want to die every day

Chapter 81 The first day I wanted to die

Gu Yan’s words are not entirely out of emotion. In his opinion, if there is a rigid requirement of cultivating the ruthless way to get the position of master, it is simply unfair to other players. Although it is a bit ridiculous to demand fairness, but Gu Yan thought that there must be a deeper situation in it.

Plus the most important point - he is not happy, it's that simple.

Bai Chujiu's indifference and calmness changed when Gu Yan refused him. He didn't understand that since Gu Yan came here for the mirror of Kun, why would he reject his request?What's even more ridiculous is that the other party is still practicing the ruthless way, and such a person actually told him that he has someone he likes.

Bai Chujiu's heart suddenly felt angry, and his anger was not aimed at Gu Yan, but coldly cast his eyes on a pillar.

"Trespassing the practice room, damn it!"

After Bai Chujiu finished speaking, he launched an attack. Yuan Haoyue knew that his whereabouts had been exposed, so he immediately opened the barrier to resist the attack.

As the head of the sect, Bai Chujiu's cultivation level is quite high, and Yuan Haoyue would not be his opponent at all based on his skills and techniques.

Gu Yan wanted to go forward, but was blocked by the barrier set up by Bai Chujiu, who turned back and said, "He is the person you like, right?"

Gu Yan didn't know how Bai Chujiu could tell, so he didn't speak.

Bai Chujiu said in a serious tone: "Then I will remove those who hinder your cultivation and help you cultivate."

Bai Chujiu closed his eyes and began to recite formulas, while Honglianhe shouted in Gu Yan's mind: "Master, Baichujiu is going to use a big move, if he is hit, the person who gets hit will basically die!"

Gu Yan never thought that rejecting Baichujiu would trigger such a chain reaction, and he didn't even understand why Baichujiu was so angry.

Yuan Haoyue quickly dodged Bai Chujiu's attack, but he was in a very happy mood. He even felt that it was okay to lose this match. Gu Yan's words were an acknowledgment of their feelings. Hit by Bai Chujiu's attack, he couldn't help spitting out a mouthful of blood when he hit the wall.

Seeing this, Gu Yan's pupils shrank, and he took out the ghost face flower from the Qiankun bag.

【Ghost Face Flower】

Function: "Designate a target to use, and the target will fall into the illusion, and the target will not be able to perceive all damage from the outside world in the illusion.

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The past and the present will eventually come to an end.

Gu Yan didn't hesitate any longer, he pointed the ghost face king at Baichu wine, a thick fog swept in and swept the latter in, and the barrier created was also released, Gu Yan went to check Yuan Haoyue's injury.

Fortunately, Yuan Haoyue prepared a lot of tonics, drank a few bottles of medicines to invigorate qi and blood, and soon recovered most of his body. Unlike Gu Yan's frowning face, his face was full of smiles.

Gu Yan knew why the other party was happy, he said a little uncomfortably, "What's so funny."

Yuan Haoyue's smile remained unchanged, he held Gu Yan's hand and said, "If you had chosen to stay, I would have stayed by your side."

"Even if I cut off love?" Gu Yan asked.

Yuan Haoyue nodded, and said with a firm expression, "Even if you cut off love."

Yuan Haoyue felt that it was time to pursue the victory and confess to Gu Yan. He hadn't started yet, so he heard Gu Yan ask: "Can we cut this conversation by then?"

Yuan Haoyue: "???"

"Including my refusal to Baichujiu." Gu Yan now thinks more and more that his actions at that time were too stupid.

Yuan Haoyue thought to himself, when the time comes, it must be replayed n times in the later stage, and a bunch of excellent up masters must be hired to edit the video.

After Gu Yan confirmed that Yuan Haoyue was fine, he walked into the thick fog and saw Bai Chujiu who was standing there motionless. Her eyes were closed, and she couldn't tell from her expression what she had experienced in the illusion.

Yuan Haoyue walked up to him and said, "Could the mirror of Kun be on Bai Chujiu's body?"

Although they are now women, they are still real men psychologically. At this time, the red lotus crane in their minds said: "Master, let me do a body search."

Gu Yan summoned the red lotus crane, which immediately turned into a girl with white hair and childlike face.

Gu Yan said: "Please."

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue turned around at the same time, and after a while Honglianhe said: "Master, there is no mirror of Kun on Bai Chujiu's body, it may be in her Qiankun bag."

The Qiankun bag must be taken out by the person himself. Now that Baichujiu is trapped in an illusion, there is no way to call out the realm of Kun. Gu Yan is also worried that the other party will not be able to come out of the illusion. He asked Red Lotus Crane: "Is there any way?" A way to get him out of the illusion?"

A bunch of dull feathers on the top of the Red Lotus Crane's head moved, and she said, "Yes, but the method will be more risky."

Gu Yan is not afraid of taking risks: "What kind of adventure?"

"Entering the illusion to wake up the opponent, but this is very dangerous. If the opponent is unwilling to kill important people in the illusion, not only will they be recruited, but even the person who enters will be sealed inside."

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue looked at each other, they both understood that this was the only chance.

Yuan Haoyue said: "When we went in, we couldn't perceive the danger of the outside world, so I'll leave it to you."

The red lotus crane flapped its wings, and a white circle of light appeared in front of its eyes: "I will set up a barrier for you, but it won't last long, you must be quick."

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue walked in side by side, only to see a flash of white light, and soon Gu Yan appeared in a room, holding a kettle in his hand and watering the flowers.

At this moment, an NPC walked in, with a panicked expression on his face, he said, "Sister Yun, we salvaged an outsider from the stream, go and have a look."

Gu Yan knew that this was entering the illusion of Baichu wine, and he seemed to be playing someone else in it, so he put down the kettle and said, "Lead the way."

Gu Yan followed the NPC to a small stream, and he could see that the clansmen of the Capital of Kun were very vigilant and uneasy about people from the outside world, and there were many people around. He deduced that the Capital of Kun was not yet born at this time.

The character in Gu Yan's illusion seems to be a very prestigious person, and everyone who saw him seemed to have a backbone on their faces, and greeted him one after another.

"Sister Yun!"

"Sister Yun, you are here."

Gu Yan nodded calmly, and ordered: "You guys should leave, don't hang around here."

They were curious, but they were absolutely obedient to Gu Yan. After everyone dispersed, Gu Yan carefully looked at the outsider. From the clothes, he looked like a man. While analyzing, he brushed away the hair that covered the man's face. Then he showed a surprised expression.

This man turned out to be Bai Chujiu.

Gu Yan even thought he was wrong, he knelt down and looked carefully, and quickly confirmed that this person was Bai Chujiu.

This is Baichujiu's illusion, and it is often the deepest memory in his heart. So Baichujiu is a man who strayed into the capital of Kun many years ago.

What Gu Yan had to do was to wake up Bai Chujiu and let him kill the person he valued the most. The fact that the other party became the head later meant that he had successfully deceived everyone.

When Bai Chujiu fell into the stream, his long hair spread out to cover his face, and he looked like a woman.

"Sister Yun, what should we do..." Before the npc finished speaking, Gu Yan picked up Baichu wine and walked back.

npc: "..." Is Sister Yun so strong?

Gu Yan carried Bai Chujiu back into the room. He checked that the other person had a slight head injury, and there was nothing serious about it. After a simple bandage, he helped the other person change into a clean skirt, and then sat aside and waited.

Soon Bai Chujiu woke up. The first time he saw a strange woman, he sat up vigilantly and asked, "Who are you! Where is this place?"

Gu Yan said: "This is the capital of Kun, and you are an outsider who accidentally entered here."

"Are you kidding me!" Bai Chujiu had only read the introduction about the capital of Kun in a miscellaneous book, and he had never believed that it really existed.

Bai Chujiu ran out of bed suddenly, opened the door and saw a fairyland-like scene, and the fairy-like women outside.

"Is this... really the Capital of Kun?" Bai Chujiu felt that the clothes on his body didn't feel right, and when he looked down, he found that he was wearing a long skirt.

"Here you have to get along with other people as a woman, and you must not reveal your true identity." Gu Yan observed Bai Chujiu's state. At this time, if he told the truth, the other party would not believe it at all, and he needed to learn from the other party. In the depths of the memory search for who the most important person is.

The clansmen in Kunzhidu are all women, and they describe men as monsters. He turned around and looked at Gu Yan. The clothes on his body could only be changed by the other party for him. If the other party wants to harm him, then his identity is hidden. Unable to stop, he asked, "Why did you help me?"

Gu Yan casually found an excuse: "You look very much like an old friend of mine."

This kind of hazy words can be made up by the other party at will. After hearing this, Bai Chujiu didn't ask any more questions. He said, "How can I get out of here?"

"I don't know, I've never left the capital of Kun, and I don't know how to leave." Gu Yan took Bai Chujiu's despair into his eyes, and said, "But there is one person who knows how to leave the capital of Kun."

Bai Chujiu asked, "Who is it?"

"Don't you see the master." Gu Yan said.

Gu Yan wants to establish a connection between Bai Chujiu and Junbuji as soon as possible, so that he can easily judge whether Junbujiu is the most important person in Baichujiu's heart. Besides, the time ratio between the illusion and reality is different, and Honglian has been delayed for a long time. Crane probably couldn't protect them either.

Naturally, Bai Chujiu wanted to leave the capital of Kun very much. As a man, he should feel happy to come to a place full of women, but the premise is that these women don't treat men as monsters. From their mouths, they felt their innate hatred of men, which made him even more vulnerable.

Gu Yan didn't meet Yuan Haoyue, so he was not in a hurry, anyway, as long as the illusion was broken, the two of them could come out.

"Yun Qianzhi, how on earth can I meet the head?" Bai Chujiu couldn't bear his temper after only staying for a day. Gu Yan was named Yun Qianzhi in his illusion. Maybe it was such a person who helped him back then. Bai Chujiu survived the crisis.

Gu Yan learned some news from the npc, he smiled and said: "Don't worry, the head of the gate is out today, and you can see her when you go to the main hall with me."

Bai Chujiu was able to hold back his temper after hearing the words. Such a frizzy man was nothing like him after he became the head. At this time, Bai Chujiu's words and deeds could be seen as a kind of free and easy. The head of Bai Chujiu's eyes were Gujing Wubo.

The main hall was very lively, everyone was celebrating the exit of the king, they found a seat and sat down.

As an outsider, Bai Chujiu naturally attracted other people's attention. Many people asked him about the outside world, and the most frequent questions were about men. He was overwhelmed, and he didn't dare to correct their prejudices in front of them. Their words described the man as a more terrifying monster, which aroused their admiration.

Seeing that Bai Chujiu was about to lose his grip, Gu Yan made a relief and said, "The injury on Miss Bai's head hasn't healed yet, so don't bother him all the time."

The injury on Bai Chujiu's head had almost healed a long time ago, and he was finally relieved when everyone dispersed after hearing this.

After a while, they saw Junbuyue, Yuan Haoyue who appeared with Junbuyue in a purple gauze dress, he accompanied Junbuyue, and blinked at Gu Yan when he saw him again.

Gu Yan picked up the wine glass and took a sip. It seems that Yuan Haoyue has become Jun Bubu's personal maid, so the other party should also be able to get some clues from Jun Bubu.

Everyone stood up and saluted one after another. When Gu Yan saluted, he found that Bai Chujiu was motionless. He looked over and saw Baichujiu looked up at you, with a light in his eyes that was not there before. Haoyue saw it with his eyes, so he immediately judged that Bai Chujiu fell in love with Jun Bubu at first sight, he pulled Baichujiu, and the other party realized it, and quickly imitated Gu Yan and made a nondescript salute. "

The appearance of Bai Chujiu saluting caught Jun Bu's attention, and Jun Bu looked at him and asked, "Who is this girl?"

Gu Yan walked to the middle of the main hall and said, "Report to the master, this girl is from the outside world."

Don't you see the words, so you put your eyes on Baichujiu, the latter walked up to Gu Yan excitedly and nervously and said: "I'm serving Baichujiu, I met the master, I was accidentally injured outside and entered Thanks to the treatment and care of my aunts, the capital of Kun was able to recover."

Don't you see that he raised his lips slightly, showing a slight smile, Bai Chujiu was almost stunned, but fortunately he has a good-looking face, otherwise this obsessed look might be annoying to you.

Gu Yan could only wait and see what happened, and said, "I'll ask Cheng Xue to send you away."

Bai Chujiu, who had been yelling and wanting to leave, suddenly covered his head with a pained look on his face. Gu Yan was like a mirror in his heart, and he cooperated and said, "Master Bai, the injury on Miss Bai's head hasn't recovered yet."

"If that's the case, then stay in the capital of Kun until the injury is healed." You didn't see it.

This big banquet was just a celebration banquet, Gu Yan watched Bai Chujiu pay attention to every move of Junbu with an idiotic expression on his face, until after the show, Bai Chujiu followed Gu Yan back to the room and kept chanting about Junbu.

"Why is she so pretty... Yun Qianzhi, what do you think she likes?" Bai Chujiu's appearance reminded Gu Yan of Yu Haixian.

"The head has already agreed to send you away, why do you still pretend to be sick and stay here?" Gu Yan asked knowingly.

Bai Chujiu lay on the bed with his hands on the back of his head and said, "I've changed my mind. I didn't have any relatives or friends outside. Before I wanted to leave, I just found it difficult to adapt here, but now I'm willing to work hard to adapt to Kun Fengshui and customs of the capital."

In this way, Bai Chujiu began to observe the words and deeds of the people in the capital of Kun. He is a very smart person, and he has the heart to learn. In just a few days, he has integrated into the capital of Kun. manly.

This made Gu Yan quite emotional.

In the illusion, the time that passes every day is only a thought of Bai Chujiu, and his cultivation is top-notch in Kunzhi. In order to see you, he approached him every day by asking for advice.

Gu Yan also took advantage of this gap to meet Yuan Haoyue. Yuan Haoyue's identity in the fantasy world was Mu Chengxue whom she met in the Capital of Kun before.

After listening to everything Gu Yan said, Yuan Haoyue said: "This illusion is the scene shown by Bai Chujiu's deepest memories. Many times, as long as you leave Baichujiu's sight, don't you see that you will always be practicing quietly. , I think the breakthrough is at Baichujiu."

Bai Chujiu is dancing a sword under a peach tree. Don't you see him watching quietly beside him, giving warm guidance from time to time.

Both of them are in their best years at this time, Bai Chujiu's eyes seem to be filled with a layer of starlight, don't you see that he is always watching him with a faint smile, peach petals fall on the two of them with the wind , a sweet aroma of peaches blended into the air.

Bai Chujiu's swordsmanship is smooth and flowing. He put away the sword, turned around and asked with a smile, "Master, how is my swordsmanship?"

Don't you see him nodding his head and saying: "Very well, with your strength you don't need my guidance."

Bai Chujiu's expression froze slightly. Just now, he was only focused on trying to show off his sweetheart and tried his best. He forgot that he pretended to be weak and asked for help. He immediately covered his head and said, "After being injured, I feel that I can't exert my strength."

Don't you believe me, she stepped forward to help Bai Chujiu to rest under the tree, and tried to heal his injuries with exercise but was rejected.

Bai Chujiu laughed dryly, he was as strong as a bull so he couldn't be found.

Bai Chujiu looked up at the peach tree and said, "Master, do you know? There is a peach blossom forest outside, where many peach blossoms are blooming. As long as the peach blossoms are in full bloom in that season, a gust of wind can blow up the petals and dance. so gorgeous."

Don't you see it seems that you can also feel the scene from Bai Chujiu's description, a strand of black hair floated across her cheeks, she said with a light smile: "That scene can be described as a fairyland on earth."

Bai Chujiu, who was recognized, was very happy. He said, "Then head, do you want to go and have a look outside? I can guarantee that the outside world is not that dangerous. The mountains and rivers are picturesque."

"I know." Don't you see the outside world in a picture scroll, "The people of the tribe are not allowed to leave the capital of Kun. If they leave, they will never come back. As the leader, I should lead by example."

Bai Chujiu was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Kunzhi to have such rules, but because of this, Kunzhi was not discovered by the world, he whispered: "I was the one who was abrupt."

Don't you see him shaking his head and saying, "It's okay, after all, you are not from the capital of Kun."

It was obviously a thoughtful remark, but Bai Chujiu felt excluded. He was impatient for a moment, and said indiscriminately: "Although I come from the outside world, I have nothing else to ask for in this life. I just want to be by the head's side!"

As soon as these words came out, not only he, but even the king was stunned, apart from the sound of the wind, there were only two heartbeats that were beating equally fast in the world.

Gu Yan and Yuan Haoyue stood not far away like an audience, and the former said, "Bai Chujiu is deeply trapped in an illusion and cannot extricate himself."

Gu Yan couldn't help but wonder, if he used ghost face flower, would it be the same as Baichu wine?

"The person Baichujiu cares about the most is you don't see it." Yuan Haoyue didn't think there was any suspense, "It's just that it might be a bit difficult to wake up Baichujiu."

Didn't you see that he gave the headship to Bai Chu and left the Capital of Kun after drinking. The latter stayed in the training room, practicing day after day, year after year, and the loneliness brought about by immortality that no one can understand.

For Bai Chujiu, the illusion created by the ghost face flower is the sweet spring in the desert. He finally saw the person he had never seen in his dreams countless times.

As the saying goes, you can't wake up a person who pretends to be asleep, and it's also difficult to wake up a person who doesn't want to wake up.

Yuan Haoyue looked at the happy smile on Bai Chujiu's face and said, "He will wake up eventually."

The illusion suddenly faded slowly, and soon they were in a room. Don't you see that they were wearing loose robes, holding a book in their hands, and Bai Chujiu was leaning against the window and playing the flute.

If you don't see this casual attire, it can be seen that the relationship between the two has become much closer during this period of time.

This is another of Baichujiu's deepest memories.

After the song ended, Bai Chujiu put down his flute, walked quietly behind Jun Bubu, and hugged her neck from behind while she wasn't paying attention.

The Baichujiu woman's disguise was very successful, and this behavior seemed a bit playful and cute. Where he couldn't see, Gu Yan noticed that Jun Bu's face turned red and her body froze instantly, but she didn't pull away With Bai Chujiu's hand, he just scolded softly: "Nonsense."

"Promise me if I don't see you. I heard from other aunts that the fish caught in the creek is very delicious." Bai Chujiu seemed to refuse to let go.

Don't you see that since she became the head of the sect, she has never been close to anyone, and has strictly demanded her words and deeds. The appearance of Bai Chujiu always disturbed her, and she pursed her lips and said, "No, if other people see it... ..."

"No, no, no." Sensing the loosening of Jun Bu's tone, Bai Chujiu continued his efforts, "I practiced a spell to create an enchantment, so I guarantee that no one will find us!"

Then the scene in front of me gradually faded away in a slow and gentle way like before, and what resurfaced was the scene of Junbu and Bai Chujiu catching fish by the stream.

Bai Chujiu rolled up her skirt to her knees, holding a sharpened wooden stick in her hand, standing by the stream if you don't see her.

Bai Chujiu plunged the wooden stick into the water suddenly, and when he took it out, he saw a plump fish still bouncing on the wooden stick.

"Ha, don't you see how good I am!" Just catching a Yubaichu wine, he looked extremely proud.

Don't you see that he shook his head helplessly, his expression suddenly changed just as he was about to say something, the stones in the creek were very slippery, when Bai Chujiu walked over, his feet slipped, and he was about to fall.

Didn't you see that he ran over, but failed to catch the person and got in by himself. With a "plop", both of them fell into the creek together.

Bai Chujiu laughed and said, "If I don't see you, you've become a drowned rat."

Don't you see her ears turned red, and she didn't know whether it was because of anger or other reasons. She stood up, worked hard to dry the clothes on her body, and said, "You are so presumptuous!"

"I'm so lawless, what else can you do but pamper me?" Bai Chujiu completely exposed her true nature before Kun Jun disappeared.

Don't you see that he was really speechless by his rascal appearance.

Yuan Haoyue sighed softly. This was the first time he had been forcefully stuffed with dog food and had no choice but to resist. He said, "We should also come fishing some other day."

Gu Yan glanced at him inexplicably and said, "If you fall, I won't help you up."

Yuan Haoyue: "..."

At this moment, Yuan Haoyue noticed something was wrong, the relaxation on his face faded, and he said in a deep voice, "Look there."

Gu Yan looked in the direction Yuan Haoyue pointed, and there were several cracks in a corner of the illusion that were spreading rapidly.

Jun Bubu, who was sitting by the fire, suddenly asked, "Chu Jiu, do you want to leave the Capital of Kun?"

Now that Bai Chujiu knows that if you don’t see him, you will never leave the capital of Kun, he has already made up his mind to hide his gender and stay with him forever. He shook his head and said: "I won’t leave, I like the capital of Kun very much... ..."

And you, Bai Chujiu didn't have the courage to say those words.

A black crack appeared on Jun Bubu's face, as if dividing her face in two, but the two people in the illusion didn't seem to notice this

You can't see the expression on the face that you don't see, but you can only hear her say: "That's pretty good."

As soon as the words fell, the illusion in front of him was like a glass—suddenly shattered.

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