want to die every day

Chapter 34 The first day I wanted to die

"Gu Yan? What are you doing?" Wei Konghong's Adam's apple moved, trying not to look so flustered.

"I've seen your game video." When Gu Yan analyzed the hidden red squares, the two people he targeted were Wei Konghong and Yuan Haoyue. As Yuan Haoyue said, each player plays red squares and white squares. The way the cards are played will vary.

As the host of horror games, Wei Konghong was very active in finding clues and avoiding the attacks of ghosts in his previous live broadcasts. There was nothing in the room.

Gu Yan took his actions seriously, but later Yuan Haoyue's hidden identity was exposed and successfully confused him. If it wasn't for Yuan Haoyue's words that were the same as ghosts, Gu Yan might have really done it.

Gu Yan decided to test it, but Wei Konghong fell for it. He even wanted to kill Yuan Haoyue by feeding sulfuric acid. It was impossible to show pain on that face.

Wei Konghong's actions also prove that he is Hong Fang as the villain. Gu Yan doesn't like to talk nonsense, and he doesn't like to listen to nonsense. After he finished speaking, he didn't give Wei Konghong a chance to defend himself. The neck kept spraying out, Wei Konghong tightly covered his neck with both hands, but he couldn't stop the blood and vitality from rapidly draining from his body, his eyes widened, and his heartbeat stopped abruptly.

"Attention! Red side Wei Konghong died! White side increased by [-] points!"

"Please note, the white side Yu Hai dies first! The red side increases by [-] points!"

Yu Haixian's death is not unusual, Wei Konghong running here alone means that the former was caught, Gu Yan showed a provocative smile towards the surveillance camera.

"Bang!" Lin Jiajun knew that Wei Konghong was going to die, he turned around and just after finishing dealing with Yu Haixian, he turned around and faced the grumpy smile on the screen. Seeing this smiling face, he almost beat the table madly.

Wei Konghong's identity was a tourist. Following his death, the tourists who saw this scene through the live broadcast were too frightened to participate in the game anymore. The mission of the infirmary was thus self-defeating.

The two sides are now tied at 80 points, Yu Hai knew that the rest should be handed over to the idol and Brother Gu, for this reason he did not choose to resurrect, and Wei Konghong also felt that the victory was hopeless, so he also did not choose to resurrect.

Bai Fang's victory was in sight, Gu Yan said: "Let's go to the live broadcast room now."

"Wait." Yuan Haoyue shook his head. Although the wound on his abdomen looked scary, it would not be life-threatening if Gu Yan deliberately kept his hand and bandaged it in time. "You can get points for the mission location."

When Yuan Haoyue said this, Gu Yan remembered that there were no visitors to experience his toilet in the task bar, and he learned that every Bai Fang identity had participated in campus bullying, so he asked: "What have I done with this identity?" bad thing?"

Yuan Haoyue shook her head and said, "On the contrary, you come with me."

They went back to the toilet, and there was a person standing by the door. When Gu Yan saw that person, his usually indifferent face showed a very humane expression, and he murmured in disbelief: "How is that possible?"

The person standing in front of him was obviously not human. His feet had long been transparent, and his body was emitting a faint white light. He looked at Gu Yan with intoxicating tenderness in his eyes.

"Is it you?" Gu Yan's voice trembled obviously, and Yuan Haoyue looked at him strangely.

The ghost nodded slightly, and when Gu Yan walked over excitedly, he suddenly said, "Gu Yan."

This address made Gu Yan stop in his tracks, he had no heartbeat, no pain, and logically he wouldn't feel any pain, but why did he feel like his heart was being torn apart right now.

From the day I woke up, there was nothing, even the right to dream was deprived at this moment.

Gu Yan didn't take another step closer to the ghost, but at this moment, the explanation that had never appeared in his mind finally sounded.

"You are indifferent and never like to meddle in other people's affairs. One day you heard a call for help from the toilet cubicle. You thought it was noisy and you took off the stick that fixed the door. You never knew that you were rescued." The person under you has already regarded you as salvation."

"With your identity, you have never done anything bad from the beginning to the end. It is because of his obsession that I let you come here." Yuan Haoyue said sadly.

Now this is the end, the body of the ghost in front of him began to fade away, Gu Yan asked: "Are you going to disappear?"

The ghost nodded slightly, looked at Yuan Haoyue and said, "I'm sorry, brother, I still have no way to take away the life force of others, that's not what I want to survive."

Yuan Haoyue closed his eyes and couldn't bear to look any further. His identity was to keep his younger brother's soul alive and to keep absorbing those people in, but everything didn't go as he wished. He said: "This is your choice, I don't want will interfere."

"Thank you brother." The ghost smiled slightly, and turned his attention to Gu Yan again. He approached Gu Yan, "There is a sentence I always wanted to tell you when I was alive, but unfortunately I will never be qualified."

"Can you look up at me?"

Gu Yan's emotions had returned to calm, he heard the words and raised his head, at this moment the ghost closed his eyes and kissed him reverently.

Yuan Haoyue's expression changed slightly when he saw this scene. Apparently he didn't expect a game NPC to do this, and he unconsciously clenched the hand by his side.

Ghosts are incorporeal, and the kissed Gu Yan can't feel anything, but there is a trickle of warm water slowly flowing into the depths of his heart.

A large area of ​​the ghost's body began to fade, and the body began to turn into a little bit of flying fluorescent light. Finally, only a gentle smiling face could be vaguely seen.

"Thank you."

Fluorescence all over the sky flew to every part of the haunted house, injecting a little light into the darkness.

Yuan Haoyue then called the police and took the initiative to explain all the incidents. Presumably, this haunted house, including the live video, will be properly resolved soon, and more people will raise the topic of "putting an end to school violence".

"White reaches 100 points and wins."

Gu Yan returned to the settlement interface of the game.

"Congratulations on your victory in the game. Your bet on gold coins is doubled. Currently, your gold coins are 14."

"You are currently ranked number one."

Do you want to quit the game?

Yes.

Gu Yan didn't go to check the game settlement, he directly chose to quit the game, opened the game cabin and saw Yuan Haoyue who also came out, couldn't help asking: "This is just a game, right?"

Yuan Haoyue froze for a moment before saying: "Although it's just a game, the emotions you bet in it are real. Games can often experience emotions that can't be obtained in reality."

"Is this why you have always chosen to blend into the role?" Gu Yan asked.

Yuan Haoyue smiled and said: "Yes, I am willing to put energy into the character, so that there will be a kind of vitality that I have given this character."

"What about you? What kind of person are you?" From the second dungeon until now, Gu Yan still doesn't understand Yuan Haoyue's true temperament, even if it's annoying. Lin Jiajun has a very strong character label, and Yuan Haoyue's fans say "perfect" the most to their idol.

But how can anyone in the world be perfect.

"I am me." Yuan Haoyue just smiled, as if taking Gu Yan's words as a joke for small talk, he stretched out his hand, "I am very happy to win the game with you this time."

Gu Yan stretched out his hand to touch it, then retracted it, he said: "I hope to be the enemy in the remaining two rounds, so that I can turn your tricks around."

Instead of being angry, Yuan Haoyue said jokingly, "Then I'm looking forward to it, but there's one thing you don't seem to know."

"What's the matter?" Gu Yan asked.

Yuan Haoyue said: "This game has been popular abroad recently. It is said that the official is planning the details of the international competition. I think it will be re-entered on the basis of the original game soon. There will be more new friends and new dungeons. In the game."

The corner of Gu Yan's mouth twitched: "You mean we will have more than two rounds?"

"Well, when the matter is settled, there will be an international competition of about ten rounds." Yuan Haoyue, who knew the news in advance, also specially ordered his agent not to accept any scripts in the near future.

"Farewell." Gu Yan turned around and left, Yuan Haoyue saw him in a hurry and asked, "Are you going back to the dormitory?"

"No." Gu Yan said with a dull face, "I'm going to commit suicide."

……

Yu Haixian sat in front of the computer again, waiting for the game video to be released. Gu Yan went out early during the day and hadn't come back yet. He called to inquire. There seemed to be some noise on the other end of the phone, and only his cold voice sounded: "Look for yourself, I have something to do and won't go back for now."

Yu Haixian just wanted to ask where he was going, but Gu Yan hung up the phone without giving him a chance to speak.

Yu Haixian could only pick up potato chips, dried squid, spicy sticks, donuts, coke, put it in front of the computer desk, and open the game video of this competition.

This time the video of the competition was put on the shelves at the same time as the videos of other regions, and there were more bullet screens than before. Yu Hai first saw that besides Yuan Haoyue and Bai Qingqing, the name of Gu Yan was mentioned the most by the audience, Yu Haixian was proud of it Feelings arise spontaneously.

The game started to adopt a multiplayer perspective, and did not directly announce their identities. Now, the barrage of mindless curses has decreased a lot, and more people have begun to integrate into the game and start rational analysis.

"Haunted house! It's scary. Is there a high-energy warning?"

"I just came in to see how to make an early warning. For the sake of the gods and goddesses, I have to keep watching."

"I'm here for Great God Wei. This is his best haunted house adventure mode. Hold my boyfriend tight."

"Upstairs, ghosts usually double kill couples."

"Double kill couple party plus one."

At the very beginning of the game, a dilapidated campus was presented to everyone, and when the screen appeared boring, the barrage caused a small upsurge.

"President Gu seems to be Bai Fang this time."

After Gu Yan gradually gained popularity, fans were attracted by Gu Yan's overbearing aura, so they called him Mr. Gu.

"I thought Mrs. Gu would always stay on the red side."

"The red side has always been unfair to Mr. Gu, and others will definitely target him as soon as they come up."

After listening to the npc's rules, the barrage was another round of analysis. When Gu Yan appeared in that middle-aged teacher's outfit, the barrage almost covered the entire screen.

"Hahahahaha I'm crazy! Why does the clothes my physics teacher wears look like supermodels on Mr. Gu!"

"Is it a fairy wearing clothes? Sure enough, it doesn't matter what clothes you wear, what matters is the person who wears them, so when can I see Mr. Gu without clothes?"

"Anyone who wants to peek at Mr. Gu without clothes will report it."

In the video, everyone put on ghost makeup, and the realistic and terrifying makeup of the makeup artist amazed the audience.

"If I come to this haunted house to play, I will be scared to death."

"It's quite scary, but the male god hasn't appeared yet. According to the routines of the previous two dungeons, the male god will not be the red square this time, right?"

"Wow! This dungeon is a haunted house. Could it be that the male god has turned into a ghost..."

"No, I'm cowardly!"

In the picture, after everyone dispersed and Gu Yan went into the toilet, the barrage admired Gu Yan for choosing the location of the toilet, and burst into laughter because Gu Yan wiped the wall with a bloody mop as if cleaning the wall.

"Boss Gu, what kind of operation is this!"

"Is it okay? I don't feel scary anymore in an instant."

"Did Mr. Gu put the flashlight in his mouth to free up his hands to deal with the enemy at any time? It's really a 365-degree defense with no dead ends."

At this time, the camera switched to Bai Qingqing, and there was no happy atmosphere here. When seeing Bai Qingqing being forced to do homework by a group of people, the fans in the barrage showed a heavy breath.

"It's over, it seems that I haven't written my homework yet."

"I am also watching videos while writing my summer homework."

Bai Qingqing was forced to write a hundred assignments, and the fans mourned for her. In the picture, when Bai Qingqing thought the task was completed, the audience saw the creepy smiles on the faces of those people, and one of them quietly She tripped Bai Qingqing, causing her head to hit the corner of the table directly, which was related to preventing blood in the later stage, so the moment she hit it, the picture immediately sank into darkness.

In the dark, the audience was still in shock, sending out n barrages.

"My God, I feel sorry for the goddess. These people have no intention of letting people complete the task at all."

"That commentary is very confusing. I always feel that there is something hidden in the matter."

"If the male god exists, he will definitely be able to protect the goddess."

The video showed that everyone was discussing in the classroom, but Yuan Haoyue didn't show up. Someone among them had already seriously analyzed Yuan Haoyue's remarks that Yuan Haoyue was the red party. A bullet screen went out and said: "Yuan Haoyue is definitely Bai Fang, if not, I will live broadcast and eat shit."

Immediately a bunch of people replied to his message, claiming to have written down his ID number.

Yu Haixian was still waiting for someone to bet with him to eat shit, but in the end, most of the audience was more rational and cautious. He was the only one who said such a thing, and most of the others analyzed the content of the story.

The plot moved forward again, and the number of bullet screens reached its peak again at the moment when Yuan Haoyue came out and killed Lin Jiajun.

"Oh my God, the male god's eyes just now are so scary, but again, I think it's so handsome. This is the first time I've seen the male god use such cold eyes."

"The male god can take on the script of the villain, it's so emotional."

"I think that id just now might really be eating shit."

Almost half of the audience thought that Yuan Haoyue was the red side this time. When Yuan Haoyue and Bai Qingqing had a conversation, Yu Hai first discovered several different barrages.

"Hey, I feel sorry for Mr. Gu."

Yu Hai thought first, what is it that hurts?

"Look at how sad Mr. Gu's eyes are."

Yu Hai thought again, why is he sad?

But no matter what Yu Haixian thinks, the barrage is still full of real names, distressed and annoying.

Yu Hai watched the barrage for a while and finally realized that this is the CP fan of Yuan Haoyue and Gu Yan, he murmured: "It's really scary."

Yu Hai first saw in the video that he and Gu Yan went to the cafeteria and was already mentally prepared. Sure enough, when he arrived at his side, the barrage burst into laughter again, especially when he saw his dark cooking make the tourists unconscious. Not scattered.

"My daily source of joy."

"I have all the emoticons of him turning into a monkey."

Yu Hai covered his face first, wanting to fast-forward, but couldn't help but look at the audience's comments on him, this was the first time he felt that many people were watching him.

In this copy, not so many people scolded the player for being mentally retarded. Some people had already raised the topic of campus bullying when they heard the commentary.

What surprised Yu Haixian was that there were not a few people who encountered school bullying, and not all school bullying was physical pain caused by violence.

There is a kind of cold violence that is more terrifying, like the air, which you cannot see but always exists. They will suddenly form a small circle to exclude you, and you will become a topic in their circle, and you will be maliciously slandered and slandered.

"Am I really wrong, I just... want to be myself."

The words on the bullet screen made people feel the urge to cry. Yu Hai felt sad when he saw this. He left a message under the bullet screen and said, "You are not wrong."

In addition to him, many people have left messages and even come up with many ideas, but all the ideas need courage to be implemented, the courage to face those cold violence.

Yu Hai first felt that compared to these people, he had the idea of ​​suicide just because he failed to confess, he was really too weak.

He presses fast forward, and the screen changes to Yuan Haoyue who was injured in order to save Gu Yan, and Gu Yan took him to the infirmary to bandage the wound.

"Even if we are enemies, we still can't let go. This candy is bloody! It's so sweet!"

"It's over, it's over, my heart has already tilted towards the cult, I'm sorry for the goddess."

The audience hoped that there would be more such scenes, but at the same time, they felt that Gu Yan was completely deceived by Yuan Haoyue, and when he took out his mobile phone, there was a burst of exclamation on the barrage, looking forward to the war of the century, but the envisioned war did not happen , Yuan Haoyue revealed his hidden identity very frankly.

When Gu Yan heard Yuan Haoyue's identity, he left the infirmary without doing anything.

"Mr. Gu can't do anything, I understand."

"I think it's right not to kill him, even if he kills it, it's 50 points if he kills right, but if the male god is really Bai Fang, they will deduct [-] points.

"Didn't other divisions develop that method last time? It's despicable, but it's easy to use."

Yu Hai didn't notice Wei Konghong's abnormality in the game first, but now he sees Wei Konghong from the viewer's perspective is full of loopholes!The other party has been playing negatively, but at that time everyone was trying their best to analyze it, and they didn't realize it for a while.

Yu Haixian was really angry and annoyed, thinking to himself, why didn't he find out at that time.

At this time, the bullet screen didn't know that Wei Konghong was hiding the red side. When Bai Qingqing refused Wei Konghong's request to take her away, there were many bullet screens complaining about her being stupid, delaying her teammates, and slowing down the game process.

"In addition to being good-looking, Bai Qingqing can't be more sensible?"

"I think it's not easy for a girl to be calm and alert in this game."

Everyone thought that Bai Qingqing was going to deliver the head, but unexpectedly, Yuan Haoyue did not kill her, but ordered the tourists to lock her up in a hidden room for safekeeping.

This made the audience who originally believed that Yuan Haoyue was the red party start to be subtle.

"Why do I feel that the male god doesn't look like Red Fang, otherwise there is no reason not to kill White Fang."

"So that id probably doesn't need to eat shit."

"So, who is the Red Fang? Mr. Gu?"

"How could it be Mr. Gu? Mr. Gu also helped Yu Haixian. As for Yu Haixian, it's even more impossible. He's so stupid. If he had already revealed his secrets."

When Yu Hai first saw this barrage, he thumped the table hard.

Yu Hai couldn't bear to watch it, he directly pushed the progress, the next part was the most exciting for him, when Gu Yan broke Wei Konghong's disguise, he had already anticipated the madness of the barrage.

"Oh my god! Is all this acting? There is too much tacit understanding between the male god and Mr. Gu!"

"That kind of tacit rounding is to announce the relationship."

When the ghost came out, the face exactly like Yuan Haoyue caused a wave of enthusiasm in the barrage, and the story Yuan Haoyue told before also made many viewers cry.

"It's too cruel, my brother is really kind."

"Who is the screenwriter? Send the blade!"

"I've cried a pack of tissues."

And the picture of the ghost kissing Gu Yan was deleted for some unknown reason, even Yu Haixian didn't know about it.

At the end of the story, the police arrest the character played by Yuan Haoyue, and the haunted house regains its light under the sunshine.

After reading it first, Yu Hai habitually logged into Weibo, just in time to see the game's official Weibo, and pinned a new message to the top.

"As soon as the concubine smiles into the startling dream, "Shocking Game" and "Palace Warriors" collaborate and cooperate!"

Yu Hai clicked in to read the announcement first. Palace Warriors is the next official holographic game of Jingxiao Games that is currently in beta testing. Players enter the game and become a girl named Wushuang. Starting from a palace maid, players can freely choose the strategy route.

The announcement mentioned that after the linkage, there will also be some palace-style stories in the dungeon. At this time, the discussion group Wei Konghong sent a message.

The discussion group was organized by Wei Konghong when we had dinner at Yuan Haoyue's house last time. Gu Yan naturally set the do-not-disturb mode, so Yu Hai first picked up his phone to watch.

Wei Konghong: "I received the news in advance that our next copy has come out."

Yuan Haoyue: "What is it?" He was bubbling very fast.

Wei Konghong: "I usually post ten posts, but you may not come out once!"

Bai Qingqing also sent a cat emoji with a question mark at this time.

Wei Konghong: "The name of the dungeon this time is "Attack on Warriors."

The group was quiet for 5 minutes. After all, they had seen the official announcement, so they naturally knew what the name represented.

Bai Qingqing: "This is the official court theme."

Wei Konghong: "The name shows that Wushuang will be an important figure in the dungeon. It seems that the first palace-style dungeon will be launched in the game."

Yuan Haoyue: "Conventional hype."

Wei Konghong: "Then I want to be the emperor, can I?"

Bai Qingqing: "The emperor can't turn to you, you are at most the chief eunuch next to the emperor."

The two of them started a battle of emoticons again, Yuan Haoyue opened a separate chat window to chat with Yu Haixian privately.

Yu Hai was flattered first: "Idol!"

Yuan Haoyue: "Gu Yan... what are you doing?"

Yu Haixian: "Brother Gu went out, but he didn't tell me where he went."

At this time, our protagonist, Gu Yan, comes to a small western-style building. It is said that this is one of the famous haunted houses, which has been abandoned for a long time but has not been demolished.

This is Gu Yan having a new inspiration for the method of suicide after the end of the third dungeon. Since physical death doesn't work, what about ghosts?

Gu Yan strode towards the haunted house with anticipation.

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