's departure, he was looking at Yin Qiu, this face was so familiar yet so strange, he said, "Who the hell are you?"

"Can't you recognize it?" Yin Qiu smiled and said, "Or do you only know Qingming?"

If the newly revived Gu Yan saw Yin Qiu, the first thing he had to do was to cut him into pieces, but now he has changed because of Yuan Haoyue, he just wants to find out the whole story and leave. "The thing called the system told me to come here and give me the answer," he said.

Yin Qiu passed Gu Yan directly, and he was sitting on the sofa in the living room on the first floor. His appearance was the same as that of Qinglang Yuan Haoyue, but his temperament could make people tell that he was a completely different person.

100 years ago, Gu Yan disguised himself as a woman instead of his older sister and went to work as a nurse in a mental hospital. There he met and fell in love with Qing Qing who was a patient. Yin Qiu's man.

A lot of things happened later, the personality named Yin Qiu disappeared, and he was killed by Qing Qing's other personality. Even though Gu Yan was very receptive to things, he still had too many doubts about everything in front of him.

Yin Qiu said: "You shouldn't have forgotten that I died under the calculations of you and Qingming, but you are going to be disappointed, I didn't really die, but was taken to another world by a guy who called himself System, and had A body that can be used freely."

"As you can see, now I have found my lover and am living a normal life."

"But my resurrection was intentional by the system. The condition it put forward was that I must complete its requirements. As a reward, I could make a wish after completing the task."

Yin Qiu tapped his head, as if recalling, he said: "I remember that the wish I made at that time was to let you not die before you get happiness."

Gu Yan's hand by his side trembled faintly. It turned out that the reason for his resurrection, including his inability to die, was a wish made by Yin Qiu. At this moment, his thoughts were very confused, but he still asked: "Then why is it here?" Resurrection after 100 years?"

This is the unreconciled feeling deep in Gu Yan's heart.

Yin Qiu paused slightly after hearing the words, and then said calmly: "Gu Qin, I know what you mean, but the wish I made at that time was that you must be happy. The system judged that it was impossible for you to be happy if you resurrected immediately."

"Why?" Gu Yan's face was terribly pale when he asked this question.

"Because Qingming is already dead." Yin Qiu looked indifferent, "Whether you accept the fact or not, he later found out that he was sick and killed you, and then committed suicide, the system naturally cannot revive you at that time. "

Gu Yan felt chills all over his body, as long as he tried to think of Qingqing's desperate face when he learned that he had killed his lover, his heart felt as painful as being pierced by a knife. He trembled his lips and said, "That system How can I judge that I will be happy in 100 years."

Yin Qiu said: "You already have the answer in your heart, don't you? What's more, you have indeed obtained happiness now."

Yuan Haoyue, Gu Yan's heart felt warm just thinking of this name, he said, "So... it's really him."

Yin Qiu smiled meaningfully and said, "Happiness is always by your side, it just depends on whether you want to see it and catch it. Originally, I thought it would take a long time for you to catch it."

Yin Qiu looked at Gu Yanyu who was watering the flowers in the backyard. The rose bushes planted in the backyard were as hot as fire. His lover and his favorite flower blended together. That was his favorite scene. He turned his head Ask Gu Yan: "Are you happy?"

The system asked the same question just now, and Gu Yan said coldly, "As long as I don't see you again, I will be happy."

Yin Qiu chuckled lightly and said, "That's no problem, who made us always be people of two worlds, you should go back."

Following Yin Qiu's words, Gu Yan found that the figure of the other party began to fade away along with the surroundings, until finally he could no longer see Yin Qiu clearly, and only heard the other party say the last sentence.

"Live well, Gu Yan, to celebrate your wedding, I have prepared a small gift for you."

Gu Yan slowly opened his eyes, his expression was still confused when he woke up, he didn't realize that he had woken up from that "dream" until he turned his head and saw Yuan Haoyue who was lying asleep beside the bed .

Yuan Haoyue moved his body, he opened his eyes as if he had been awakened, and when he saw Gu Yan who had woken up, he immediately hugged him tightly.

"Gu Qin!"

Yuan Haoyue's name stunned Gu Yan, the former didn't realize it, he said: "Thank God you finally woke up, do you know that you slept for two days! I almost thought..."

Gu Yan slightly opened the distance between the two of them, looked directly at Yuan Haoyue and said, "What did you call me just now?"

Yuan Haoyue showed a puzzled look: "Gu Yan, what's wrong?"

Gu Yan remembered Yin Qiu's little gift, he shook his head and said, "It's okay, I just fell asleep."

Yuan Haoyue said with lingering fear: "If such a thing hadn't happened before, I really couldn't keep calm and wait for you. I'm really afraid that you won't open your eyes like this."

Gu Yan was silent for a while, then he took Yuan Haoyue's hand and put it on his heart and said, "Listen."

Yuan Haoyue could feel the slight vibration coming from the palm of his hand, he looked at Gu Yan in disbelief, he even put his ear directly on Gu Yan's heart and listened carefully, feeling the gentle and powerful voice of the other party The heartbeat sounded into his ears, and at this moment, his eye sockets turned red involuntarily.

At this moment, Yuan Haoyue heard Gu Yan's low laughter, and he said, "You look like a father listening to a pregnant woman's belly."

Facing Gu Yan's ridicule, Yuan Haoyue said: "If you can have a baby, I will be the first to disapprove. Having a baby is too painful, and I don't want you to go through that kind of pain."

Yuan Haoyue stretched out his hand to hold Gu Yan's wrist, and after confirming that the other party had a pulse and breathing, he asked, "What's going on?"

Gu Yan can't tell Yuan Haoyue all the bizarre events that happened to him now, maybe one day when he really collects his thoughts, he will tell Yuan Haoyue as a story.

The other party may believe it, or it may be regarded as a story.

But at this time, Gu Yan smiled at Yuan Haoyue and said, "It is because of your existence that I have become a person who has truly achieved happiness."

Because of your existence, I am willing to meet all kinds of beauty in my life. I am no longer a monster walking alone in the world, but an ordinary person who is experiencing happiness.

For you, I am willing to live.